My girlfriend is from the future!
Chapter 338 Take You Out, Show You The World
Chapter 338 Take You Out, Show You The World
Cao Aiqing's tears have always been He Tianran's biggest weakness.
Every drop of these stubborn tears seemed to fall into the dry and cracked heart of the man, making him at a loss and at a loss, and finally had no choice but to repeat that sentence weakly:
"It's all my fault... I failed you..."
However, such a confession was not forgiven.
"He Tianran, don't admit your mistakes anymore. If you think that everything you do is right in your opinion, then these apologies are limited to your guilt towards me in your heart. I don't need your guilt. So what's the use of saying sorry to me after you stab yourself every time?"
Cao Aiqing stubbornly wiped away her tears with her hands, and said mercilessly:
"After Wen Liang left you, you left a mess in your world. You are very painful, right? You have been so patient for the past two years, fulfilling her and satisfying her, but when you are done with all these things, dragging on like this A body riddled with holes came to see me and said I'm sorry, what exactly was it trying to do?
So you also want to fulfill me with pain?
Who cares? !
Yes, I am full of sympathy for your experience, and I am gradually not indulging in the past things you did to me, but I want to tell you He Tianran, it is not that the more you love and the more painful you are, the more you can get happiness from me Return, so don't play with me like you did with Wen Liang!
The object of your giving is wrong, and the pain you have accumulated is even more blissful for me. Apologizing with guilt, always with pain, will never be forgiven from me!
Pain never equals giving! "
The Internet violence incident is over, and Wen Liang's disappearance also allowed Cao Aiqing to indirectly understand the truth of the world. The old grudge between the two of them has turned into a feeling of unrest and anger. The key to dissipating the grievances is He Tianran's spirit.
This is very straightforward, I beg you to stab me, or I stab myself first, these are not what Cao Aiqing wants, so she can't vent her grievances.
The girl can always say some words that hit the head and hit the soul, which makes He Ranran's brain buzz.
But this time, it came especially violently, because it was a sentence completely opposite to the status quo of his fate.
If he wants to save these two souls in hell, then his own efforts are doomed to only bring about pain.
It's not that He Tianran doesn't have things he wants to do, it's not that he doesn't have desires, it's just that his desires have been bound to the fate of the three of them since he knew the truth of the world, and he has always used his abilities to become Some kind of messenger of justice, which gave him a crucifixion-like vision of a martyr.
But now, another woman in his destiny said that suffering does not equal giving.
Not only does it negate everything he's done before, but it shakes, for the second time, the beliefs he's lived by...
For the first time, he separated the future from the present, but he couldn't distinguish himself; the second time, the world turned pale, and he was left with pain, but a woman called "Bodhisattva" asserted that pain is not equal to giving.
So what have you been doing all this time?
As the girl said, he couldn't save himself, so what qualifications did he have to save others?
He couldn't stop shaking his head, ranging from small to huge. The constant entanglements and troubles in his heart made him unable to suppress the turbulent emotions. He was like a devout pilgrim, but with the hostility after his belief was shaken, he was dead. asked:
"You don't want to do this, and that's not suitable, so teach me, what should I do? Bodhisattva!"
Cao Aiqing saw the change in his expression, and knew that her words had stimulated him. Although she knew that the other party wanted an answer, the answer was not with her...
"No one can teach you, He Tianran... In this world, no one can teach you how to live your own life well. If there is, that person must not be me, because you have already gone ahead of many people. , your mental state is much older than us..."
"..."
This almost ruthless and extremely truthful answer made He Tianran's eyes full of lifelessness, and his body that had just tensed up immediately relaxed again, only to hear Cao Aiqing continue:
"You have experienced so much, reincarnated so many times, repeated so many years, the alienation of relatives, the withering of love, you have witnessed the success or failure of life time and time again, what kind of person can teach you? Your parents Is it? Their lives have created such a you, and your life may not be as good as yours. What can they teach you?
Wen Liang taught you how to love at the beginning, and now she is gone, so you endured the pain and gave her a fulfillment in return, but she only taught you how to love, who else will teach you?me?
Everyone thinks that putting regrets into the time game as compensation for fantasy is the romance of youth, but how many people really ask themselves, what will happen next?
