June is our farewell song

The temperature has dropped below zero, and there are some fine icicles on the muddy ground between the woods, which are very slippery and cannot be crossed to reduce the distance.Gu Yuan walked around the path, and near the small fountain next to the greenhouse in front of the inpatient department building, there was a big osmanthus tree, which was said to have been planted here since the completion of the hospital during the Republic of China.The rust-brown trunk is huge, the roots and branches are twisted and entangled, and the branches sway with the wind, even in this cold season, it is still green.Gu Yuan's fingertips slid across the rough bark, feeling the exuberant vitality radiating from it.

It is this kind of vitality that has allowed it to successfully span the long years. It would be great if people could also have this kind of vitality.

Gu Yuan remembered a story he read in a book a long time ago. The story said that no matter people, cats or dogs, as long as they are alive, they will have memories. The same is true for plants. Those trees that have lived for a long time They also have memories, and they will record everything they have seen and heard in their long lives.The protagonist in the story is a person who can read the memory of trees, and a series of events are triggered by this.

The way to read the memory of trees is to put the palms of both hands on the tree trunk one meter above the ground, calm down and take a deep breath, and then count from one to ten.

By coincidence, Gu Yuan put his hands on the tree trunk just like in the story, and then closed his eyes.

When counting to nine, I heard Feng Ziqiu's voice.

Gu Yuan opened his eyes, there was a faint light among the tall trees of the cat, mixed with the faint sunlight, mottled and swaying, the eyes of the young man waving at him in the distance were clear, he hesitated for a moment, he let go of the tree trunk hand.

How could such a story be true...

Turning around to look at Feng Ziqiu, a boy wrapped in black and well dressed staggered over, Gu Yuan frowned and stared at Feng Ziqiu's knee.When people walk, their knees must be bent, otherwise they will walk very awkwardly, but Feng Ziqiu's knees did not move at all during the walking process.

"Hey, is it really okay?"

"Well...it's just a minor injury, but it will take a while to get used to it if others don't see it."

The two stood under the sweet-scented osmanthus tree, looking at the gate of the inpatient department not far away.

"Last night I was going to watch a live performance, and I had already set off... But I didn't expect that when I was riding halfway, I felt that the direction was not easy to control. I was hit by a car and hurt my leg. Fortunately, it was not serious." Talking about the reason for not being able to go to Cheng Qiyu's performance yesterday, Feng Ziqiu seemed very regretful, "It was only later that I found out that a nail was inserted into the front tire of the car, and all the air was let out, so I lost control of the direction when I turned at the intersection. What bad luck...I checked it the night before, and there were no nails then, so they must have been driven in on the road."

"Didn't there be any nails the night before..."

"Yeah, I sent it to a nearby car repair shop just because I was afraid of something going wrong. I didn't expect something to happen."

It can't be wrong, it must be Yang Hao's tricks.Let go of the air in Ziqiu's tires, find Hua Jie to surround him, and Qi Yu... Yang Hao's half-smile face appeared before his eyes again, and a cold feeling surged from the deepest part of his heart.

"Of course I want you to go to hell."

"Don't worry, this is just the beginning."

The bone-piercing cold penetrated deep into the innermost part of life. The cold wind blows on the face and arms, burrowing into the seams of clothes. The cold feeling is like falling into the endless deep sea, almost suffocating .

The people around him were hurt one after another, but he was powerless. It would be useless to go directly to the other party for a showdown. Instead, he would fall into a trap that had been set long ago. Gu Yuan, who was bound by a deep sense of powerlessness, felt a little weak in his hands and feet.

Until someone pats him on the shoulder and brings him back to reality.

"I'll go back and find a doctor first to see if I can treat the wound again. You should go see her first."

It is an interrogative tone that does not need to be answered.

Gu Yuan raised his head slowly, and saw the inpatient building towering in the dark clouds like dirty cotton wool, the little sunshine just now had completely disappeared.The world's lifeless appearance made the boy hesitate for a few seconds.

"You two, are you having a conflict?" When she sat down by the hospital bed, the girl said, "Is it because of last night's performance?"

"...Well, it's a long story. I want to explain it to her, but I don't know if she can listen to it." Gu Yuan sighed. When he came in just now, he was sitting here talking to Qing Si. Qi Yu closed his mouth, took the bag and walked out expressionlessly, and bumped his shoulder halfway, as if he was still angry, "Did she just tell you?"

"I didn't say it directly, but I can see it from the expression." Qing Si was lying on the hospital bed in a pure white cotton shirt, smiling lightly, "The one with that kind of face thinks that she has an incurable disease. "

"Really...it's this time, you're still in the mood to joke around." Gu Yuan took an apple from the bedside table and began to peel it, "It's really a serious misunderstanding, me and her, and Ziqiu, Last night's performance can be said to be a complete failure."

