June is our farewell song

Back at school, there was another mock exam within two days, and tidying up the exam room has become a habit that makes perfect.Chen Ge stood on the podium and announced the admission ticket numbers one by one. Later, when he realized that the people below were packing up their things and no one paid any attention to him, he smiled and pasted the information sheet on the front door of the classroom.

The exams started on the second day. In the evening, students wearing winter or spring school uniforms were everywhere in the corridors and in the garden downstairs. It rained heavily, and after the sun came out, the temperature quickly returned to the level where it was too hot to wear a sweater and too cold to wear a shirt.Gu Yuan stood on the bulletin board next to the playground, looking at the notice posted on it with all the test admission number and seat information in the test room. Among all the more than 600 names, his gaze jumped down one by one.

The list is shuffled, or it is arranged in numerical order according to the test number. It is not easy to find a specific name from it. It took about 10 minutes, but Gu Yuan still couldn't find that person. He frowned and rubbed his face. Rubbing his eyes, ready to look for it again.At this time, someone stood next to him.

I don't know if it's because of too many contacts, Yang Hao seems to have an innate aura.But after thinking about it carefully, Gu Yuan felt that this was not the case. From the first time he appeared in sight, he had already become a lingering shadow.Even if you don't say anything or do anything, just stand there and smile, it will turn a small area nearby into an existence that cannot be ignored, like adding your own magnetic field or light waves in the air.

Gu Yuan turned his head slightly, and Yang Hao was standing there two steps away, also looking at the bulletin board.

Following his own gaze, he also looked over, smiling enigmatically.

"I can't find it." Without even saying hello, Yang Hao began to talk endlessly on his own, "Do you need my help to confirm?"

Gu Yuan understood who he was talking about, so naturally he didn't need his "help".

"Don't you like her?" Gu Yuan said with some difficulty, "So why did you do this? You clearly know what kind of pain she will suffer because of this, and you can prevent her from going through this. Since you just want to target Me, then everything is just for me, why do you have to involve other people. "

"So you think so." Yang Hao's voice was very soft, unlike any words he had said before, even when he was hit in the face by angry fists, he could calmly mock with a smile, Gu It was the first time for Yuan to hear him murmur like talking to himself.

"You're too self-righteous, Gu Yuan."

I don't know if it was because of the murmur just now, but Yang Hao's next sentence was almost raised by an octave.He also stopped smirking, and there was a little emotion in his tone. He said, "You don't think that all my previous actions were just for you? Oh, why do you think that you are worth my money? Long time and so much energy, to calculate"

Perhaps it was because his face was already torn, but Yang Hao did not stop there, but continued on. He took a step towards Gu Yuan, grinned, and said, "Do you think that you have penetrated into my heart? Should I just kneel down and weep in agony and repent of what I have done?"

He could almost feel the heat of the other person's breath, and Gu Yuan subconsciously took half a step back.

"Let's make it clear. Indeed, the reason why I did so many things is because of my disgust and dissatisfaction with you, from the girl falling into the water at the beginning to joining this band that is nothing - I guess, maybe you are I think, I must be a madman, spending so much time and energy, and going through so much trouble, just to make you uncomfortable. But, is this really the case? You are always self-centered and take it for granted that others have to revolve around you. , I have to say, Gu Yuan, you are so self-righteous."

He put his hands behind his back, tilted his head, and smiled brightly and innocently.Gu Yuan suddenly felt a little dazed.

"My goal has never been you." Yang Hao looked into Gu Yuan's eyes and said, "It has never been."

"So, is it Chi Yu?"

Yang Hao's shoulders seemed to tremble slightly, but they didn't.

"You don't have to guess."

"You can just answer me directly."

"So what?"

"You have told me so much, and you also said that you should make it clear. Why are you fighting with me on this issue?"

Yang Hao sneered, stretched out his hand and tightened his collar: "No, this is different."