I am like you, the memory of the future makes us the premature die-offs in the world of youth, the premature babies in the real world, we are just caught in this gray area, when you are no longer curious about the world, no longer have fantasies about the future, Even the dreams of ordinary people are gone, you let me teach you, sorry, I consider myself a mud bodhisattva crossing the river, I don't have the ability..."
There is no doubt that these words can only be described by Cao Aiqing to He Tianran's fate.
When He Tianran stepped out of the warm and cool "education of love", he realized that there is not only love in this world.
If you want to buy sweet-scented osmanthus with wine, it doesn't seem like you are a teenager.
This is cruel and a reality that has to be faced.
"Curiosity and...fantasy?"
In this hell full of holes, He Tianran never thought about these two issues, he had lost these two abilities long ago.
"do you have?"
Cao Aiqing asked coldly.
He Tianran thought for a long time, and murmured:
"I have……"
"have what?"
He Ranran was silent for a long time, his forehead was sweating, as if to put a safety net on the answer he was about to say, he asked in a daze:
"...Bodhisattva, will you bless me?"
Cao Aiqing paused, puzzled.
"Bodhisattva, will you bless me?"
He Ranran seemed to have thought of something, and he became a little angry all of a sudden, he asked again uneasily, Cao Aiqing didn't know how to respond for a while.
At this point, without waiting for the girl to answer, the man stood up directly and grabbed her hand.
This sudden move made Cao Ai Qinghua's face turn pale. She subconsciously wanted to shake off the hand that was holding her, but the other party had already firmly grasped it, and she saw an urgent look on He Tianran's face.
"I have emotions related to curiosity and fantasy. Come on, I'll show you."
"Let go! He Tianran!"
He Tianran seemed to have grasped a life-saving straw, clamped the girl tightly with his big hands, and uttered an outrageous word that could not be resisted——
"go!"
……
……
A moment later, the man and woman walked out of the University of Hong Kong under the surprised eyes of passers-by and classmates.
At this time, He Tianran didn't seem to care about pity and pity at all, he was ashamed and guilty, he just held Cao Aiqing's hand firmly, no matter whether the girl was struggling or questioning, he would turn a deaf ear to it and move forward, as if to prove that, I am not an "old man".
"Where are you taking me, He Tianran? Are you crazy?"
"Let go of me! What are you going to do?!"
"..."
Cao Aiqing kept struggling along the way, but gradually, the doubts in her heart overwhelmed her initial bewilderment, because as the two of them walked in the university city, the expressions and reactions on the faces of passers-by around began to produce a kind of confusion that was visible to the naked eye. The indifferent change of...
It stands to reason that a girl is being dragged away forcefully on the street, even if she doesn't want to cause trouble, it's impossible for no one to pay attention, but the reality is that the passers-by at this moment seem to be unable to see them, passing by them without seeing them .
When Cao Aiqing noticed this situation, He Tianran had already brought her to a pedestrian street not far from the Film Academy.
The scene of this pedestrian street is very lively. Cao Aiqing has been here more than once from the past to the latest, and she can even "brain make up" that the street should be noisy and noisy at this time.
Yes, make up your mind.
Because at this moment, in Cao Aiqing's ears, after a burst of compressed humming, no sound can be heard at once, and the world seems to have pressed the mute button, and it begins to become paradoxical...
The girl felt her hands trembling slightly.
But she didn't feel any fear in her heart...
It's not that she's trembling.
Cao Aiqing looked at the back of the man in front of him.
"I'm not indifferent to everything, nor have I lost all emotion..."
The two stood like this in the crowd of people, the girl felt her wrist was pinched by He Tianran, which made her frown, but unexpectedly, she didn't shout this time.
"I... I still have fears..."
He Tianran turned his head, looked at the girl behind him as if confirming, and found that when she was still there, the force holding her wrist was suddenly much weaker...
Cao Aiqing asked cautiously: "This is your...the other half of the world?"
He Ranran nodded in disappointment, and murmured in a hoarse voice:
"I'm not like you, Ai Qing. I can't communicate with those people who have lost their colors. They are like countless black shadows shaking in front of my eyes. We can't hear or touch each other. It's like a yin and yang. There are only large areas of dead silence, I dare not go deep into this area, because I am afraid that I will not find my way back, and I will be trapped here forever...
But inside, there are my lost dreams, my friends, my love, my... future.
I never thought that one day I would be so afraid of them and stay away from them..."
