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Chapter 322 "Cure" 15
Bai Xiaofei took Chen Zimo out of the hospital.

The attending doctor didn't stop me.

Because it has already reached this point, there is no difference between being in the hospital and being at home.

"Okay, take your medicine well and stabilize your condition!"

Chen Zimo has been away from this "home" for a year, and he hasn't come back for a year, and it's still so clean.

The portrait of grandma is still fragrant, and the table is still spotless with fruits.

He stared at every corner of the room, and vaguely saw Bai Xiaofei's busy figure every day.

He first put an incense stick on Grandma Cao, knelt down in front of her, and suddenly couldn't help crying.

Bai Xiaofei hugged him, her eyes were red, she said, "I'm going home... Let's go home, it's okay!"

He couldn't control it anymore and burst into tears, "I'm sorry...I'm sorry——"

sorry……

Made you suffer so much.

sorry……

Obviously knowing that you are working hard for me, but I still make things difficult for you time and time again...

The four eyes met, the two were teary-eyed, the two hugged each other and cried, and it took a long time to regain consciousness...

He said, "Thank you."

The two hadn't kissed for a long time, at most they would kiss each other when the nurse left.

Because Chen Zimo was too weak, Bai Xiaofei had to wear a mask and gloves when in contact with him.

This time, he didn't want to endure any more, and the two lonely and tired souls who had suffered for a year merged together again.

Although they couldn't toss as much as they did a year ago, both of them have a little taste.

Some kind of measure was not taken this time.

Although Chen Zimo was discharged from the hospital, the doctor still told him that the medicine could not be stopped.

But even so, he survived for a year and developed resistance to a large number of drugs.

A large number of them have been replaced in this year. According to the doctor, it is almost the limit to be able to carry it until now.

It is possible to switch to better drugs and continue to maintain, but the price is not affordable by ordinary families!

Another resistance to the drug, the price of the new drug doubled, once again pushed the two into a desperate situation.

In the second week after being discharged from the hospital, Chen Zimo became ill.

This is the year of his diagnosis and treatment, and the most serious illness.

The doctor in charge has given up hope, "The last solution is bone marrow transplantation!"

In fact, it was matched just over two months ago, but the other party asked for 100 million cash and did not accept any other means.

Desperate.

This is also the reason why Chen Zimo committed suicide. He was really afraid that Bai Xiaofei would do something stupid...

After getting out of danger, Chen Zimo wanted to go home again, but Bai Xiaofei said, "There will be a way, I have found your biological father's contact information - I will ask tomorrow, and then I will sell the house, or transfer it to them!"

Chen Zimo's mother died of dystocia when he was eight years old, and his father married another woman in the same year. He was driven to the countryside to live with his grandmother. When he was 11 years old, his grandmother also passed away. The old house at home He was sold by his own father, because there was a second child in the family, and there was a stepmother and a stepfather. He was at home and had a very hard life. When he was 12 years old, he was kicked out—… he had no relatives to support him , he didn’t understand either, so he had to beg all the way from the outer suburbs to the imperial capital—it was also in that winter that he met Grandma Cao...

He said, "Xiaofei...I really don't want to be treated anymore, I know...we don't have the money anymore, even if the transplant is successful, we can't afford the follow-up treatment costs at all, don't ask them, I never I was kicked out at the age of 12 until now, I survived the year when I was about to starve to death and freeze to death, and I never begged them, let’s die, okay?”

"Let's not take this medicine, will it work?"

His eyes were always pleading.

"I'm afraid that once you leave, I'll never see you again—"

"I know I'm going to die. I used to think that death is far away from me. We still have a lot of time to do what we want to do...but ah, I don't have so much time now. I don't have much extravagant hope. I want... I just want to see you again in the last period of my life, and stay with you for a while..."

Bai Xiaofei burst into tears.

After this time, they really couldn't afford the medicine anymore. Bai Xiaofei didn't give up and took him to see a Chinese medicine doctor. He also cooperated with the treatment. Bitter and heartburning, he didn't say a word.

The two stayed at home during the day, and he accompanied Bai Xiaofei out of the stall at night. Occasionally, when his mental and physical condition improved, the two of them would spend a little time together. He smiled and said, "This is the happiest day for me since I was sick!"

Three months after he was discharged from the hospital, Chen Zimo became ill for the fourth time.

Sitting in the ambulance, Chen Zimo was in a trance, holding her hand and talking.

"Xiao Fei, one day...will I be dragged out of the ward and lie in the morgue like Grandma Cao?"

"If possible, let me, die in our house... become...?!"

Time was too short, so I had to rush to the nearest hospital.

The moment Chen Zimo was sent to the emergency room, Bai Xiaofei stood at the door, numb and hesitant, for an unknown how long.

The pungent smell of disinfectant from the hospital hit, accompanied by a cold wind, just like that late night two years ago, when unreasonable fear eroded her heart—she looked around in a trance, desperate, terrifying, she seemed Hearing the cry of death, it seems to smell the joy of new life.

She huddled in a corner, and finally realized that she might... have no relatives anymore.

After struggling desperately for a year... Her dearest person is about to leave.

After four hours of rescue, she didn't have any hope until she was notified of her critical condition.

"Which one is Chen Zimo's family?"

"I'm."

"Are you his wife?"

"I'm his fiancee."

When the doctor heard this, he looked at the scrawny man on the bed who could only rely on the drip and the oxygen tube, and then at Bai Xiaofei who was in a very bad state of mind. He was silent for a while, "There are no other family members?"

"No, my fiancé is an orphan, and I'm the only relative left."

"Okay, you can sign here after reading it - it's just... one or two days."

"it is good!"

