June is our farewell song

"……so what?"

"……That's it."

"Oh, good." Lu Siyao nodded with no expression on her face. It was hard to say whether she had listened carefully to Gu Yuan's narration, "The truth of the so-called unsolved case that has been buried for a long time is actually nothing special. The one who can’t forgive is the person I was at that time.”

After returning home through the increasing rain, the two of them dried their hair and put on clean clothes. They sat down side by side at the dining table and talked about what happened in the cemetery.

"Um……"

"Why, do you think she's not telling the truth?"

"No, I believe she didn't lie to me, it's just..." In Gu Yuan's mind, in that hot golden sunset, the image of the girl sitting on the swing under the wishing tree is still lingering.Is that really the case?Is this the whole truth?He thought of Chen Ge, Si Junmo, Li Shiyu and Guan Zhongting. Regarding that question, they already knew the answer, but they just didn't want to admit it, or rather, they didn't want to accept it.He thought again of what they had said to him.

"Please find out the story from her perspective."

"Then please."

"If you find out the truth, please let me know too."

"I just think... Maybe she has something she doesn't know, or, the real answer, only Ye Qiuling knows." Gu Yuan rubbed the space between his brows, probably because of insomnia. It's like wearing a Monkey King's golden hoop, it's so tight that it hurts and feels uncomfortable.He gritted his teeth and let out a sigh into the air next to him.

"That's it." Lu Siyao nodded noncommittally, "Is there anything else? I'm going back without me."

"Go back?...Where are you going back?"

"Of course I'm going home, I haven't lived here all the time." Lu Siyao gave him a look like looking at plankton, "Tomorrow I'm going back to school again, and at this time, the pressure from the teacher can't be casual. neglect."

Gu Yuan didn't speak, just nodded his head slightly, of course it was so, and it could only be so.Getting along during this period of time gave me a little unrealistic fantasy. Even if the relationship between the two people was distorted to being corrected, they could not help but subconsciously take a step back in the face of the boundary that existed in the past.

"That's right." One hand had already touched the doorknob, Lu Siyao suddenly stopped, turned to look at him and said, "Have you thought about what I told you last time?"

last time?Gu Yuan immediately remembered what Lu Siyao said at the gate of the abandoned park that night.

"I want to try to correct the tilted part, what do you think?"

Lu Siyao's eyes were still able to see the bottom at a glance, like deep gems, and now there were some bright fires, clusters of them seemed to be burning at the bottom of the water, warm and moist, a little hot.

Gu Yuan touched the handle of the coffee cup in his hand, lowered his head inexplicably, and saw his own reflection on the brown glass used for decoration beside the table. Under the messy and dry hair were dark and swollen eye sockets, and the already rough face was The pores are clearly visible, the lips are a dull crimson, and the rest is a pale white.

Gu Yuan just sat there motionless, as if he was looking at a strange monster.

"Of course...but, give me a little more time."

After a brief silence, there was a soft closing of the door, and then a long silence.

When she woke up the next day, Gu Yuan felt as if someone had inserted a razor blade in her throat, and it hurt like tearing when she moved. She tried to inhale through her nose, but the air flow betrayed and escaped into her mouth halfway. It turned out that her nostrils were already blocked by snot. Strictly.It was said on TV that a small cold can be cured within seven days. Gu Yuan hesitated and chose to take medicine, but when he opened the drawer of the bedside table, there was nothing in it. He hadn’t paid attention to the details of life for a long time.

That's okay, I hope what the experts say is true.When Gu Yuan went out, he took a careful look at the sky. It was the turn of winter and spring, and the sky was always cloudy and cloudy. It was a sudden heavy rain yesterday, and now it seemed to be full of dark clouds that might leak at any time, so he took the Passed an umbrella.

It was still early, and there were not many people in the classroom. Feng Ziqiu, who was always the first to arrive, still had an empty seat. Gao Lian was there, but he looked a bit listless, with flushed cheeks, as if he still had a cold.The lecture notes and exercise books on the table had already exceeded his head, covering his vision, so that he couldn't see Gao Lian's face after he sat down.

Gu Yuan took out the two sandwiches he bought on the way, and unpacked them. At this moment, Qi Yu walked in, carrying her red backpack, looking like he hadn't slept well, with obvious dark circles under his eyes.

"You're here—sandwich, do you want to eat?"

"..."

The bewildered expression on Qi Yu's face made Gu Yuan a little disappointed, but after a while she seemed to be relieved again, which made Gu Yuan a little puzzled.

