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Chapter 846

Shen Liuzhen looked at the monk in front of him, a barbarian, 34 years old, slightly fat, pale and beardless, with kind eyebrows and kind eyes.

He smiled directly and said:

"The master didn't want to come at the beginning. Could it be because of a temporary demon in his heart, he wanted to swallow the fifteen gold that Sha Wei worked so hard for?"

When Monk Fajing heard this, his heart felt as if he had been hit by a hammer. He quickly raised his eyebrows and lowered his head, clasped his hands together and said:

"It's a sin, the monk is definitely not because of this reason, but because the people who came are not Sha Wei's family members, so he has doubts, so he made this bad plan."

In fact, he never had such a thought in his mind. Although Sha Wei had donated three gold as a reward, but fifteen gold, there are too many things that fifteen gold can do.

It's just that this idea is looming, hidden in other excuses, and he himself doesn't want to admit it.

Shen Liuzhen didn't want to find out what was on his mind, he said whatever it was, then he smiled slightly, put the teacup in his hand on the table, and said:
"Since this is the case, you have seen Sha Wei's family members outside. I have no malicious intentions. Presumably you also know the power of it. If you want to protect yourself, you should tell me the truth you said you know. I will tell you the truth behind the scenes. If you are arrested, you will be safe."

As he spoke, he raised his eyes and stared at Fa Jing with sparkling eyes. Behind the friendly smile, it made people feel a chill.

Knowing Shen Liuzhen's identity, Fa Jing could no longer regard him as a kind person. Even though he was beautiful, kind and harmless, he subconsciously became nervous and swallowed his saliva.

Seeing this, Shen Liuzhen stretched out his wide sleeves gracefully, and made a gesture of invitation, asking him to go to the other side of the table.

Fa Jing hesitated for a moment, then walked over obediently.

Then through Fa Jing's description, Shen Liuzhen met Sha Wei next door for the first time, a dead person.

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Sha Wei was a typical Xianbei who was born in a military town in the northern part of Wei State.

From birth, he has been living in chaos and war.

During the war, people's lives are not long, and many people do not live to grow up. Those who can live to 40 years old are very lucky people.

When he was eight years old, his biological father died in battle, and his biological mother remarried to another Xianbei, and soon moved to another place with that Xianbei's army, and never had contact with him again.

Later, Sha Wei grew up alone in the military town and was often bullied by others. It was at that time that he developed a taciturn character.

For Sha Future, that period of time was almost a knot in his heart for the rest of his life. When he was in distress, he would keep telling Fa Jing about the past, about the indifference of the adults at that time, and about those hateful but unrequited things. The child he envied.

When the children who bullied him also became orphans, he talked about how happy he was, and felt that it was their retribution.But I can't help feeling sorry for each other.

At the end of the story, he couldn't get around his mother who had thrown him away cruelly, resenting her for being weak, resenting that she didn't bring her children by her side even if she remarried like other mothers.

He couldn't understand, so he told Fa Jing what he remembered before he was eight years old, and then asked him why his mother chose to abandon him, and why.

At this time, Fa Jing would say some mysterious and mysterious things, saying that all this is the sin karma and fate of the previous life, and everything has its own destiny.

For Sha Future, this is more or less an answer, an answer that he can understand and accept.

After all, it's not because of his fault, is it? ...That's all in life.

In this way, when he passed 15 years old by himself, when he reached the age of conscription, he was drafted in the military town, got on the roster, and started his career of fighting everywhere.

At that time, the number of Xianbei people had dropped sharply due to years of fighting. In order to ensure their own population, each military town often took the captured Han people and some miscellaneous Husbands to the front, and went to the front of the two armies as a shield to charge to reduce the population. their own casualties.

This method is effective, at least it didn't let him, a person who had never been on the battlefield, die on the battlefield for the first time.

At the beginning, Sha Wei didn't think there was anything wrong with this practice, because everyone defaulted to it, and it was the rule, just like people should drink water when they are thirsty.

Even he has been rejoicing that he is a Xianbei, otherwise, if he was a Han or a miscellaneous Hu, he would have become a prisoner, and then he would have been driven to the front to block the knife, and he would have died long ago.

This situation continued for many years until Emperor Taiwu was killed by Zongai, and their army participated in the rebellion and fought against the imperial army.

At that time, both sides were Xianbei people, and when they captured the city in Wei State, they pulled out the common people in the city to fight for them and protect them from the sword.

At that time, Sha Wei saw many children like himself dying in the flames of war, and his heart was shaken.

Later, they were inexplicably defeated and surrendered inexplicably, and he became an ordinary soldier in the regular army of Wei State again.

The current His Majesty ordered that these former "rebels" be dismantled and merged into the remaining military towns loyal to His Majesty.

It was at that time that he was dismantled and sent to Huai'an Army Town.

He was already a corps leader, but because of the rebellion, he went to Huai'an Army Town and became an ordinary soldier again.

At that time, he didn't feel that he was indebted.Instead, he felt that after a rebellion, he was able to survive well, and it was already God's favor for him.

It was also at that time that he married his current wife, Ah Shui, a miscellaneous beard who had migrated from the north.

It was later that he gradually felt the sadness of his situation.

Was he a member of the rebel army, or was he a minority in the army after being dismantled.

Those who were transferred with him all felt the pain of being targeted, discriminated against, and pulled out by his own people to block the knife.

As long as there is a war, these rebels will be arranged by their superiors to charge forward.

Even in those few years, compared to his experience in the early years, he was considered stable, but the casualties of the people around him were the highest.

Not long before he finally came to Pingcheng, they were pushed out again, used as bait, and he crawled back desperately. , generating a guard.

But what if he became the head of the guard?In the eyes of the school lieutenant, he became more conspicuous and an eyesore, and he was often picked on, insulted, and punished.

It was at that time that Sha Wei began to believe in Buddhism, and began to think repeatedly about his life, the right and wrong of many things, and why he was so miserable.

　I wish you all a happy National Day holiday!

　　
　
(End of this chapter)