"So, is it because of... Lu Siyao?" She knew it in her heart, with a bit of bitterness, it really was.

Unexpectedly, Yang Hao laughed so hard that tears almost flowed down.

"It's your business to like her. It has nothing to do with me. I don't care about Lu Siyao, nor you."

"So, what the hell is that for?"

Yang Hao was silent for a moment, his eyes sparkled, Gu Yuan was about to speak, but he saw Yang Hao sighed, looking a little depressed, he was surprised, but the other party's voice returned to indifference in the next second.

"That's all you want to know." He put away his smile and his expression became very cold.

"Is it because of...jealousy? Because of my relationship with Chi Yu, and because you have a crush on her, so you have been...jealous of me?"

"I haven't." Yang Hao looked at him and said slowly.

"you have not?"

"I don't." Yang Hao smiled softly as if he had suddenly figured out something, "I'm not jealous of you, if I have to say it, I might be a little envious, but it's not because of Chi Yu."

envious?Gu Yuan had more doubts in his heart, he didn't know what Yang Hao was laughing at, he just felt like an ignorant clown exposed to the pale spotlight and accepted the audience's ridicule.

"So, don't be too self-aware." Yang Hao said lightly, "What I have to do, what I have done, some are related to you, some have nothing to do with you, even if it is related to you, You're not my ultimate goal either. It's clear enough, I don't care about you or Lu Siyao from the beginning to the end, I do care about Chi Yu, but she's not as important as you think. "

After he finished speaking, he turned around and was about to leave. He stepped on the dry wooden boards of the sidewalk, creaking with every step,
"Yang Hao!"

Gu Yuan blurted out his name.

"how?"

Yang Hao turned around and said indifferently, looking at him indifferently, Gu Yuan was caught off guard, and the question he had just thought of was extinguished by his emotionless sentence.

"I've already said what I need to say. If you really care about Chi Yu, go and find out about her after the exam." He smiled, but only the corners of his mouth twitched, "If you don't trust me, don't trust me." Need any information from me because you can't believe what I say, even if I'm being honest, so why bother."

Gu Yuan couldn't say a word, he suddenly hated himself, why in front of this person, he was clearly the one who attacked, the one who questioned, and the one who was the victim, yet now he looked like a bullshit Reasonable rogue?

"Why...why do you hate me?"

Gu Yuan suddenly realized that Yang Hao had been taking the topic away from the so-called truth all along. They didn't even know each other in the past, so why did he hate himself?If it's really like what he said - all of what he did has nothing to do with him, then why did he design such a series of events to make himself fall into a quagmire where he can't struggle bit by bit?

Yang Hao didn't look back, didn't answer, and continued to walk forward, Gu Yuan couldn't see his expression.

Gu Yuan's mood calmed down a little bit, his stiff back muscles gradually relaxed, and he gently inserted the stiff hands hanging on both sides of his body back into the pockets of his coat.

"Is self-awareness...excess?"

Thinking of what Yang Hao said just now, Gu Yuan couldn't help but start to doubt himself. Could it be that he really suffered from a mental illness like persecution delusion, so he imagined that what that guy did was To deal with yourself?Lu Siyao seems to have said similar things, don't always think about problems with self-centeredness and so on.

Speaking of which, how is Chi Yu doing now?Is it because of her father that she didn't appear on the mock exam list?

Gu Yuan tilted his head and looked at the roster of candidates on the bulletin board, thinking wildly in his mind.

It wasn't until the bell for evening self-study rang that he regained his senses.

When he lowered his head, he suddenly found a shiny thing hanging on the dry wooden sidewalk, half hinged on a slanted wooden thorn, and half hanging in the sewer mouth. He bent down to pick it up, which seemed to be a string of bracelets.It fits tightly in the gaps in the wood.

When he pulled it a little harder, the bracelet actually snapped off. He stared blankly at the rusty silver shark lying in his palm, and was dazed for a moment.