June is our farewell song

Chapter 256 Sun Rain

——Solar rain is a weather phenomenon that refers to the phenomenon of rain that occurs on a sunny day or when the sun shines.

——The time came to Monday. Although the rainstorm stopped, the temperature did not pick up.

The sun that had lost its temperature was shining on the campus peacefully, and the stagnant water on the branches finally fell into a ball.

Probably because the art festival just ended, my mind is not as calm as before in class, and the campus is a little more restless.During the lunch break, Gao Lian Yin Tian and the others in the classroom gathered to discuss plans for the winter vacation, and some were busy reviewing for the final exam, unwilling to waste a minute on other matters.

Gu Yuan moved his gaze out of the window, the bread he was gnawing in his mouth lost its taste, but he still repeated the chewing action mechanically.

The hot air conditioner made the air in the classroom very dry, and the dry and hard bread made the throat feel uncomfortable and hoarse. Gu Yuan decided to take advantage of the lunch break to go out for a walk, to breathe the dampness soaked by the torrential rain for two consecutive days Air.

From the teaching area all the way to the koi pond, the road surface is very wet. Although the rainstorm has subsided, the traces are still clearly visible. The soil on the side of the road has become soft and waxy, and the leaves of the shrubs have even faded in color, which looks like soaked A lot of open tea leaves, dark green with a bit of bitter brown.The koi pond was covered with a thin layer of ice. I don’t know if it was the janitor or a classmate who threw a pebble into it, making a palm-sized hole in the ice near the shore, and a group of koi ponds. The carp surrounded the hole to breathe, and the colorful shadows radiated in all directions like cracks on the ice.

Gu Yuan turned his face sideways and planned to look at it seriously for a while, but found that Yang Hao looked at him and smiled opposite him.

"you again?"

Gu Yuan frowned and muttered something.

Why do you always meet this guy when you are bothered, or is it because you will be upset when you meet him?
With a mouthful of bread stuck in his throat, Gu Yuan almost choked, so he simply tore up the remaining small piece and threw it into the ice cave. Then he coughed hard twice, and stared at Yang Hao defensively. .

"Why, don't you have time to eat well?" Seeing Gu Yuan's flushed face from choking, the "simple" Yang Hao quickly became concerned about his health, "Dark circles are also obvious, if you can't even guarantee rest, The body should go wrong soon, right?"

Gu Yuan gritted his teeth lightly and took a breath of cold air. Seeing Yang Hao smiling like this, he felt inexplicably nervous, his shoulders shrugged unnaturally, and his originally unhappy mood gradually became irritable. .

So next—

"How my body is doing is my own business. It doesn't seem to have much to do with you, does it?"

"Huh?" An elusive expression flashed across Yang Hao's face, and he quickly added, "You don't need to be so hostile, it's just a coincidence that we are here to pray for the koi together. After all, we are acquaintances, so a little greeting is not enough. ?"

"Pray for the koi?"

"Yeah, the exam is about to come, so many people will come here to pray that the koi will bring them good luck. Why, didn't you come here for this?"

"Do you... believe this kind of thing?"

Staying here will only make you feel more and more uncomfortable. Gu Yuan immediately decided to leave and walked towards the boulevard. When he passed by Yang Hao, he heard a sentence wafting in the wind:
"As for things like metaphysics, you can't believe it all, and you can't believe it."

The wind chime at the door of Wenqiang's class jingled, Gu Yuan turned his head and saw Chi Yu sitting by the window, with an unsightly complexion, messy hair, and looking weak, so he wanted to reach out to say hello He walked over, but after thinking about it, he took his hand back and walked onto the boulevard.

It's cold, and even the ducks and swans don't come out for activities. Plus the morning break is coming to an end, and there are not many pedestrians on the boulevard. Gu Yuan walked all the way under the old banyan tree, feeling the smell of the tree , the boy raised his head to look at the umbrella-shaped canopy with a radius of several meters, and looked at the wooden prayer signs hung on the branches with red strings, densely packed.

The dark blue sky was looming between the leaves, and the sun that had lost its temperature passed through peacefully and shone on his forehead, forming a golden red shadow in the field of vision.The wooden sign shone in the sun, and when the wind passed by, it made a sound like wind chimes together with the leaves and branches.

Although you can see this scene almost every day, you can feel different shocks every time you experience it in meditation. This is probably the most clear place on the Nanhua campus where people can clearly experience the real existence of the abstract object called "Hope". The place.

