June is our farewell song

When eating at noon, the classroom was empty.

Gu Yuan sat on the seat alone, stuffing dry bread into his mouth mouthful.

It had been a long time since he had eaten with other people in the cafeteria.

He chewed the bread in his mouth very finely and swallowed it slowly.

Although it was noon, but because it was cloudy, the classroom was as dark as the evening when the lights were not turned on.The sky was covered with clouds like cotton wadding soaked in sewage, and the cold wind slipped in through the gaps in the windows next to my ears.

"Hey."

The white light tube was blindingly bright, and Qi Yu, who was walking towards him, was a bit unreal.

"What's going on with you recently? It's the third day of school now. Except for class, I almost stay alone. I don't go to the team or the activity room. Now I don't even go to eat. It's not your nanny, it's tiring to bring bread for you every day, hey." Qi Yu put a red plastic bag in front of him, then pulled away the chair with a clatter and sat down, knocking his hands on the table, Holding his chin, "I have to go out for some activities anyway, right?"

"When I was in the third year of high school, I quit the team by default, and I haven't been there since I was injured in the second year of high school. It's not like you don't know." Gu Yuan lowered his eyes and continued to swallow his bread, "And I went out for activities, I'll go for a run in the playground at night."

Qi Yu turned his head and glared at him, but his gaze didn't meet, and he bit his lip angrily.

"There will be club activities tomorrow afternoon, let's go to the activity room."

Gu Yuan nodded and continued to chew bread.

Qi Yu didn't seem to have anything to say, and asked superfluously:
"Don't break your promise, you will go when you say you will."

Gu Yuan nodded again.

For a while, the classroom became very quiet again, the two sat side by side in silence, Qi Yu reached out and fiddled with a few colored pencils, writing and drawing on the draft paper.

"What's going on tomorrow." Gu Yuan suddenly asked without thinking, "Is there a reading corner?"

Qi Yu was stunned for a moment, she turned her head to look at Gu Yuan, then put down the pencil in her hand, turned her body around, and said fullheartedly: "Do you know what day it is today? It's a new semester again. It's our last semester here, is there anything to do?"

Gu Yuan searched in his mind, but couldn't think of anything.

"You just forgot about what you promised her?" Qi Yu looked a little annoyed.

When she said this, Gu Yuan realized what she was talking about, and was about to say something to remedy it. She bent down and took a roster from the schoolbag under the table and stuffed it into Gu Yuan's hand: "Obviously you are He is the current acting president, so he should do some practical work, right? During this period of time, Xiaoying Jianglu and I have been busy promoting and recruiting people, even that guy helped to register and print out the list, so you... "

"At least you have to do something, and you can still meet everyone. It's been a long time since you talked to Xiaoying and the others. Let's get in touch."

Gu Yuan glanced at the roster in his arms, licked his dry lips, and before he could speak, Qi Yu patted him on the shoulder first:

"Then it's settled. For the activity class in the afternoon, I will prepare for the self-study class in advance. Remember to come."

That night Gu Yuan didn't go for a run, but went back to the dormitory early, took a shower, dried his hair and climbed onto the bed to sleep.

I woke up suddenly in the middle of the night, and I didn't have a nightmare. I just woke up, and I hated being at ease.

What Qi Yu said at noon made him feel empty for a long time afterwards.

It is true that Qingsi asked him to recruit new members for the club. As for the acting president, he doesn't remember Qingsi saying that, but he has not participated in the activities of the literary club for a long time. This is an indisputable fact.

Regardless of whether he is the acting president or not, as a member of the club, it is obviously incompetent to do so.

Moreover, it is true that I have less and less interaction with other people.

Why is this happening?

I glanced at my watch, 01:30.

There was still a light on in the mosquito net on the lower bunk, and the orange light came out from the gap in the bed cover, projecting a slanted triangle on the floor.

The ceiling was not clean, except for the bald spots on the left and right caused by the falling off of the wall powder due to changes in cold, heat and humidity, there were also some yellow stains, and there was only an abrupt blank space right above and near the middle.