"Maintaining an optimistic attitude will help the body recover, this is what the doctor said." The girl sat up slowly with her hands supporting her body and leaned on the pillow, "You guys, it's really worrying Hey, I was fine when I was here a few days ago, but this happened right after I left. Hmm——what would I do if I wasn't here, wouldn't I become strangers in a few days? "

"Yes, yes, we are such a group of incompetent people." Gu Yuan handed her the peeled apple, "So, you have to be here, tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, and the next many, many days, You have to be with us."

"There's no way to guarantee that. Life has many surprises." The girl said as she took a bite of the apple and made a crisp sound, "Mmm! It's delicious!"

"It doesn't have to be so exaggerated that stars appear in the eyes..."

"Optimistic, optimistic, I said to be optimistic."

"No, this is not optimistic at all..."

No matter how much pain you suffer in other places, as long as you are here, the girl's soft voice like silk and smile like sunshine can warm up the cold heart again.If such a person had to find a word to describe him, the only word he could think of was "angel".But why is it that such a gentle and beautiful person like her has to endure pain that other people can't imagine, both physically and mentally.

Sitting next to Qing Si, Gu Yuan could clearly feel the girl's fluttering fire of life.Inside that ivory-like pale and fragile body, the flowing vitality has become weak, which is different from her energetic appearance.After all, this angel-like girl was just trying to be brave.

The more I feel her indispensability, the more frightened I feel about the future without her.

"If the operation fails, have you thought about what to do?"

What Lu Siyao said last night resurfaced in his mind again.

Didn't think about it, or didn't think about it at all.Not just yourself, but everyone else too.

"Well—hey," Gu Yuan recovered from his thoughts, and found that the girl's expression was a little downcast, "If I really won't be here after today, Gu Yuan, you... no, everyone, you can continue to live a good life Is it? Well... I'm not saying that it will definitely be like this, I just said that it is possible, maybe, if this happens, can you, fulfill what you promised me before..."

"Well..." Gu Yuan looked at her, "Of course it's not possible, how could it be possible... If you live a good life, everyone will be very sad, too sad to eat, too sad to think about other things , I can’t concentrate on listening to tomorrow’s class, and everyone’s life will become a mess. There are important people around me who have left, and people who can live cheerfully and optimistically immediately after going through this experience must have problems. It will take at least a week, no, a month, before I can slowly return to normal life, but it is not the same as the past life, because someone left forever."

Every word is settled in my heart.

Qing Si turned her head in surprise and looked at the boy's side face.

Gu Yuan turned his head to look at the wall clock on the wall, hiding the tears in his eyes.

"Tch, pfft—hahahahahaha—"

There was a crisp laughter in his ear, the boy turned around and saw the girl laughing so tears welled up in his eyes.

"Why, how..."

"You're too stupid, your mouth is too stupid, you." Qing Si slightly opened her eyes, with a silvery white light in her black pupils, "As expected, Gu Yuan, you still can't comfort people at all, normally speaking In this case, you should answer, 'Ah, of course, we will live well. Please rest assured that we will be able to fulfill your expectations. We will live with your wishes.' The words Yuan said were a little too simple, although they were all true, they were completely useless to comfort people."

"Can't you get up..."

"I can't get it at all." The girl shook her head, her eyes sparkling, "I can't say that in the future."

"I see..." The boy looked away.

"But, I like it."

"Eh?"

Seeing the boy's surprised expression, Qing Si couldn't help laughing.

"Because that's what I thought, and when I die, everybody takes a deep breath, sits around, puts up one hand and makes a fist, and says like an oath, 'Oh, we're going to live on. , so that I can live up to the expectations of the president', I don't want you to say such stupid words. It's only natural for everyone to feel sorry for me, but I'm leaving forever, that's all. A small request should not be too much."

Gu Yuan was a little stunned, staring blankly at the girl in front of her who was tilting her head and pointing her index finger on her lower lip, talking non-stop.

"What, what, since you like it very much, why do you say that it can't comfort people at all, and you also asked me not to say that in the future, duplicity..."

"No, no! It's only because it works for me, but it won't work for anyone else, because only I think so."

"Nonsense... I think everyone thinks so..."

"No, Gu Yuan, you can't think like that~"

……

Qi Yu, who was standing outside the ward, looked in through the small window on the door. Although the girl on the ward was smiling all the time, the faint smile on the corner of her mouth was a bit bitter no matter how you looked at it.

However, the idiot in the room probably didn't notice it at all.

Forget it, don't tell him.