June is our farewell song

When he walked out of the school gate, Gu Yuan subconsciously looked back, forth, left, and right. He originally thought that Yang Hao would come out to laugh and stimulate him like the previous few times after his scheme succeeded, but unexpectedly, he didn't even see a shadow.The warm sunset that can dye the entire sky red, that color radiates from the distant horizon and wraps him in it.

The dinner that day was his one-man show.

A bowl of vermicelli in clear soup, with a fried egg and a handful of green onions, is a complete meal.

When I ate it, I realized that it had no taste. It turned out that I forgot to add salt, but when I went into the kitchen, I only found an empty plastic box.Everything today seems dull and chaotic, when Gu Yuan was rinsing the bowls and chopsticks in the sink, Gu Yuan thought so, looking at the spoon left in the transparent box, in a daze.

The salt used up so quickly is probably because of Lu Siyao. In Gu Yuan's memory, she had a strange habit of adding salt to the water she drank. Although she didn't add much each time, she added other miscellaneous foods , Accumulated in one day definitely exceeded the daily salt intake of six grams recommended by the World Health Organization.

Gu Yuan still remembers the first time he saw Lu Siyao adding salt to the mineral water bottle. He took this small plastic spoon, scooped out a small pile from the salt box, and then poured it into the mineral water bottle. Shake from side to side to mix well.Then the small pile of salt particles melted into the transparent water colorlessly and invisible, and his expression didn't change when he drank it, just like drinking a bottle of ordinary water.

After being complained by Gu Yuan in countless scenes, she finally handed him the water bottle after one operation. With infinite curiosity, the boy took a sip and got a twisted water bottle as expected. s face.

There is a bitter taste in the salt, but mixed with the unique sweetness of mineral water, it is an indescribable taste.

Gu Yuan recovered from the memory, hesitated for a moment, then scraped the remaining salt grains in the box into the bowl, mixed it with some water and took a sip, then spit it out in a gulp.

It still had an unacceptable smell, almost like sea water.

It rained suddenly outside, it was really weird weather, such a good sunset in the evening, unexpectedly there was such a thunderstorm, the temperature immediately dropped, the coolness seemed to permeate into the bones, as if returning to winter.

Gu Yuan opened the window and looked at the new shoots of the trees washed by the heavy rain outside. The damp smell of the soil seemed to be crying with his mouth pursed.

How is Chi Yu doing now? Thinking of Chi Yan's condition in the afternoon and the slap on his face, Gu Yuan was very worried.

I sent her several text messages, wanting to find out what's going on, but Chi Yu didn't reply a single one.I remember that this morning at the school gate, when I passed the card machine, because I forgot to bring my school card, Gu Yuan was arguing with the security guard when he saw her walking through the gate on the other side from a distance. Seconds, three seconds, she stayed in his sight for three full seconds, but she didn't even look in his direction.

Gu Yuan didn't know how he felt, sad, angry?Still sad...or rather, not able to respond at all.

I can't do anything, even if I want to help her, maybe doing nothing is the best help.

I don't know how many times it is, and I still don't have any initiative.

He stood by the window, turning his phone on and off constantly, as if the inability to receive text messages was due to a problem with the phone. Although he clearly knew that this was impossible, he still couldn't control his hands, and couldn't He kept fantasizing about hearing notifications of new news, and the sound like water droplets kept echoing in his ears, but none of them were real.

After turning off the screen countless times, facing his own reflection reflected in the pitch-black phone screen, Gu Yuan couldn't help but want to grin.

What the hell am I doing...

He shook his head slightly, stretched out his hand and half pushed and closed the window, and lay down on the sofa in the living room. The whole person looked like a wilted starfish, with his limbs drooping limply, without crying or cursing. , just closed his eyes and quietly threw himself on the sofa, letting the smell of leather fill his lungs, but this did not relieve the boredom in his heart.No matter how you divert your attention when you are really worried about a person, it is useless. Those possible and impossible futures are mixed with all kinds of emotions.

If, if Chi Yan really took action against Chi Yu because of this incident, coupled with the so-called explanation that he had not been able to say before, Chi Yu's life would definitely not be easy.Thinking of these, Gu Yuan felt very guilty.

But there is no way.

After all, life is not a movie novel. When the plot of the juvenile manga begins to turn in the later stage, the right time, place and people will be gathered in an instant as the protagonist's awakening erupts. However, in real life, God is an extremely bad and tasteless director, who will only be cold and cold He wrote about the ups and downs of the drama, and his so-called determination and pride of "must turn the situation around" were crushed by the slap of fate.

