June is our farewell song

"Hey, I suddenly thought of something and I want to remind you."

Seeing Ye Jun who was leaning weakly on the door frame, Gu Yuan couldn't help being stunned for a moment. For a moment, he thought the sound of the door opening would come from the right, but in fact it was the left.Although the exchange between the two just now was not a bad breakup, it was definitely not a happy conversation.Unexpectedly, Ye Jun came out on his own initiative, saying that he had something to remind him.

This is probably what that girl Siyao asked him to do.

"Are you dating a man named Yang Hao recently?" Ye Jun had an interesting expression on his face, half-opening his eyes with a half-smile, his nose twitching slightly, "You'd better stay away from him, otherwise there will be You deserve it."

"What do you mean?" Gu Yuan didn't expect Ye Jun to mention this name, he suddenly thought of Yang Hao who was wearing the uniform of ARASHI bar waiter, who always said "Can I make friends with you?" boys.

"Siyao told you to tell me?"

"Her? No, she doesn't know about it." Hearing Gu Yuan say the girl's name, Ye Jun frowned slightly dissatisfied, "Don't involve her in your affairs again."

"I didn't tell her anything, she did it all by herself."

Ye Jun's expression froze, and then he suddenly burst out laughing in the next second. He bent down in laughter, and punched the door frame until he started to cough until he could barely breathe.

"So that's the case, no wonder... It's really disgusting... You can't talk nonsense, although I know you are telling the truth."

Gu Yuan was stunned for a few seconds before realizing what Ye Jun was saying. His face was flushed and his eyes were wide open.

"Okay, okay...don't laugh at you, anyway, be careful, that guy is very thoughtful."

"How did you meet him?"

"I have dealt with him before, and I almost fell for him." Ye Jun said and closed the door of the ward, "That's it, I'm going to rest."

Gu Yuan wanted to continue asking, but he heard a "click" and the sound of the ward door being locked, so he had to give up.

In the evening, Gu Yuan ate the bread on the plate, handed the remaining half of the sausage to Mario who had been waiting under the chair for a long time, and drank the remaining half of the glass of milk in one gulp. Standing up while beating his fist on his chest, he was about to go out to get some wind when his phone vibrated suddenly, and the caller ID showed that it was Lu Siyao.

"Hey?"

The night wind blew on his face without any scruples, and the warm water vapor evaporated away, taking a lot of heat away.

"Have you gone to find Ye Jun?"

"Well... yes, I went at noon."

"You didn't have a conflict, did you?"

"Of course, no."

Gu Yuan put his body under a camphor tree by the side of the road, and gently closed his eyes. This kind of conversation has been repeated countless times before.He knew that Lu Siyao would not take this sentence seriously, but he would still say it.This is a state where you know I'm lying, and I know you know I'm lying, and Lu Siyao cooperated very well and never questioned it.

In the past, he regarded this tacit understanding as a natural tacit understanding, but after a long time, this tacit understanding has gradually piled up into a crumbling tower, soaring into the sky, but the foundation is too fragile to withstand a single blow.

Before junior high school, Gu Yuan once joked that Lu Siyao always believed in herself unconditionally. In fact, not everything he said was true, and there were many mistakes, but she never doubted it. She was really stupid.It's ridiculous to think about it now, maybe Lu Siyao at that time was a little silly and innocent, but the really stupid person was never her, but herself.

There was silence on the other end of the phone, Lu Siyao seemed to be disconnected, he didn't speak for half a minute, he sighed deeply, and suddenly heard a girl's voice: "You didn't lie to me, did you?"

For some reason, those words made Gu Yuan flustered. The smiles on his face gathered urgently, and he nodded towards the air in front of him. Only after he finished, did he realize that the other party couldn't see at all.

"No."

"...Then, what then?"

"……Then?"

"Well, then."

"And then... nothing more."

"..."

"He said he would send me a message two days later, and I said when did you become so helpful, and he said it was all because of you." Gu Yuan continued, "How do you know where I found out?"

"I told Qi Yu about Chen Lin. However, I don't know as much as you. I just happened to know about it."

Gu Yuan was silent for a while, and then said what the girl said just now.

"You didn't lie to me, did you?"

