After getting married, a popular seiyuu suddenly moved to my house

Chapter 819 813. Who is being determined by whom?

"It's getting late, should Miss Hidaka go home?"

I glanced at my watch, somehow it was past nine o'clock, I obviously finished work very early today, and I wanted to say that I would go home after dinner and take a comfortable bath, and then enjoy the personal drama that Jiang Youyi will broadcast tonight Broadcasting, pinching her used toothbrush, falling asleep listening to her voice.

Although I do feel that it is very late, I still find it very awkward that these words are said by Totsuka-kun. Could it be that he has dated other girls after this?
Although I have been very indifferent so far, I am actually quite surprised by Totsuka-kun's cheating. It's almost like the idol I once liked was imprisoned for 13 years for committing crimes.

All in all, this incident hit me pretty hard.

Therefore, I will subconsciously doubt Totsuka-kun's words and actions now, and I dare not believe them blindly.

From my personal point of view, of course I hope that he can be an honest person in front of me. After all, he said openly that he likes me and shows that he wants to pursue me wholeheartedly. He lied to me.

I don't think it has anything to do with capriciousness or anything like that, but any girl would have that kind of thought.

What's more, I did have a good impression of the former Totsuka-kun. I have never denied this in front of him, and I don't think it is something embarrassing.

"Totsuka-kun, are you still secretly having trysts with other girls after sending me home every day?"

"Miss Rigao, if you doubt it, you can invite me to stay at your house tonight. I'll just sleep in the living room."

"Pooh!"

What a thick-skinned guy, how on earth can he say such a thing, I'm not ashamed.

Hmm... I shouldn't be blushing, am I?

I looked at him nervously, but found that he still maintained his usual smile, that smile was mechanically stiff, and it was hard to tell who he was showing to on the way.

I feel more and more sad.

Whether I'm crying or laughing, ashamed or angry, in this person's eyes, I'm afraid they all have the same expression.

So don't I look like a robot?

It's hard for me to accept such an absurd event, but the look on his face made me believe it.

"Totsuka-kun, why are you so calm?"

I really still don't understand.

"Calm? Ah...means that."

I waited silently for him to speak, but after a long time, he did not explain to me.

"Totsuka-kun?"

"I'm here."

"Then why don't you talk?"

"I just don't know where to start."

"I ask, you answer, it's that simple."

"Is there no option for me to remain silent?" He smiled helplessly.

"Totsuka-kun faces the girl he likes, could it be..." I repeated again.

"Stop! . . . I say yes."

I couldn't help raising the corners of my mouth, always feeling as if I was pinching his weakness, this feeling is very fresh.

I couldn't help thinking in my heart, how this sentence is so effective, it's hard to understand.

"Actually, it's not calm, it's just that I'm used to accepting it."

"Accustomed to accept?" I frowned slightly.

"For example, if Ms. Hidaka accidentally throws the dubbing script into the river, the goddess of the river will ask you with three scripts, 'May I ask if you lost the gold script, the silver script, or the ordinary script? ?', how will Ms. Hidaka answer?"

"Well...of course it's normal."

Then because I am an honest person, I will get three books at the same time. It is written like this in the books. Is he trying to say something about honesty?

"I think so, after this, the goddess of the river will say that no one will pay for your carelessness, so she will not hand over any script to you, and make faces at you arrogantly, Miss Hidaka What would you think?"

"Huh? What dark fairy tale is this? Of course I will be angry!"

"Right, generally speaking, it's more normal to be angry."

Totsuka-kun pointed at himself lightly.

"I will accept it very calmly, even if she tears up the script in front of me, or replaces the script with something more precious and important.

Such as body, health, life expectancy.

I'll still take it, very peacefully. "

I looked at him blankly, not knowing how he could still laugh, this is definitely not something to laugh at.

By now, I have finally begun to believe that there must be something wrong with this person's head.

"why?"

I still couldn't resist asking him like this.

"...the things that can't be helped, just can't be helped."

Not really an answer at all.

I lowered my head, the thoughts in my head were a little confused, trying to organize the language to convey something, but after thinking for a long time, I couldn't figure out what I wanted to do.

"Thank you, Miss Hidaka..."

Is he thanking me?Why?
"So far, I have not been able to tell anyone about this, I am afraid that others will regard me as a monster, as a different kind.

I worry that one day, not only people, but even the things I see will change.

Human beings have become squirming pieces of meat, and buildings have become visceral slices of visceral flesh. If I want to live in such a world, I would be better off dead. "

His eyes are serious.

It was the first time I heard someone say "death" so easily, as if he had already experienced it, as easy and casual as going to the hospital for a follow-up visit.

I couldn't bear to shout loudly: "Please don't say such sad words!"

Under the silent night sky, my voice echoed in the park, and the lingering sound was exceptionally clear, which shocked both me and him.

"Uh...Miss Hidaka?"

I squeezed the palms on my knees, and said slowly: "Indeed, in their eyes, Totsuka-kun may be a scumbag who deserves to die.

But this kind of words cannot be said by oneself!

Once you say it, you will plant seeds in your heart. Whenever you encounter unfortunate things, your heart will become weaker. When it accumulates to a certain extent, it will cause irreversible tragedies.

Although I don't like Totsuka-kun as a person, but... for the time being, I consider Totsuka-kun as my friend. "

Ahh... I said it.

Does the word friend sound too childish?

Maybe it will make him angry. After all, he definitely doesn't want to be friends with me, but after thinking about it for a long time, I still think the word friend is more suitable for my current relationship with him.

For a moment, I felt that the atmosphere around me was a little frozen, and I couldn't hear any answer from him, just when I thought he was disappointed by the word "friend".

"Sure enough, I knew that Miss Hidaka...is really a very kind girl."

When I looked up and looked sideways in surprise, I saw a heartfelt smile on his face, and an extremely gentle voice came from my ear.

"Great, I have one more reason to like Miss Hidaka."

(End of this chapter)