June is our farewell song

Chapter 257 Another Diary
In the night sky tonight, the moon is bright and the stars are sparse.

After the end of evening self-study, Gu Yuan did not go to Chi Yu as usual, but walked along the corridor in the opposite direction to the central area of ​​the school alone. The already low temperature dropped even further into the dirt after dark. The cold wind was blowing against his body like a knife, and his injured ankle was aching in the low temperature.

It was dark in the library, and there was no one there. Before I came in, I saw that the lights were still on in the student union office upstairs, probably because Xiaoxiao was working. He walked to the literature club activity room and opened the door. There were still a few days in the room. What it looked like before, books and leaflets scattered on the ground, covered with hard-to-wash oil paint—now it has completely dried out, turning into irregularly shaped stone-like things; the surrounding bookshelves are crooked It fell down, and even the white desk that had been placed by the window was knocked to the ground by the fallen bookshelf.

A mess all over the place.

After all, something like that happened in the middle of cleaning up that day, so no one came here after that.

"Today... can you wait for me in the activity room? After school, I'll be fine in a while... I have something... I want to tell you."

Under the wishing tree at noon, he really couldn't refuse the girl's request.

It's not okay to let her see how messy this place is. Even if one person can't finish cleaning it up, at least he should tidy it up a little bit.

He straightened the white desk first, then pushed the surrounding bookshelves back to their original positions, picked up some books on the ground, cleared an open space in the middle of the room, and then lifted the fallen chairs one by one. Lift it up and put it on the edge of the desk.

When I turned around to tidy up the whiteboard by the door, I saw a girl standing at the door.

He's obviously not short, but... is it because he's too thin?It looks so small visually, with black hair, bangs that fall down to cover one eyelid when you lower your head, and your skin is sickly white. Even if you hold the door frame with your hands, it gives people a feeling that they may fall down at any time.

She was completely different from the literary girl in my memory who smacked people's heads with books at every turn.

"Qingsi?" The name couldn't help blurting out.

"Pfft...how did you do this?"

"Ah... oh, it's Joey, she got into a fight with a dog here before, and she got the paint from somewhere, and it ended up like this."

"No, I'm talking about you, look at your clothes, hands and face, it's all covered with oil paint."

Gu Yuan looked down, only to find that there were colored marks on his trouser legs, knees and hands.

Strange... It's been a few days. Logically speaking, the colored ink here should have dried long ago. When I was tidying up those bookshelves, I could feel the colored grit one by one. How could it still get on my body? ?

He rubbed it gently with his fingers, and found that the oil paint on his body was still wet, not completely dry.

"It looks... so funny, haha..."

The girl laughed so hard that her body trembled, and she could see that she was really happy.As her chest rose and fell, the brooch hanging on her chest reflected the moonlight outside the window into his pupils one after another.

Although I had seen it in the gift box last time, seeing how it was worn on the Lord's body really made Gu Yuan feel convinced and approved of Qi Yu's aesthetics again.

"Why are you staring at my chest..."

"Ah, I'm sorry... I was just looking at the brooch, nothing else... Qi Yu's vision is really good."

"Hehe...Of course, it's Xiaoyu after all. Besides, I also like the doll you gave me last time."

The girl's smile made people feel fluffy, and it was difficult for people to connect her now with the girl who was crying under the tree during the day.

"Really...thank you, Qi Yu, and everyone...thank you all for remembering my birthday..."

"No, it's nothing, it's all as it should be, as long as you remember our birthday, we will continue to give you... gifts on your birthday next year..."

"..."

Gu Yuan's voice dropped as he spoke.

Is there another year?
The two of them sat together at the white desk, the girl raised her head and looked out the window, the silvery moonlight painted the surrounding clouds in circles, the whole sky was like ice cream with mixed flavors, stacked in layers, white, silver, Gray and black are mixed together, making it difficult to distinguish.

In this way, Gu Yuan mentioned the unknown future in this room that carried the past memories of several people. Qingsi's surging emotions broke through the messy environment, like a pot of ice poured into a hot pot, and the warmth was tinged with chills. , I don't know which side has the upper hand.

In this way, the two sat side by side by the window, about 5 centimeters apart, maintaining a subtle distance, and remained silent for about [-] minutes.

"It's your birthday..."

"Ok?"

