June is our farewell song

Chapter 255 Pure Black Art Festival ([-])

It was early morning when I lay in bed.Gu Yuan took out his mobile phone, turned on the screen, and looked at Chi Yu's number hidden in the corner of the address book—the string of numbers that he was familiar with before, the number that had accompanied him through many lonely nights, but now it seemed changed. It was very strange—the nose felt sore for no reason.

"I've been trying to separate my life from yours for a while. It's really hard. I don't know if you've noticed. I haven't contacted you for a long time. Yes, I have thought about it for a long time, what kind of day should I tell you my decision..."

"Gu Yuan... let's break up."

Thinking of what Chi Yu wrote in the letter, Gu Yuan hugged the pillow sideways and looked at the phone. He had indeed not contacted Chi Yu for a long, long time, or it wasn't that he hadn't, it was just that he hadn't formed a "contact" for a long time—these few months In the past, he said everything in person at school, and most of the messages he sent could only receive very short single-word replies such as "ah", "oh", "okay" and "um".

"It's been so long since we dated, you shouldn't feel sad... After all, you should be used to living without me by your side..."

Are you used to it...it seems to be the same...but why are you sad?Why are the tears falling almost uncontrollably?Why does it hurt so much that I want to go back to her immediately when I think that this relationship is going to end without a problem?

"—Actually, I still like you very, very much..."

Instead of dialing that number, he turned on the phone's recording, and Gu Yuan spoke softly into the microphone.

"You said that you haven't been in touch for a long time, and it seems to be true... But you said, I should have gotten used to living without you by my side... Absolutely not."

"The minutiae about you have long been integrated into my life unconsciously and become... a habit. You are very important to me, so important that once I leave you, I feel... my life has changed .But what is the meaning of me to you... Do you know, 'meaning', what I mean to you."

"You said that I am used to living without you... Are you used to living without me? You can still live well without me, or even better? I need you, but you don't need me. Is that what you mean? I I don't even know if you like me or not, you should like me, otherwise why...why are there these two years..."

"We haven't talked on the phone for a long time, and you said that it's unnecessary because we can meet at school anyway. But in those days when we didn't see each other, just in the recent period, do you occasionally think of me for a second— — even for a second."

"I want to know... your answer."

"It doesn't matter, any answer is fine."

"I... it shouldn't matter..."

After saying this, Gu Yuan clicked Save.Then, without hesitation, he clicked share, and Chi Yu's name was selected as the recipient, and disappeared with a "ding" sound when the message was sent successfully.

This is the end, Gu Yuan closed his eyes.

Chi Yu never replied.

The next morning, Gu Yuan pushed open the door and took a deep breath of "fresh" air, and suddenly found that Qi Yu was still on the sofa, but instead of sitting with his legs crossed like last night, he was lying sideways on the sofa Lying down, it looked like he was about to catch a cold.

He walked over, unconsciously lightening his steps.Tangerine, who was lying on Qi Yu's stomach, raised her head and was about to stretch her waist and came over to meet her. Gu Yuan shook her head, beckoned lightly with her hands, and signaled her to continue lying still, and hugged Mali who had already pounced on her with her backhand. Oh, Juzi just moved his neck and tail obediently, and then continued to lie obediently on the girl's stomach.

Probably because of the cat's movement, the girl stretched lazily, and the white shirt she was wearing was pulled up slightly, revealing a small section of pink belly. Gu Yuan subconsciously turned his head to the side, But the line of sight still drifted back involuntarily.

Qi Yu's legs were curled up on the brown sofa cushions, his hands were naturally placed on both sides of his ears, palms up, his mouth was slightly opened, his pink lips moved a few times slightly, his face was still slightly pale. Some redness.At this time, Gu Yuan suddenly remembered the party at home. After eating a box of bonbon chocolates, this guy started to drink madly, but he drank a whole can of beer yesterday, so he couldn't help but feel a little surprised.

"Really..." Gu Yuan muttered, then turned around and went to the guest room, took out an orange-red blanket, and gently covered the girl's body.It seemed that he sensed the presence of someone beside him, at this moment Qi Yu uttered a slight sleepy whisper:

"Don't...don't hate...don't leave..."

Even in the dream, she showed a very lonely look. The usual carefree tablemate had such a fearful heart. Standing beside her and pinching the corner of the blanket, Gu Yuan looked at her with a feeling of heartache... I really hope that by my side... friends can live happily ever after.

Even though I am facing countless difficulties, I hope that they can live a good life without trouble in the future.

Just hope so.

Gu Yuan remembered the expression on Qi Yu's face when he said those words to him last night,
"No, I said it yesterday, I won't hate you."

