June is our farewell song

"Well... Come on, let's draw one."

"Eh? From here?"

When the conversation between the two was about to fall into silence, Qing Si suddenly lifted a corner of the quilt, revealing a total of 21 neatly arranged Tarot cards.

"Xiao Yu just stayed here. She said she wanted to help me test my luck, and she left this booklet." Qing Si took out a palm-sized book from under the pillow. Card interpretation. Come on, there's nothing to do anyway, let's draw one."

"...Okay." When Gu Yuan saw the card, he wondered if it belonged to Qi Yu. It was indeed so, but why did that guy come to the hospital today with such a thing? The ward stayed.But why only 21?Having been with Qi Yu day and night for a long time, Gu Yuan has more or less mastered some mystical knowledge.There are a total of 22 major arcana tarot cards, but now there are only 21 cards, one short.

Is it lost?Impossible, with Qi Yu's temperament of a girl, if she loses one, she will definitely buy a new full set, let alone take it out for use.Is that hidden?Gu Yuan looked up at Qing Si, the girl noticed his gaze, and smiled slightly:
"what happened?"

"Is there one missing?"

"Ah, I forgot to put it back." Qing Si took out a card from the pillow, held it between two fingertips, turned it over and showed it to Gu Yuan, "It's the [Sun], it is said to be a card. It's a very good card, representing joy, peace and happiness. So be optimistic, be optimistic. There must be a good result, right?"

"I don't quite believe this. After all, there is no basis for it. Whether it's tarot or astrology, it's just for entertainment." Gu Yuan looked at the card in Qingsi's hand. , found that it turned out to be upside down.What does the reversed [Sun] represent? ...Can't remember, it would be great if Qi Yu was here.

"I didn't expect Gu Yuan to say that." Qing Si moved closer, stared at him seriously and said, "Hey, you know that Tarot card astrology actually has a complete theory. , so it is not something without any basis, but their theories cannot be proved, so they are presumed to be unscientific mysticism."

"Uh……"

"Xiao Yu told me that, that's what she said."

"I see……"

"Come and pick one."

His eyes were focused on the 21 cards, and there was no difference from the back of the cards. They were all star patterns that made people feel like staring at them for a long time. Gu Yuan hesitated, and chose the one farthest from his hand. open.The card is also upside down, it is a burning tower, a towering tower was destroyed by lightning, and two people fell from the collapsing tower to the ground.

"What does it mean?"

"Let me see—" Qing Si opened the booklet, "It says that the tower represents a mutation, an inevitable change in life, implying that a certain structural pattern cannot continue to exist, and a change must be made. And reverse The card in the second place represents the drawer's resistance to this change, but he is not awakened. The more he resists, the more he exists. The tower represents a false structure or inappropriate value. You need to abandon these things in order to grow , and the opportunity to bring about this change may come from a sudden inspiration.”

"...It doesn't sound like an auspicious card."

"It's really unlucky, this is the only one out of all 22 cards that doesn't have a good meaning."

"Hehe... That's quite in line, I've been really unlucky recently." Gu Yuan couldn't help smiling bitterly, "Almost nothing goes well."

"That's right, so it's pretty accurate, right?"

"It's just a coincidence, just a coincidence."

"Is that so-"

"It must be so..."

"Does Gu Yuan also think that there are such things as coincidences in this world?"

"Eh?"

"Life is made up of countless choices. Every time a choice is made, life will take a small step. Every change is due to our own choice, just like the draw of cards just now. I The sun is drawn, and the tower is drawn by you. Regardless of whether the prediction of the card language is accurate or not, the cards are all chosen by ourselves. This choice itself determines the direction of destiny. So there are no coincidences in this world. This kind of thing exists, and some are just the necessity of fate.”

Gu Yuan stared at her with wide eyes, the girl's misty eyes were bottomless, only the flickering light could be seen, very shallow and very deep.

"I……"

"I think so, but Xiaoyu doesn't agree with my point of view. She thinks that fate is made up of her own choices and the choices of others. People don't have absolute power to decide their own lives, only the right to veto. That is That is to say, people can only choose [don’t live like that], but can’t choose the life they like. Well—it’s a bit negative, so I said to be optimistic, be optimistic! What does Gu Yuan think?”

"Hmm..." The wind was blowing outside the window, and it slapped against the glass. Gu Yuan looked at the tall tower on the card in his hand, and his Adam's apple moved up and down slowly, "I still believe in the former one more."

"Sure enough, it's still the case, we think the same." Qing Si smiled, "Because Gu Yuan also discovered the secret of that tree."

ha?
Gu Yuan didn't react for a while, tree?Do you mean the school tree?what secret?
"Eh? Not yet? I thought you thought the same as me because you found out."