At this point, He Tianran didn't want to talk anymore, he continued to ask with a glimmer of hope:
"What about you, Ai Qing? In your eyes, what does this place look like?"
Cao Aiqing was silent for a moment after hearing the words, but still said truthfully:
"I... If I hadn't come with you, this place would have no effect on me. Even now, even if passers-by on this street seem to be unable to see us, I still haven't lost the color of this place..."
There was joy in He Ranran's eyes, and when he was about to ask, Cao Aiqing immediately poured cold water on him:
"I know what you're thinking, don't think about it anymore, Wen Liang just disappeared in this world, and I can't find any news about INTERESTING on the Internet. I asked Bai Tingting and several high school classmates, including our teacher, and they didn't have Wen Liang. Ryo's memory, so even if I can walk into this world that you can't see clearly, I can't help you with anything."
Unexpectedly, He Tianran just smiled wryly after listening.
"I didn't expect you to help me find her, but in fact, even if she appeared in this world, I think I would just avoid her on purpose, without any cause and effect involved..."
Cao Aiqing's face softened slightly.
"Can you take me to the film school? Don't think too much, I just want to go inside..."
He Tianran cautiously suggested that here, he is like a timid child.
People, there are always some precious things that have nothing to do with love. After being pranked by Wen Liang, He Tianran would join the film and television industry when he was so down and down. This is not only for revenge, but also proves that he likes this industry enough.
But unfortunately, he seems to miss his dream every time, either because the script was stolen, or because of the life and death of the two girls, it completely fell through.
He has been reincarnated so many times, it seems that he has never realized his movie dream...
The girl hesitated for a while.
"...what if I don't?"
"Why?!" He Ranran's emotions were completely stirred out of control by the girl's refusal again. He asked loudly, "I can color your world, why can't you show mercy and help me? I just want to Take a walk in the place where I lived and studied before, why don't you even give me this?!"
Cao Aiqing kept calm and said lightly:
"He Tianran, let's not talk about whether I can help you restore your color. Is there only one university town and one film school in your world? If you want to get back your dreams, what can't you do? Beijing, Shanghai, and foreign countries, they are in your eyes Is it all black and white? And don't forget, we are not helping each other, you owe me, not I owe you!"
He Tianran was so excited, he managed to find someone who could step into this forgotten land with him, but he could only walk alone, and he didn't even have a chance to be nostalgic...
He gritted his teeth and said firmly: "If you don't help me, then I won't help you either!"
"...He Tianran, are you threatening me?" Cao Aiqing frowned.
"..."
The man pursed his lips tightly without saying a word, the indifference of the past was no longer on his face.
"Let go of me!"
"Don't let it go!"
"release!"
"No!"
Cao Aiqing shook her hands vigorously, trying to break free from He Tianran's shackles, but the other party's hands were still holding onto her tightly. No one thought that this man who was usually calm and careless, would commit a messy crime in the street. !
In desperation, Cao Aiqing raised He Tianran's hand, opened his mouth, and slapped He Tianran's arm!
It's the same location again!It's the same trick again!Three times!
Cao Aiqing was like a rabbit being cornered, biting harder than the previous two times. Although He Tianran could bear the physical pain, but...
As Cao Aiqing bit deeper, he still chose to let go.
If the other party is so unwilling to help her, then she will leave one day...
It's impossible for him to just drag the other party for the rest of his life...
With a thought, a release of strength, the two separated their hands, and Cao Aiqing broke free from He Tianran's grasp.
The girl on the opposite side stared at him stubbornly, her body was gradually overwhelmed by the crowd of black shadows, and gradually disappeared in front of He Tianran...
On the arm, bright red blood dripped to the ground along the fingertips.
This turned out to be the only colorful thing in He Ranran's black and white world.
"Ai, Ai Qing...?"
He Tianran looked at this scene in disbelief, muttered in his mouth, subconsciously raised his hand, and touched the position where the girl was standing just now.
There, there is nothing.
Let go of your hand, it seems that He Tianran is the only one left in this world.
A huge sense of fear and loneliness crushed He Tianran's heart, which made him tremble like chaff, and his hairs stood on end, but he was powerless.
A person's hell brings a kind of unimaginable loneliness. The black shadow of the human figure seems to have been deliberately removed for a few frames, leaving behind afterimages shuttling around him. He Ranran began to run desperately, wanting to return to the normal world.
