June is our farewell song

Chapter 98 Unspeakable love is called secret love
Where should Lu Chen's story begin?
Let's start with his name. The reason why Lu Chen is called Lu Chen is because his father's surname is Lu and his mother's surname is Chen. The two elders hope that he can thrive like the morning sun.Lu Chen has always liked this name, it is simple and has a beautiful meaning, just like his family.

Lu Chen's parents have a very good relationship. According to Lu Chen, the two have never quarreled, but Gu Yuan doesn't quite believe it, because Lu Chen's parents and his mother are high school classmates. According to his mother, the two It's each other's first love, they've been at the same table since middle school, and they've liked each other until now.It is too difficult to have no conflicts during the period of more than 20 years.

Lu Chen, who grew up in such a family environment, has an unusually simple concept of love. He believes that it is a good thing to stick to it forever, and that it is a good thing, just like he met Wang Yanyi early. , so he identified Wang Yanyi as his good friend for the rest of his life, but unfortunately, the first girl he fell in love with was Liu Qingsi.

"As long as she appears in my sight, I won't speak." This is what Lu Chen said to them during the first team training in the first year of high school.

At that time, the few of them were sitting on the artificial turf with mineral water bottles, leaning against the goal post, watching Liu Qingsi's figure gradually fade away on the boulevard outside the playground.

"What kind of bond are you creating for yourself? The man-machine will explode automatically if it is separated by ten meters, right? No, it should be the other way around, the man-machine will automatically explode if it is less than ten meters apart, right?" Wang Yanyi teased him with a smile.

Wang Yanyi and Lu Chen are like twin flowers. Their fates have been closely intertwined since they were young. They have been neighbors since they learned to read. They studied and played with mud together. time of year.Liu Qingsi said to Gu Yuan: "Those two people, even if they wear a pair of trousers, they still think the trousers are too spacious."

That's probably the relationship.

Lu Chen liked Liu Qingsi, and Wang Yanyi knew it all along, from the first day.

Unlike Gu Yuan, Lu Chen's parents never forced him to learn any talents: calligraphy, musical instruments, Mathematical Olympiad... What he wants to do in his spare time completely follows Lu Chen's own interests.Maybe it's because he watched too many costume dramas when he was young. When Lu Chen was in primary school, one day he got hotheaded and shouted to his parents, I want to learn the bamboo flute!

Lu Chen is tall and has long fingers. He is a seedling who is suitable for learning the bamboo flute. His parents agreed that the child's interest must be strongly supported, so they enrolled him in the Children's Palace, and also seduced the next-door king by the way. Yan Yi's parents, so within two days, the ten-year-old Lu Chen bought a set of basic bamboo flutes and went to learn, followed by Wang Yanyi with a face of reluctance.

It was there that Lu Chen met Liu Qingsi for the first time.

On the way to the bamboo flute class every week, Lu Chen could always see a girl holding a book standing in the corridor basking in the sun.Coming up from the stairs, his classroom is on the left, and the girl's classroom is on the right, one to the left and the other to the right. Every time, Lu Chen can only see the girl's profile.

"It's beautiful! She is really beautiful!"

Every time Wang Yanyi described Lu Chen's tone and expression to them, Gu Yuan would fall into imaginary difficulties.

It is really a big test for imagination to combine a slender, sunny and athletic boy with the little kid who dragged his nose and praised the girl a few meters away on the stairs a few years ago.

This is not the worst, the worst thing is that Lu Chen's pure mind made him never think of finding a suitable reason to turn right for three whole years.

In other words, every week during those three years, he could only see Liu Qingsi's profile once.

Wang Yanyi also said that this guy has lost his temper in the bamboo flute class since the first class, and this idiot who doesn't really like bamboo flute has been able to persist until now and finally passed the tenth level of bamboo flute There has always been only one reason for the grade exam.

Liu Qingsi.

What's so good about Liu Qingsi?Gu Yuan didn't quite understand why Lu Chen was so devoted to her.The biggest reason he could think of was probably because Liu Qingsi was really good-looking, she could even be said to be the most beautiful girl he had ever seen since he was a child.But appearance is not enough to support a seven-year secret love.So, where does Lu Chen's feelings for Liu Qingsi come from, not to mention Gu Yuan, even Wang Yanyi has no clue.

