My girlfriend is from the future!

Chapter 172
"Really? I don't know how to answer your words, but I still hope you..."

He Tianran hesitated as he spoke, he lowered his head, as if he was thinking about how to say the next words, Wen Liang looked at him, his heart throbbed for some reason.

He was silent for about a minute, but during these 1 seconds, for such two people, it was so long that it seemed to span a lifetime.

Finally, He Tianran raised his head and said with a cheerful smile, "But I still hope that you can find your own happiness."

The night wind was blowing slowly, engulfing the unspeakable love between the two of them, and blowing towards the boundless sea.

Wen Liang was taken aback for a moment, then laughed, the laughter lingered between the two of them, not sharp, but soft, she laughed very heartily, but she couldn't feel happy at all.

These forced smiles, the sound of the ear-piercing laughter, made He Tianran feel a dull pain somewhere in his body. He sighed and said in a hoarse voice:

"Cry if you want to."

Wen Liang stubbornly shook her head and sat back beside him.

"Cry? Why should I cry? You're not that important..."

Even though the girl said so, there was a slight nasal sound in her nose, her eyes shone with light and trembled slightly.

He Tianran knows that Wen Liang has always been strong, and she rarely shows the posture of a little daughter. She is like a flower of wealth in the world in the eyes of others. People expect her to look gorgeous, not drizzle Playing pear blossoms is delicate.

However, no matter how much other people imagine, she is still just a living girl with her own emotions.

At this moment, Wen Liang felt that his eyes were dimmed. It turned out that He Tianran had covered her head with his navy blue military cap, and he pulled down the brim of the cap to cover her eyes.

There is no one else now, but because there is no one else, He Tianran knows that she is the only one who doesn't want him to see her sad appearance.

"You said... we are almost a hundred years old together, how can we be wronged for a little love?"

In the quiet night, He Ranran felt the evening wind blowing from the seaside, and he joked comfortably.

"Who was wronged? And how did you calculate it?! Why do we add up to one hundred?" Wen Liang kept pressing the hat with both hands, unable to see her expression clearly, only heard muffled questioning sounds from her mouth.

"Look, you and I were both 30 years old before we crossed over, and now we are both eighteen. Thirty plus eighteen and then multiplied by two, isn't it almost a hundred..."

"I don't have one, you are talking nonsense, I only have it now! You are almost 50 years old! Uncle!"

The girl obtained by He Tianran's precise stepping on thunder was anxious and annoyed, shameful and irritable. It seems that even though she accepted the memory of the future, her temperament did not change. Perhaps, her "warm and cool" personality, It was meant to be like this.

He Tianran, who was still a boy on the surface, sneered, and deliberately said in a low voice like coaxing a child: "Okay, I'm 50 years old, I'm an uncle, okay?"

"...That's about the same." Wen Liang muttered.

Listening to the sound of the sea tide, the two were speechless for a while.

"He Tianran..."

"Ok?"

"What does it feel like to fall in love with Cao Aiqing? Is it...you are different when you are with her than when you are with me? Will you be happier? Happier?"

"This... is incomparable."

"Is it? Because she's your favorite, so it's different?"

He Tianran smiled wryly, and gave his own answer after deliberation: "That's not what I mean, I mean...we seem...have never really been together, so...it can't be said that there is anything different."

"Then did you ever like me?"

"I liked it, I liked it very much."

"I mean... the whole of He Tianran, including... the world before crossing over, before you as a young man appeared."

"..."

The entangled relationship between the two and the dislocation of time and space made He Tianran's face show a trace of sadness. He was silent for a long time without responding. Wen Liang waited for a while, and finally added cautiously:

"I, I just want to know if my efforts to help you are in vain..."

Finally, the boy spit out this sentence:
"...Everything I did for you was to take revenge on you."

After Wen Liang finished listening, she gently took off the hat on her head and put it in her arms, revealing her original face.

"Well... I know."

She nodded softly, she was not surprised by this answer, and seemed to have been prepared for a long time, she slowly asked the next words:
"So...you wouldn't like me if there was no time between us, would you?"