"...Ziqiu..."

"..."

This guy.

Forget it.

When Qi Yu woke up, Gu Yuan was busy in the kitchen.Hearing the sound of kitchen utensils colliding with the glass, the girl sat up from the sofa, and Tangerine, who was soundly sleeping, jumped off her with a meow, and stepped on Mario who was lying in the gap between the sofa and the coffee table. Flying dog jumping, so lively.

Hearing the commotion in the living room, Gu Yuan poked out half his head from the kitchen: "I made a salad, do you want some?"

Qi Yu nodded, and sat on the sofa wrapped in a blanket. Seeing Orange and Mario below, he held the corner of the blanket and sat on the carpet in the living room, crossing his legs while asking:

"By the way, what happened to you, you and Chi Yu last night?"

Gu Yuan came out with a vegetable and fruit salad: "Us? It's pretty good."

In fact, you can guess it without asking, from the moment you wake up, you can feel the melancholy aura on Gu Yuan, to the extent that neither the salad dressing in the glass bowl nor the smile on his face can hide it.Qi Yu also smiled, but somewhat reluctantly.But she really couldn't show the cheerful attitude she should have to perform this tacit performance with him.

"Oh, that's good." Qi Yu lowered his eyes and pulled the blanket on his body, "This is?"

"I covered you in the morning, and you slept here with only one shirt on. You would have frozen to death without the orange lying on top of you."

Gu Yuan put the glass bowl full of salad on the tea table and leaned against Qi Yu's hand.When I was about to sit down on the stall, my phone suddenly vibrated.

Chi Yu's voice message.

Gu Yuan clenched his hands into fists nervously, then released them, glanced at Qi Yu, met the girl's eyes in mid-air, and immediately moved away in the opposite direction.

"I...I'm going to the bathroom."

The girl stumbled away, and then he reached out and clicked the play.

"Gu Yuan..."

Before he had time to take a deep breath, Chi Yu had already called his name.It sounded like a soft sigh of resignation.

She said: "I don't know how to answer your question... because... there are many questions and many things that I have not figured out yet... So... sorry, I... can't give you an answer yet. "

"However, there are some things, even if I don't tell you, you should be able to feel it... At least, I have felt it. What you mean to me, in the sunset when we first met two years ago, I knew It has been sent to you."

"Break up with you...it's definitely not because I don't like you anymore..."

"Absolutely...not..."

Chi Yu's voice is intertwined with the noisy rain outside the window. In this frigid winter that makes people hesitant, it is drawn slowly and tenderly by the constant whistling north wind——

"So be it."

Chi Yu's every word, every word, and every brief pause between breaths are like a pair of pliers ruthlessly grabbing Gu Yuan's tear ducts, trying to force his tears out. "Ahem..." He couldn't control his emotions, and his voice became a little hoarse.

"How are you?"

Qi Yu's voice suddenly sounded at this moment.

"No...it's okay."

The girl patted him on the back awkwardly, then walked to his left and wanted to sit down, but found that there was not enough space and turned back to the right.

Gu Yuan laughed softly, Qi Yu didn't know why he was laughing, but felt a little pain in his heart.The girl who couldn't comfort anyone at all was a little at a loss, so she just sat on the side in a daze, looking at the lightly grinning boy's eyes.

"You really don't know how to comfort people at all...Yesterday, how dare you talk about me?"

He stretched out his hand, rubbed the girl's head lightly, and then stuffed a spoonful of salad into her mouth while she was not paying attention.

"Hmm!... Mmm! It's delicious!"

The girl reflexively wanted to resist, but the sweet and sour explosion in her mouth immediately captured her brain.

"Just kidding, I made it, can it be unpalatable?"

"Narcissism kills you, cut, I can only say that it's not bad~~ Barely, it's half my level."

"...Don't be ashamed to speak out, won't your nose grow longer if you talk like this?"

"Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha."

"What are you laughing at?"

"Laugh at you."

"What's wrong with me?"

"Laughing at what you said, hahahaha...the nose is getting longer...are you a primary school student?"

"Hey, I'm older than you. If I'm a primary school student, what are you, baby?"

The two talked in the most familiar way, helping each other digest each other's depression bit by bit.

If it can go on like this, then life is not bad.

At least, this art festival is not pure black, and there are still some colors in it.

But the countless huge variables in life are built from tiny details.

Bit by bit.

Even though it happened, you didn't realize it.

until accumulated.

When you hold the beautiful hope that everything will change in a good direction, the plot turns around.

And you who are immersed in the light of hope at this moment have not noticed it yet.

(End of this chapter)