you are my Destiny

Chapter 38 Do You Really Know Your Her?
"It is not a weight that breaks the camel's back, but a straw."

Although Chen Siyuan stopped me, he remained silent for a long time, lacking in gentleness and a little more indifferent, what he said made me startled.

He forcibly pulled me back to reality, yes, Fu Tinglan was different from others, but in such a situation, I was thinking of letting her go into the world, forcing her to die.

"Brother, do you also think I'm wrong?" It's the first time they treat me like this in such a grown up, I don't realize the seriousness of the problem at all, I feel extremely wronged, and then my eyes turn red.

I used to think about what I would do if I could go back in time.I am probably still like this, waiting for Fu Tinglan to die with burning eyes, and I still dream of the endless scenery that she can join hands with me, because she has never been afraid of dying, and she also has such a glorious scene.After this dream, from the beginning to the end, it was just that I made her feel a little colder.

Presumably she is the woman Chen Siyuan cared about and carefully protected. Even if he watched from a distance, he never wanted Fu Tinglan to get close to the truth. Because of such a cause and effect, even if I broke the bottom line, it would not work.

"Fu Ruibai, do you know how absurd you are?" Chen Siyuan straightened up on the chair, and even his name and surname made me tremble.

For Fu Tinglan, nothing can make her more distressed than her own daughter saying that she is cold-blooded and a monster.Undoubtedly, I was personally cutting off the fire of family love that was finally ignited. It can be seen that Chen Siyuan was very disappointed in me. He said while picking up the old silver bracelet.

"Yes, we did protect you too much, but it doesn't mean you can disrespect your mother like this! Do you know what this is?" His face became serious, and for some reason, he turned pale, and I couldn't help but shiver again .

"A fragmented life, a relic of the dead that has nothing to do with you, are you really not afraid?"

There seemed to be an indescribable terror coming over me in the opening remarks, and I shook my head suspiciously.I used to be skeptical about what ordinary people couldn't see in Fu Tinglan. Whether such a special system was really passed on to me, those few experiences that made me almost faint from fright, or the reunion of Heitian today. Appeared, I still want to speculate that it was just a prank.

I stared at the bracelet for a while, feeling a little frightened when I turned my head over and over again. I couldn't stand upright, and I fell into the sofa with a crooked body.I bit my lower lip lightly and said vaguely, "I can't..."

"I'm sure, do you really want to see it?" Chen Siyuan put the bracelet on the table and pushed it towards me.

A few footlights are turned on in the living room, and a small chandelier is hung in front of the window closest to us. The window is open, and the wind blows in from time to time, and several beams of dim lights are intertwined and swaying, shining on the old thing, which seems to be Covered with a layer of shackles.I saw that his knuckles and the back of his hand were injured and bleeding from the wounds he had just had to protect Fortinland, and he was holding a cigar with that hand as if he was calming it.This is the first time I saw him smoking tobacco, I was stunned again, I didn't know how to answer, I choked up.

I was like a child who made a mistake, but I didn’t want to face it. I gritted my teeth and jumped out, "What did I do wrong? Could it be that I begged her to give birth to me, and then turned me into a monster too?" ? Brother, do you know? I am also a monster like her now, am I not innocent..."

Chen Siyuan lowered his voice thoughtfully, and said hoarsely, "Do you really regard your mother as a monster?"

After that sentence, I saw Fu Tinglan alone in my mind, surrounded by a dark world, she was smiling lightly, that was the only smile ever given to me, so warm, so real, I never really cared about it Those eyes looked at me softly.

"I haven't! I've never had... Brother, please don't say it..." I curled up weakly on the sofa, with tears in my eyes, weeping helplessly, even if I tried to open my mouth to say something, there was no sound.

"Toffee, do you really know your mother?" Chen Siyuan rubbed my hair with his slender hands, and restored his usual smile. I fell into his arms and cried uncontrollably, "Maybe everything is wrong." It's just a misunderstanding, forget about it... Those dead souls have obsessions that ordinary people don't have, but the only ones who can save them are themselves, not you little fool."

"Brother, don't...don't leave me..." I hugged Chen Siyuan tightly subconsciously, fearing that he would also turn around and leave.

"At any time, all you need to do is protect yourself and your mother, you know?" He smiled elegantly, took out a white handkerchief, and rubbed the tip of my nose for me, "She needs a little space to be alone, I'm going to see her."

He walked towards Fu Tinglan's room with heavy steps. The night was dark and silent, and the rain had not stopped. I saw from a distance that there was only a small dim lamp lit in the room she hid in.Chen Siyuan tapped on the edge of the door, but there was no response from inside. I heard Chen Siyuan carefully push the door open, the friction sound from the gap in the door, and Fu Tinglan's faint voice came from inside. numbness.

"I have been hiding for nearly 100 years, why don't you let me go!"

Since that day, Fu Ting Lan has been turning a blind eye to me, I have no courage to pick up the bracelet, and I have never seen Hei Tian again.In my mother's diary, I only found some fragments of records, and finally did not explain it. Everything I learned later was supplemented by Chen Siyuan.

This matter itself is suspicious, Fu Tinglan is not a cold person, the reason why she didn't want to help Heitian was because she touched the bracelet.

Speaking of that spring evening, Chen Siyuan had arranged all the itineraries in advance before taking Fu Tinglan on the road alone.He didn't want to encounter a heavy rain, so he delayed the journey for half a day. When he and Fu Tinglan arrived at Hei Fugui's home, they found that things had changed, and some strange things happened next.Chen Siyuan certainly didn't want Fu Tinglan to know the truth or go to danger. He had sent someone to check the so-called Zhang Xianzhong's family letter, paid the deposit, and secretly sent a fake letter to Hei Fugui. During the half-day journey, Lianxiu cut off a sum of money, and someone bought the fake family letter. To this day, he has not found out who the person who paid Lianxiu's money would be.

Hei Tian suffers from a natural eye disease, and Hei Fugui originally wanted to use the money from the book seller to treat the child's illness, so after Fu Tinglan and Chen Siyuan left, the husband and wife had a fierce conflict.

Lianxiu is a greedy woman. She swallowed the money. She only wanted to spend Hei Fugui and let her concubine kill Hei Fugui. Will knock down the brazier and die in the sea of ​​flames, unknown.Maybe it's a coincidence, but Fu Tinglan always has doubts about who took the fake family letter, why these people died in such a strange way, and how much is true and how much is false. These scenes are really too distorted.

This is a dark and sinful woman, Fu Tinglan can't help Heitian, and she doesn't want to remind him of that shameless mother, and naturally she doesn't want me to be involved for no reason.

A weekend, whether it is long or short, we are weak and bear silent pressure on this weekend that is about to start midsummer, until the rainy period stops, I seem to see a black evil spirit rushing straight from this house Yunxiao, I still remember that the sky was fine that day, I took the initiative to open the door of Fu Tinglan's room, and begged for her forgiveness.

(End of this chapter)