June is our farewell song

"It's spring again."

As soon as he stepped into the door of the ward, Gu Yuan heard Qing Si's soft voice floating in the air like fog. He looked up and saw the girl sitting on the hospital bed, wearing loose pajamas, looking out the window at the gentle The sunshine, leaving the world with a clean profile.

"It is said that this winter is the coldest in ten years, but it doesn't seem to snow much."

Qing Si stretched out her hand and pushed the window open a crack, a cool breeze came, a smell of vitality, and the quiet blood slowly warmed up in such an atmosphere.Compared with the heating in the house that is above [-] degrees Celsius all the year round, the cool wind outside the house in the early ten degrees is abnormally warmer.

"It should be the winter of last year. After all, it's already February." Gu Yuan walked over and sat down on the chair beside the hospital bed. "How do you feel now? I heard from the nurse that it's asthma?"

"Winter hasn't completely passed, so it's still this year." Qing Si shook her head, "It's nothing serious, I don't feel anything now. It's just a very common symptom, and the doctor's visit is just to be on the safe side, don't worry too much .”

"Is that so..." Gu Yuan's mind recalled the doctor's expression when he walked out of the ward just now, "Is it really all right?"

"Anyway, I don't think there's anything wrong with it." Qing Si spread her arms and stretched her waist, "Walking around, eating, and going to the bathroom are all fine, and lying down now is just to save energy, and the doctor didn't say anything about it." , it’s just panting, you heard it too. I..."

"Your body, you know it yourself." Gu Yuan took the initiative to pick up what she hadn't finished, "I want to say this reason again, right?"

"Well... that's sort of it." Qing Si smiled lightly, "However, I didn't lie to you. Next week, I want to go back to school."

"Eh? Back to school? Isn't there surgery next week?"

"That's right, it's been a week since school started, so I have to at least report to the school, right? And the operation was postponed for a week, because the doctor still has something to prepare."

"But..." Gu Yuan looked at the girl with some worry, "Is there really no problem?"

"There will be no problem."

Even though the girl was making a promise like this, the boy still felt a little uneasy.

"Also, isn't your recruiting event postponed to next week? I can just go back and take part in it." Qing Si tilted her head and squinted with a smile, "Could it be you, the acting president, seeing that I'm not in good health now, Do you want to seize the opportunity to seek power and usurp the throne?"

"How could there be such an idea..."

Acting president... Speaking of it, I have not fulfilled my responsibilities at all, and I have failed the expectations of the girl in front of me. In the past six months, the literature club has become such a half-dead state, and I have to pay almost all the responsibilities.However, as long as Qing Si, the official president of the literary club, can return to school, everything will be fine.

Gu Yuan thought so.

"I know, it's just a joke, haha."

"Speaking of which, it's no wonder Qi Yu suddenly told me to postpone it on Wednesday. Could it be because you're going back to school?"

"No, it's Xiao Yu's own business, I just happened to catch up." Qing Si said, "I can finally go back and have a look. I don't know how everyone is doing now?"

"..."

Gu Yuan hesitated for a moment, remembering the doctor's previous instructions not to let the patient's emotions fluctuate, so he didn't directly reveal the current state of the literature club.

I went back to school this week, cleaned the activity room well, communicated with other people one by one, and tried my best to create the illusion that nothing has changed.

"After such a long time, it should have changed a lot...Maybe when I go back, I will feel a little strange..."

"Qing Si," Gu Yuan looked up into the girl's eyes, "Will you be lonely here alone?"

"Of course it will."

"...Or we don't visit you often enough."

"...No." Qing Si shook her head, "If you all come to see me every day, I might feel even more lonely."

"Huh? Why?"

"Because, I don't feel lonely because I stay here alone, but I feel lonely because I can't participate in everyone's life. If someone comes to visit every day, it will remind me that I can't live a normal life with everyone in school. ' This fact, so it will become more lonely. But don't worry, I have this."

As she said that, the girl reached out and groped the place next to the pillow against the wall a few times. Gu Yuan looked over, and what she took out from under the pillow was the drawing book she had glimpsed before, along with a box of colored pencils and an eraser. In addition, there is a finger-thick book, but for some reason, it is still placed under the edge of the pillow and has not been displayed.

"When I feel lonely, I write and draw on it. Looking at the words and patterns on it, I feel that I am also living a colorful life, and I am not so lonely. Cough cough cough... ...cough cough..."

