June is our farewell song

The last bus came, but Gu Yuan didn't get on the bus, he just looked at the phone screen with his head down in silence.

It was getting darker and colder, and the temperature slowly dropped to zero degrees.

He was the only one left at the station, Gu Yuan gently stood on his left and right feet alternately to relieve his frozen feet that were about to lose consciousness.

The text message was still on the screen.

"I'm Ye Jun."

He actually has his own mobile phone number, did Lu Siyao give it to him... I heard that he is currently living in the hospital and is seriously ill. I have seen Lu Siyao in the hospital before, so he must have gone to see him... That girl, He said that he never wanted to see the other party again, and his heart would soften at such a time.However, why would he want to see him... It's been almost three years since he had any contact with him. Although he was still very dissatisfied with him, he didn't stop Lu Siyao from visiting him.

Gu Yuan raised his chin and looked at the distant night.

Can't figure out the other party's purpose.

However, I found nothing from the articles of association. If it was Ye Jun, I might be able to find some information through the previous channels, but I have to ask that person... Gu Yuan felt that he couldn't help himself, so his phone vibrated at this moment.

"Hey, what?"

"Um... did you get a call or a text message?"

"Besides my mother, you are the first person to call me today."

"...That's it."

"I received a text message from Ye Jun. He said he wanted to see me tomorrow and asked if I was free."

On the other end of the phone, Lu Siyao was quiet for a few seconds, and then continued to speak in a calm voice.

"Oh, then he's still keeping his word."

"...Why do you want to help me?"

"Because you helped me once before, I don't want to owe favors, and now we are even."

Helped her?when?Was it the time at Riverside Park?Does that count as helping her...

Gu Yuan thought for a long time, but didn't know what to say. After being bored for a while, he choked out a sentence:
"Thank you."

"Beep beep..."

Before the voice finished, there was a busy tone, and he hung up the phone directly, as if he didn't want to have any more relationship.

But before hanging up the phone, Gu Yuan seemed to hear a very light breath, as if he was laughing.

He found the previous text message, and replied to the unfamiliar number.

"Okay, I'll find you tomorrow and give me the address."

When he reached the gate of the community, Gu Yuan was almost frozen, he had to stop and hopped a few times on the spot, trying to wake up his unconscious feet.As soon as the door was opened, Mario greeted him, put his feet on his knees and stuck out his tongue at him, exhaling the heat with a "haha", Tangerine stretched himself on the armrest of the sofa, stood up, Let's just pay attention to him.

He smiled lightly and shook his head, bent down and picked up Mario, walked to the edge of the orange and sat down, looking sideways at the city center in the distance.

The gorgeous neon outside the window hits the thick window grilles, reflecting the overflowing brilliance,
The night is like a painting.

Qing Si stroked the night scene picture drawn last night on the miniature drawing board in her hand. The white sunlight came in from the window and sprinkled on her body, turning her eyelashes into a faint golden color. I don't know how many different medicines I took, I just know that now I want to vomit when I see plastic jars of different colors.

Days like this go on forever, with no end in sight.

No, in fact, there is an end in sight. Whether you are willing to accept the risk or not, surgery is a matter of time, and it is the only possible choice.

probability.In order to "live" with difficulty, I finally have to block the hope of life on this kind of cold thing.

Only Qingsi herself knows how much effort she has put in just to survive, and the pain and struggles she confides to others are less than one-tenth of what she has experienced.Whenever she felt out of breath just sitting or lying down, she would close her eyes and cover the memory with fantasy.

In the dark fantasy world, she has just finished the physical education class with her classmates. There are friends chatting in all directions, and her grades have improved compared with the previous week, and she has reached her goal. Best ever.

When sitting by the big tree, you can see the evasive but eager eyes of other people.

There are many kinds of illusions like this. After all, a person is bored in a ward that is sometimes empty and sometimes crowded, and there is nothing else to do except reading and fantasizing.When the body is restrained, the mind will be liberated. She has enough time to think about those profound propositions that she wanted but couldn't get before, but she didn't get the happiness she imagined.

At this time, she heard footsteps coming from the corridor outside the door. After staying in the hospital bed for a long time, her hearing became particularly sharp.So it was immediately clear who the footsteps belonged to.