"Eat!" She took it, first smelled it lightly, and then ate it bit by bit. It looked a bit like a lamb eating grass. Although she took a lot of bites, she chewed slowly. .

"give it to me."

Gu Yuan took the plastic wrapping paper, which was folded squarely in her hand and still had a little bit of salad dressing left, and put it into the garbage bag attached to the hook beside the desk.

"Is it tasty?"

Two full days have passed since that night, but she just entered the door with a tired face and a dusty look. She didn't want to say much, just stared at the exercise book and papers that were like a hill in front of her, and ate the just Passed to her, egg tomato ham sandwich.

"Um……"

"Not your favorite Orleans grilled chicken sandwich, but make do with it a little bit."

She raised her eyebrows, but didn't look over.

However, Gu Yuan felt that the dust-like invisible coat covering her body seemed to be loosened a bit.The ice between the two also melted slightly.

Although only speculation.

"sorry……"

"...What are you sorry for?"

"The night before yesterday... and even longer ago."

"Well...it's really nothing." Qi Yu clenched his fingers holding the sandwich slightly, "You didn't do anything wrong. Originally, it was my own problem."

"No... the previous incident caused a lot of misunderstandings between us. I should have explained to you after I missed your performance that day. I didn't say anything but went to meet someone else... I'm sorry."

"At the hospital, and that day on the stairs... I said something I shouldn't have said, sorry."

"I didn't understand the situation at all. I didn't consider your feelings after I found you in the church. I just told others where you were and didn't ask what you thought. I'm sorry..."

"...Are you going to keep talking like this?"

"No, that's all."

"I've already said that you didn't do anything wrong. This is my own business and my own problem. It has nothing to do with other people, and it has nothing to do with you."

"Uh... how could it be okay, it's all caused by me..."

"Really... You think too much of yourself, you are responsible for everything... It's really not your fault but you want to take everything on yourself. It's really arrogant to do so..." Qi Yu His lips trembled slightly, "I said it has nothing to do with you, so be it, don't say any more, I don't want to say any more."

"Anyway...it's already like this."

Gu Yuan heard her last whisper.

"I'm sorry... I just want to clear up the misunderstanding between us."

"It's okay, there's nothing between us to unravel." The girl's eyes moved forward, "That's it."

"……Well."

It's so cold, and I want to vomit.

Sure enough, it was raining, but luckily I brought an umbrella.

I don't know how many hours have passed since the morning conversation.

Until it was getting late outside the window, the street lamps on both sides of the street were turned on one by one, the dim light filled the air in the low places, the ears were filled with the loud horns, and the smell of asphalt and car exhaust came out from the school gate When the pungent smell was mixed, Gu Yuan felt his shoulders loosen slightly, as if he had left the cage of shackles.

"...Why is it broken?"

The opened umbrella is like a jellyfish that has been beaten hard. It is limp and has no strength. With one rib missing, the rainwater flows down the folds of the umbrella surface, rubbing the ends of the hair and falling on the shoe surface, making it wet. Socks and insoles make it feel like you're walking on a damp sponge.

"You think too much of yourself."

"It's really arrogant to take everything on yourself when it's not your fault."

Thinking of what Qi Yu said in the morning, Gu Yuan felt a sharp pain in his heart.

"Yo."

Looking up, he saw a person standing at the crossroads, even though he was smiling gently, it gave Gu Yuan a chilling feeling. His hands were in his trouser pockets, his eyes were cold and soft, the corners of his mouth were raised and pressed against his lips The fingers on the side are like an invisible sword, hanging above his head.

It's him, it's all because of him.

Why, he could laugh like it had nothing to do with him.

"Don't look at me that way, I really didn't do anything."

"I didn't hurt anyone. Those are the contradictions that already existed in their lives, and they just broke out at this time." Yang Hao said, turning around and walking on the zebra crossing, leaving Gu Yuan behind, "Maybe the ending is a little bit tragic. A little bit, but in the final analysis, it is their own problem, so I can’t blame it on me.”

Gu Yuan was stunned, not knowing what to say.

It seems that this is true, whether it is Qingsi's illness, Ziqiu's family, or Qi Yu... in fact, the problem has existed for a long time.

but……

He looked across the road, and Yang Hao was standing there, also looking at him.

His mouth was moving, and he seemed to be saying something. He deliberately spoke slowly, so even if he didn't understand lip language at all, he could tell the general idea.

There are seven characters and two sentences in total.

"Next, it's your turn."