The girl suddenly coughed twice. Seeing her biting her lower lip, Gu Yuan seemed to be in pain again, so he quickly picked up the kettle and poured a glass of water for her, then got up and wanted to ring the nurse's bell, but she was caught Gently pushed away.

Lowering his eyes, he only saw the girl shaking her head, sitting still without moving.

"Don't bother them, I just called them just now, and it's not a big deal."

When he sat down, the girl's face had returned to normal, only her forehead was still slightly red.

"Is it really okay..."

"It's okay!" The girl seemed to be a little angry, Gu Yuan remembered what the doctor said before again, so he didn't say anything, just sat down on the chair next to the hospital bed again.

"Tell me about what everyone is doing recently." Qing Si lowered her eyes, "I'm going back next week, I want to know about everyone's recent status, tell me everything you know, don't hide anything, I want to learn as much as possible."

After finishing speaking, she turned her head sideways and looked at Gu Yuan.

"What are you doing recently..."

Gu Yuan frowned slightly and thought about it. He really doesn't know what Jiang Lu and Chen Ying are doing recently. After all, they haven't seen each other very much in the past few months. Even if they meet at school, it's just to say hello, Ziqiu It is like a demon who is desperately reviewing the questions and saving money at the same time... As for Qi Yu, in addition to pulling himself to sort out the wrong questions every day, almost every activity class and self-study in the evening will disappear after class. Get along day and night, but don't understand what she is doing recently.And Chi Yu, Chi Yu...

"Qi Yu is busy with the band besides her studies. As for the others... they should concentrate on their studies. Actually, there is not much to say. Everyone's life is quite monotonous now. After all... it is the last It's been a semester."

"Hmm..." The girl nodded thoughtfully, and then asked, "What about you?"

"Me? It's about the same, and those..."

"Eh? What's wrong with your nose?" The girl suddenly stared at the boy's face with wide eyes.

Gu Yuan subconsciously raised his hand and touched his nose, there was nothing unusual,

"What, obviously nothing happened..."

"But I feel that your nose has become longer!"

Suddenly reacted, and smiled a little embarrassedly.

"A liar's nose will grow longer."

"Stop making such jokes..."

"You're still investigating that, aren't you?"

Although the girl didn't say what it was, both of them had answers in their hearts.

"Well, it's just thinking about it." Gu Yuan bit his lower lip, and told Qing Si the dream he had when he was resting under the tree that day, and the guess about the suicide note.

The girl fell into deep thought after listening to it. Gu Yuan didn't know what she was thinking. He could only watch her tilt her head and stare ahead. The tip of her right index finger tapped the edge of her neck rhythmically. Only then did Gu Yuan realize that, Compared with the last time I came, the appearance of the girl has changed a little.Instead of wearing the hospital's blue and white striped gown, she put on her pale yellow pineapple pajamas, cut short the hair hanging over her shoulders, and cut off all the messy bangs, revealing her white and shiny forehead, with eyes in her eyes. The light has also become cleaner and clearer.

It seems to be really getting better, Gu Yuan thought.The external changes are the presentation of the inner mental outlook. Maybe she really has confidence in her body getting better, and maybe she can really see her return to school.

"I think it might not be a dream."

"Ah? Why do you say that?"

"It's just a vague feeling. Didn't you say it yourself, is that dream very real? It's as real as reality."

"But it must be a dream, after all, I was awakened by Qi Yu..."

"Hmm..." Qing Si nodded noncommittally, "As for the conjecture of the suicide note, I think you have to go to Senior Jun Mo again. Among the four people, he may actually know the most. I always feel that He still has a lot to say."

"Shop Manager Junmo... Well, I see."

"Okay, let's go now."

"Eh, huh?"

"The time is now 09:30, and they open at [-] am on their day off. If you want to get there before the crowds, you have to go now."

"How can their business be so good..." Gu Yuan laughed.

"It's just so good. So, let's go."

Speaking of which, the girl stretched out her hand to push, so Gu Yuan had no choice but to stand up.

"I'm leaving?"

"Yeah." The girl nodded, then raised a hand towards him, "Goodbye."

"Goodbye..." Although I don't know why Qing Si is more anxious than myself, but since she said so, then I have no reason to stay any longer. Gu Yuan smiled at the girl and walked out of the ward.

On the way to the elevator, passing the nurse's desk and the door of the doctor's office, it seemed that he heard footsteps. The doctor who was writing at his desk just happened to raise his head, and the two of them looked at each other in the air.

Gu Yuan didn't know how to describe that gaze, he always felt that it was not a simple glance, but a gaze mixed with some complicated emotions.