But the black-and-white street under your feet is instantly stretched infinitely like a sliding zoom in a Hitchcock movie, and the end is in the distance. You can clearly see it, but you can't reach it anyway...
An emotion called "despair" began to spread in He Tianran's heart. He could no longer maintain that indifference and numbness. He thought he was ready to welcome this day, but when he was in it, he just After experiencing such a segment, he broke down and shouted:
"Ai Qing?!! Ai Qing?!! Where are you? Come out!"
He was shouting for another person who might appear in the world.
For the current He Tianran, calling out this name is roughly equivalent to - help.
It's just such hysteria, but there is no response in exchange.
He Tianran didn't know how long he had been running and shouting on this road. He was like an ant trapped in a two-dimensional world. He couldn't find his way back just because he was exhausted. Until he lost all hope...
After the initial madness, the man's feet gradually slowed down and stopped in place.
He covered his face with his hands, his body trembling slightly, he sank slowly, and squatted on the ground.
He wanted to cry, but he couldn't squeeze a single tear from his eyes.
His squatting figure looked extremely desperate, terrified, lonely and small, and would be engulfed by the Kuroshio at any moment, and he didn't know where he would rush.
"You've become like this, do you still want to save me?"
In the silence, a female voice seemed to come from the sky, and sounded in He Tianran's ear, he suddenly raised his head and looked around, he could feel that Cao Aiqing was here, but he couldn't see her ...
Hope came quietly, but the ensuing questions, at this moment, were too heavy and real, so that He Tianran opened his mouth, his jaw trembling, unable to speak.
"If I leave too, will your world be like this?"
"..."
"...If it wasn't for me and Wen Liang, you could have lived a better life."
Another two questions in a row made He Tianran raise his head, but then slowly lowered it again.
This scene is very similar to the scene when Cao Aiqing hid from the rain alone under the eaves of the old teaching building after knowing He Tianran's love, feeling sad.
At that time, after He Tianran found Cao Aiqing, he let the rain drench him, but he still vowed "Ai Qing, please trust me again".
But as time goes by, young men and women gradually understand the weight of this sentence...
Now that the roles of the two are switched, apart from changing their world, they no longer have the identity and mentality of that time to say such things.
"It has nothing to do with you Ai Qing, this is my own fault, you have always been the most innocent one, I don't need another 'if'..."
With all kinds of entanglements and sufferings in his heart, He Tianran still didn't entrust his sins to others in the end.
"So I leave now and keep you here, are you willing?"
"...will you come to see me once in a while?"
This time, He Tianran answered quickly, but made the other party silent.
The man rested his chin on his knees, his eyes were blurred, and he continued facing the empty world:
"... Ai Qing, I'm very scared, really scared. Here, I seem to be dead, but my five senses are still sound, which proves that I seem to be alive again... This is the most tormenting place, the most tormenting place for me. I can't imagine what it will be like if I stay here for one year, two years, or even a hundred years, or a thousand years...
But if this is what happened to me, and it makes you forgive me, I... will.
But, can you visit me once in a while?
Because this place really... makes me feel that life is worse than death... it's me... please..."
After He Tianran finished these words in a begging tone, the world fell silent again...
……
He couldn't be sure whether Cao Aiqing was still there. Perhaps the conversation was all his imagination. This uncertainty made his thinking and consciousness cloudy and fuzzy. Time seemed to be lengthened. He wasn't even sure about these conversations. It happened in the last second, or the year before...
This is the picture of hell that he's done with.
When time and space become unclear, spiritual sobriety is the cruelest punishment.
However, the turning point was that he consciously heard this sentence again after several years——
"...He Tianran, it's not my long-cherished wish to let you stay here, so I still can't forgive you, even if you want to."
This sentence stimulated the hardest nerve of the man, it was so contradictory and reasonable, it became an opportunity for He Ranran to leave here...
And just in He Ranran's astonishment, a phantom of a hand suddenly appeared in front of him. The hand hung down slightly, and the translucent palm and fingertips seemed to have a holy gleam, hovering just like that. before his eyes.
"Ai Qing...I..."
"I don't like to come here with you, and I don't like to live in memories, so don't you want me to bring you to miss something, you still have something to do, stand up, and I will take you out."
I'll take you out.
These five words seem to pierce the dead silence and silence, and it is the sound of heaven from heaven to hell.
