My girlfriend is from the future!

Chapter 337 Blame you for not being ambitious, blame me for not living up to expectations

The originally harmonious atmosphere at the dinner table suddenly became tense because of a sentence, and the girl who had changed her "strong" side in the blink of an eye gritted her teeth and sneered:
"He Tianran, don't look at our affairs with such a compassionate attitude anymore. It's ridiculous. Hasn't Wen Liang noticed that your spirit has weakened to this state in the past two years? If this is you The so-called 'integration' in your mouth, then you should pray that I will always maintain the status quo, instead of worrying about whether I still have the ability to accept others!"

She seemed to be still angry after saying this, so she spit out another sentence:
"Do you know me well? If you can't even save yourself, stop meddling in my own business!"

He Tianran looked at the aggressive "Bodhisattva" in front of him. Her reappearance actually proved the answer to the question just now...

Regardless of Cao Aiqing's side, she still hated herself.

The beginning of the love between the two was too beautiful, but under the interweaving and overlapping of various times, it appeared extremely distorted, so that the ending without a problem was particularly tragic.

This is something that anyone can remember for a lifetime, not the kind of grievances and grievances that can be laughed away after three or five years when everyone sits down and chats, making it a joke.

Even though they are facing each other calmly now, Cao Aiqing treats this matter like a dormant active volcano, usually peaceful, but once tested, it is bound to lead to an eruption.

It's just that there was a sentence just now, and the girl might have made a mistake when she was in a hurry.

He Tianran really knows her well, no matter which one she is.

"Then Ai Qing, tell me, what should I do? I will listen to you..."

"You... how do I know? Think for yourself!"

"Ai Qing, how do you manage to eat, drink, and have fun every day? If you can, please do me a favor...I'm really confused right now...I might...need your help..."

He Ranran's tone was sincere, and he truthfully revealed his heart to the girl.

It has been said that the two are very similar, since when the relationship between the two is mentioned, the girl will show her tough side, so He Tianran might as well show the most real and helpless side to deal with it.

And sure enough, when he said this, Cao Aiqing suddenly became a little at a loss.

Since the breakup, the relationship between the two has become too blunt. One is full of guilt and thinks about how to atone, while the other is only wronged and thinks about how to get revenge.

This has led to them in the communication, one actively gives, but the other can only passively ask.

But because of He Tianran in this state, what Cao Aiqing gave was not what Cao Aiqing wanted, so there was a stiff situation when the two got along.

And the "Bodhisattva" in front of him obviously couldn't deal with He Tianran's uncharacteristically helpless appearance, perhaps because he was used to watching He Tianran stab himself with a knife, and the other party cared more about the injuries the girl had suffered than he did. The result was bloody. Although she watched everything with cold eyes, she was not hard-hearted after all.

Her kindness has never changed. Even though she has boundless hatred for He Tianran, she still hopes to see her lovers get married in the end.

It is precisely because she has not experienced this kind of final marriage that it becomes something heavier besides "hate".

forget it.

This was a thought that flashed through Cao Aiqing's mind after he promised to give He Tianran time.

As she said just now, no matter who she is, she doesn't want to repeat the mistakes of that bad future. This is why Cao Aiqing has never experienced the "fusion" that He Tianran has experienced, but has been living in peace and active life. Where is the root.

To use a very appropriate metaphor, if the future He Tianran is the embodiment of a "demon" in the body of a young man, and only by facing everything calmly after breaking through barriers can he regain his full self, then the future Cao Ai Qing is the "Bodhisattva" of that innocent girl. She always appears when the girl needs protection the most, and blesses her.

But now, the "enemy" of the "Bodhisattva" is already bruised all over his body for atonement, and the heavy price he paid is enough to repay everything, so when he showed his most vulnerable side, she didn't know what to do...

"He Tianran... are you joking? Or are you trying to ridicule me?"

Cao Aiqing's eyes trembled. Why did he want to learn to eat, drink, and have fun? He must think that in such a world, it is a sad thing to be content with the status quo, right?
"No, Ai Qing, I'm really asking for advice..."

"why……?"

He Ranran was silent for a moment, then said calmly and moved:
"I used to think that you would be happy to see me in a mess, but it doesn't seem to be the case. This seems to only disgust you. The good life you need is what I hope you can get, but an existence like me, Let you add to the block, I don't want to do this, because I also want to fill in those colors that you are missing...

In the past two years, I have become a bit dull, this is something I did on purpose, because Ah Liang is also very smart, so I don't want her to see the clues in me.

But in front of you, Ai Qing, I don’t think I should do this anymore, because I can understand your feelings, and I know that it’s not easy for us to fall in love with someone again, because for broken people like us, let’s love us The person who loves us picks up the fragments one by one, it’s really hard work, we can’t see it like this, can’t we...? "

It was such heartfelt words that left Cao Aiqing speechless...

This is not He Ranran's unreasonable speculation, it's really ridiculous to say it, it is the person Cao Aiqing loved the most and will hate the most in the future, but he is the person who understands her best...

If people's souls can't resonate, they can't communicate at the same frequency, and they will become strangers after just meeting superficially. However, there will always be a reason for these two strange souls who are most familiar with each other to look at each other again.

"Naturally... I already have the best, I don't need anything better..."

This long-lost "understanding" made the girl let go of her hard shell, unknowingly revealing her truest side. At this moment, her eyes looked out of focus as she looked at the cake that He Tianran scooped a corner of, and repeated in a low voice. Looking back at the thoughts in my heart when I resolutely threw away the Buddha beads.

As she said, her youth was not a failure.

In the past two years, she has lived a good life, and it is not that there is no one around her who loves her. However, the girl explained the status quo of her relationship that has been stagnant:

"I said that I had the best, so that the people I met later felt a little worse, not because they were bad, but because with me, love cannot be downgraded...

I have experienced a very good love, and it is difficult to be moved by ordinary love. Whether it is Guo Huai or Shen Qiuxu, they all have your shadow, but they are not you, and I don’t know this is a kind of love. Lucky or unlucky, so I can confirm one thing..."

Cao Aiqing's eyes moved up inch by inch, and her expression was full of soft stubbornness. She stared at the man's eyes, but her own eye sockets turned red first.

"I hate you, He Tianran..."

These six words, her voice is not loud, but it is resounding, as if there is an echo.

"If you will become better after you leave me, then my hatred should stop here, but I hate you even more now because you have become like this after leaving me, I'm so angry that I want to take revenge, it feels superfluous!"

He Tianran had long thought that his soul was numb, but with the resonance generated by the girl's words, he saw that stubborn face of Yu Dalihua again, which made his eyes spin.

The current him makes Cao Aiqing feel that revenge is unnecessary...

The man's Adam's apple squirmed slightly, and the dryness of his lips made it even more difficult for him to speak, but he still asked in frustration:

"Then why don't you hate me for loving you and leaving you again?"

Cao Aiqing shook her head slowly, she wanted to hold back the tears, but the tears kept slipping down from the corners of her eyes, and there was a crystal tear trail on her cheek...

"I don't hate our love, I just blame it, blame desire is human nature, restraint is upbringing, blame your parents for not teaching you well, so when you meet someone who has tamed you, you don't know restraint, you can only be a new love Old love, welcome and send.

I blame you for not being ambitious, you are clearly with me, but you still want to look back; I blame me even more for not being up to date, only knowing to hide behind you, and not being able to bear the wind and rain hand in hand with you..."

Cao Aiqing hated He Tianran.

But for their love process, she said it was the best she ever had.

As for the end of the story, her biggest complaint is just one sentence——

Blame you for not being ambitious, and blame me for not being up to date.

(End of this chapter)