June is our farewell song

After waking up from that dream and being dragged back to reality, Gu Yuan felt that his whole body was shrouded in a sense of incompleteness.

After the evening self-study get out of class, he came to the playground and ran round and round along the track until his legs were as heavy as lead and could not be lifted. He walked to the sink outside the playground and faced the faucet directly. , drank a lot of water in one breath.

When he drank until he couldn't drink any more, the scene in the evening appeared again in his mind.

The red rope wooden signs full of trees fluttering in the wind, the benches next to the wishing tree, the eyes slowly look away, and I can see the dormitory building that has just been repainted during the winter vacation not far away, which is similar to what I saw in the dream but has a different meaning. It is different, and it is not the same as the scenery I saw when I went to the old campus before.What the dream had pointed to was what he himself did not know but was driving him to look for.Freud said that dreams are the fulfillment of desires in the subconscious, so did I really have a dream...

Gu Yuan sat on the bench under the wishing tree, took out the signature pen in his pocket, and opened the notepad. In order not to forget the dream, he was going to record what he saw and heard today.

Surrounded by green and white residential buildings, old dormitory buildings covered by ivy, scorched yellow sky and burning clouds, red rope wooden signs that rustle when the wind blows, only a vague impression of a girl sitting alone on a swing .

From the beginning to the end, after editing all the scenes into words, Gu Yuan suddenly added such a sentence very naturally:
"who are you?"

The moment Gu Yuan finished writing, he felt that he was very funny, who else could it be, of course it was Ye Qiuling.

But after laughing, he realized that his subconscious behavior just now was not without reason.

In that dream that was so real that people couldn't distinguish clearly, the girl he saw had the same face as Ye Qiuling in the photo, but it gave him a very strange feeling.

It's not the same as the Ye Qiuling that Chen Ge said, and it's also the same as Si Junmo.The Ye Qiuling that Li Shiyu was talking about was also different.

Like a completely different person.

What a stupid idea... It's obviously just a dream, but why is it still connected with reality.

When I woke up the next day, it was still dark, and I lay on the narrow wooden bed and looked out of the window pasted with blue blackout paper. I could only see a dimly lit thing hanging on the top of the mountain, with a warm yellow color. Guang Guang, Gu Yuan glanced at his watch, it was only 05:30, half an hour earlier than the school alarm clock, for him who often sleeps until the ringing of the bell is over before barely being able to open his eyes, it seems a bit abnormal.

On the way to the classroom, he saw the tall banyan tree again. The sun had not fully risen yet, and under the dim sunlight like energy-saving lamps in the morning, Gu Yuan walked over lightly, listening to the sound of the wind blowing the wooden sign , the heart is very peaceful.

When he entered the classroom, there were already three people in the room, and there was a smell of instant noodles. Gu Yuan glanced at them. They were the squad leader Sun Qian, Feng Ziqiu and Chen Xin.The person who was sucking on the noodles was Feng Ziqiu, and he was holding a copy of "Mathematics Finale Problem Solution" in his hand, staring at it intently.

"Is it so miserable? I'm racing against time, and I'm doing the questions early in the morning. I don't even have a good breakfast. Let's eat instant noodles here."

Gu Yuan put down his schoolbag and said, "You guys really work hard... I thought I would be the first."

"A day's plan lies in the morning." Ziqiu stood up with his face in his hands, ate his mouthful, and said vaguely, "It's already the last semester, if you don't hurry up, it will be too late."

"Why? Isn't it still several months?"

"It's only the second round now, and I want to review the fourth round before the college entrance examination in June."

"Then you have to sleep, I heard from Gao Lian that you review every day until after one o'clock at night."

"No, it's actually the one he saw last week."

"But he told me yesterday."

Ziqiu paused for a moment, then turned around and returned to his seat: "I'll tell you after I finish eating the noodles, food is the paramount necessity of the people."

"..." A bead of sweat dripped from the corner of Gu Yuan's forehead. Originally, he just asked casually. Is this guy going to seriously think of a reason?
"Gu Yuan, come here."

