The whole entertainment circle thinks I'm confused

Chapter 321 "Cure" 14
After returning to the hospital to complete the hospitalization procedures, Chen Zimo's hair was shaved.

I communicated well with the attending doctor, paid the money, and finally started formal treatment.

Because there is still some money in hand, and for better results, most of the medicines used are imported from abroad!

According to the doctor, Chen Zimo originally had a maximum lifespan of three to six months.

However, after half a year of treatment, his condition has stabilized.

The attending doctor said clearly, "Although the condition is stable, it is best to perform a bone marrow transplant!"

Bai Xiaofei did it first, but it was not suitable. In fact, the hospital has been helping with matching, but it has not been able to match.

The attending doctor did not ask more than once.

"Is it true that you have no relatives? Not directly, you can try to match them!"

The half-year treatment cost is also very high. Even if some medicines can be covered by medical insurance, most of the medicines that can effectively stabilize Chen Zimo's condition are imported, and the cost is like water. The daily cost ranges from [-] to [-]!

In order to continue to have enough money for treatment, Bai Xiaofei returned to work. This time, he not only sold breakfast, but also set up a supper stall. On average, he can earn about 800 yuan a day, so he can make up for it.

Bai Xiaofei worked at night and took care of Chen Zimo during the day. In half a year, her entire face turned yellow, she lost a lot of weight, and her hair kept falling out because of staying up late.

In the past six months, Chen Zimo had repeatedly mentioned to her that he was dying and wanted to go home, but she did not agree.

go home?Waiting to die?

"At the beginning, you tried your best to keep me alive, but this time, I will also try my best to save you..."

Half a year later, the first stage of chemotherapy for Chen Zimo's condition was over.

His weight has also dropped to 1.8, his height is [-] meters [-], and he is as thin as a bamboo pole. He still occasionally suffers from bone marrow cramps and other complications. His liver and lymph nodes are swollen to some extent. Even the pills have one side...

Repeated fever, bleeding gums, etc...

These physical tortures already caused him unbearable pain, but he could bear it!
What tortured him the most was his spirit, Chen Zimo couldn't take it anymore, he couldn't watch Bai Xiaofei continue to sacrifice his life for him!
Spending money every day is like running water. One month, not counting the hospitalization fee, the treatment cost is close to 60. In six months, 40 has been made, and Bai Xiaofei earns [-] a month. up!
This was originally money from their new home!

In the future, I don't know how long I will continue the treatment, and the remaining 30 yuan is not enough to make it!

In the past six months, he also got to know a group of patients and learned that the disease is far more terrifying than what he himself knew. Without a suitable bone marrow transplant, no matter how much money he has, he can't support it... Even if he gets a transplant, he can't I don't know how many years I can live!
Then why do you have to struggle needlessly?Make useless sacrifices?

He can't watch her spoil herself anymore!

For the first time after the diagnosis, and also the first time since I met Bai Xiaofei, I had a big fight with her.

"I'm dying!"

In the past six months, Chen Zimo had quarreled with her a few times, but she just took it as a joke and gently patted his head.

"Don't make trouble, take your medicine well..."

"My mother said I'm dead, do you understand?"

The chicken soup he was carrying was smashed down at Bai Xiaofei's feet by him!

"Bang!" The porcelain bowl of stewed chicken soup was shattered all over the floor, and the soup was scattered all over the floor...

In the ward, the other two patients and their relatives were also shocked.

Bai Xiaofei's eyes flickered for a moment, and he froze, he didn't expect Chen Zimo to really lose his temper.

She looked at his already disfigured body, and those eyes had lost their former brilliance, only depression, despair, anger - hysterical tears, he was complaining...

She felt sour, didn't speak, lowered her head to cover her face, and knelt down to tidy up.

Chen Zimo got up directly from the bed, grabbed her hand, and dragged her to the toilet in the ward. Other people in the ward wanted to stop them, but they couldn't stop them, and they didn't dare to stop them!
Snapped!After the toilet door closed, Chen Zimo grabbed Bai Xiaofei's shoulders and pushed her to the mirror.