A lot of things flashed through my mind in an instant, my mouth opened and closed, I didn't know where to start asking, at this moment the door of the ward was pushed open, Chen Ying and Jiang Lu walked in holding flowers, after seeing Gu Yuan He stood quietly at the door and looked away. Although he didn't speak, there was a quiet tenderness in the details.

...I'll ask again later when I get a chance.

The boy who was still sitting by the bed hesitated for a few seconds, then consciously gave up the chair, nodded with the two girls and left the ward.

So the topic ended here, and the distance between the two was pulled apart.

Gu Yuan sat on the bench in the corridor and looked at the gray-white ceiling, while Qi Yu lowered his head, resting his hands on his lap, picking his nails boredly.

It should have been an excellent opportunity to explain the misunderstanding last night, but it took a lot of courage to speak up in such silence, Gu Yuan felt a little difficult to breathe, he inexplicably thought of the Tarot card just now, that lonely tower.

"That... what happened last night, I..."

"Fight with someone." Qi Yu stopped picking his fingers, but put his hands on his knees, forming a triangle between his legs and the ground, but still lowered his head, "I saw it, your hands on your face Are you an idiot for the injury on your face... haven't you always boasted that you are good at fighting? Why are you still injured like that. "

"Uh..." Because there was more than one person on the other side, Gu Yuan scratched his head.

"But, even so." Qi Yu buried his head a little, "Even so... it's still too much! He didn't say a word, and he didn't reply to the message. Obviously there is time, there is a chance, but still Choosing to let me know nothing... Am I untrustworthy? Am I considered unreliable? Woo... cough... um..."

While talking, the girl started to sob, and wiped her eyes with the back of her hand, Gu Yuan panicked, and quickly explained: "No, I never thought you were untrustworthy, I always thought you were the most Reliable partner, you know, you have been my best friend from the beginning to the end..."

"So why! Why do you keep it from me? Why is everyone refusing to tell..." The girl's voice raised a little, but then immediately lowered it, probably because she didn't want people in the ward to find out, but she cried It got even worse, "Why don't you just tell me... I can obviously help! Obviously I can help!"

Gu Yuan felt his heart was pinched severely.It wasn't just him who Qi Yu blamed, but also the person who had kept his heart closed for the past year, the boy who grew up with her and whom she had always liked.Gu Yuan only knew that something happened in his family, but he didn't know the specific situation at all.Qi Yu must know more details, but these details are not known from Ziqiu.

Gu Yuan didn't know the real reason why Ziqiu hid it, why he closed his heart.Maybe it was to keep her from worrying, maybe it was to preserve her self-esteem.But in any case, in Qi Yu's eyes, these behaviors were like she was trying to get close but was pushed away by the other party.What happened yesterday was like the last straw that broke the camel's back. The root of the conflict was buried long ago, and the [choice] made since then has already determined the current [destiny].

Gu Yuan thought of what Qing Si said just now, does she also know something?

Facing Qi Yu who was in tears at this moment, there were only limited things he could do.

"..."

Gu Yuan didn't say anything, just moved his body a little bit, letting his shoulder touch Qi Yu's shoulder.

The girl's sobbing slowly stopped, only her shoulders were still heaving slightly.

"That...in the Tarot card, what does the upside-down [Sun] mean?"

After Qi Yu calmed down, in order to understand the doubts in his heart and ease the atmosphere, Gu Yuan asked first.

"Reversed, cough cough... [Sun]?" Qi Yu seemed completely unaware that Gu Yuan would ask this question, she raised her head, her eyes were foggy, "Why are you suddenly interested in Tarot cards? "

"Because just now... just tell me directly, you must remember?"

"[Sun], reversed, um... From the face of the card, it means that the sun is gradually dimming, which means that the sun is setting. Although it is still a positive card, it also has a sense of anxiety. It symbolizes Beneath the bright exterior lie hidden fears and a decline in physical health."

After hearing Qi Yu's words, Gu Yuan's heart skipped a beat, he couldn't be so accurate...

He remembered the card he had drawn again.

A certain structural pattern cannot continue, it must change, despite all efforts to resist it.

"But, it's all nonsense, those cards."

Gu Yuan turned his head to look at Qi Yu, the girl lowered her head and gently rubbed her thighs with both hands.

She didn't expect such words to come out of her mouth.

"No matter what form of divination, be it the stars or cards, it's all people's fantasy. I've tested whether the band will be successful before, and I've also tested me and... it's not accurate at all, so today's Not sure." Qi Yu looked at Gu Yuan with pleading eyes as if he was seeking his affirmation, "Right? All these things are all lies, right?"

Of course, it's all a lie.

How could something like the future be determined by a small card.