Chapter 171
Wen Liang suddenly felt a little wronged, a very big kind of grievance.

Over the past year, she has held back many emotions in her heart, and she wants to talk to someone, but in this world, I am afraid that no one can really understand her.

However, the grievance was great, and she didn't feel bitter.

If He Tianran hadn't mentioned it suddenly, she would have almost forgotten this feeling in this year.

The cause and effect of the previous life and the present life are repaid, if there is a debt, we will meet each other, if it is long, it will be the rest of life, if it is short, it will be short, but in this life, a person always has to face it several times before it is considered complete.

"Can you tell me something? About you, about me, no matter the past or the future, it's okay."

He Tianran put down his hands and said gently.

"I don't know where to start..."

Wen Liang was a little at a loss.

"Just say what comes to mind, even if it's a random word without a clue, I'll listen to it."

After hearing his words, the girl unconsciously calmed down. She thought about it and revealed a look of reminiscence. At this moment, the moonlight shone on her face, whether it was in the sky or in front of her eyes, it looked extraordinarily bright.

"I didn't quite understand why 'I' fell in love with you..."

Wen Liang whispered softly, thinking while saying:

"You are really weird, and you also hold grudges. It was indeed my fault for the new year's welcome prank. I didn't know that it would hurt you so much. You should hold grudges against me. Later, your help to my career made me I feel guilty, and this help is based on the premise that you hurt yourself, so I have to feel close and sympathetic to you, but I think these feelings... should not belong to the category of love. "

He Tianran listened calmly, and asked, "Is this the reason why you have been refusing to accept your other self?"

Wen Liang nodded, "Yes, think about it, what kind of girl am I, Wen Liang? In the past, my other half should be a cheerful, sunny, handsome and funny boy. I hope he will take the initiative in everything. , It’s best to be like my dad, act vigorously and decisively, be assertive, have a sense of responsibility, and not be too procrastinating and coy.

what about you?He Tianran before September last year was completely the opposite of what I said, withdrawn and weird, sometimes even girls would hesitate for a long time when talking to you, to be honest, I can’t say I hate you like that, but I really despise you upper eye. "

He Tianran covered his chest, pretending to be sad, and said, "Wow, what you said made me so sad. Is there a turning point later? For example, your next sentence will start with 'but' or something. "

"no!"

Wen Liang shook his head resolutely.

He Tianran was speechless.

Wen Liang continued: "Later, another me appeared, and I also saw a clumsy, sensitive, curious and sober He Tianran in Jiuyue. Do you know what I hate the most about you? It's those 'as long as there is no expectation. , I can be invulnerable to a hundred poisons' small thought, at that time I thought to myself that you are really boring, how can there be any fun in such a life?
But there is no way, the other I seem to like this kind of you very much, you seem to be a blank sheet of paper in her eyes, and you seem to be waiting for someone who loves you to add two strokes to you and describe something pleasing to the eye patterns come.

I can feel the heartfelt and indescribable joy in my heart every time I see your changes, but as I said, when I have this memory of the future, I still can't understand why 'I' will love you so much.

If what I just said was about Wen Liang's longing for the other half of his love when he was 17 years old, then I should have a higher standard when I am 30 years old...

I can understand all your means, you have made my career, I have many ways to repay you, to repay you, but it should not be love..."

He Tianran looked at her quietly, "But you finally accepted this memory, when did you figure it out?"

Wen Liang frowned, imitating He Tianran's posture, put his hands behind his back, and said with a smile:
"When you soberly tell me that you want me to be myself, when you meet the conditions I said little by little, and even better, when you appear in the future with your best appearance... It took me nearly half a year to digest and realize all these zeros and zeros. It turns out that those actions in the name of love in the future cannot be measured by the word 'love' in a narrow sense.

You have lived such a terrible life, and I am your original sin. Compensation for material desires cannot bring back the time of youth, but no one can force me to like another person, including you.

do i love youI love you because I want to love you, and I am willing to use my love to pull you back up from the abyss with my own hands.

And are you my everything?

no.

I believe that even without your help, I will still choose to act, maybe in some unknown theater troupe, maybe on a stage with few audiences, I will definitely find someone I like enough, and he is enough Love my man, and then we get married, have children, and entrust the rest of our lives to each other until we grow old.

But in the future, I have heard another story, you and Ai Qing are just like what was written in your novel, the day you disappear is the day you get married.

The story should be complete here.

Just to be honest, I really couldn't let it go at that time, not because you got together with others, but because it was a matter between me and you, and it was my own knot, so not only for you, I even It's for myself, I should also untie it myself.

The reason why I can enter reincarnation with a clear conscience is actually to add a touch of color to the darkest part of our life. If we can love each other, then we should be the happiest couple in this world.

However, for the young 'me', as you said, the tragedy did not continue, so I should have a new story of my own.

So, I slowly accepted all of myself and this memory.

In the end, I became the part that was not written in your novel, and I finally understood why the young you said that you loved me 13 years ago, because we have long been each other's "cause and effect" .

Now, I remember loving you, but you don't belong to me, and that's okay.

We don't have to be together, although I'm still very sorry, but seeing you getting better and better, I know that what I want to do the most, what I can't let go of the most, has almost come to perfection..."

Wen Liang speaks carefully, and when she thinks about it, she speaks out a little bit. Between these words, her every frown and smile reveals her long-lost confidence and style.

She seemed to have poured out everything she wanted to say in her heart, and He Tianran listened intently, his heart was silent, and he dared not miss a word.

"Naturally, thank you for listening to me."

Wen Liang stood up and patted the gravel on her body. She was very happy after expressing her feelings. She lowered her head and said to He Tianran:

"now you!"

"What's my turn?"

"Um--"

Wen Liang narrowed her eyes and said:
"I know, this you will not suddenly appear."

"Hey..." He Ranran laughed and said, "I don't have any problems..."

With that said, he nodded his heart.

"It's mainly here that something went wrong."

Wen Liang asked puzzled, "What do you mean?"

He Tianran smacked his mouth and said, "Tsk, that's just my feeling. I feel that what I said to you last year is meaningless."

"It's meaningful, how could it be meaningless, I remember it deeply! If it weren't for what you said, I might still be confused for a long time."

He Tianran scratched his head: "Really? But I feel that you didn't deliberately distinguish the relationship between the present you and the future you. This made me very confused and thought you were one person."

Wen Liang stared at him narrowly, and raised a finger: "There has always been only one He Tianran...that's what you said."

"Really? Ah~ I'm not sure." The boy pretended to be confused.

Afterwards, the girl raised another finger: "But, Wen Liang, there are indeed two sides, or in other words, every girl has two sides."

"I don't understand. I hate the Riddler the most. He talks nonsense and is self-righteous." He Tianran said loudly on purpose.

Wen Liang's almond eyes widened, thinking that he was taunting herself, and dissatisfied: "Are you pretending to be stupid on purpose? When a girl loves you and doesn't love you, there must be two people!
(End of this chapter)

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