The boy turned around and found that the person who called him was Chen Xin. Although the two of them sat very close to each other, they hadn't spoken much for a while.Although he was a little surprised, he still took the initiative to move one space to the right, sat in Qi Yu's position, and asked:

"what happened?"

Chen Xin turned around, crossed her hands on the table, and even glanced at him with a shy expression.

Gu Yuan suddenly had a bad feeling in his heart.

As soon as the girl opened her mouth, he was so scared that his knees gave up. Fortunately, he was sitting, otherwise he might just kneel on the ground.

"Gu Yuan, what do you think of Sun Gan?"

……

In Gu Yuan's eyes, Sun Gan is a meticulous fool.

Every time when the test results came out, Sun Qian just touched his chin, looked out the window leisurely while drinking water, and said lightly, alas, I still didn't perform well this time.Then he glanced sideways at other people's papers, showing a kind and gentle smile.

Gu Yuan chuckled twice, not knowing how to answer Chen Xin's question for a while.

Sun Gan’s father is from Nanjing, so I don’t know how he came to settle in their small city. Sun Gan’s mother is not from the local area either. Gu Yuan only met her once at a parents’ meeting in the second year of high school. She looks very shrewd and capable. The woman who asked Chen Ge a lot of questions at the parent meeting was very aggressive and impressive.She seems to have always wanted Sun Qian to transfer to a certain high school in Nanjing, but the transfer of household registration and student status has not been possible.She blamed all of this on the class teacher Chen Ge, so she and Chen Ge had a bit of trouble at the parent meeting.

Nanhua is also considered a famous high school in the province, but it must be much worse than the top high schools in the provincial capital, so his mother may feel dissatisfied. With Sun Qian's talent and hard work, there may be others in other places. higher grades.

However, Sun Qian himself has no dissatisfaction with Nanhua.He has been the class monitor since the first year of high school. He has always been conscientious and has a good relationship with everyone, but he is not particularly close to anyone. He goes to and from school every day, goes to the cafeteria and returns to the dormitory, and basically walks alone, living a free life. lonely.

After thinking for a while, he still didn't know how to answer Chen Xin's question.

"Well...not bad."

"Not bad... um, um, that's it."

Chen Xin seemed to agree deeply, nodding her head like pounding garlic.

"But...why are you asking this? Could it be you...to him...?"

"No, no, no, of course not, it definitely doesn't mean that. He is the most likable boy I've ever met, but he is absolutely not to be liked. Ah no, no, I didn't mean that..." Chen Xin said softly While speaking, he waved his hands again and again, and two thin blushes flew up on his cheeks.

When Qi Yu walked into the classroom, Gu Yuan was still sitting behind Chen Xin listening to her speak softly. In Qi Yu's eyes, the communication between the two of them was a once-in-a-lifetime spectacle, so she immediately came over with a blue satchel on her back, but Chen Xin immediately kept silent.Qi Yu was anxious to give him an elbow, but Gu Yuan just shook his head with a smile.

Keep it a secret, it's a secret.

The first secret most people have is to like it.

When the classroom was filled with buzzing voices, Chen Ge appeared at the door of the classroom holding a brown water glass. He looked a bit haggard, with puffy eye bags and obvious dark circles, and his fingers holding the water glass trembled slightly.He didn't wear his trademark smile as usual, nor did he announce the start of the morning reading class in a confident manner. He just walked behind the podium alone, holding a water glass, and stared at the students in the classroom in a daze.

"Hey, don't you think there's something wrong with Chen Ge?" Qi Yu gently nudged him with his elbow.

"One thing..." Gu Yuan covered his mouth with his hands, "Do you know what's going on?"

"I don't know... but I heard that the teachers in the grade department have been held by the principal every day, because our school's grades in the province are not very good... As the head teacher of the competition class, Chen Ge is also the one who is under the most pressure. ...Maybe I was scolded by the principal..."

"Have you been scolded by the principal..."

It's not easy for Chen Ge either.
Gu Yuan suddenly felt that Chen Ge was looking at him with a strange look.

He raised his head, only to find that Chen Ge's gaze had already turned elsewhere.

Is it an illusion...