The girl's voice is like pressing the pause button for the world.

"It's time to prepare a gift for you. If I remember correctly, it's February, right? Then there should be time..."

That indescribable tone... Even with all the words in my mind, it is difficult to describe the emotions she projected.

When the book is in use, there is little hatred, and the powerlessness of speech and writing is vividly reflected at this moment.

"In time, sure, really, trust me."

"Yes...is it..."

The strange thing is that at this moment, it was Gu Yuan who suddenly felt uncertain in his heart.

And the girl who knows her physical condition the most is making a promise.

"Will you still be at school?"

"Probably...not."

Yes, otherwise, what else can I do, will I faint like last time?

"My parents said they found a doctor. They will return from the United States next week. He is a very good doctor. He has a lot of successful treatment experience, so..."

"So, there is still hope, right?"

"It can only be said that the chance of success of the operation will be higher..."

"That's hope. Although I don't know what's wrong with your body until now, hope is a good thing. Didn't you say that he has successful treatment experience? This means that someone can recover. So, The future will get better and better, maybe when the next semester starts, you will be able to go back to school in the spring, take the college entrance examination with us, and then go on a graduation trip..."

She turned to look at him, Gu Yuan couldn't read her eyes.

Qing Si looked at him for a while, then suddenly smiled, and said, "Yes, it will definitely get better and better."

"Then I'll be looking forward to your birthday present."

"Um……"

The girl turned her gaze back to the sky again. She lightly pressed her temples, and relying on the temperature of her fingertips, she finally managed to drive away the pain. Staring at the ice cream-like sky, her head slowly "woke up".

The so-called "waking up" is nothing more than letting the reality go back to the mind.

The first thing that rushed into my mind was naturally the invisible boundary separating the two.

You still have a future, but I... have none...

"Gu Yuan."

"Ok?"

"On the lawn behind the observatory that day, you told me that a person on the ground is a star in the sky, and when a person dies, he will become a star in the sky." The girl looked at the moon, squinted her eyes slightly, and said, "But , I don’t want to become a star, because in that case, I will be too far away from the person I like.”

"Um……"

Gu Yuan didn't know how to answer, he didn't even dare to turn his head to look at her, because he felt a beam of eyes looking at him, like laser light, which made his heart burn.

"By the way, you told me before that you wanted to tell me something tonight, didn't you?"

The boy turned his gaze.

"Oh, this is it, I want to give you this thing."

Only then did Gu Yuan realize that the girl was carrying a bag, and she took out a notebook from the bag. It was a very old notebook with a four-digit combination lock on the side, and a white magnolia flower on the cover. .

"This is? Ye Qiuling's notebook? Isn't it... isn't it lost? How...how could it be here with you?"

"Hmm... I don't know. I saw this on the bookshelf when I came back to get things last time. It was on the other side of the door, in a very conspicuous position. However, I tried the previous password, but... it didn't work." can be opened."

"Failed to open?"

"Well, I lost 1016, but it's not right."

Gu Yuan took the notebook from Qing Si and entered the girl's birthday, but the combination lock did not bounce open with a soft "pop" like before.

"Why...how could it be wrong?"

"I feel... this may not be the diary we saw before, but another one." Qing Si looked at him, "It's useless for me to keep it, so I decided to give it to you."

"Why did you give it to me?" The boy was puzzled.

"Because, I think, if anyone in this world can open it, that person should be you."

"I?"

The boy looked down at the notebook.

"Well, I believe you."

Facing the girl's clear eyes, he nodded and accepted the notebook with the magnolia flower printed on it.

"What do you think will be inside?" Qing Si asked, pointing to the notebook under the boy's hand.

"I don't know... Maybe it's a running account diary or something, maybe it's Chen Ge's dark history."

"Pfft...how is it possible!"

"Eh? Why?"

"It's just impossible, intuition."

"intuition?"

"Well... because the previous diary was not finished at all."

"What kind of evidence can this be?"

"If you haven't finished writing, there is no need to write in another diary, and set a different password. Therefore, it must be something different." The girl explained, "The previous diary was full of It is her hope and joy in life, so this book..."

Qing Si didn't finish her sentence, but Gu Yuan understood what she meant this time.

I also understood why she gave this diary to herself.

Because there may be the answer to that question that I have been wanting to find in it.

(End of this chapter)