June is our farewell song

When Shen Xueru carried a heavy suitcase and slowly walked through this damp alley where she had lived for more than ten years, above the city, a little bit of cold drizzle was falling from the gray sky.

She raised her head and looked at the gray roof submerged in the misty rainwater in the distance, and felt a few drops of hot warmth in her eyes.The strong wind in early spring, mixed with rain, hit the body with a wet chill. The cold seemed to penetrate directly into the muscles and bones through the clothes, and the body shivered uncontrollably.

She remembers, and she will always remember, this small southern city that has all her memories and buried all her joys, sorrows and joys.

Driven by the wind, the leaden gray dark clouds in the sky slowly wandered across the sky, wandering without end or return.

In the dimly lit alley, Xueru saw her again in a haze. She was standing at the end of the light at the entrance of the alley, stretching out her hand as if trying to hold something from a long distance.The cold wind swayed the corner of her clothes, Xueru also stretched out her hand, wanting to hold her outstretched hand, but it was nothing after all, and the arm could only fall down empty and bottomless.

In the line of sight, the girl was a little further away. Even though she had done such a thing, she was still smiling at herself, just like the most beautiful sunshine in early summer, instantly illuminating the whole world.The drizzle fell, wetting the corners of her lips and her smile.

Then everything was hidden in the rain like smoke and dreams with the wind, and nothing could be seen clearly.

Vaguely, it seemed to hear someone singing.

After buying flowers and purified water at a flower shop by the roadside, and temporarily storing her luggage, Shen Xueru came to the main entrance of Nanshan Cemetery. Looking at the gray archway in front of her, she still felt being pulled in her heart.

Some people say that time is the best medicine to heal the pain, because it can dilute the memory and make you forget all the unforgettable memories.

However, the touch and sadness that some once had will not fade with the passage of time. The taste is getting stronger and stronger.

Standing in front of the tomb, put down the flowers, put your hands together, close your eyes, and listen to the sound of the rain falling.Shen Xueru felt that she had gained a brief peace of mind.After a while, she took out a small book from the satchel she carried with her. It was a gift exchanged by the literature club when she graduated from the second year of high school. It was "Station in the Shower" by Haruki Murakami. The title page of the book was Qiu Ling The delicate handwriting left behind: open your hands, you can embrace the whole world.

Every year when she comes to worship, she will leave one thing that belongs to that time and space. This is the No. 11 and the last one.

Give it all back to you, from now on, I should be able to live a peaceful life... right?

If I hadn't forgotten that diary in the desk at that time, if I hadn't been seen by you, would everything have been different?For so many years, I will see you every day when I close my eyes. After the evening self-study, I stood under the wishing tree, looked up at the waning moon in the sky, slowly closed my eyes, and then looked at you without turning my head. I said, "Maybe there's a better world on the other side."

If... If I could have understood what that meant, would I have stopped you in time...

Sure enough, it's all my fault...

"Well, may I ask, is that Senior Sister Shen Xueru?"

Suddenly a clear voice came from my ear, I opened my eyes and turned around, and saw a boy with a haggard face.

"Well, I am, what's the matter?"

She has no impression of this boy at all, and she doesn't look like someone she should know according to her age, but the other party knows her name, Shen Xueru is a little confused and at the same time a little uneasy.

"Ah... Let me introduce myself. I am a third-year student in Nanhua High School. My name is Gu Yuan. Teacher Chen Ge is my class teacher." The boy seemed a little uncomfortable. Will go to rub his stomach.

"Chen Ge..." With a very familiar name, Shen Xueru quickly remembered who he was. The last time I saw Chen Ge was already ten years ago. I only remember that he was very depressed at that time. It was also because of that Thing... "Oh...you are his student, so you are here because..."

"I want to know about her." Gu Yuan's eyes fell on the tombstone beside him, "Although I know it's presumptuous and sounds ridiculous, I want to know the truth. The truth. So..."

"Needless to say, I can understand." Shen Xueru shook her head lightly, "Although I don't know the reason why you did this, I can understand that feeling, and I will tell you that I know."

Qiu Ling, did you send him here?

Can I finally be free...

Gu Yuan was surprised by the other party's straightforwardness. All the pre-prepared remarks instantly became useless, and he didn't know whether he should be happy or not.The person in front of him was wearing a long white fleece jacket, with soft, dark bangs lying docilely on his forehead, and a dark red scarf around his neck. There was a hint of sadness between his brows, and it seemed that there was a cage in front of his eyes. The layer of fog looks a little trembling.

