June is our farewell song

Chapter 258 A chance encounter in the hospital

Another weekend.

Although the alarm clock was set, it was not heard at all.Gu Yuan slept in a daze until noon before poking his head out from under the quilt. The refrigerator was already empty. He was awakened by thunder in the middle of the night last night, and what fell from the sky turned out to be snow instead of rain.The boy stood by the window, looked up and drank the remaining milk in one gulp, then wiped his mouth clean and climbed back to bed. When he closed his eyes, he felt a chill in his stomach which was uncomfortable, so he murmured: "Ah~ I'm going to die if I go on like this."

When I woke up the next day, this sentence resurfaced in my mind with incomparable clarity.

He cheered up and got up, with a dull pain in his upper abdomen. Looking at the messy environment in which he was, he decided to tidy up and go out to buy some food to replenish his energy.While Ju Zi was patrolling around on the sweeper and Mario was fighting wits with the mop, Gu Yuan received a call from Qi Yu.

"Hey?"

"What are you doing..."

"Cleaning, what's the matter?"

"Are you free this afternoon?

"Yes, I don't want to do papers anyway, what's the matter?"

"Shall we go to the hospital to see Qing Si?"

"Okay, I just want to go to the hospital too."

The boy touched his upper abdomen, and his stomach really hurt more and more.

"See you this afternoon. Do you want me to find you? Or meet up at the hospital gate?"

"Let's meet at the hospital, I have to buy something to eat first."

After hanging up the phone, Gu Yuan stared at the phone for a while.Through the chat in the activity room that night, he finally learned about the disease Qing Si was suffering from—"severe idiopathic pulmonary hypertension", which was a disease he had never heard of.Later, I searched online and found out that this is a rare and intractable disease. In fact, it is not completely incurable. In the early stage, as long as the drug is used reasonably, it can be basically maintained and will not worsen.

Since the early symptoms are very similar to anemia and weak cardiopulmonary function, it is difficult to be detected, so patients are often already severe when they are diagnosed.It may be because of her naturally thin body. When she was diagnosed in Shanghai half a year ago, Qing Si’s condition was already very poor. The pulmonary artery pressure of a normal person is only in the early [-] mm Hg, and the small blood vessels in her body But he was under five times the pressure of ordinary people.

In order to keep her alive, Uncle Liu and her mother invited many well-known experts at home and abroad, and also used the best medicines available at present - Bosentan and Vantavir to lower lung pressure. The fee would cost several thousand yuan, but... Even so, it couldn't stop the girl from stumbling away. She could only watch helplessly as her daughter's body weakened day by day.

Gu Yuan remembered that at the sports meeting, several people participated in the women's 3000-meter long-distance race. After the run, Qingsi passed out and went to the infirmary to rest. Everyone thought it was anemia or heatstroke, but in fact, it had already been...

Standing at the door of the ward, looking through the crack of the door at the girl lying on the bed and looking out the window, Gu Yuan felt guilty for a while.

It would have been nice if I had found out sooner...

The worst situation has already happened. Qingsi's disease has caused permanent irreversible damage to the heart, so even a lung transplant is difficult to cure, unless the heart and lungs are replaced together, but because of the ultra-high pressure of the arteries, the risk will be very high It is very large, and there is no source of organs at all.

Unless some miracle happened, according to the current rate of deterioration of the condition, even with the most optimistic estimate, Qingsi's lifespan would be less than half a year.

Turning his head to look at Qi Yu beside him, those glazed black eyes tremblingly stared at the inside of the ward, and there were crystal tears dripping from the eye sockets, sliding down his cheeks and condensing on the tip of his chin.

But the girl in the ward was smiling like a flower when she saw it.For a moment, people couldn't tell who was the protagonist of the tragedy, but the blue-gray lips made people feel extremely heartbroken.

"Why are you here, Xiaoyu, I'm going out right away..."

"Sisi!"

Before the boy could speak, Qi Yu ran over sobbing, threw himself on the bed, buried his face in the quilt, shrugged his shoulders, and started to cry.

"Xiaoyu...you already...know..."

Patting the girl's shoulder and head lightly with her hand, Qing Si looked up at Gu Yuan who was still standing at the door of the ward.

"I didn't tell her, she discovered it herself."

The boy walked in while explaining, carrying a bag containing hot pineapple buns.

"Here, I bought it on the way here. I wonder if you can eat it."

"Wow! That's fine. Then I'll be more polite."

"Sisi... woo woo... I... woo..."

Compared to the smiling girl stretching out her hand to take a pineapple bun and nibbling on it, Qi Yu, who was lying on the hospital bed crying, looked more like the seriously ill person.Seeing her trembling from crying, Gu Yuan felt a chill run up his back, and then, the sound of something breaking suddenly rang in his ears.

"Looking at your dying appearance, you haven't slept well for a few days?"

"Two days... or three days, I forgot." Qi Yu whispered while sobbing, "When I think of you now... I can't sleep at all..."

"Hey... what about you? You haven't eaten properly for a few days?"

"Me? I just ate it yesterday, and I also ate a piece of bread on the way here." Facing the girl's suspicious gaze, Gu Yuan took out a mutilated piece of bread from his right pocket, "There are so many left, but I don't plan to Eat it, and wait until the night when you are too hungry to taste the food. The book says that only when you fully feel the importance of food is the best respect for life."

In fact, his stomach was so uncomfortable that he couldn't eat, but Gu Yuan was babbling nonsense.

"It's really rare for two people to be so lethargic, um... it's the first time I've seen you." Qing Si moved the bag containing pineapple buns towards Qi Yu, "Xiao Yu, you can eat it too." A little bit."

"I won't eat...Sisi...will you be better? You will be better!"

There was silence in the air for a few seconds.

The boy sighed and walked out of the ward alone.

This is the top floor of the hospital, and there are single wards in a row, so whether it is in the ward or the corridor outside, it is much quieter than the downstairs room, but it also looks darker.The wards are all arranged on the south side, so the corridors can't enjoy the blessing of sunlight at all. The nurse's station in the center of the building is like an isolated island, and the emergency lights are like a lighthouse on the isolated island, emitting soft white light.

At this time, there was an old grandfather who was lying on the hospital bed being pushed past him by several nurses and doctors. When he passed by, the old man seemed to turn his head slightly to look at him. Gu Yuan was directly opposite the emergency exit instructions. The green light from the lamp hit his face, setting off his eyes as black as a bottomless pit. His eyes moved from near to far, from a cold upward look to an indifferent squint.

Gu Yuan only felt out of breath, and didn't feel the beating of his heart until they were far away. There was a sharp humming in his ears. He leaned against the wall and breathed heavily, and the pungent smell of disinfectant kept hitting him. nasal cavity and brain.

Someone came running from not far away, and the sound of footsteps echoed in the empty corridor.

"Are you okay? Do you need to call a doctor?"

The sound almost paused his newly recovered heartbeat again.

Gu Yuan remembered that the last time he heard this voice was in Jiangbian Park.

He turned his head away slowly.

I don't know if it's because of the light, but the girl looks a little different from usual. Her hair is tied behind her head with a dark hair tie, and she wears a slim linen coat. She looks much more mature.

She didn't recognize me at first, facing the turbulent gaze, her expression was confused for a few seconds.

Then his eyes froze and he froze.

"Gu Yuan." She said.

The boy never expected to meet her in this kind of time and place, and he couldn't react for a while.

He couldn't even pronounce the word "Lu Siyao".

(End of this chapter)