June is our farewell song

Chapter 363 Time flies and Qi Yu’s broken oath ()

It's embarrassing to say that although Qi Yu had already decided to cut ties with the person he was before he was eighteen years old, in fact, Qi Yu still imagined various scenarios in which the two of them would meet again, including a chance encounter at a convenience store on the street. , they also looked like they were competing against each other in a mathematical modeling competition, which even included a scene like today - a goodbye created by cross-school activities.

It's already halfway through November, and the weather is very cold. Although the sun is shining today, it's so cold that my cheeks feel hot. Times have changed, but things are no longer the same as before. In high school, Qi Yu, who could run around the city wearing a singlet and a coat, is now hiding in a down jacket, and his hands and feet are still cold. She locked her neck in her sweater and held a cup filled with boiling water in her hand. She still felt the coldness creeping up her legs.

At the intersection of Shaw Building and the Basic Laboratory, she looked up at the ginkgo tree with all its fallen leaves, enjoying the sunshine that barely brought a sense of warmth. Suddenly, she remembered that she didn't bring her operations research textbook. , hesitating whether to go back or not, and hesitated for a while at the intersection.

There seemed to be some kind of exchange meeting being held in the school today, and many students from other schools came, including Feng Ziqiu's school. Along the way, I could see the red banner hanging in front of Yifu Building from a distance. When I was standing at the corner and thinking, I accidentally glanced in that direction. I saw a tall boy wearing a black jacket and a short crew cut. He stood thinly in front of the building. Many people were walking out at this time. He was the only one facing the building. It was difficult not to notice.

Her mind went blank for a moment, but the world didn't give her much chance to think about this reunion.

Qi Yu soon understood the reason why he looked back against the crowd.

The extra-large dark gray cashmere sweater, the collar of the white shirt was beautifully exposed, and the iconic single ponytail. As he trotted down the steps, the whole person shone in the sun. At that moment, Gu Yuan's description of her appeared in Qi Yu's mind. Ling Xiaoxiao was a person who could be recognized at a glance even if her head was chopped off and thrown into a crowd of people who also had no heads.

That's absolutely right.

In fact, she and Ling Xiaoxiao have always had a good relationship. After the college entrance examination last year, Ling Xiaoxiao went to BJ as the number one in science in the city. Qi Yu even sent a postcard to congratulate her. Some time ago, Ling Xiaoxiao asked her on the Internet what warm sweaters she could recommend. The winter in BJ was too cold, so Qi Yu naturally told her his favorite openly.

Yes, this is what they are wearing now.

It's probably the best choice to walk away silently now, but the classroom for the next class is right there. Qi Yu lowered his head and told himself not to think too much as he walked. Just pretend you don't know anyone and just walk in the crowd. There will be no problem. Just in time for the end of get out of class, there are suddenly a lot more people on campus. I am not the conspicuous type now, so I will definitely not be discovered. of.

She gathered her hair with her fingers to block other people's sight. Her back was slightly arched at first, but she felt that it seemed too conspicuous, so she slowly straightened it up. Before she could find a relaxed posture, She has already heard someone calling her name, a male voice full of stupid enthusiasm. It is a "friend" from the same department, a boy named Zheng Shuo. He has a good outlook on life and good conduct. He is helpful and not stupid at the same time. His straightforward personality is also very popular. welcome.

Qi Yu didn't hate him, but because he never concealed his excessive enthusiasm from the first day they met, he always avoided him subconsciously. I didn't expect to meet him here. No, it's all my fault for being distracted.

Hearing Zheng Shuo's enthusiastic shouting, Qi Yu didn't say anything, but glanced at him quickly, then looked away, keeping the side of his face pressed against the collar of his sweater, and silently quickened his pace.

"Qi Yu?" The name shouted from another boy's mouth made Feng Ziqiu tremble in his heart. He subconsciously turned his head and looked around, and immediately saw Zheng Shuo walking over in the distance. At this time Qi Yu just happened to walk by a few meters away with his head lowered, half of his face buried in the clothes on his chest, hiding in a blind corner where he would not pay attention.

Just as she was about to miss it, Ling Xiaoxiao suddenly stood in front of her with some uncertainty and said, "Senior Qi Yu? Is that you?"