"Look at you now, what do you look like now? Do you remember what you looked like half a year ago, a year ago?"

"I work ten hours a day, and I have to go to the hospital to take care of me, cook me food... secretly eat my leftovers? How cheap are you?!"

"The reason why I brought you out and rescued you from your parents was to make you willing to be my mother!?"

"Have you had enough, have you had enough of this kind of life!?"

"You're not enough... I'm fucking enough!"

She was in a daze, she hadn't looked in the mirror for a long time, she was working hard every day, how could she have any thoughts...

In the mirror, the haggard and yellow face, let alone good-looking, is about to be linked with ugliness...

The red eyes, a few strings of teardrops, flowed down with a brush, she wiped it with her hand, pursed her lips and smiled, it was indeed a bit ugly.

But she didn't seem to hear those words just now.

Turned around, wiped the tears on his face, and said with a smile, "If you are angry, if you are not feeling well, you can hit me, you can vent, but this disease, we have to cure, I used to listen to you Yes, now, it's your turn to listen to me..."

Snapped!After a while, Chen Zimo knelt down in front of her, covered his face and cried loudly, "I beg you, I don't want to be cured anymore, just let me die..."

Bai Xiaofei looked at him, and remained silent for a long time. She hugged Chen Zimo, she thought she could hold on, but in an instant, tears streamed down her face——…

I wouldn't be able to live without you.

How can you say such cruel words?
If you, Chen Zimo, are dead.

Can I live again?

She calmly wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and said, "You live, I live, and if you die, I die too!"

……

After another half a year, no suitable bone marrow was found.

However, given their current economic situation, even if they find a spouse, they may not be able to perform surgery.

Bai Xiaofei knows that this disease is probably really difficult, but she doesn't want to give up any glimmer of hope!
Chen Zimo fell ill three or four times in the past six months, and he struggled on the verge of life and death several times.

Just because of Bai Xiaofei's words, "If you live, I will live; if you die, I will die too!"

Because that time, Bai Xiaofei was able to let go of most of his worries and work hard to make money.

But even if she works as a stall during the day and works fifteen hours a day, it is still a drop in the bucket.

After several attacks, the drug was changed again.

more expensive...

It is 4000 yuan per day, 12 yuan a month, and 72 yuan in half a year!

There is still 37 in deposits, and she earned 24 in half a year, without eating or drinking, and 61 was taken in.

Bai Xiaofei didn't say anything, she applied for seven or eight credit cards at one time, with a total limit of 30——

She withdrew all the cash at one time, fearing that she would not be able to borrow any other cards in the short term.

Recently, there have been debt collection calls, seventeen or eight every day.

She was so urged that she couldn't answer the phone anymore.

In addition, she also tried to contact Chen Zimo's family. She knew that he had a younger brother—but she hadn't been able to contact him so far.

She was setting up a stall, and when the bell rang again, she subconsciously wanted to hang up, but the words "patients in the hospital" made her stop.

The call is connected.

"Zimo committed suicide, Xiao Fei, come to the hospital quickly!"

Her eyes darkened and she almost fainted.

When she arrived at the hospital, Chen Zimo had already been pushed into the operating room for gastric lavage, and the patient told her about the situation.

"It was said that two months ago, he withdrew his daily tranquilizing medicine. This time, he took sixty pills at once!"

It was three hours later that he was pushed back to the ward. After he woke up, he stopped communicating with her.

A year of treatment, mental and physical torture, has already made him go crazy!

With his eyes closed and an oxygen mask on, he struggled to breathe, and he didn't say a word.

But his physical symptoms kept recurring. As soon as he came out of the operating room, he had a fever and vomited profusely. He vomited up all the water he drank and coughed up blood. He just spit it out.

He didn't speak, and Bai Xiaofei didn't know what to say, holding his skinny hand, looking at him, his heart was bleeding...

This state lasted for about two days, and she finally couldn't hold it anymore.

She hadn't cried for a long time, she didn't dare to cry, she was afraid that she wouldn't be able to hold on, this time in front of the hospital bed, looking at Chen Zimo who started to self-harm, she covered her face and sobbed, "Okay... we're dead, let's go home!"

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