He Tianran stretched out his hand tremblingly like a drowning person, and at the moment when the fingertips of the two touched, a circular light began to spread upward from the fingertips of phantom, arms, limbs, The body, and that graceful and moving face...
Cao Aiqing came back to this world so vividly and vividly.
The decadent man was pulled by her to stand up.
The image reflected in He Ranran's eyes at this moment is an angel who loves the world and a bodhisattva who saves suffering.
The two held hands tightly, and he was pulled by her to walk slowly. On this street where the end point was close at hand, but always only one step away, because there was a lively girl, the steps they took Every step has a realistic scale.
He Tianran looked at Cao Aiqing's back in a daze. Once upon a time, the girl who said "As long as you turn your head, you can see me" is now leading him and striding forward...
The moment He walked out of the pedestrian street, the world in front of He Tianran was completely new, the hustle and bustle of the city, the footsteps of the crowd, the frolicking of men and women, the vulgarity of the market and the spotless girl beside him...
Everything poured fiercely into his vision and eardrums, He Tianran panted heavily, like a person who woke up from a nightmare, covered in sweat, as if he was so lucky in a lifetime...
He turned his head to look at the Bodhisattva. Although the Bodhisattva was sympathetic, he had no good temper and turned his head to one side.
He wanted to say, Bodhisattva, don't talk about sharing the wind and rain, even this world, you have brought me to see it again...
But when the words came to his lips, he felt inappropriate.
Because no matter how embarrassing you are, you can't just talk and talk until you burst into tears in front of the Bodhisattva...
So, he laughed.
Laughed very hard.
The Bodhisattva noticed the movement, gave him a reproachful look, and muttered:
"It's such an ugly smile."
(End of this chapter)
Cao Aiqing's tears have always been He Tianran's biggest weakness.
Every drop of these stubborn tears seemed to fall into the dry and cracked heart of the man, making him at a loss and at a loss, and finally had no choice but to repeat that sentence weakly:
"It's all my fault... I failed you..."
However, such a confession was not forgiven.
"He Tianran, don't admit your mistakes anymore. If you think that everything you do is right in your opinion, then these apologies are limited to your guilt towards me in your heart. I don't need your guilt. So what's the use of saying sorry to me after you stab yourself every time?"
Cao Aiqing stubbornly wiped away her tears with her hands, and said mercilessly:
"After Wen Liang left you, you left a mess in your world. You are very painful, right? You have been so patient for the past two years, fulfilling her and satisfying her, but when you are done with all these things, dragging on like this A body riddled with holes came to see me and said I'm sorry, what exactly was it trying to do?
So you also want to fulfill me with pain?
Who cares? !
Yes, I am full of sympathy for your experience, and I am gradually not indulging in the past things you did to me, but I want to tell you He Tianran, it is not that the more you love and the more painful you are, the more you can get happiness from me Return, so don't play with me like you did with Wen Liang!
The object of your giving is wrong, and the pain you have accumulated is even more blissful for me. Apologizing with guilt, always with pain, will never be forgiven from me!
Pain never equals giving! "
The Internet violence incident is over, and Wen Liang's disappearance also allowed Cao Aiqing to indirectly understand the truth of the world. The old grudge between the two of them has turned into a feeling of unrest and anger. The key to dissipating the grievances is He Tianran's spirit.
This is very straightforward, I beg you to stab me, or I stab myself first, these are not what Cao Aiqing wants, so she can't vent her grievances.
The girl can always say some words that hit the head and hit the soul, which makes He Ranran's brain buzz.
But this time, it came especially violently, because it was a sentence completely opposite to the status quo of his fate.
If he wants to save these two souls in hell, then his own efforts are doomed to only bring about pain.
It's not that He Tianran doesn't have things he wants to do, it's not that he doesn't have desires, it's just that his desires have been bound to the fate of the three of them since he knew the truth of the world, and he has always used his abilities to become Some kind of messenger of justice, which gave him a crucifixion-like vision of a martyr.
But now, another woman in his destiny said that suffering does not equal giving.
Not only does it negate everything he's done before, but it shakes, for the second time, the beliefs he's lived by...
For the first time, he separated the future from the present, but he couldn't distinguish himself; the second time, the world turned pale, and he was left with pain, but a woman called "Bodhisattva" asserted that pain is not equal to giving.
