June is our farewell song

"Eh? That girl is going back to school? Has she recovered yet?"

After hearing Gu Yuan's words, Si Junmo, who was putting a full glass of orange juice on the table, made a slightly surprised voice.

The sun slowly climbed up to the middle of the sky, and the angle between the sun and the ground gradually increased. Even if you sit by the floor-to-ceiling windows, you will not be dazzled by the sun. In the super lucky dessert shop, Gu Yuan sat in the corner of the shop by the street , Looking at the warm orange everywhere, I feel that my heart is also filled with warm water bit by bit.

"It's not fully recovered, but it does seem to be getting better." Gu Yuan replied, "I think she still misses the new recruitment interview for the literature club, alas, if it wasn't for me not being able to take responsibility and messing up the club , it won’t make her sick and hospitalized and worry about things at school..."

"—I don't think so."

"Um?"

Senior Jun Mo, who is both the store manager and senior, took off the green apron on his chest, and only wore a yellow and white striped overalls. He sat down on the seat opposite Gu Yuan, and said with a smile,
"That girl, I remember you calling her Qingsi, right? Qingsi, I don't think she insisted on returning to school because she was worried about the literature club's recruitment interview. Even if you handled it well, she would find someone else reason."

"Is that so..."

Si Junmo's words reminded Gu Yuan of the topic of "loneliness" that he had talked with Qing Si in the hospital in the morning.

However, did Qingsi really risk returning to school because she felt lonely after being alone in the hospital for too long?

"Besides, my little brother." Store Manager Jun Mo looked into the boy's eyes, "You didn't come here before the official opening just to tell me this, did you? You came here for the orange juice here?"

Noticing the hesitation in Gu Yuan's eyes, Si Junmo is too sensitive and too smart, almost immediately aware of the boy's mind, and in an instant, his heart turns a thousand times, and he has already thought about the next rhetoric. eight.

"Senior, stop joking with me...you have guessed my reason for coming..."

"Well, I can probably think of it. But I have nothing to say, I told you before."

"I believe in you." Gu Yuan said against his will.

"If you really believed what you said just now, then you wouldn't be here today." Si Junmo raised his eyebrows lightly, "I guess, you have already noticed something."

"The few of us are not so harmonious, and the reason why we have become like this is precisely because of that incident more than ten years ago."

Gu Yuan nodded. He has indeed noticed this. The relationship between Chen Ge and Si Junmo is fairly close, but he has almost no contact with Teacher Shiyu, and the same is true for Teacher Guan in the library.Apart from the Ye Qiuling incident, he couldn't think of any other reason why the few people who had been close in the past were now strangers.

"But, why?" Gu Yuan was puzzled. As members of the literary club, even if everyone was saddened by Qiu Ling's departure, this could not be the reason for the conflict, unless...

"Speaking of which, have you found out why Qiu Ling did that?" Si Junmo didn't answer Gu Yuan's question directly, but asked another question.

"This...not yet. To be honest, this is what I have always wondered about. Judging from the narratives of each of you, although Qiuling's life on campus and at home is not going well, she still works hard. Being alive, with a person like that ... it's hard for me to think she would have made that choice. I can only assume that something else affected her, and it must have happened during the week between Christmas and New Year's Day." Gu Yuan raised his head to look into the senior's eyes, trying to catch information from his pupils, but there was nothing in those deep pupils, like a deep hole.

"Here's the problem. We have different ideas about the 'real reason'. I proposed the idea of ​​having a seminar, but it turned out... Honestly, if it was now, maybe everyone could really sit down and make peace However, at that time... the irrational discussion eventually turned into a field of mutual accusations, and the last discussion meeting of the Literature Club broke up like this."

"So that's how it is..."

The situation is similar to what I thought. Sure enough, everyone has a different view on the incident that caused Ye Qiuling to fall into true despair. In other words, do they regard each other as the chief culprit of the tragedy... No, let’s put it this way Maybe a bit too much, but each of them should be more or less responsible for this tragedy.

"About your respective conjectures..."

"I won't tell you this, and I believe other people are the same." Si Junmo shook his head, and bluntly rejected Gu Yuan's question, "We don't know more than you, and it can even be said that it is comprehensive. You who have multiple sources of information know more than each of us, and our conjectures contain too many subjective ideas, and telling you will only mislead your thinking."

"But..." Gu Yuan didn't expect Si Junmo to refuse so simply. Although he felt that the reason for the rejection seemed a bit far-fetched, he couldn't do anything about it.The initiative of this conversation has been firmly in the hands of the other party from the very beginning, so where it ends depends entirely on the other party's wishes, "Why didn't you tell me this before? It's also because you don't want to mislead me?"

"Well, it can be said that, after all, no one knows which direction is the right one."

Having said this, Si Junmo stood up, and he reached out and patted Gu Yuan's shoulder lightly.

"If you can't find the result, don't force it. After all, it's all old things. Don't affect yourself. I heard from your friend that you haven't been doing well in school recently, right? If it affects It's very big, you can just give up the matter here, and I believe they will support you in doing so."

"Friend? Is it Qi Yu?"

"No, it's a boy who applied for a part-time job. His name seems to be...Yang Hao? He said he was your friend, didn't he?"

"Well...it shouldn't be counted."

"Eh? Isn't it?" Si Junmo was a little surprised, "Speaking of which, he also seemed to be very concerned about Qiu Ling's affairs, and even asked me about Xueru. I thought you asked him to inquire about the news of,"

and many more.

Gu Yuan, who was a little confused at first, suddenly grasped the key words.

"Xueru?"

"Ah, it was another member of the literature club at that time, her full name was Shen Xueru, but she hadn't participated in club activities since the second year of high school, and she didn't have a very close relationship with us, even less with Qiu Ling. I haven't seen them talk much. Before Qiuling's accident, she hadn't come to the literature club very much. However, when we arrived at the scene on the day of the accident, she couldn't help crying, but she didn't Come to the last discussion meeting."

Gu Yuan remembered the name he had seen in the roster of previous members of the Literature Club a long time ago.

They are members of the same literary club as Chen Ge, but they don't appear in this story at all.

This is a very strange thing in itself, but Si Junmo's explanation is reasonable. If it is just a classmate who has had an intersection in the grade, then even if there is an accident, it should only be sad for a while, and it will not cause a big wave in the heart. .But Yang Hao should not mention this name for no reason, he should have found something else.

"Senior Jun Mo, that Yang Hao, did he say anything later?"

"Well... no, he only asked this question, and left after I finished answering. However, when he left, his expression seemed confused, and he was still talking to himself."

"Talking to yourself?"

"Yes, but I didn't hear it clearly, and I heard the sound of 'flower'."

Flowers... what has something to do with flowers?
"However, Gu Yuan." Si Junmo stood behind the reception and looked at him and said, "You said you are not friends, so what is the relationship between that guy and you?"

"Uh... I guess it's acquaintance, there is no special relationship. I don't know why, but he seems to be very interested in that incident more than ten years ago."

"Is that so... I hope I'm thinking too much."

"what happened?"

"It's just a little strange. Generally speaking, if you are not a friend, you will not get to know each other."

"Ah...it should be."

"So, don't you think it's a bit weird? He's not your friend, but he acts like he knows you well."

A bar, a hospital, and now a dessert shop, and he even joined Qi Yu's band.

Gu Yuan vaguely felt that something was wrong.

"All in all, it's better to be careful." Si Junmo said while putting on a dark green apron, "People who will take the initiative to understand you, except for friends, only enemies."