He can make decisions, and he can make bold words, but they have no weight, and no one really cares.

In order to avoid being submerged in the decadent waste water, Gu Yuan opened his eyes, stretched his hand out from the tea table next to the sofa, and grabbed the sixth-level vocabulary that was buckled there last night. After memorizing it a hundred times, he still stayed on the first page, and closed his eyes. It seems that I can recall all the details on this paper, but when I think about it carefully, I don't even know what the second word is. I only remember "abndon" at the top.

give up.It was as if someone was saying this to him.

He couldn't help but smile.

At this moment, the mobile phone vibrated along the sofa, Gu Yuan quickly sat up and found the mobile phone from the gap in the sofa cushion. Sure enough, there was new news, but it was not Chi Yu, but Lu Siyao.

"Are you home? It's raining heavily."

Gu Yuan threw the vocabulary book on the table, took a deep breath, and rubbed his eyes.

"Yes, what's wrong?"

"I'm stuck."

The moment he received the text message, Gu Yuan subconsciously stood up, quickly changed into thick-soled sandals under the watchful eyes of Mario and Juzi, rolled up his trousers, put on the umbrella at the door, and went out without hesitation.Walking all the way to the bus stop at the gate of the community, I realized that I didn't know where Lu Siyao was at all, and stared blankly at my blurred shadow on the stop sign for a while.

"Where are you?"

Lu Siyao looked down at the phone, the message from Gu Yuan, although he had already made a decision, he still hesitated before sending the location.If it wasn't forced, she didn't want Gu Yuan to know that she came here, because that would be very troublesome, very troublesome.

Lu Siyao knew that although she really had a lot of things that she didn't care about, she was not as emotionless as other people saw.

Standing under the eaves to hide from the rain, while waiting, she felt uneasy. On the one hand, she was a little scared watching the sky getting darker, and on the other hand, she was very worried about what kind of reaction Gu Yuan would have when he came.

"Why are you here?"

She didn't know how to answer even the simplest question like this.

Inadvertently turning her head to see the restlessness and anxiety on her face that could not be concealed in the window beside her, Lu Siyao couldn't help being stunned for a moment, the expression on her face seemed to freeze, and then slowly stretched out, returning to her normal look.

When Gu Yuan arrived at the gate of Nanshan Cemetery, Lu Siyao had already recovered that poker face as if everything had nothing to do with me.

"Well... let's go, I'll take you home."

Surprisingly, the boy just said this.

I didn't ask her where she came from or what she was doing here, but just held up a big umbrella to dull the sound of the rain.This instead made Lu Siyao's mood complicated. The expression management and well-thought-out rhetoric that took so long just now were useless all of a sudden. This should be something to be thankful for, but she felt the skin on her cheeks burning.

The two of them were swimming all the way, Lu Siyao huddled under the umbrella, part of his sight was blocked by the eaves of the umbrella, and he could only see the zebra crossing stretching forward.

"Uh... I should have brought a pair of waterproof shoe covers. The water is so deep that the shoes are soaked."

Lu Siyao looked down at her sneakers that were soaked in water and were about to unravel, but said nothing.

"When I went out, I walked too quickly and forgot, oh...look at my brain."

Lu Siyao bit her lip slightly.

"Why...you didn't say a word."

Finally at the bus stop, standing under the overcrowded canopy, Lu Siyao looked up at Gu Yuan.

"Why don't you ask me why I'm here?"

"Anyway...you would still say that you came for a walk." Gu Yuan had a faint smile on his face, "You always said that before, I think you must have the same answer this time...so, I just No more questions."

Lu Siyao was speechless, just looked at him, blinked and said, oh, that's it.

"However, in fact, I know that maybe the previous few times were really for a walk, but this time... you are here to see Qing Si."

After getting into the car, he suddenly said such a sentence, and Lu Siyao froze.

"Ye Jun, he should have recovered almost by now."

"Yeah." Lu Siyao turned her head subconsciously, her face still calm.

"Siyao."

"What's wrong."

"Actually, you don't need to do this," Gu Yuan looked at the street scene receding in the rain, "You didn't do anything wrong."

Lu Siyao looked directly at him, her eyelashes trembling slightly: "It's just that I'll feel better this way."

I often can't help but think of the girl who smiles like an angel every time I pass by the door of the ward.

However, what Lu Siyao remembered more deeply was the scene when the boy in the volunteer uniform seemed to ask about Ye Jun's condition that day.

She said it subconsciously, and then saw the smile that could not be concealed on the other party's face.

Later, Ye Jun recovered from his illness.

She never saw that angelic girl again.