So what have you been doing all this time?
As the girl said, he couldn't save himself, so what qualifications did he have to save others?
He couldn't stop shaking his head, ranging from small to huge. The constant entanglements and troubles in his heart made him unable to suppress the turbulent emotions. He was like a devout pilgrim, but with the hostility after his belief was shaken, he was dead. asked:
"You don't want to do this, and that's not suitable, so teach me, what should I do? Bodhisattva!"
Cao Aiqing saw the change in his expression, and knew that her words had stimulated him. Although she knew that the other party wanted an answer, the answer was not with her...
"No one can teach you, He Tianran... In this world, no one can teach you how to live your own life well. If there is, that person must not be me, because you have already gone ahead of many people. , your mental state is much older than us..."
"..."
This almost ruthless and extremely truthful answer made He Tianran's eyes full of lifelessness, and his body that had just tensed up immediately relaxed again, only to hear Cao Aiqing continue:
"You have experienced so much, reincarnated so many times, repeated so many years, the alienation of relatives, the withering of love, you have witnessed the success or failure of life time and time again, what kind of person can teach you? Your parents Is it? Their lives have created such a you, and your life may not be as good as yours. What can they teach you?
Wen Liang taught you how to love at the beginning, and now she is gone, so you endured the pain and gave her a fulfillment in return, but she only taught you how to love, who else will teach you?me?
Everyone thinks that putting regrets into the time game as compensation for fantasy is the romance of youth, but how many people really ask themselves, what will happen next?
I am like you, the memory of the future makes us the premature die-offs in the world of youth, the premature babies in the real world, we are just caught in this gray area, when you are no longer curious about the world, no longer have fantasies about the future, Even the dreams of ordinary people are gone, you let me teach you, sorry, I consider myself a mud bodhisattva crossing the river, I don't have the ability..."
There is no doubt that these words can only be described by Cao Aiqing to He Tianran's fate.
When He Tianran stepped out of the warm and cool "education of love", he realized that there is not only love in this world.
If you want to buy sweet-scented osmanthus with wine, it doesn't seem like you are a teenager.
This is cruel and a reality that has to be faced.
"Curiosity and...fantasy?"
In this hell full of holes, He Tianran never thought about these two issues, he had lost these two abilities long ago.
"do you have?"
Cao Aiqing asked coldly.
He Tianran thought for a long time, and murmured:
"I have……"
"have what?"
He Ranran was silent for a long time, his forehead was sweating, as if to put a safety net on the answer he was about to say, he asked in a daze:
"...Bodhisattva, will you bless me?"
Cao Aiqing paused, puzzled.
"Bodhisattva, will you bless me?"
He Ranran seemed to have thought of something, and he became a little angry all of a sudden, he asked again uneasily, Cao Aiqing didn't know how to respond for a while.
At this point, without waiting for the girl to answer, the man stood up directly and grabbed her hand.
This sudden move made Cao Ai Qinghua's face turn pale. She subconsciously wanted to shake off the hand that was holding her, but the other party had already firmly grasped it, and she saw an urgent look on He Tianran's face.
"I have emotions related to curiosity and fantasy. Come on, I'll show you."
"Let go! He Tianran!"
He Tianran seemed to have grasped a life-saving straw, clamped the girl tightly with his big hands, and uttered an outrageous word that could not be resisted——
"go!"
……
……
A moment later, the man and woman walked out of the University of Hong Kong under the surprised eyes of passers-by and classmates.
At this time, He Tianran didn't seem to care about pity and pity at all, he was ashamed and guilty, he just held Cao Aiqing's hand firmly, no matter whether the girl was struggling or questioning, he would turn a deaf ear to it and move forward, as if to prove that, I am not an "old man".
"Where are you taking me, He Tianran? Are you crazy?"
"Let go of me! What are you going to do?!"
"..."
Cao Aiqing kept struggling along the way, but gradually, the doubts in her heart overwhelmed her initial bewilderment, because as the two of them walked in the university city, the expressions and reactions on the faces of passers-by around began to produce a kind of confusion that was visible to the naked eye. The indifferent change of...
It stands to reason that a girl is being dragged away forcefully on the street, even if she doesn't want to cause trouble, it's impossible for no one to pay attention, but the reality is that the passers-by at this moment seem to be unable to see them, passing by them without seeing them .
