June is our farewell song

After school, Gu Yuan left the classroom with a few exercise books on his back, and walked along the bleak winter scenery, heading home.There are a lot of pedestrians going east and west at this time.The rolling crowd was so turbulent that it looked like a rushing river. Different individuals gathered together and rushed forward.The lights of the cars flashed in front of the eyes one after another, the bells of the electric cars interspersed, and the bicycles walked their own roads in a lonely corner.

The slightly dim streetlights stretched the shadows of everyone on the road very long, and when they seemed to be broken, they let go quietly, and the shadows shrank back like a tight rubber band.

There was a rush of footsteps behind him out of thin air, and when he realized something, Yang Hao was already standing in front of him and grinning.An unexplained chill spread from bottom to top in Gu Yuan's body, he couldn't help but subconsciously took half a step back.

"Haha, why didn't you come to the [-]-day swearing-in meeting today? I heard you didn't feel well? Is it because of what happened to Qi Yu last night?" Even if Gu Yuan didn't leave him, Yang Hao walked side by side with him very naturally. On the blind road, from time to time, he held his left arm with his right hand, rubbed his temples back and forth with his eyes, and Gu Yuan couldn't help feeling his scalp tingle.

It's really a piece of dog skin plaster, it's uncomfortable to look at, and you can't shake it off.

"Don't you want to know why? Her mother who disappeared for so many years will suddenly come back to find her." Yang Hao said to himself, ignoring Gu Yuan's cold eyes as if he was about to kill someone, "I heard people It is said that the poison of a tiger does not eat its children, and the most solid thing in this world is not love, but a family relationship with blood thicker than water. Facts have proved that even this kind of emotion is unreliable, so what kind of thing is reliable?"

The raindrops began to fall hesitantly at this time, and the specious touch was particularly clear under the touch of the wind. Yang Hao stretched out his hand to stroke the bangs on his forehead, and then rubbed his eyes: "It seems that you are not interested, then I gone."

The moment he turned around and was about to leave, Gu Yuan reached out and grabbed his shoulder. With a sudden force, he turned him half a circle and forced him to face himself. Yang Hao was a little surprised at first, but after a short After being dazed, he grinned again, the dark pupils in the dark brown eyes narrowed slightly, staring at Gu Yuan like a standing almond.

"Why, do you want to resort to violence again?"

Gu Yuan let go of his hand, although this guy's posturing was really annoying, but there was really nothing he could do about her.

"Phew—it scared me to death." Yang Hao breathed a sigh of relief, although he didn't look nervous at all, but rather regretted, "I never thought that such a scene of human warmth would make you so happy when a mother and daughter who have been separated for many years are reunited." Angry, it took me a lot of effort to find her... Heh, that woman said she left in pursuit of a better life. In fact, the past few years have not been very good, even worse than before Much, I thought she would cry and repent and want to go back to her daughter, but I didn't expect that she was even more ruthless than I thought."

"Well, but it's still not as good as you, your friends, and yourself. You have suffered so much because of me time and time again, but you are indifferent? You are really cold-blooded."

Although I had expected it in my heart, it still made my teeth itch when I said it from Yang Hao's mouth.Gu Yuan had realized that Yang Hao's actions were trying to irritate him since a long time ago, so he kept telling himself to be patient, but at that moment he still felt frantic, not anger, not hatred.Gu Yuan didn't know what it felt like, but the violent fluctuations of emotions were real.

"Hmm... Seeing how deflated you are, you've relieved a lot."

As Yang Hao said, he opened a black umbrella, and a long-lost roar of thunder exploded in front of his head. The water flow in front of him accelerated, and flowed to every corner of the city along different branches.Standing in the rain that was falling harder and harder, Gu Yuan had a panoramic view of his humble expression.

"It turned out to be such a feeling. It's really amazing." Yang Hao stood under the umbrella and watched Gu Yuan's hair wet into strands from the rain, and stretched out his hand to stroke the bangs on his forehead. It’s coming to an end soon, and there’s only one grand finale ceremony left, hold on, hold on, hold on is victory.”

As he spoke, he nodded in greeting:

"I'll go first, see you tomorrow."

There is one more thing left, the grand finale.

Gu Yuan watched him turn and leave, thinking over and over again what he said just now.The sporadic fragments like this rain began to fall to the ground and rotted all over the place. Even if they couldn't fully recall it, there was a vague feeling.

