June is our farewell song

Chapter 99 The Secret That Can't Be Said
On Friday nights, not many people come to the cafeteria to eat.Standing in the crowd, Wang Yanyi was queuing up for dinner while looking at the comics he had just bought from the school bookstore. Suddenly, he felt someone pat him from behind, and when he looked up, it was Gu Yuan.

"Hi." Gu Yuan greeted him.

Seeing him, Wang Yanyi's heart beat faster and he was a little scared, but he insisted on not hiding, and his eyes were fixed on him. Leaving the ball bag on the playground yesterday afternoon was definitely one of the biggest mistakes he made in his life. If Gu Yuan After reading the contents of that letter, if...

"Hey, why are you looking at me like that, it's scary." Gu Yuan pursed his lips as he said, "It's just to say hello to you, why are you so nervous?"

"Uh... nothing."

Wang Yanyi looked around, but did not see Chi Yu's figure. The tension in his heart not only did not disappear with Gu Yuan's words, but intensified instead.

The premonition was right, after eating, Gu Yuan pulled him to a corner of the cafeteria to sit down, and said to him.

"You speak first, or I speak first."

"say what?"

Wang Yanyi still wanted to play dumb, so Gu Yuan tilted his head slightly and looked at him quietly.

"Okay, let me talk first." Wang Yanyi quickly chose to admit defeat, "Did you see that letter?"

"Well... I saw it..." Gu Yuan was noncommittal.

"Please, don't tell others." Wang Yanyi bit her lip, "Especially, don't let Lu Chen know."

"You... like her too?"

Without seeing the content of the letter, Gu Yuan had no choice but to use vague language to match Wang Yanyi's words.

"……I have no idea."

Wang Yanyi shook his head.

For Wang Yanyi, Liu Qingsi is like the white moonlight that is expected but unattainable.It may be very vulgar to say this, but it is the truest thought in Wang Yanyi's heart.

When Wang Yanyi was young, he didn't like going downstairs to play. Except for Lu Chen who could drag him to the field to play football, he spent most of his spare time at home.When Wang Yanyi was young, Wang Yanyi spent almost all of his time with comic books. His grandmother was afraid that he would damage his eyes from reading books, so she always advised him to go out for a walk, the little boy should go out to bask in the sun more often.He agreed with his mouth, but he didn't move his buttocks. He thought silently, after he finished reading this comic, he would go out to play.

But unfortunately, his two favorite comics, one is called "Detective Conan" and the other is called "Naruto".

Both comics were not finished until he was in high school.

From the first moment he saw Liu Qingsi, he felt that this girl was very much like a person. Except for the color of her eyes, she was very similar to Hinata Hinata in "Naruto" in both appearance and expression. is his dream girl.

If it wasn't for Lu Chen, he would definitely try his best to chase her shadow.

If there is no Lu Chen.

"Hmm..." Gu Yuan frowned, "Aren't you going to send the letter?"

"I never thought about it that way." Wang Yanyi shook his head, "I wrote the letter...for myself."

"For myself..." Gu Yuan didn't quite understand, "Why?"

"Because Lu Chen likes her."

Lu Chen likes it. These words are like an insurmountable wall, standing between Wang Yanyi and Liu Qingsi, forcing him to stop, and even deliberately pulling the distance between them.

Wang Yanyi couldn't hate Lu Chen, because it was Lu Chen who dragged him out of the self-enclosed world he had been in since he was a child, and helped him get rid of the label of autism.In junior high school, it was Lu Chen who pulled him to study together every night, which made the two of them come to Nanhua High School together.

Even meeting Liu Qingsi happened because Lu Chen insisted on dragging him to learn the bamboo flute together.

They used to laugh at each other's muddy faces by the Yangtze River, and they also cried because they were scolded by their parents together.The only fight in Wang Yanyi's life was because Lu Chen was shoveled by someone on the field. The only time Lu Chen lied in this life was to protect the duckling that Wang Yanyi secretly raised on the windowsill.

The traces of each other have long been engraved in the minutiae of their lives.

So, how could there be no Lu Chen?
impossible.

"However, Liu Qingsi may not necessarily like Lu Chen."

"Is this important?" Wang Yanyi put down his chopsticks, looked up at Gu Yuan, and asked him again, "Is this important?"

Gu Yuan didn't know how to answer.

Is it important?not important?Everyone has an answer for everyone.For him, giving up without trying is unacceptable, but perhaps for Wang Yanyi, there are stronger reasons driving him to do so.

"Hey!"

Someone was greeting them, Gu Yuan turned his head to see that it was Lu Chen.

There was a smile on his face, as if his whole body was emitting warm sunshine, a young man who could be seen at a glance in the crowd.

It's Lu Chen, it's him.

"So that's what happened..."

At noon the next day, Chi Yu tilted her head, stared at the crooked neck tree outside the window, and said:
"That's no way, I can only let them go."