When Cao Aiqing noticed this situation, He Tianran had already brought her to a pedestrian street not far from the Film Academy.
The scene of this pedestrian street is very lively. Cao Aiqing has been here more than once from the past to the latest, and she can even "brain make up" that the street should be noisy and noisy at this time.
Yes, make up your mind.
Because at this moment, in Cao Aiqing's ears, after a burst of compressed humming, no sound can be heard at once, and the world seems to have pressed the mute button, and it begins to become paradoxical...
The girl felt her hands trembling slightly.
But she didn't feel any fear in her heart...
It's not that she's trembling.
Cao Aiqing looked at the back of the man in front of him.
"I'm not indifferent to everything, nor have I lost all emotion..."
The two stood like this in the crowd of people, the girl felt her wrist was pinched by He Tianran, which made her frown, but unexpectedly, she didn't shout this time.
"I... I still have fears..."
He Tianran turned his head, looked at the girl behind him as if confirming, and found that when she was still there, the force holding her wrist was suddenly much weaker...
Cao Aiqing asked cautiously: "This is your...the other half of the world?"
He Ranran nodded in disappointment, and murmured in a hoarse voice:
"I'm not like you, Ai Qing. I can't communicate with those people who have lost their colors. They are like countless black shadows shaking in front of my eyes. We can't hear or touch each other. It's like a yin and yang. There are only large areas of dead silence, I dare not go deep into this area, because I am afraid that I will not find my way back, and I will be trapped here forever...
But inside, there are my lost dreams, my friends, my love, my... future.
I never thought that one day I would be so afraid of them and stay away from them..."
At this point, He Tianran didn't want to talk anymore, he continued to ask with a glimmer of hope:
"What about you, Ai Qing? In your eyes, what does this place look like?"
Cao Aiqing was silent for a moment after hearing the words, but still said truthfully:
"I... If I hadn't come with you, this place would have no effect on me. Even now, even if passers-by on this street seem to be unable to see us, I still haven't lost the color of this place..."
There was joy in He Ranran's eyes, and when he was about to ask, Cao Aiqing immediately poured cold water on him:
"I know what you're thinking, don't think about it anymore, Wen Liang just disappeared in this world, and I can't find any news about INTERESTING on the Internet. I asked Bai Tingting and several high school classmates, including our teacher, and they didn't have Wen Liang. Ryo's memory, so even if I can walk into this world that you can't see clearly, I can't help you with anything."
Unexpectedly, He Tianran just smiled wryly after listening.
"I didn't expect you to help me find her, but in fact, even if she appeared in this world, I think I would just avoid her on purpose, without any cause and effect involved..."
Cao Aiqing's face softened slightly.
"Can you take me to the film school? Don't think too much, I just want to go inside..."
He Tianran cautiously suggested that here, he is like a timid child.
People, there are always some precious things that have nothing to do with love. After being pranked by Wen Liang, He Tianran would join the film and television industry when he was so down and down. This is not only for revenge, but also proves that he likes this industry enough.
But unfortunately, he seems to miss his dream every time, either because the script was stolen, or because of the life and death of the two girls, it completely fell through.
He has been reincarnated so many times, it seems that he has never realized his movie dream...
The girl hesitated for a while.
"...what if I don't?"
"Why?!" He Ranran's emotions were completely stirred out of control by the girl's refusal again. He asked loudly, "I can color your world, why can't you show mercy and help me? I just want to Take a walk in the place where I lived and studied before, why don't you even give me this?!"
Cao Aiqing kept calm and said lightly:
"He Tianran, let's not talk about whether I can help you restore your color. Is there only one university town and one film school in your world? If you want to get back your dreams, what can't you do? Beijing, Shanghai, and foreign countries, they are in your eyes Is it all black and white? And don't forget, we are not helping each other, you owe me, not I owe you!"
He Tianran was so excited, he managed to find someone who could step into this forgotten land with him, but he could only walk alone, and he didn't even have a chance to be nostalgic...
He gritted his teeth and said firmly: "If you don't help me, then I won't help you either!"
"...He Tianran, are you threatening me?" Cao Aiqing frowned.
"..."
The man pursed his lips tightly without saying a word, the indifference of the past was no longer on his face.
"Let go of me!"
"Don't let it go!"
"release!"
"No!"
