girl riding a horse

Chapter 847
For this point, Buddhism also gave him an answer - karma.

As a soldier, he committed too many murders.In particular, he drove many weak people to the battlefield and let them charge as shields.

On this point, after Sha Wei himself fell into the same situation, after deeply feeling despair and pain, he realized that this is not something that is taken for granted like drinking water, it is wrong.

How painful he was at the time was how guilty he was for the things he had done.

The monk in Huai'an Junzhen told him that this is all his fruit. If he wants to get rid of his sins and succeed in the future, what he needs to do now is to keep his mouth shut and endure in silence.

He has always believed so, and he has always done so.

Later, His Majesty decreed to form the Central Army, a Central Army led by the Han girl, which no one was optimistic about.

Unsurprisingly, he was found by the captain, on the pretext of obeying the arrangement of his superiors to be a spy, but the captain found a random excuse, and was demoted from the captain of the guard to an ordinary soldier, and received a letter of recommendation. Entered the Pingcheng selection.

Sha Wei, who had always used patience as a way of atonement, agreed without saying a word, and brought his family to Pingcheng.

I also specifically found a place closer to the Buddhist temple to settle down. I spent most of my savings to find the eminent monk Fa Jing and recognized lay disciples. From time to time, I went to him for enlightenment.

This is very important to him. Without the enlightenment of Buddhism, he might not be able to survive long ago and choose to commit suicide.

At that time, he thought that he came to work under the hands of the Han people. I am afraid that his fate is not good. It is a part of karma, and he is ready to repay the karma.

But unexpectedly, gradually he found that the situation was not as difficult as before.

Even working under Xie Yuan, a Han Chinese, was more just and luckier than working under the Xianbei people before.

Although their training was more tiring than ever before, he never suffered mentally, and was even more relaxed than ever.

At that time, he always thought that his karma had been paid off, and that in the future, it would be a good day to come to the end of all hardships.

But... at this time, someone transferred from the same military town as him found him and told him that he needed to die.

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When Fa Jing talked about this, she sighed deeply and said:
"At that time he asked the man, and said: Why me? The man said, because you guys, only one of you is Xianbei, and the rest are all Han Chinese. You are very suitable. If you insist on blaming it, you blame yourself for your bad luck. Bar.

I still remember the expression on his face when he said these words to me, his whole body was bitter, and he asked me why his life was not good?Just because he did those things?
But there are so many Xianbei people who have done those things, and other people in the same military camp as him have done it, why don't they have such a hard life as themselves.

I can only tell him that everyone has their own way of repaying their karma, and they also have their own consequences, but the time has not come, or you don't know it.

He lowered his head and was silent for a while, not knowing if he had listened or not. After a while, he talked to me again on his own.

He said he didn't want to come, but they forced him, saying, why bother? It would be ugly to kidnap his family members and threaten him. Why don't you volunteer yourself, and the superiors will give a lot of money to benefit his family members.Moreover, he will be famous.

He looked miserable, and wept and said to me: But I don't want that money, and I don't want to be famous, I just want to live a good life.Why not?

The oldest of his children was only eight years old, and he was the same age when he was abandoned by his mother. He was very afraid that if he died, his wife Ah Shui would remarry alone and throw the child away.

By that time, his children will all be orphans, what to do?Wouldn't he have to suffer the same as when he was a child?
Moreover, maybe one day, he was also pushed out by the soldiers as a shield, and was shot to death before the battle, and he would never live to be an adult. "

Monk Fajing said this and was silent for a long time.

Shen Liuzhen also showed a sad expression, and turned his head to look to the right. Across the wall, there was Sha Wei's coffin... He had swallowed gold and died.

Shen Liuzhen turned his head and asked:
"Why doesn't he ask for help like their leader? If you say it, there may be a chance."

Fajing said:

"I tried to persuade him in the same way, but he didn't answer. Maybe they have something to do with him, and he didn't say how they threatened him.

He just kept recalling his life like a dying person, and told me many things.

To Shawei's benefactor, the poor monk is probably just a Buddha statue who can listen to him. In fact, he already has an idea in his heart. "

"What's the idea?" Shen Liuzhen asked cooperatively so that Monk Fajing could continue.

"He admired the commander of the Central Army very much, and he was unwilling to die like this, nor was he willing to use his death to frame her.

Recently, in the world, there are many nobles wanting the story of General Xie. As long as a suitable buyer is found for a story, it is common for it to sell for a few gold.

So, he asked around and found a noble Xianbei girl from Dugu's family, and revealed their plan.

He first exchanged the news for the hardware, and gave me three gold directly, saying it was my reward and wanted me to do him a favor.

He said that if someone sends fifteen gold in the future, I will ask me to take care of it for him. From now on, he will give his wife Ah Shui one gold every year so that she can live with the child. If she leaves, he will give the gold to him. eldest son. "

When Shen Liuzhen heard this, his eyelashes trembled twice, and then he said casually:

"His arrangement is quite appropriate. Master Fajing is a monk, and the golden body of the Bodhisattva is cast. Presumably, he has seen a lot of gold, and it is not rare. The Buddha Dharma is added to him, and he is not greedy for external wealth. He is here, the most familiar, The most trusted person.

Hand it over to you, and give one gold a year, which can not only prevent his wife from abandoning the child and remarry, but also prevent their orphans and widows from exposing their money and causing death, which is very good. "

Shen Liuzhen spoke lightly, as if he didn't care.

But after Fa Jing heard this, she blushed unconsciously with shame, shook her body slightly, and remained silent for a long time.

He knew that Shen Liuzhen knew what he was thinking, and he also knew that he had a momentary greed. Being praised by Shen Liuzhen in the opposite direction, he felt even more ashamed and uncomfortable.

Shen Liuzhen raised his eyes and glanced at him lightly, then raised his chin and said unintentionally:
"Grandmaster is so virtuous, after Sha Wei passed away, he was still willing to keep his promise. He also told this subordinate what only the two of you knew. I really admire you.

From now on, Mrs. Ah Shui and their mother and son, I will trouble you. If you have any difficulties in the future, just go to my house to find me. If I, Shen Liuzhen, can help, I will naturally help. "

(End of this chapter)