June is our farewell song

Chapter 362 Time flies and Qi Yu’s broken oath ()

"It is the most important thing in life to settle everything properly. Only in this way can you let go, otherwise you will always have things that should be said but have not been said, and your heart will be full of regrets." - —"The Life of Pi"

If according to this standard, then Qi Yu feels that he has probably accomplished nothing.

The beginning and end of a story are different for everyone.

Qi Yu clearly remembered the moments when those stories began, but he only had a vague impression of the unclear endings.

It's like the scene when her mother left Hermione's little rag doll in "Harry Potter" to her before she left. To this day, more than ten years later, she still remembers every detail of the world at that time, but for a few years The last encounter in the square in front of the bell tower was unclear. Qi Yu even remembered that the last two fingers she loosened when she left the doll were her middle finger and then her thumb, but she couldn't even remember the color of the clothes she wore that snowy night.

The winter in Xianlin is so cold that it can freeze a sheep to death. Although it is only a little higher in latitude, the feeling is completely different. Wearing a dark gray down jacket and a maroon sweater, he was walking on the path in the dormitory area. His neck was gently cut by the cold wind like a blunt knife. Qi Yu, who was sniffing and regretting not participating in the scarf group purchase of his roommate before, was thinking about it. Starting from the winter in my hometown.

Winter in childhood was always dyed with warm tones. Most of the scenes that can be remembered are the silhouettes of buildings under the setting sun. Snow is rarely seen on lawns and green belts beside the road. If it is not for the streets that remain in my memory, With the steam from the oden cooking in the convenience store, it might be difficult to tell that this is a winter episode.

Time flies so fast that things that I once thought I would never forget become distant and blurry unconsciously. That graduation ceremony was already two years ago, and at least a year had passed since I met the people I had been with day and night. I celebrated my 20th birthday last month. I cried silently in front of the burning "" candle amidst the cheers of my roommates. I obviously didn't recall any sad or happy things, but I couldn't stop the tears from the corners of my eyes. rain.

The moment I pushed open the dormitory door and felt the warmth, the impact of the cold wind on the road just now became blurred in my memory. Qi Yu remembered what the teacher said in the professional class yesterday, "For humans, the present is only eight short seconds." It felt absurd at the time, even though it is difficult to define how long "now" is, whether it is a day, an hour, or the present. How many minutes? No matter what, Qi Yu felt that it shouldn't be as short as eight seconds. But now she had to admit that the coldness of more than ten seconds ago seemed like a long time ago to her.

If "now" really only lasts eight seconds, then compared to the hourglass-like accumulation of the past and the boundless future, "now" is actually terrifyingly small.

The air conditioner was on so I kept the windows closed, and the air in the dormitory seemed to be stagnant. Qi Yu's action of opening the door coincided with Xu Qian's action of opening the door. The short-haired girl in a fur coat hurried out the door while talking on the phone. She was still holding an open lipstick in her hand. When she passed by The smell is a mixture of orchids and braised beef noodles. Qi Yu initially thought that Dior had finally released such a down-to-earth perfume, until he saw the instant noodle bucket on Xu Qian's table.

In the room of less than twenty square meters, the only vent was blowing hot air, and the smell would probably not dissipate for a year. The humidifier on the shelf next to the door continued to spray water mist, and the moist air fell on his face. Qi Yu felt as if he had gotten into a huge instant noodle bucket with soup remaining. After opening the window, cold air rushed in and hot air came out. The blue curtains were rolled up and rotated, and the sunlight filtered through and spread all over the floor, like a fragment that can be seen everywhere in comics.

Qi Yu stayed on his seat, staring at the brand new blank notebook in front of him. The pen was lying on the paper, and the pen cap was left to dry for a long time. She didn't know how many times she picked up the pen, and finally decided to write the date first - but the few strokes she drew were all astringent, and she couldn't write any words, leaving only a few embarrassing strokes with dried ink on the white paper. Gravure printing.

I've put it down for too long.

Nothing can be written.

"Why did you suddenly open the window... Hiss - it's such a cold wind." A lazy voice came from the bed behind him, much like the voice of Lazy Goat in "Pleasant Goat and Big Big Wolf". Qi Yu raised his head and saw Death Barbie The pink bed curtain opened like a curtain, and a girl with disheveled hair but petite figure appeared. She was wearing a white rabbit pajamas and sitting cross-legged. Her straw-like hair seemed to wrap around her entire body. stand up.