The biggest question is not how long Lu Chen can last, but whether Liu Qingsi will respond.At least so far, after seven full years of meeting for the first time, Liu Qingsi still hasn't shown the slightest bit of special emotion towards Lu Chen.

It's not the kind of indifference and avoidance towards strangers, but it's just that they will take the initiative to say hello when they see it. This is mostly due to the credit that the two of them have been classmates in the past year. Here, he got the only birthday gift from Liu Qingsi - a silver star pendant.

To be honest, Liu Qingsi's attitude towards Lu Chen is not as close as she is to Gu Yuan - at least she won't pass by without saying a word when she sees Gu Yuan and her friends coming from the opposite side together. , but for Lu Chen, this kind of thing happened several times.

Therefore, Wang Yanyi and Gu Yuan have been persuading him to give up as soon as possible.People can't be hanged on one tree, and try to change a few more trees, but Lu Chen, who has always been easy-going, is stubborn and frighteningly stubborn in this matter.He firmly believed that he still had a chance, because Liu Qingsi had never heard of anyone she liked until now.

Wang Yanyi has long been used to Lu Chen's irrational words and self-deception in this regard, and Gu Yuan and the others have gradually become accustomed to it, so although they still can't understand, they gradually stopped persuading him.

Unexpectedly, Lu Chen, who had been silent for seven years, rose up and wanted to tell Liu Qingsi his feelings.

Gu Yuan didn't know whether it was good or bad, but it seemed that no matter what, this secret love was finally going to have a result.

But what Lu Chen wants to talk to him now is not this matter.

"Ye Jun won't trouble Lu Siyao again, will he?"

"No. He will never trouble Lu Siyao again." Lu Chen shook his head, "Ye Jun fell ill. The reason why he didn't come to the last competition was because his parents took him to Shanghai for treatment. Before After coming back for a while, he left again a few days ago, before he left, he wrote a long letter to Lu Siyao, which seemed to be a word of apology, saying that he was sorry for the trouble he caused her in the past."

"Ill? A letter of apology... Hehe, this guy." Gu Yuan smiled and shook his head, "What's wrong with him?"

"Blood cancer." Lu Chen said.

This is not the first time Gu Yuan has heard this term, but he has seen it in TV dramas or novels before, and it happened around him like this, and it was still in the body of his peers, and a completely different feeling swayed in his heart.

Death, this word is too far away for teenagers, far away and unreal.

It is said that young people never believe that they will grow old one day. Even if they know that youth will always go away, they will feel that youth is eternal until the moment it really leaves.

Gu Yuan felt that this sentence was quite correct, but... he didn't know what Ye Jun would think.

In the afternoon, after the team training session was over, Gu Yuan lay on the turf and looked up at the clear blue sky, his mind was also empty. When he sat up, the others had already left with their things. Only one person's bag remained.

It was a blue ball bag, thrown alone in the net.Only Lu Chen and Wang Yanyi's bags are of this style, and it seems that they bought them together.Gu Yuan walked over to pick it up, but a letter fell out of it.

"It's Lu Chen's, this sloppy ghost can drop such an important thing." Gu Yuan glanced at the letter, the envelope was exactly the same as the one he saw at noon, "Really, when is this guy going to give it to you?" her."

Gu Yuan stuffed the envelope back into his golf bag, greeted Chi Yu who was waiting at the gate of the playground, and planned to return it to Lu Chen after eating. Unexpectedly, just as he was about to walk towards Chi Yu, he saw Wang Yanyi Hastily ran over.

Seeing the bag in his hand, Wang Yanyi was obviously taken aback.

"Hey, why are you back? It just so happens that Lu Chen's pig left the bag here, so you can bring it to him."

"no problem."

Wang Yanyi breathed a sigh of relief.

Gu Yuan threw the bag to Wang Yanyi, and then strode towards Chi Yu.

It wasn't until that night that Gu Yuan realized that Lu Chen's golf bag had always been hung with the silver star ornament that Liu Qingsi gave him, but there was absolutely no such thing on that bag.

In other words, it was Wang Yanyi's bag.

That letter was from Wang Yanyi.

(End of this chapter)