"No." Unlike the boys, the girls answered quite decisively, without any change in tone.

"That's good, don't get involved in this matter, I don't want to distract you."

"It's just a coincidence. I heard someone talk about this incident. I thought it might have something to do with the person you checked before, so I just let it go."

"Um……"

"School will start in three days. It's the last semester. Any plans?"

"No, not yet." Gu Yuan calmed down, "Last semester's grades have been declining. Both the teacher and myself are looking for problems, but so far there has been no success."

Lu Siyao subconsciously said the following sentence with almost no pause:

"It's okay, anyway, you will be fine by the time of the final college entrance examination."

This kind of dialogue has happened countless times since I was a child, and this kind of rhetoric seems to have become a habit, but this habit has not been picked up for a long time, and it feels strange instead.

"Why do you... believe me so much? I almost don't believe in myself anymore." Gu Yuan said with a wry smile, "To be honest, I haven't done a single thing well since I was a child, right? Art or sports, or studies or ... none of it was handled well, and if I hadn't actually taken the high school entrance exam, I have no doubt that I would have screwed up ..."

"..."

No one spoke on the other end of the phone, and Gu Yuan turned into talking to himself. He leaned against the cold tree trunk and looked up at the dark night sky. The thick clouds covered the moon and Stars, only dim light glowing on the sky, that is the reflection of the neon lights of the city.He yawned a long time to cover up his embarrassment, and said, "Let's not talk for now, I'm a little sleepy," before realizing that the phone had been hung up a minute ago.

He smiled and suddenly felt a little sad.

On the other side, Lu Siyao was sitting on the bed in the bedroom, staring at the blue phone screen in front of him in a daze, what was he doing?Why help him?Even if she really helped him find out the truth about that incident more than ten years ago, so what, so what?Will he be grateful to himself?But why do I need his gratitude?After spending so much energy to inquire, I even went to Ye Jun to persuade him to help.

The self who was doing these things didn't hesitate at all. They were obviously things that had nothing to do with him, but he threw himself into them almost without thinking.

The girl in black and white spotted pajamas stretched out her hand and pulled off the already loose headband. Her long hair fell loose and fell on her shoulders, glowing with a deep blue light in the darkness.

She seldom wronged herself. She has realized since a long time ago that trying her best to please others to please God is actually not worth the candle. The person who should really treat and love her is herself.There is no need to force what you don't want to do. When you say "no", you are straightforward and directly block the other party's reaction.

There is no longer him in her world.

She owes nothing to anyone, and she doesn't have to please anyone.

However, only this person, only this person on the other end of the phone, it is always difficult for her to maintain the same attitude as she treats others.Could it be that she really did something wrong?Are you feeling guilty about it?Lu Siyao didn't feel that she had done anything wrong, she was the one who made the mistake, but it was hard for her to be ruthless.

After all, there was not even a word of sorry for what happened at that time.

At this moment, Gu Yuan is still staring at the night sky in a daze, not thinking about anything specifically, his mind is in a mess, his nerves are very relaxed, and the only tense part is his right hand—holding the phone tightly, he always feels that it just It seemed to vibrate for a while, but when I looked down, there was nothing.

Do you want to send her a message and say thank you to her?

Speaking of which, she helped so much this time, and she didn't even say thank you to her on the phone just now.

Or take the initiative to call her.

OK, let's do it.Gu Yuan finally made up his mind.

The moment the call was dialed, he picked up the phone and pressed it to his ear.

"Hey?"

"Hmm... what's wrong?"

"It's okay...it's just what happened before. I have something to tell you."

"Huh? Wait a minute... um, well, you can talk."

On the other end of the phone, Lu Siyao adjusted his sitting posture, turned his phone to speaker mode, and placed it between his crossed legs.

"Thank you, you really helped me a lot this time, um...thank you..."

"Beep beep beep..."

Before he could finish speaking, the phone was hung up.

Gu Yuan looked at the phone screen silently, and pursed his mouth in frustration.In the park in front, two children were playing and playing, and they laughed very clearly, as if poking his heart in a trance.

"what--"

Lu Siyao threw the phone under the pillow, covered her head with the pillow, and yelled forcefully and softly.

Mud can't support the wall.