"I have no idea."

He Tianran felt lost, this was not a mysterious answer, he habitually analyzed his heart and said:

"To be honest, when I think about how I hated you for 13 years, and even messed up my own future, I don't know the difference between this extreme emotion and love.

When I was in high school, I regarded Ai Qing as my muse, but under your teasing, I confessed my love to you.But if you look at it from another angle, I am so easy to empathize with you and fall in love with you, does that mean that I don't seem to be very religious about my love?

When I saw Ai Qing being bullied, I pushed Guo Huai out. I wanted to save her, but I didn't have the guts to show up in front of her with that face that was ridiculed by the whole school.

From then on, I seemed to be deliberately punishing myself. The more I hated you, the more I liked her. In the end, just getting closer to her and saying a word seemed to desecrate her brilliance.

Guo Huai doesn't understand her, but he loves her enough. I help him along the way and become friends with him because he is very much like the me before you made fun of me.

Seeing them finally come together, I felt a little relieved in my heart. I had countless inferiority complex fantasies. Without you, would I still be able to be with my goddess?
Wen Liang, you asked me if I would like you if you didn't time travel, I really don't know about this question.

In another timeline, the relationship between us was full of malice from the moment we met. This is a distorted emotion. It is full of bullying, deceit, and resentment from the beginning to the end. and discrimination.You said, can we call the feelings born from these words 'love'?

So... Heh, speaking of it this way, as a client, I feel that the things you did for me later, even if you regard them as salvation or redemption, I feel...not worth it. "

After listening to what he said quietly, Wen Liang's eyes were soft.

"Naturally... From the moment I met you, I knew that you couldn't be a bad person."

He Tianran said: "The worst thing is that good people are not counted."

Wen Liang shook his head: "No, look, you are sure that you lied to me and made me fall in love with you. You want to use me and take revenge on me, but every time you can hurt me, you haven't really done it. once.

In fact, looking back now, when Zhang Zhifan used the navy to blackmail me, he was more ruthless than you. You only need to add a handful of firewood and tell what happened back then, and you can put me in a place of eternal doom, but you didn't.

Your life is unsatisfactory. I have tried to help you many times, but you have refused. You don’t want to use my money, and you don’t want to owe me money. You think I will feel more guilty, but I know that these embarrassments are not faked. Yes, I also understand your stubbornness, so I'm pretty sure that if you keep doing this, you'll never hurt me.

But, I don't want you to be like this all the time, I hope you can succeed soon, when you climb out of the mud of life, when you are no longer confined to that period of hatred, maybe you will see clearly, I am right your true love. "

This remark made He Tianran dumbfounded. After a while, he looked at her and said, "Sometimes I don't know whether to say you are smart or stupid..."

Wen Liang smiled, "Is it that important? Look at you, you have been talking about revenge, but now you are still shoulder to shoulder with me to reveal your thoughts? I have always known what you think about me, you Not a bad person, because how can a bad person hurt others in a way that hurts himself?
I don't regard you as a bad person, nor do I regard you as a good person. There is no such clear line between good and bad in the world, so the so-called "worthy" is not whether what I do to you is worth it, but I have always regarded you as a person worthy of love. "

"So, this young me...was conceived and born?" He Tianran continued.

"Of course, you are the little girl's favorite now, and I trained you better." Wen Liang replied with a smile.

"Hey……"

The old boy was full of emotions. He grabbed a handful of sand, sprinkled it into the sea, and asked, "I have been dormant for 13 years, and you put yourself in it for revenge. So in the end, who will win?"

Wen Liang bent her legs and held her chin with her hands: "If you answered that you love me just now, then I won."

"Okay, are you waiting for me here?" He Tianran exaggeratedly shouted.

"So I said 'if'... In fact, whether it is time travel or reincarnation, I seem to have fulfilled my wish and lived a brand new life, but I always feel that God has given us the greatest punishment. "

He Tianran was silent, he understood the meaning of Wen Liang's words.

The relationship between the two of them, even if it passes through the constraints of time and space, will be missed at the most critical node, so that it cannot be cultivated to a positive result.