She was in a daze, her eyes twitched like bloodshot eyes, and finally managed to hold her breath, and signed under the critical illness notice.

"Thank you doctor." She forced a smile.

It was about one o'clock in the evening, Chen Zimo woke up, vomiting and diarrhea, the hospital has already arranged for him, and his bed was reserved by another patient after the notice of his critical illness came out.

On the contrary, he became more and more awake. At three o'clock, he suddenly took off his oxygen mask and nutrient solution bottle, changed into his normal clothes, patted Bai Xiaofei, who was so tired that he fell asleep, and forced himself to smile at him. Said: "Wake up, Xiaofei, let's go home!"

He didn't know how warm his smile was, but also how pale and desperate...

He seemed to be okay along the way, but only Bai Xiaofei knew that every step he took was extremely difficult, like stepping on a steel needle, and every step was overdrawing what little life he had left...

Several times, if she hadn't supported him, he would have thrown himself directly onto the ground—he had lost his strength and landed on Bai Xiaofei's body, so lightly that Bai Xiaofei could not have imagined that he could already support him. This person who had always played the "giant" in her life average man.

Bai Xiaofei secretly wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes several times.

In the past two or three months, even if I go to the hospital to get medicine, I still take the bus or subway.

But where do the buses and subways come from in the middle of the night?
The two had a luxurious taxi ride.

Back home, four o'clock.

The basement is very dark and damp, but the house is clean and tidy, and there is a strong smell of traditional Chinese medicine that cannot go away.

"I want to have your breakfast again. Do you remember the noodle shop we had at the school gate? Many people went to eat it, but I think the noodles made by them are not as good as my wife's..." His face and eyes were full of pride.

Which noodle restaurant is he in, and he can't help her a little bit...

"Okay!" Because of this sentence, Bai Xiaofei hurried out of the room in a hurry, carefully tidied up, not to disturb the neighbors, and finally made two bowls of chicken noodles—but halfway through the noodles, Chen Zimo couldn't hold it anymore , I spit out half the bowl of noodles I ate.

There was also a stream of blood spit out from behind, which was shocking.

Bai Xiaofei had already picked up the phone and wanted to dial 120, but seeing Chen Zimo's pleading eyes, she gave up. There was only one sentence left, and she forced a tearful smile, "Don't worry, I won't go... I won’t send you away, I’ll stay here with you!”

His consciousness became more and more clear, and what he said was true, but his eyes became more and more blurred and cloudy.

"I really don't want to die. My wife looks so good-looking, and I don't look too bad. I want to join you...to build a new home, our home—"

"It's not enough to give birth to one, we have to give birth to three, four, five or six... don't need so many girls, one is enough, we two and her brothers dote on her—"

I hope our daughter can have a happy childhood and a happy life for her mother.

He closed his eyes, and after he finished speaking, he only breathed out, not breathed in, but he still wanted to say, Bai Xiaofei looked aside, when the two were just together, the video recorder that she saved money to buy, she also wanted to listen to it. , did not cry, and smiled from time to time——

"These brats... must be rough. We have to beat them a few more times while they are still young... Otherwise... they won't be able to beat them when they are old."

"The two of us will work hard and bring them up well...you don't have to wait on us, we both have pensions, but you can't eat us old..."

"Neither of us has formally studied in college. It is a great regret in life... Therefore, we gritted our teeth and confessed them. We can't... we can't let them... like us... suffer the loss of not going to college... ..."

"it is good!"

Her voice trembled, but she was full of determination, with a helpless smile in her eyes.

At 35:[-] in the morning, Chen Zimo still left. In just one night, he seemed to have lived the life he imagined.

"It's so good to know you..." He lay on Bai Xiaofei's lap, holding Bai Xiaofei's hand, his thin and shapeless face was filled with a happy smile in the end.

Bai Xiaofei also smiled, but the tears couldn't stop flowing.

Suddenly, Chen Zimo stopped talking, and the thin palm in his hand "dropped heavily".

She lowered her head suddenly, and the tears gathered in her eyes fell on Chen Zimo's face drop by drop.

She put her palms on her forehead and opened her mouth slightly two or three times. Her eyes were dull and numb at first...

I don't know how long it took, but the emotions under the collapse suddenly surged in her eyes——

Pain, panic, collapse, despair, hatred...

At this moment, she should be wailing and crying, venting her inner collapse and helplessness, but she didn't.

She sobbed silently, picked up Chen Zimo's still warm but slightly cold hand, and stroked her face. She shook her head slightly, and a bitter and nostalgic smile suddenly appeared on her face, "... sleep, sleep It won't hurt anymore."

After more than a year of struggle, Chen Zimo still left... It was the same cold winter as when he came.

More than two years ago, they organized Grandma Cao's funeral together, this time she handled it by herself.

Have experience.

After wiping his body, he changed into the shroud he had prepared earlier, and instead of going to the funeral home, he directly contacted the crematorium.

Early the next morning, his body was cremated, and she took his ashes to the cemetery and buried them under the tomb of Grandma Cao's family.

she says.

"Grandma, Zimo and I haven't seen you for a long time, don't be angry, this year is too busy. I promise you I won't be angry, but it doesn't matter... From now on, Zimo and I will Always with you..."

She stayed in the cemetery all day, and the staff urged her, and she boarded the bus home numbly.

She didn't do anything when she went back, just hugged Chen Zimo's relics and the SLR she gave him - she watched it all night, crying and laughing, but at this moment, her chest suddenly twitched and her stomach twitched. There was a burst of nausea!
Suppressing her nausea, she got up from the bed, walked to the bathroom like a corpse, and retched on the sink.But he retched for a long time, and his eyes were numb and desperate, and suddenly he was in a trance...——

……

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