Because she kept her head down, which was very different from Qi Yu who always held her head high in the impression, Ling Xiaoxiaoyang shrank her hand in mid-air greeting, was it her? Or I made a mistake... Ling Xiaoxiao hesitated for a moment, but at this moment, Feng Ziqiu's eyes were attracted, and the boy who just called her name also came over.

"Sure enough, it's you. I thought I saw it wrong."

"I told you many times not to call my name like that." Qi Yu gave Zheng Shuo a cold face impatiently, then finally raised his head and turned his gaze to the person in front of him who he needed to look up to, "Long time no see, It’s been almost three years.”

"Well, long time no see. There is a fluid mechanics exchange meeting today. I came with my tutor, and so did Xiaoxiao. We met by chance." Feng Ziqiu looked at her for a long time, then looked away, standing aside and feeling slightly embarrassed. Zheng Shuo explained why he and Ling Xiaoxiao were here today.

Encountered "by chance". It was added at the end of the words as if to emphasize it, but to Qi Yu it sounded like a dog's tail and the original meaning was lost. It had been so long, and the ups and downs hidden in the memories seemed to have turned into sour old wine, but at the moment when they met again, they turned into the most direct grievance and anger. Qi Yu originally wanted to say harshly to Feng Ziqiu, "So you are still alive. After three years of phone calls and no news, you thought you were dead. Is it so difficult to send me a postcard in Nanjing?" However, In the end, all he said was "Oh, that's quite a coincidence." I usually point fingers at my friends who have a crush on others, but it turns out I am the same.

Zheng Shuo, who was left alone, quickly noticed the strange atmosphere between the three people in front of him. He smiled and stood in front of Qi Yu, trying to change the subject by introducing himself, but Qi Yu stopped him. Hands, "Let's go."

"Hey, where are you going?"

"I'm going to class, where else can I go?"

Zheng Shuo was a little dizzy for a moment. This was the first time in so many years that Qi Yu took the initiative to talk to him and even held his hand. However, Qi Yu looked angry at this time and was still talking. Under the gaze of someone she didn't know but who was obviously deeply connected to her, I really didn't know whether to feel happy or sad.

Qi Yu pulled him all the way to the door of the classroom before stopping. Zheng Shuo almost blurted out a lot of words, but when he saw the girl's expression, he chewed up all the questions and swallowed them into his stomach. The slightly red eyes stared ahead as if warning someone.

Even if he didn't know anything about what happened in the past, he could still make a rough guess about the relationship between the two. Qi Yu's reaction obviously hadn't really gotten over it yet. Zheng Shuo couldn't help but feel a little lonely in his heart, but he still cheered up and showed the warm smile that always hung on his face.

"Let's go in first, it's time for class."

Qi Yu nodded wordlessly, then turned to smile at him, a forced smile that was uglier than crying.

Qi Yu still didn't return to normal when get out of class was over. The professor left the classroom and was still sitting in a daze on his seat with his chin in his hands. Zheng Shuo sighed quietly, woke her up, and then left the classroom with his things. Looking back, he saw Qi Yu looking out the floor-to-ceiling window while packing things, as if whispering something. He bit his lip, turned around and walked forward silently, which was quite unpleasant.

What a fool I am.

Qi Yu stared at the blank notebook in front of him.

I couldn't write a single word, and the pen tip seemed to be held by an invisible hand, unable to move.

When she was in high school, whether she was writing diaries or writing essays, everything was like a spring of water emerging from a steady stream. At that time, she had a very thick exchange diary, but she couldn't find it later for some reason. She suspected that she had confused it with Gu Yuan when she was packing her things on the graduation day, but the guy said he had never seen it.

Anyway, it’s been a long time since I last wrote something. It’s been so long that I can’t even use a pen to transfer what I just saw and thought from the scene in my mind, and I can’t even remember the satisfaction I felt when I filled the entire page with square words.

She turned to look at the empty dormitory and the full-length mirror hanging on the door. The handwriting in the mirror showed a completely different person than she had been in high school. She had changed her hairstyle, her dressing style, and even tried to change the way she spoke. It seems to have completely lost touch with the past. But why is my heart beating so fast at this moment?

"The most important thing in life is to settle everything properly. Only then can you let go."

Maybe it's because he and I have never given that relationship a real ending.

(End of this chapter)