The boxy blank space is very eye-catching.

This is the dormitory building of the new campus, but it has been ten years since it was completed and put into use. During the repainting during the winter vacation, only the outer wall was repaired. It looked unpolluted, so clean that it was a bit out of place.

Was there something there originally?

He formed a frame with his fingers and gestured the size of the blank space.This size is not like a photo frame or something, but a large item like a chandelier, which was hung there at first, but was later removed, leaving such a white piece.

But if this is the case, there should be at least something like a raised thread after being disassembled, but it is smooth and smooth, as if it has been deliberately repaired.

I don't understand.

Gu Yuan didn't know how long he stared at the ceiling in a daze, until someone on the lower bunk pushed the bed, then Gao Lian poked his head out and looked up cautiously, and found that he was awake, with a surprised and guilty expression on his face.

"Did it wake you up?" He said in a low voice while rubbing the top of his head with one hand, "I still haven't slept at all."

Under the light, his face was tired.

"No, I just woke up." Gu Yuan said.

"You stay up so late every day?"

"No, it's just a few days."

"One or two say that." Gu Yuan said.

Pretending not to see the embarrassing expression on Gao Lian's face.

Suddenly I don't want to talk.

Entering the last semester of the third year of high school, it seems that everyone is secretly working hard. The upcoming [-]-day swearing-in meeting, followed by the last two mock exams, there are pre-specified tests every month, and no one has the energy to pay attention other than exams.

After Qi Yu and the others have finished recruiting new recruits, they should also hand over all work and activities to the newcomers, and then devote themselves to the exam preparation.

Only myself is still entangled in the past more than ten years ago.

Last summer, at the track and field meeting, in the stadium that smelled of dust and pungent plastic mats, Gu Yuan stood far away on the edge of the stands, watching the figures running past one after another on the track. What a profound feeling, but now thinking about it, I feel inexplicably sad.

He remembered that he was applying medicine to the wound in the infirmary, and Qing Si was lying on the bed, staring at Qi Yu through the open window, calling at the top of his voice to the boys and girls in the class to participate in various sports, and pinning numbers on the athletes with paper clips Looking at the book, I saw her receiving the award on behalf of the class, with a bunch of medals hanging around her neck, standing on the podium and waving vigorously.

I also thought of Feng Ziqiu, who was injured and insisted on participating in the relay race. He obviously grinned his teeth and sucked in the air-conditioning while applying ice in the infirmary. Faced with Qi Yu's worried questioning, he waved his hands bravely and said "it's just a small injury".

That guy... obviously decided to insist on participating after seeing Qi Yu's happy look on the podium.

There is also a group photo with Sister Zifeng.

He still doesn't understand the meaning of what sister Zifeng said that summer night.

"What matters is not what choice you make, but why you choose it."

He thought of Jiang Yun, and the inexplicable entanglement between him and Sister Zifeng.Although he didn't know what happened between the two people, he could feel the bond between the two people, which was probably deeper than anyone imagined.

It was only after getting to know Jiang Yun that they realized that the omnipotent sister Zifeng in their eyes actually had a vulnerable and sad side.

I don't know where they are now, I don't know if they are doing well now.

However, this is not something to worry about.People like Jiang Yun and Jiang Zifeng can always deal with the difficulties around them in an elegant way. Instead of worrying about their well-being, they should worry about themselves.

Senior year is coming to an end.

His grades are messed up, his interpersonal relationship is also messed up, everyone is busy preparing for the college entrance examination, and he is in the mud in a class where everyone is shining, and he is at a loss.

Don't know what to do.

It was daylight, Gu Yuan rolled out of bed, landed on his toes so as not to make a sound, then pushed open the door and came to the corridor.

A person stepped on the cool floor tiles with bare feet, lying on the wet wooden railing.

There is no morning glow, the clouds clear and the fog clears, the lavender night sky is clear, and the sun crosses the ridge little by little, turning the world in front of us into a clear sky.

Looking at the one meter of sunshine in front of him, the silted emotions in his chest erupted all of a sudden, turned into water droplets, and fell on the soft wood.