"Her father asked you to come." Shen Xueru turned her head and glanced at the tombstone. She wondered if it was because of the light rain that the bouquet in front of the tomb was more blooming than when it was just put down. "Only he knows that I will be here every year." when will you arrive."

"Uh, it's actually me..."

"It's okay, I'm not blaming you." Shen Xueru looked at the tombstone and smiled lightly, and then smiled at Gu Yuan, "Her father should also want you to know the truth, so he told you that I will come."

Suddenly being told by her, Gu Yuan seemed at a loss: "Ah... yes, uh... So, do you really know?"

"Well, I know the real reason." Shen Xueru said, "On the last night, I was with her."

Perhaps it was like turning on the faucet, and the cold water gushed out continuously. The boy who had been looking for it for a long time finally got the answer he wanted on this cold and rainy day.

In fact, it is not complicated at all, and everyone's story is correct.Ye Qiuling really blamed herself for what happened to Chen Lin, and was also troubled by being forced to practice the violin. She felt that she deprived people who really love this instrument of the opportunity, so she felt sad and tormented.The relocation of the school bothered her. She was very reluctant to leave, but she also knew that there was no other way.All of this happened in just one month, but it didn't break her,
As Teacher Shiyu and the others said, Qiu Ling is a very optimistic and strong person. Although her personality is a bit weird, she is always full of sunshine among familiar people.Therefore, despite these encounters, she still wants to live with full of expectations, because she still has many loved ones, and she is still looking forward to the arrival of tomorrow.

But tomorrow will never come.

Everyone tells a part of the truth, but withholds the most crucial things.

Among the people who proposed to relocate the school was Si Junmo. Although he wanted everyone to have a better and newer environment, and his opinion was not important at all, he did participate in the original proposal.

And the person who revealed this secret to others was Chen Ge, because he knew Si Junmo's thoughts about Ye Qiuling, so he wanted to put him in a "wretched situation".

Although Li Shiyu looks carefree and informal, but in fact he cares about everything in his heart, and he will talk bad things about others when he is alone.

Although Mr. Guan is sincerely good for the students, he will also leak the school's test questions in the off-campus training institutions in order to charge high training fees.

Those good memories are true, but so are these unknown secrets. In fact, everyone's relationship is not so good, and everyone is not as perfect as they seem.

Only Ye Qiuling didn't know, because everyone else loved her very much and wanted to protect her, so they jointly created a clean and pure world for her.

Shen Xueru's hobby is recording, which is why she finally left the literature club to study photography.

She recorded these and did not intend to show them to anyone, because she knew that everyone had their own secrets, and there was no need to reveal them. Knowing too much would only make everyone unhappy.

And because of the negligence that day, the things recorded in the small booklet were presented to Ye Qiuling in the most direct and cruel way.

No amount of difficulties and blows could erase the girl's expectation for tomorrow, because there was a beautiful and pure world supporting her in her heart, but at that moment, her world collapsed.

"Open your arms and embrace the whole world."

"Maybe, on the other side, there will be a better world."

Looking at the beautiful handwriting on the title page of the book, and the last words the girl left in this world echoed in his mind, Gu Yuan felt his stomach twitching. He squatted down on the steps at the entrance of the cemetery, looking at the gray sky , The rain was hanging down along the tip of the hair, and he was breathing heavily, only feeling that his chest was tight and he couldn't breathe.

At this time, an umbrella was propped on top of his head, and immediately after that, the person holding the umbrella also squatted down, it was Lu Siyao.She was wearing a red hoodie, holding an indigo umbrella, still without a bracelet, probably because of the dim light, Gu Yuan couldn't see her face clearly, her figure and every strand of hair were soaked. A layer of light gray, looks a little fuzzy.

The girl quietly squatted in front of him holding an umbrella, and did not break the silence until his breathing gradually stabilized:

"Why don't you bring an umbrella?"

"what?"

I thought the other party would ask some more "important" things, but I didn't expect it to be such a life-like question.

"……forgotten."

"Idiot, I really am an idiot,"

"...By the way, why are you here?"

"Walk." The girl said with a flat face that it was difficult for people to understand.

"..."

"I saw you drew a circle on the calendar, so I knew you would be here. I noticed it was raining in the morning, so I guessed that you must not have brought an umbrella, so I came here to make sure." The girl tilted the umbrella a little, and it was indeed because of the light , her face suddenly became clear, "So, can I go? Or do you enjoy the process of being in the rain?"