She quickly raised her head to look at the small window on the door of the ward, and she saw Gu Yuan's face after a few seconds.

But instead of walking in, he walked straight past.

Gu Yuan opened the door of the ward, and at a glance, he saw that familiar yet somewhat unfamiliar face, lying on a large hospital bed with that disproportionately thin body.Seeing that Ye Jun, who had been competing with himself for so long in the past, became what he is now, he couldn't help but feel a little pity for him in the bottom of his heart, but when he thought that a guy with this kind of personality actually lived in the ward next to Qingsi, that little bit The sympathy evaporated again in an instant.

"As expected, you are still here." Ye Jun on the hospital bed showed a smile that Gu Yuan thought was unbearable, "I'm really curious, what kind of things can make you humble that not noble but You proud head, come to beg for a favor from me?"

Gu Yuan grabbed the door frame of the ward with his hand, his right shoulder trembled slightly.That's right, that's the tone, that's the content, even though he's down to this level, this guy is still as annoying as before, and that annoying face hasn't changed at all, maybe he doesn't know it at all. Expect him to change.

"I thought you wouldn't come, but she insisted that you would definitely come, so I decided to give it a try, and she really knows you..."

"……of course."

Gritting his teeth tightly, he didn't know when his hands had already been clenched into fists, and he tried his best to breathe to calm the flames rising up from the bottom of his heart.

"We grew up together."

"……but."

"what?"

"You don't know her at all, do you?" Ye Jun's voice was light and joyful, "It's like you don't know why she wants you to come here, and you don't know why she thinks This will help you."

"..." Gu Yuan looked at him and didn't make a sound for a long time.

"That's why it's like this, you two, you never got to know her well, you never really thought about what she thinks, you always take it for granted to understand her according to your own ideas, go You are such a selfish person when you do things, you have always been."

"Ye Jun!" Gu Yuan couldn't help but yelled at him. After the yelling, he realized that this was a hospital, and he could only pretend not to see it when he was glared at by the sister nurse who passed by behind him.

"What's the matter? I broke the disguise, are you in a hurry?"

"You come to me, what do you want to say?"

"Shouldn't you come to me on your own initiative? You need my help if you have something to do."

Gu Yuan really had the urge to pull out the oxygen tube in his nose, but quickly restrained it.

"Indeed, I would like to know about a girl who committed suicide 11 years ago. She was molested before committing suicide."

"Name, location, date, I need more information, the more detailed the better."

Surprisingly, when it came time to really help, Ye Jun did not show the annoying attitude before.

"Chen Lin, the location, the alley outside the ARASHI bar, the date, the night of December 2005, 12, and the morning of the 24th."

"Okay, it will take about two days." Ye Jun picked up the phone, sent a few messages, and then said, "The interval is too long, it will take some time to check."

"Then do I need to come again?"

"Do you want to come again?" Ye Jun looked at him, showing that very unbeatable smile again, "If you want, I don't mind."

"I mind." Gu Yuan narrowed his eyes slightly, "But do I have any other choice?"

"Someone will bring you the information."

"That's good." Gu Yuan turned around and left, stopped when he came to the door, turned his head and said, "Why help me?"

"Of course, not because of you."

"I was asking, why did she help me?"

"I do not know."

"Don't you know her well?"

"I never said that. I don't know her at all. In a way, we're kind of alike in that respect."

Gu Yuan turned around and looked at him, carefully sizing up this haggard face, his facial features were still handsome, with a high nose bridge and strong brow bones, but his eye sockets were sunken, as if he had stayed up for a long time at night. The lips were white, the ears were a sickly reddish purple, the piercings were still there, but the studs that had been there before were gone.

"Who is with you and us."

Throwing this sentence coldly, he closed the door of the ward, but did not leave immediately, but leaned against the wall of the corridor, hiding in the shadows where the sunlight from the windows of the wards on both sides could not shine.

He couldn't explain why he said something like this that might make the other party give up searching for information, and make Siyao's efforts all in vain, not to mention that what Ye Jun said was actually not wrong.He didn't know why this kind of cruelty and shamelessness that hurt others and himself made him feel happy.

Maybe as he said, he is a selfish and shameless villain.

At this time, the sound of the door of the ward being opened came from the ear.