"I just think it's too much for Wang Yanyi to give up like this... I don't know what to say, I don't think it should be like this." Gu Yuan felt his head was in a mess, "I should make it clear, right? Just giving up so unwillingly, maybe it will become an eternal regret in the future."

"No way." Chi Yu smiled, "Everyone has his own choice, and since Wang Yanyi chose to do this, it must be the best way for him."

Gu Yuan nodded after listening, Chi Yu seemed to be like this, respecting everyone's choice and never forcing anything.

"Why are you staring at me in a daze?"

Being stared at by him all the time, Chi Yu's face turned slightly red.

"Ayu, your dark circles are so heavy."

Gu Yuan frowned and said.

"Did you stay up all night again?"

"No, no, no."

"Huh?" Gu Yuan gently touched Chi Yu's eye sockets with the index finger of his right hand to draw circles, "You said you didn't even turn into a panda."

"I went to bed a little bit late, really, just a little bit." Chi Yu tilted her head and stuck out her tongue at him, making a grimace.

"Hey, I told you to take a good rest, so that I can have the energy to maintain efficient study."

"I know, I know." Chi Yu tapped his wrist lightly, "Really, he is my boyfriend, why do you feel like you are talking more and more like my dad?"

"I also have a feeling of raising a daughter."

Gu Yuan smiled.

Since she was in the second year of high school, Chi Yu's hard work was obvious to all. She left the Astronomy Club and participated in less and less club activities. Except for the time spent with Gu Yuan, most of the rest of the time she spent studying by herself in the classroom.There are 596 days left before the college entrance examination, but Chi Yu made it seem like it was less than 59 days. Gu Yuan looked distressed, but Chi Yu refused to listen, so he had to beat and beat her every day.

In the afternoon, Gu Yuan dragged Chi Yu around the campus, really afraid that she would make him sick.Turning around, I came to the wishing tree. This big banyan tree is full of stories. You can see interesting prayers from every angle. Many of them are not serious wishes at all, but more like gimmicks and complaints. .

"Time, the singers you bring can't take the songs away."

"I hope that everything that happened this summer is not true. I just want to be a quiet refrigerator."

"I'm so sad. I can't fit the pants I bought last year. Grandpa Tree God, let me lose weight!"

"I hate school, I'm allergic to humans and knowledge."

"Luo Yuqi, what I said to you is not scolding you, you know? I'm just describing you."

There is another reply next to this one:
"Xia Han, just wait for me! I, Luo Yuqi, will find you one day and settle accounts with you!"

Some people are complaining about grades, some are naming and scolding someone in a certain class, some are following along, some are helping someone to scold back, some are saying that after graduation, they must go to the beach and get drunk, some are making wishes, some are making promises.

I don't know if they still remember it now?Have these wishes come true?The complaints and testimonials written at that time, looking at it now, do you think it is a bit ridiculous?

There are not many blanks left on the branches of the banyan tree, and it is almost time to clean up the prayer symbols. No matter how many of these wishes have not been fulfilled, they will be shoveled into the garbage dump of the years by the forklift of the janitor and buried. .

Chi Yu watched with relish, and Gu Yuan stood under the tree and looked at her in front of her, his eyes filled with the sunlight that fell from the shade of the tree.

"Eh? The one we hung up last time seems to have disappeared?"

"Huh? Let me see."

Gu Yuan walked to the place where the prayer talisman was hung last time, and searched left and right, but he couldn't find the wooden sign that was hung last time, even the one that was hung for Liu Qingsi a few days ago. I can't find it either.

"Was it washed away by the heavy rain and wind?"

"Maybe, it's okay, just write another one."

Gu Yuan walked to the table under the tree, took out one from the pen holder, and another from the lottery holder, and was about to write, but Chi Yu reached out and held down the wishing talisman.

He raised his head and saw the sunlight falling on Chi Yu's face.

I can't see anything clearly, I just feel that the eyes are very bright.

"There's no need to write any more. There are only so many wishes in this world. If one is fulfilled, one less will be lost. If you pray too much, others will have nothing."

"If you study liberal arts, shouldn't you believe in Marxist dialectical materialism? Why do you still have feudal superstition?"

"It's not all because of you."

After getting a finger on the forehead, Gu Yuan smiled and put the prayer talisman back into the lottery holder.

The Wenqiang class is on the first floor, while the science class is still on the fifth floor.When we parted, Gu Yuan walked up the stairs, and looked back at her in a strange way. Chi Yu was still standing there, staring at the classroom window, not knowing what he was thinking, his concentration was very touching, maybe he felt Gu Yuan's love Eyes, she glanced over and smiled at him.

Chi Yu smiled very nicely, but Gu Yuan felt a little uncomfortable in his heart.

Chi Yu, what's on your mind?

(End of this chapter)