you are my Destiny

Chapter 81 I'm going to the capital

Chen Siyuan naturally understands the lofty sentiments I had when I was young and frivolous. Over the years, he has witnessed many young faces who have followed suit, and finally aged and experienced a cycle of life. The way it should be.So after he adjusted his mood, he told me a lot about the world he had seen, and then he started pampering me. He generally felt that his daughter's skin was thinner, and many things needed to be vented, so he let me make fun of Fu Tinglan recklessly. , he smiled warmly at me.

Seeing his smile, warm and kind, my brain was wide open, and I continued to talk with him about the future with an excited heart. Chen Siyuan seemed to have a kind of magic power. I didn't see him put out the fire, but he was able to calm down To resolve the boredom in my heart, even though I was still at odds with Fu Tinglan, I was not so anxious anymore.

Chen Siyuan picked up a piece of salmon dipped in sauce with his chopsticks, and put it in my bone china mouth plate, "Pinch your nose, don't inhale, you will be addicted to this wasabi."

I put down the hamburger, pinched my nose obediently, put the soft orange piece of meat in my mouth, and almost swallowed it whole. I didn't taste anything, but I was so hot that I burst into tears. .

Chen Siyuan ate the sushi carelessly, his taste buds were extremely used to the stimulation, and he looked very comfortable, "Ha, our little one has grown up, but we have more and more ideas, it's just human, there is probably nothing in this life that we can regret They are all looking for giving up and reconciliation. When you really choose a life, you have to be responsible for your choice. I have no objection to you going out and looking, but I hope you can stay when your mother needs you. By her side."

Chen Siyuan said a lot of esoteric words that I still can't understand, but even so, it left a deep imprint on my immature heart.

I obediently nodded my head vigorously, as if I was about to leave soon, my heart was suddenly melancholy, and I drank the orange juice in my hand. I have heard of so many cities, and I love the capital city the most, so I must go and have a look, " Brother, since you support me, I will tell you my thoughts."

Those immature thoughts were filtered and deleted one by one in my mind, I cleared my throat, and said solemnly, "Actually, I can't say that I want to leave because of Fu Tinglan. Think about this question. Recently, my classmates are talking about which university to go to in the future, because I'm about to die, and I can't rely on her for food at home for the rest of my life, and I'm not a kitten or puppy."

Speaking of this, I pouted, I don't understand the feeling of being protected, I just feel that although I have been happy and leisurely these years, I always look at Fu Tinglan. The cracks in the floor trembled a few times, and almost no one came to the door, so I had enough of the days of isolation.

Chen Siyuan listened to my nagging, he naturally knew what I was thinking, just like him back then, because of the pressure from his family, he missed Fu Tinglan, and then became depressed, so he insisted on joining the army, even if he died in battle, He also doesn't want to be trapped at home, but he can't really turn around so gracefully when he misses it. He wants to find Fu Tinglan again by whatever means. This is him.

"There are a lot of people who only have fate, but there are a lot of people who have given their all for eternity. To be able to have blood ties, they probably sacrificed all their courage and luck in the past and present." Chen Siyuan envied me and Fu Ting Lan's constant blood relationship, he pondered every word, and said slowly, as if saying goodbye, "Toffee, one day, besides your family, there will be someone carved into your bones, I hope it is natural, not deliberate." Chen Siyuan wanted to say something, but suddenly stopped, and if he choked back, I naturally didn't have the heart to think, but I couldn't laugh.

I can't remember that it was a few years ago, I haven't come to Huacheng yet, Fu Tinglan was always away at that time.Chen Siyuan and I were playing in the yard, and wanted to look outside the wall, so he carried me on his shoulders. I was eager to look outside the wall. There was an endless stream of reeds half the height of a person, and behind it was a continuous lotus pond. It blooms everywhere, but I don’t think it’s so beautiful, it’s not as good as the colorful flowers in our courtyard, and I can’t see them no matter how far away.

I asked him pitifully, "Brother, the outside doesn't look too cute, it's better to be in the yard, why do you still go out?"

Chen Siyuan chuckled, "There are wild beasts outside, let's go hunting." After he finished speaking, he raised his head suddenly, probably this action was too sudden, and he almost fell me off by accident. Our laughter and laughter wandered around the yard, Very uncomfortable.

From the initial curiosity to the habit of looking outside every day, I don't know that since the outside is so unlovable, I still have to keep looking at it every day, but the four seasons of the year that can be seen clearly in three or two times have become Made a living.

At that time, 14 years passed peacefully, and I never felt wronged.Once Fu Tinglan came back, I ran over and stood aside to watch, never thinking that the desertedness was such a big deal.

However, this matter finally reached Huacheng, I went outside, went to school, so I was not so happy.I don't know the specific process. I only know that my requirements have become higher, but I have never admitted it.

I was eager to go out, in other words, I became more and more intelligent, which was a gratifying thing, but it also made me realize that I knew nothing about Fortinland.What she does, says, and thinks every day, so I was very depressed for a while, and this is the whole sticking point between me and Fu Tinglan.

"Toffee, you don't have to prove yourself in front of your relatives." Chen Siyuan never teased my master, he leaned over to rub my hair, "There are a lot of things, if you really want to, go and have a look, remember to go home Just do it."

"But Fu Tinglan is so stingy, she is young and beautiful, our classmates are still envious of her." I replied carelessly.I didn't think there was anything wrong with it. Although I said some radical things, it was just because I was disgusted by her.

I suddenly found that the food dipped in mustard is very addictive. After mouthful after mouthful, I felt that the taste of this dish was slightly different from the first time I tasted it. The so-called unique food is definitely a kind of taste.

Those vague memories of the past will soon go away with this smell. Now I have already decided in my heart that I have to go outside, and Fu Tinglan naturally has to be filial, but as for how to go, how to be filial, I don't know either, I just feel like a fire is burning in my heart. There is a huge fairyland in the distance. Capital city, go to the best university and study history department."

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