you are my Destiny

Chapter 37 That's right, I'm a ghost

During the period of time between me and my mother, the way of communication has changed, which you can imagine. Fortunately, I am her daughter, and I feel sorry for her only remaining love, but unfortunately, she is too rational and sees everything Many things can reflect her outstanding intelligence, but after this incident, I found that it still could not change any thinking consciousness. We had huge differences and unprecedented quarrels at that time , This fight was very violent.

When I was sorting out her old things, I not only carefully read her diary, but also recorded all the objects in the house, and never missed even a tiny detail.These things took me a whole three months, which not only allowed me to relieve the pain of losing her, but also killed the ordinary time. In this small and conservative space, I slowly explained to myself all the things I had been accused of in the past. Misleading and questionable.During the period, I found an item, which was the silver bracelet mentioned above. It was carefully stored in a small rosewood box by my mother, and the code was marked on it with a marker.Even if a person finishes his life, there will always be events that cannot be deciphered, or things that cannot be figured out. Mother will mark such things with special marks, and this is one of them.I am also more aware of the particularity and undisclosed nature of this old story than before. I tried my best to restore the time when it happened, hoping that the following narrative can be as complete as possible, because its occurrence itself is intriguing.In order not to cause confusion in the title, I will still use Futinglan as the description below.

Regarding the appearance of this boy, I mentioned it repeatedly in the previous article, not only because I wanted to highlight the novelty of the whole story, but because he once made my hair stand on end, and more importantly, Hei Tian is the only son of Hei Fugui.

As everyone knows, the Hei family is just an ordinary farmer. They have no enemies and no bad habits. They are just innocent villagers who were involved in Zhang Xianzhong's family letter.After Fu Tinglan learned that they had a family letter in their hands, the Hei family had already acquired a considerable amount of wealth on the way to find it. Someone bought the book in advance at a high price. Because of the greedy nature of the Hei family, After receiving Chen Siyuan's deposit, some unpleasant things happened during the period.Originally, the matter had already come to an end, but Hei Tian was kind-hearted and had a superb memory, silently read out the entire content of the family letter in front of Fu Tinglan, and secretly photographed the transaction process of the mysterious buyer, causing some unexpected complications. People breed fear, which makes things even more complicated.

It was still spring at that time, and it was cold in the countryside. Hei Fugui went to a distant relative's house. Hei Mu Lianxiu lit a fire for Heitian's living room alone. Because the chimney was in disrepair for a long time, thick smoke leaked out from time to time, so she put The window was opened an inch, and Heitian was painting in the room.

At around nine o'clock at night, Lianxiu was about to go into the room to take care of her son and go to bed, but found that the door was locked from the inside. After several calls, there was still no movement, so Mother Hei knocked open the door, only to see Heitian vomited. Bai Mo was lying on the edge of the table, rolling his eyes, the whole eyeballs had turned into jet-white, his appearance was very scary.In addition, he had a strange drawing paper next to him. The pattern on it was hand-painted by Hei Tian. It was a vague figure, wearing sunglasses, tall and thin. When Lianxiu saw it, she exclaimed, "My child ...Give me back my child...", and immediately fainted to the ground, and when he fell, he overturned the brazier, and the entire Hei family was buried in the sea of ​​flames, and Hei Fugui also disappeared strangely since then, which is even more surprising. Half a month later, Someone found his body that had accidentally fallen into the valley.

Fu Tinglan has always suspected that Chen Siyuan did all of this, and recorded some of her conjectures in her diary, but it has not been confirmed until today.I think that Fu Tinglan sealed up the bracelet solemnly, and there was also an apology to the Hei family in her heart at that time. After all, if it was not because she went to find Zhang Xianzhong's old things, she would not have led to such an end.

Human beings are inherently overly subjective about being pitiful and weak, and Fu Tinglan's calm, self-restraining personality, which never likes to be explained in any form, will make people with superficial knowledge like me speculate unreasonably, even though I know it well , quarreling is always an absurd solution, the appearance is not everything, but it can't control the so-called sympathy that makes him want to move.

Fu Tinglan is leaning on the rocking chair at this time, flipping through a book leisurely, with a jade plaque hanging from her wrist, and a delicate marker pen pinched at her fingertips, and a few very old leaves are neatly inserted in the pages of the book bookmark.This is her habit. She likes reading books very much, and she will make some annotations at any time. Even if she has read a book several times, there will still be new annotations appearing on the paper. She concentrates and sits for hours.

If she read it correctly, she had already entered deep thought.The sound of my frightening footsteps came straight in front of her, which naturally attracted her attention, but she didn't immediately raise her face to face the anger in my eyes, and she still stared at the half-read book without any reaction.

I am familiar with her approach, even if there is a little sympathy on her face, I will not be so angry.

Chen Siyuan followed closely behind me, and quickly stood aside.

I questioned her and forcibly interrupted her train of thought, "Heitian is outside!"

"Heh..." She smiled in a low voice, closed the pages of the book extremely gracefully, and placed one hand on the side of the rocking chair.

I exclaimed, "Huh?" It was this elegant and calm face that disgusted me again, and what I hated even more was her indifferent attitude. I was so angry that her voice trembled, "He is so small, Still a child! Can't you help him?"

Speaking of which, the reason why I am so angry is probably all from the resentment of my childhood. At that time, I should be the same age as Hei Tian, ​​and I should have been held in the palm of my hand and cared for, and other children were happy and carefree While living, I was locked up at home by Fu Tinglan every day.Occasionally sneaked out, but was said to be the daughter of a monster by my peers. Every time I was beaten by those people and ran back home in tears, I felt wronged in my ignorant heart and wanted to find her. I couldn't bear it, but I never got Fu Tinglan's pity, but locked me outside the gate. Every time, after Chen Siyuan pleaded for mercy, he finally took me back.I only remember a sentence she said: "No one will stay with you forever, you are so timid, you can't blame others." This is the kindness she gave me. Daddy, as long as I can leave Fu Tinglan, from that day on, I will no longer call her mother according to her seniority.

Fu Tinglan slowly coiled the jade tablet in her hand, and said in a calm tone, "He is already dead, I don't want to be able to help but take advantage of the dead."

I didn't understand the multiple meanings of this sentence, I jumped to push the things around me, and the whole Duobao Pavilion fell down like a collapse, and the antiques that were carefully served were completely smashed to pieces. In short, I was furious, And shouted again, "You are a cold-blooded woman!"

Chen Siyuan protected Fu Tinglan with his whole body, his back was hit by the frame, several servants ran over nervously to support the frame, Chen Siyuan's back was hit badly, he turned around by holding his shoulders, With a soft tone but also complaining, "Toffee..."

Hearing her voice again, it was so cold that it was frightening, "Did I spoil you recently!"

The appearance of Fu Tinglan made me very scared. I felt that I had lost her again. I pointed to the disorganized mess in my heart, "You only think about your money again, don't you? You are a ghost. , from the heart to the outside is a monster!"

"Yes, this is me, I have no obligation to do anything for him. So many souls floating outside, are they all my obligation! Is it because I can see them that I have to do something to them?" Fu Tinglan Deep in those calm and smiling eyes, there was no warmth, she was still her from beginning to end.

There was a continuous thunder and rumble outside, Fu Tinglan got up and left, her slender and deserted back revealed extremely lonely.

"Okay, if you don't go, I'll go!" When I said this, I turned my head and walked away. The way I turned and walked away was really the same as Fu Tinglan.

(End of this chapter)