Spring apricots around the palace wall

Chapter 246 Xuanjing ([-])

Jiang Jingwan made an appointment to see me, and I went.

She pretended to be shy towards me, and wanted to use me to plot against Ah Yan. I felt a lot of disgust in my heart, so I naturally resorted to tricks, and wanted my mother to see the ugly appearance of this vicious woman.

It is not a crime to plot against Ah Yan, but it is a felony that caused the emperor to be intoxicated.

What I didn't expect was that Ah Yan didn't listen to me, and she didn't leave Qingliang Pavilion that day. Therefore, after Xuan Su was poisoned by Mixiang, it was Ah Yan, not Lin Guiren, who was looking for her.

I should have thought of this day from the time I asked her to marry Xuan Su.

But my heart was empty and uncomfortable all night, tossing and turning, I couldn't sleep no matter what.

Closing his eyes, the repeated sounds in his ears were what he had overheard, Aunt Yu's conversation with others.

"The eldest prince was killed by the Empress Dowager Ruan. The Empress Dowager Ruan was mean to Ye Guiren back then. Ye Guiren is pregnant with the prince anyway."

"Ye Guiren is terrified every day, how can he conceive? On the day of premature delivery, Ye Guiren suffered all kinds of humiliation."

Aunt Yu was serving by the empress's side, and she had stayed in the deep palace for so many years, so she naturally knew what happened back then.

Since then, I have often been haunted by nightmares, dreaming that my mother was bullied by Queen Mother Ruan and finally died of despair.

In the dream, my mother's appearance was blurred. I could only look at my face in the mirror, imagine her face, and imagine her pain.

Intentionally or not, I let Xuansu see how much Empress Dowager Yu favored me, and mentioned how much Empress Dowager Ruan loved her and how irreplaceable she was.

Gradually, Xuan Su separated from Queen Mother Ruan.
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On the second day after the incident in Qingliang Pavilion, I went to see my mother and euphemistically expressed my concern for Ah Yan.

Ah Yan refused to go with me.

She told me that I gave up on her first, and there is no turning back in life.

She also said that she has decided to make a good husband and wife with Xuan Su.

She doesn't believe me anymore.

She said a lot, each sentence was decisive, but she cried very sadly.

I watched her tears fall, but I thought in my heart, it doesn't matter, you will come to me willingly soon.

It was impossible to take her away this time, and I also knew that with Ah Yan's temperament, he would not forgive me so easily.
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Lin Guiren, who lived in the first palace with her, came to tell me that Ah Yan's life was not good at all, and she even had thoughts of suicide.

Taking advantage of Guiren Lin's opening, I asked Jiang Jingwan to meet and jumped into the river.

The queen mother didn't ask me the ins and outs, and directly dealt with Jiang Jingwan. This kind of trust made me feel a little ashamed.

This is also the first time Xuan Su has turned against me. He stood in front of me and said coldly, "You're going to lose your life?"

I also know that I did it on purpose, but I even framed Jiang Jingwan, so Xuan Su should have guessed that it was a lie that I wanted to marry Jiang Jingwan as his side concubine. What I said was just to coax him into taking Jiang Jingwan into the harem.

With Jiang Jingwan there, Ah Yan would never be able to get close to Xuan Su sincerely even if he became a concubine.

Xuan Su and I grew up together, we were best brothers, but on this day we tore each other apart, and it is impossible to go back to the beginning.

Xuan Su was angry and annoyed at me, and I deliberately told him that whether it was Xuan Su or Ah Yan, I knew better than him.

He was easily agitated, and said to me: "Yes, my mother is such a powerful person, and being nice to you is nothing more than making up for what she owes you."

He said that my biological mother was killed by the Queen Mother.

I only know that my biological mother was killed by Empress Dowager Ruan, not Empress Dowager Yu, but Xuan Su's words still made me a little suspicious.

Back then, Empress Dowager Ruan was just a concubine, and the harem respected the empress. Based on the friendship between Empress Dowager Ruan and Empress Yu, they probably reached a consensus on killing my biological mother.

Thinking of this, I have difficulty breathing.

After Xuan Su left, Empress Dowager Yu came in to take care of me. When I saw her, I vomited out a mouthful of blood.

As far as I am concerned, the best thing for me in this world is the Queen Mother, and the last thing I want to question is her.
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Xuan Su punished Ah Yan severely, and in this situation, she could only choose to rely on the Queen Mother.

And in order to cater to the Queen Mother, she inevitably came to approach me, please me, and even...

But I didn't have the slightest desire for revenge, and my heart was more desolate than ever before.

It was I who forced her into such a situation where there was no way out. I made a woman who once treated me sincerely change into this appearance.

She became my closest relative and the most distant person.

I can feel this alienation. For example, in front of the Queen Mother, she is all about me and treats me extremely tenderly.In front of me in private, I never mentioned the past.

But when I look at her inadvertently, I often find that her expression is very cold. It seems that she doesn't like this place either, and she is not happy at all staying by my side.

Her and Xuan Su's child was gone when she found out, she bled a lot, and belatedly learned of the existence of such a child from the imperial physician.

She didn't cry, but her face was a little pale. Instead, the Queen Mother covered her heart and her eyes were red.

She seems to be very concerned about Xuan Su, I always feel that my mother is very kind to every child of the late Emperor.

I am always grateful to my mother for not being more partial to Xuan Xi between me and Xuan Xi.

I can feel whether the Queen Mother treats me as her own, so even if many people tell me that my mother's death is related to the Queen Mother, I still have no way to hate her.

But not only did she treat me like this, she also treated Xuan Su the same way.

My body was getting weaker and weaker day by day, but I finally got what I wanted, allowing Ah Yan to conceive a child.

Ah Yan saw that I was coughing up bloody phlegm, so she didn't call for someone. She calmly stood in front of me and said, "You don't know, the emperor is the Queen Mother Yu's own flesh and blood."

I looked at her in disbelief.

"……impossible."

A Yan said: "Xuan Xi was not born to the Empress Dowager at all, but the Emperor. The reason why the civet cat was replaced by the Crown Prince is because the Emperor was not born of the former Emperor. The Emperor's biological father is King Jin."

I coughed violently.

It's impossible, it's absolutely impossible.

A Yan said: "You have tried every means to make me a concubine, and you have to rely on the queen mother to make love with you in a helpless situation. Isn't it just to let me, a concubine, give birth to a prince with your blood?" ?”

I shook my head feebly.

A Yan said indifferently: "You know that the emperor is simple-minded and easily led by others to act emotionally. Sooner or later, the empress dowager will be disappointed with him. You put your salary to fight the fire, which catalyzed this disappointment, causing the empress dowager to completely evade the emperor's power. I, as a concubine, will give birth to a prince who will compete for the crown prince for you."

I stopped coughing, a little resigned to my fate, calmed down, and looked at her.

Ah Yan smiled sadly: "But you don't know that the emperor is actually the Queen Mother Yu's own son. She may love you so much that she blames the Emperor, but in the end, the Emperor is the real son, and the Queen Mother Yu will never let you The child of her will replace her own grandson as the new emperor."

　I'm sorry, I was in the hospital two days ago, I had an indwelling needle in my hand, and I couldn't code.I was discharged from the hospital today and rested in bed, but I can finally code

　　
　
(End of this chapter)