Every piece of wishing wooden sign here condenses the good hope for life of someone who once lived here at a certain moment.Every time he stood under the wishing tree and was wrapped by these wooden signs, Gu Yuan felt that time and space seemed to be dislocated here, and those people and things distributed in different times were presented in front of his eyes at close range, within reach. and.

"I didn't understand when we met, and I didn't know when it ended. Tomorrow is the college entrance examination. I hope there will be a result after that."

"Heaven! Oh earth! Why is that! Why can't I learn mathematics! Help me, let me have an epiphany!"

"I hope everyone can meet someone with the same frequency."

"Help, help, help, I really want to talk about a sweet campus love! I don't believe in love after a long time, I only like people who fall in love at first sight! Can you send me one?"

……

a bunch of idiots……

It seems that this is not the first time such emotion has been expressed.

Although they come from different times, the things that everyone cares about are surprisingly consistent.

Nothing more than grades, love, friendship...

"Ok?"

Suddenly, Gu Yuan saw a prayer card with a different content.

"I like watching mountains, watching flowers and dusk, watching sunrise and sunset and watching the moon, watching puppies wagging their tails on the side of the road, watching kittens on trees licking their paws. I really like this place. If possible, I can Can't stay here forever."

Almost instantly, that person appeared in his mind.

"Hey, you're here too."

At the same time, her voice was heard.

Gu Yuan turned around, and Liu Qingsi was standing there, about half a meter away.The girl wore a bright yellow down jacket and a pair of baggy sweatpants, her hair turned a metallic color almost copper in the sun.It was obviously an extremely casual and somewhat rustic outfit, but it was very eye-catching on her body.

"Dark eye circles, chapped lips, shortness of breath, and pale face," the girl said with a worried expression on her face. "It looks like she's being abused. What's wrong? This weekend."

"It's just irregular diet and work and rest, don't worry." The boy looked back at the wooden wishing sign, and said nonchalantly before turning around, "Did you write this?"

"Nah."

Qing Si shook her head.

"You look very weak, you should pay attention to rest."

Gu Yuan nodded along the way, with tears in his eyes.

"Compared to me, it should be your own body that needs more attention." The boy turned his face sideways and blinked vigorously, "You look ugly, go back early."

"Actually... it's almost the same." Qing Si looked at the boy with a smile, "Here, at home, or in the hospital, as long as you keep warm, there is actually not much difference."

"Is it... so serious?"

The girl didn't answer, but looked up with him at the ocean made up of red ropes and wishing wooden signs.

"I really want to... go back to the time two years ago, when we..."

"……Um?"

"Happily... don't think about anything... just work hard in one place, that silly look..."

"I can say anything... I will be willing to say anything..."

"That kind of mutual trust and mutual dependence...intimacy, it's so good..."

"...Don't say such things."

"But...but..."

"why why……"

When Gu Yuan looked over, the girl's eye sockets had turned rosy, which reminded him of the face reflected by the fireworks on the Ferris wheel in the amusement park in the summer a few months ago.

"Why do you have to treat me like this... I really... really don't want to leave... I have read a lot of books in the past few months, many of them are about death and farewell, "Meet Tuesday" and "The Last Reading Club of Life" "When Breath Becomes Air"... Logically speaking, I should have a stable mind to face this matter...but...why..."

"My heart still hurts... I still can't say anything... I still feel sad... I still want to be angry... I still feel unwilling..."

Gu Yuan stood there, looking at the sobbing girl helplessly, only feeling that his heart was also sobbing.

And her voice became more and more emotional... The originally mellow voice, under the effort of deliberately suppressing the volume, became more and more hoarse...

"Obviously knowing... even being sad or angry is useless, knowing... this will not change the result at all... knowing that I can't hide it for long, knowing that hiding it will only cause greater harm to my good friend...but I still want to...or I want to keep it a secret, as if this way I don’t have to face the final result...in fact...actually..."

"No, no..."

And his denial and comfort at this moment seemed so pale and powerless.

"I'm so scared... afraid to walk into the dark alone..."

"That's why... that's why I definitely want to come back here... because at least here I... I'm not alone... When I'm alone in the hospital, I can't think about anything... I don't know what I should do ..."

"Gu Yuan..."

"What should I do...what should I do!"

"...Qingsi."

Facing the desperate girl who is out of control, the boy with no life experience has nothing to do.

He could only look at her in the gentle light.

Like looking at a withered flower.

(End of this chapter)