This seems to be destined in the dark, he has not done a single thing that he promised; and what she has been looking for, but has never been obtained.

It is said that beautiful days will meet unexpectedly, but the fate of the two is always played by fate, between wandering and lost in the self.

God is indeed the shrewdest businessman, and every moment of love that the two of them have experienced, every second of heartbeat, the price will eventually be turned into four words called "everything is impermanent".

In this timeline, God gave them the beginning of a beautiful story.

The young He Tianran once thought that Wen Liang would be the most indispensable person in his life, and the girl was like the key character that often appeared in TV dramas and novels and had great significance to the protagonist.

She will be by her side, watching her grow, and then they will experience it together, composing a clichéd but still desirable love story.

However, as the story came to an abrupt end, He Tianran understood that in this novel of his life, the warmth and coolness in which he poured so much emotion into it turned out to be just a prequel of the story.

Is this punishment?
This is life.

Wen Liang didn't want to continue this topic anymore, she was always aware of He Tianran's effort to change the topic, so she asked again:
"Your appearance... In the end, what is the reason? Also, how can I help you?"

He Tianran smiled and said, "You will know, but this time, don't help me, let me solve it myself."

Wen Liang was slightly surprised: "You don't need my help?"

It may be that this sentence is a little sensitive, and she added Ai Ai in the follow-up period: "Didn't you say... it has something to do with me?"

"You don't have to help me if you have something to do with it, just be yourself." He Tianran instructed, then suddenly paused, and joked half-truthfully, and then said: "Hiss~ You didn't pay back just now." Tell me, I, He Tianran, never accept your help."

Wen Liang couldn't help laughing: "You...you are really... in some respects as stubborn as a donkey."

"I can't change it, I was born, whether it's me as a teenager or me now...can you give me some time now? I...I want to talk to myself..."

He Tianran looked at the sea, and changed the topic.

Wen Liang showed hesitation, as if she hadn't finished speaking, because she was not sure whether the word "the future will last forever" was suitable for them.

But in the end, the girl nodded and stood up.

"I understand...then we...see you tomorrow?"

He Tianran said happily: "We are on this island now, and I can't escape."

"See you tomorrow?"

Wen Liang ignored his jokes and asked again seriously.

"See you tomorrow."

He Tianran restrained his smile this time, and responded seriously once again.

After getting a satisfactory answer, Wen Liang slowly turned and left.

Maybe she had forgotten it herself, or maybe it was on purpose, she was still holding He Tianran's military cap in her hand.

"Hey, you still say I'm stubborn."

He Tianran looked at her slender back that was gradually disappearing, and murmured to himself.

In his ears, the sound of the tide was rolling back and forth, but his heart was very peaceful.

"Why didn't you talk just now?" He Tianran asked himself and answered, "Is it true that what I said was actually what you wanted to say?"

"..."

"Or, you know Wen Liang's current state, so you don't know how to deal with yourself?"

He didn't hear the response in his heart, He Tianran didn't say any more, he just sat by the seaside alone, as if he was thinking about something quietly.

"You finally managed to speak to her. I thought you would be more positive."

After a long time, he heard such a sentence.

"I have never liked to reveal too much to Wen Liang, this is the way I have always been with her."

"Is it because I don't like it, or because I'm not good at it? I didn't expect you to show her so bluntly the fact that you showed up."

"Do you think I'll pretend to be you and lie to her again?" He Tianran explained what he was hesitant to say in his heart.

"...If that's really the case, then I will stop you."

"Please, my name is also 'He Tianran', so I will only do what He Tianran should do."

"I do not understand."

"It's not that you don't understand, you just don't dare to do it, such as 'I won't lie to her in this life', and I just helped myself fulfill my promise."

"Is this what you want to do?"

"It's something we want to do."

After the young man He Tianran finished saying this, he laughed too.

"The position is changed now, isn't it? The bravery when you met me in the future and the compromise in the face of emotional choices now, tell me, which one of us is more like 'He Tianran'?"

(End of this chapter)