Her name is Zheng Xiao. Although she is the laziest person in the dormitory, she is the one with the best grades. She must use up the three opportunities to skip classes in each class every semester, otherwise she will feel that she has lost 100 million. Unlike Xu Qian, who always dresses brightly and shows off her energy, Zheng Xiao is a reclusive type who rarely leaves the dormitory except for classes. Probably because he has little contact with the outside world, he has an air of being untouched from the inside out. The clarity of natural pollution. He has a keen sense of both knowledge and human nature.

"Xu Qian ate instant noodles. If you don't open the window and smell the smell for a long time, won't you feel disgusted?"

"Ah - yes, that's right." The girl yawned, and then fell backwards. Then there was the sound of the skull colliding with the wall and a soft cry as if she was constipated, "It hurts, it hurts, it hurts." …”

"Don't you have to go to class? It's almost twelve o'clock."

"It's almost the end of the semester and I've only missed one class. There are four classes left but two opportunities left. Wouldn't it be a pity not to use them."

Qi Yu stood up. When she stood up, her chair was pushed away and bumped into a thermos bottle nearby. Thinking of how the bottle shattered all over the floor last time, she quickly bent down to help it. Finally, before the thermos bottle was about to fall to the ground, she used her body to cushion it. between it and the floor. Their dormitory is a quadruple room with a very small space. There is a bed and a table. There is a single-door wardrobe next to the desk. In addition, there is only a small utility cabinet at the door. Therefore, there are often various miscellaneous objects placed on the ground, such as shoes, textbooks, and even basins. The crashing sound caused by the fall caused the curtain-like bed curtain to open again.

"Are you OK?"

"It's okay, I just tripped a bit. Fortunately, I saved the water bottle."

"Well... I'm not actually asking that." The girl on the bed smoothed her messy hair and said to Qi Yu, "You look distracted."

"Is there any?" Qi Yu picked up the bucket of instant noodles on Xu Qian's desk and walked to the toilet to empty it. When he returned to the room, he found that Zheng Xiao had changed clothes and was sitting at the desk combing her hair. He asked in surprise, "You are going out on a date. ?”

"I think too much. I just went to the cafeteria to find food."

Qi Yu sat back on the chair, grabbed the pen, hovered over the notebook for a while, then moved to the side of the draft paper and scratched a few lines.

"I'm about to leave. Do I want to bring you anything?" Qi Yu turned around. Zheng Xiao was standing at the door, holding the door handle, looking at him sleepily. His hair was simply tied up, and he didn't even change into pajamas. I just split a black down jacket that was so long that it could almost drag on the ground.

"No, I'll come back after eating."

"Good~"

Finally she was alone.

She was still a little uneasy. Although her clothes were clean, she still felt that the noodle soup had been spilled on herself when she poured it. Sitting at the desk, the smell still lingered in her mind. She turned her head and caught a glimpse of the tarot card box on the desk next door. She suddenly remembered the box of love tarot cards she had bought before. She took it very seriously at that time, but she felt inexplicable when packing her things after the college entrance examination. I can't find it, and now I don't know where it was thrown.

This box belongs to Jiang Baiqi, usually everyone calls her Baiqi. She is always not in the dormitory at this time on Friday, and she doesn't know where she is.

She resisted the idea of ​​opening the box and taking out one, and turned to look at the full-length mirror attached to the door of the dormitory. Her eyes in the mirror were bright, and her slightly raised chin looked a little pale against the maroon turtleneck sweater. He has short hair that reaches his ears and a high nose. Compared with Qi Yu, who has waist-length hair in the graduation photo in the drawer on the right, he looks like a completely different person.

After graduation, except for meeting Gu Yuan once at BJ a year and a half ago, she had not met anyone from high school. And the graduation photo was locked at the bottom of the drawer in the dormitory and has never been taken out.

In this way, she wanted to draw a firm line with herself before she was eighteen years old.

After two years of hard work, she almost succeeded.

But the most indispensable thing in this world is that things go counterproductive.

What happened at Shaw House two hours ago once again severed her planned fate.

(End of this chapter)