June is our farewell song

Vent the anger, dissatisfaction, and darkness accumulated in your heart in even an extreme way.

It may lead to hurt, tears, and parting.

Pure love and hate contain huge energy, and straightforward emotions can make people see themselves more clearly.

Only by facing your own heart can you get closer to...the essence of life.

——What is the most tormenting thing?

miss?Miss you?sad?neither.

——It’s shame.

There was a strong festive atmosphere and a bustling scene on the street. On the way to the station, sleet and sleet began to fall from the sky, and they fell carefully and silently.

After the bus door closed behind us, we could clearly feel the strong temperature difference.In the narrow space, the heating and exhaled carbon dioxide increased the temperature. A pungent odor of sweat or something mixed with the smell of perfume and cosmetics poured into Yang Hao's body.There was a rush of people at each stop, and as the bus slowly made its way through the city, there were fewer and fewer people on board.

Get off at a station in the suburbs, walk along the muddy dirt road, pass through a low white wall and blue tiles, and pass through an empty rice field covered with snow, and finally walk in a huge building with high walls. Stopped at the entrance of the building complex.

As the iron door made a harsh creaking sound, the person who had brought him into this world appeared in front of him again.He seemed to have lost a lot of weight, his cheeks were slightly sunken, his eye sockets were sunken, and his hair was shaved very short, leaving only a little blue color on his scalp.Yang Hao found that there was not much joy on the man's face after seeing him. He just stared blankly behind him, and there was nothing there.

"Where's your mother? Why didn't you come?"

There was a hoarse and gloomy voice, and the incandescent light reflected from the iron door on the side was dazzling. Yang Hao rubbed his eyes and lowered his head.

"She won't come."

"Refuse to come?" The man's tone sounded a little angry, "Where is she? Now."

"At home, probably. He was still there when I left."

Today can probably compete as one of the three worst New Years in my life. Although it is a reunion after a long separation, there is no joy of reunion. Instead, my mood has hit rock bottom.He couldn't face the man in front of him pretending to be nonchalant.The hardships of the past three years are mostly due to him, and my mother's mental problems are also caused by him.Looking back on the past, he has never brought even a shred of good things to himself. It has been like this ever since he was unwillingly brought into this rotten world.

Are you going to have a fight and scold him with all your old and new grudges?Yang Hao couldn't do it either.

The bad news on New Year's Eve goes far beyond the reunion of Tao and his son.

The absent-minded Yang Hao's eyes were unfocused. He sat by the window and looked out at the rapidly retreating wilderness. The man stood next to him, with his collar turned up and his head lowered. The bus on the return trip was getting more and more crowded as it headed towards the city.From the reflection of the window, Yang Hao vaguely saw someone pointing at him. It was a sitting middle-aged woman, and a man in his 20s stood next to him. His fingers were pointed at him unscrupulously, and he was mumbling. As he said something, the expression on his face was ferocious and full of disgust.

Yang Hao turned back and stared at him, trying hard to make his eyes look fierce, trying to stop the man from continuing to speak. Although he couldn't hear what the other person was saying because of the noise in the car, but from the look on his face, It won't be a nice thing to say.

However, the other party's behavior did not stop.

Instead, his voice became louder and louder.

"Well, that is...'s son. He is so fierce at such a young age. Like father, like son. I think he will also be..."

A stream of blood rushed to his temple, the boy stood up and squeezed through the crowd, and slapped the middle-aged woman on the back of the chair.

"What nonsense are you talking about!" The movement to stop him was made without any thought. Facing everyone's confused eyes, Yang Hao was extremely embarrassed, his baby face turned red.

Hearing such words, the middle-aged woman was startled at first, and then showed a look of astonishment and innocence. She frowned and glanced at the boy's little hand on the back of her chair, and then glanced at his angry expression. With his facial features squeezed together, he took another look at his height, and he immediately breathed a sigh of relief.

"What's wrong? What did I say about me? Aren't we just having fun with each other? It's none of your business to chat with our own family, kid. Why do you, kid, have to be so fierce during the Chinese New Year? What about your family members? No. Does anyone care about you?" The other party completely denied what he said. Anyway, there is no recording, so there is no evidence. What's more, the other party is just a child less than 1.5 meters tall. He couldn't help but raise his voice a little, "Seeing as you are a child, I also I won’t argue with you, Tongyanwuji, but who are your family members? Where are your father and mother?"

Speak clearly, word for word, and the threat is included.The middle-aged woman crossed her arms on her chest and crossed her legs. A black mole the size of a mung bean next to her chin was very eye-catching.Everyone around him didn't dare to get involved in this muddy water. After all, Yang Hao was just a child. He didn't want to cause trouble, so he took a step back.

The bus slowed down and was probably about to enter the station.Yang Hao was isolated and helpless, reaching out to grab the metal pipe, not knowing what to do.

Perhaps because of the instinct engraved in his biological genes, he turned back and looked in the direction of the man.

There were many shadowy people, but not a single familiar face.

He turned his head blankly, and out of the corner of his eye caught a person getting out of the car with his head lowered.

Why was he so afraid, why was he unwilling to even say a word for himself?It was obvious that the other party was the one who made the mistake, and it was others who should be afraid, but he still wanted to sneak away when no one noticed him.

"Hey! Where are you going? This isn't over yet!" The moment the bus door opened, Yang Hao struggled to squeeze through the crowd of onlookers.But his hand was grabbed hard by the middle-aged woman.

"Let go!"

"You still dare to yell at me?"

The woman raised her hand, but due to the glare of the crowd, she did not slap it down.The little boy in front of him had tears in his eyes, but the expression on his face was not loose at all. Although his eyes were timid, he was very determined.

"I let you go!"

The woman said nothing, her face flushed, and she still held on tightly.Yang Hao was so anxious that he lowered his head and bit her hand. The woman felt pain and the strength of her hand decreased.The boy broke away and turned around to see that the man had already escaped in the crowd as soon as the car door opened, so he rushed out as if he was possessed by something evil.The woman behind her was yelling insults, and at the same time, the other passengers, who seemed to have an epiphany of justice, finally blocked the road.

Chi Yu, who was carrying a basket of vegetables, got off the escalator and noticed the mess in front of her. A group of people were gathered at the entrance of the mall and they didn't know what they were doing, as if they were watching a sideshow. When she got closer, she saw a group of people surrounded by a crowd. In the center, a boy about the same age as himself was sitting on the ground crying loudly.It was still snowing during the New Year. Chi Yu felt that he was pitiful, so she squeezed in through the crowd while saying "Please give way."

There was a commotion all around, and the boy who couldn't find his father was confused in the rain and snow, breaking down and crying. Before he could figure out what to do next, someone held his hand.

"What's the matter? Need help? Eh? It's you..."

The voice that was gentler and cleaner than ever because of worry, and the warmth from the palms made the heart that was hanging in the air gradually fall down.

Yang Hao raised his face blankly.

Chi Yu moved closer and used her own strength to lift the limp boy up.The clear smile she showed to comfort him was as clear and soft as water.

"Are you okay? Let's find a place to sit for a while?"

The calm voice awakened the fear and grievance accumulated in the boy's heart. The wrist that had been tightly held clearly showed red finger marks, which ached sharply. The scattered eyes gradually gathered in the girl's gentle gaze, clear. , at that moment it seemed that I had finally reached the oil outlet of the dark tunnel, the warm light covered my eyelids, and the world lit up at that moment.

Countless complicated emotions flowed through the cyan veins like codes. Tears fell from the rollers. The boy threw himself into the girl's arms and burst into tears.