By the time he got home, it was raining heavily outside the window.Lu Siyao sat on the small table on the balcony, staring at the sky that seemed to have been opened in a daze.Gu Yuan walked over and found that she had taken off the bracelet she had been wearing all the time. Even though the skin on other parts of her wrist was very fair, a faint mark could still be seen.

"I'm back." Lu Siyao slightly turned her head to look at him, then went back and continued to look at the sky, "It's soaking wet."

"Hmm..." Gu Yuan took a dry towel and began to wipe his hair, "Hey, this seems to be my house. Is it really okay for you to walk in like this every day without anyone else around? Your parents should have some objections when they find out. Bar."

"They probably don't know about our quarrel yet. In their eyes, we are still the same as before." Lu Siyao said lightly, "And, why should they know?"

"...what's so good about me here?"

"Anyway, I'm alone at home, so I can at least have a free dinner here."

Gu Yuan dried his hair and face, and the water droplets on his back could only fall drop by drop because he couldn't reach them. In the past five years, his parents were away all year round, and he was used to living alone.When I came back these few days, I saw that there was always one more person at home, but I was a little uncomfortable.Although he didn't quite understand what Lu Siyao meant by "free dinner", she obviously brought the daily ingredients here, but he didn't ask any further questions, just picked up the vegetable basket next to the girl and went to the kitchen with it.

Wash vegetables, cut vegetables, blanch.Heat oil in a pan.When Gu Yuan walked out of the kitchen, Lu Siyao was already sitting at the dining table, still maintaining the posture of looking at the sky and the rain just now, her eyes were ethereal and far away, as if she had no focus.Gu Yuan set the dinner plate, sat down on the chair opposite her, stretched out his hand and waved it in front of her eyes, and after a few seconds, she began to speak.

"it is done."

Although her tone was as flat as usual, Gu Yuan always felt that something was wrong with her, and she seemed to be less energetic than a few days ago.

"Yeah." Gu Yuan nodded, "Why did you take off the bracelet?"

"I kind of forgot what it felt like without the bracelet, so I took it off." Lu Siyao's fingers lightly stroked the marks on his wrist while speaking, "Wearing it for too long left scars, I should have taken it off a year ago dropped."

"It's not called a scar, and that bracelet isn't..." Gu Yuan felt that there was nothing to say in the middle of the sentence. He didn't like the bracelet Ye Jun gave him. She insisted on wearing it at the time, and it was really beautiful. , it is her business to remove it now, her decision, no comment is the best comment.

"What happened yesterday, what happened in the end?"

"Well... Finally, I found it anyway, but she didn't come to school today, and the speech that was originally scheduled was given to someone else." Gu Yuan paused, and then said, "And, it's that person again."

"That's it." Lu Siyao nodded. "It's him again."

"Well... Siyao, I want to say, you should not come here for the time being."

The girl's wrist trembled slightly, but she didn't speak.

"I don't know what he will do next," Gu Yuan lowered his head slightly, "After Qingsi left, Qi Yu and Ziqiu became silent day by day, talking less and less, and Chen Ying and Jiang Lu were also very nervous. I don’t see each other again, the literary club is falling apart. Everyone seems to be drifting away from me, but I can’t stop it.”

Gu Yuan thought of Wen Jin who gave him a painting today, thought of Lu Siyao who was sitting in front of him now, and thought of the words Yang Hao said in the evening.

There is one more thing left, the grand finale.

"I'm afraid he will treat you too... No matter what, his goal is only me. As long as you cut off contact with me, he should not do too much to you." Gu Yuan rubbed his temples, "At least , he will put more energy on me."

, Gu Yuan turned his head, and the rain was flowing down the floor-to-ceiling windows, pattering like someone whispering, it was dark outside the window, except for the street lamps covered by the rain, there was nothing else, the rain was still heavy, and it would not stop until a long time later.

"Well, good." Lu Siyao nodded, quietly eating vegetables and rice, "But, do you think, is it possible that this is what he wants? If I leave too, then you will really be left alone .”

Gu Yuan remained motionless for ten seconds. He felt that he had fallen into a vicious cycle of which came first, the chicken or the egg. It seemed that no matter what he did, it would be wrong.

"I'm not going back today." Lu Siyao gently put down the bowl and chopsticks, and pushed them forward a little.

Later, the two stayed in their respective rooms and never spoke again.

This may be the quietest and longest night I have ever experienced, Lu Siyao thought.