Cao Aiqing shook her hands vigorously, trying to break free from He Tianran's shackles, but the other party's hands were still holding onto her tightly. No one thought that this man who was usually calm and careless, would commit a messy crime in the street. !
In desperation, Cao Aiqing raised He Tianran's hand, opened his mouth, and slapped He Tianran's arm!
It's the same location again!It's the same trick again!Three times!
Cao Aiqing was like a rabbit being cornered, biting harder than the previous two times. Although He Tianran could bear the physical pain, but...
As Cao Aiqing bit deeper, he still chose to let go.
If the other party is so unwilling to help her, then she will leave one day...
It's impossible for him to just drag the other party for the rest of his life...
With a thought, a release of strength, the two separated their hands, and Cao Aiqing broke free from He Tianran's grasp.
The girl on the opposite side stared at him stubbornly, her body was gradually overwhelmed by the crowd of black shadows, and gradually disappeared in front of He Tianran...
On the arm, bright red blood dripped to the ground along the fingertips.
This turned out to be the only colorful thing in He Ranran's black and white world.
"Ai, Ai Qing...?"
He Tianran looked at this scene in disbelief, muttered in his mouth, subconsciously raised his hand, and touched the position where the girl was standing just now.
There, there is nothing.
Let go of your hand, it seems that He Tianran is the only one left in this world.
A huge sense of fear and loneliness crushed He Tianran's heart, which made him tremble like chaff, and his hairs stood on end, but he was powerless.
A person's hell brings a kind of unimaginable loneliness. The black shadow of the human figure seems to have been deliberately removed for a few frames, leaving behind afterimages shuttling around him. He Ranran began to run desperately, wanting to return to the normal world.
But the black-and-white street under your feet is instantly stretched infinitely like a sliding zoom in a Hitchcock movie, and the end is in the distance. You can clearly see it, but you can't reach it anyway...
An emotion called "despair" began to spread in He Tianran's heart. He could no longer maintain that indifference and numbness. He thought he was ready to welcome this day, but when he was in it, he just After experiencing such a segment, he broke down and shouted:
"Ai Qing?!! Ai Qing?!! Where are you? Come out!"
He was shouting for another person who might appear in the world.
For the current He Tianran, calling out this name is roughly equivalent to - help.
It's just such hysteria, but there is no response in exchange.
He Tianran didn't know how long he had been running and shouting on this road. He was like an ant trapped in a two-dimensional world. He couldn't find his way back just because he was exhausted. Until he lost all hope...
After the initial madness, the man's feet gradually slowed down and stopped in place.
He covered his face with his hands, his body trembling slightly, he sank slowly, and squatted on the ground.
He wanted to cry, but he couldn't squeeze a single tear from his eyes.
His squatting figure looked extremely desperate, terrified, lonely and small, and would be engulfed by the Kuroshio at any moment, and he didn't know where he would rush.
"You've become like this, do you still want to save me?"
In the silence, a female voice seemed to come from the sky, and sounded in He Tianran's ear, he suddenly raised his head and looked around, he could feel that Cao Aiqing was here, but he couldn't see her ...
Hope came quietly, but the ensuing questions, at this moment, were too heavy and real, so that He Tianran opened his mouth, his jaw trembling, unable to speak.
"If I leave too, will your world be like this?"
"..."
"...If it wasn't for me and Wen Liang, you could have lived a better life."
Another two questions in a row made He Tianran raise his head, but then slowly lowered it again.
This scene is very similar to the scene when Cao Aiqing hid from the rain alone under the eaves of the old teaching building after knowing He Tianran's love, feeling sad.
At that time, after He Tianran found Cao Aiqing, he let the rain drench him, but he still vowed "Ai Qing, please trust me again".
But as time goes by, young men and women gradually understand the weight of this sentence...
Now that the roles of the two are switched, apart from changing their world, they no longer have the identity and mentality of that time to say such things.
"It has nothing to do with you Ai Qing, this is my own fault, you have always been the most innocent one, I don't need another 'if'..."
With all kinds of entanglements and sufferings in his heart, He Tianran still didn't entrust his sins to others in the end.
"So I leave now and keep you here, are you willing?"
"...will you come to see me once in a while?"
This time, He Tianran answered quickly, but made the other party silent.
The man rested his chin on his knees, his eyes were blurred, and he continued facing the empty world:
"... Ai Qing, I'm very scared, really scared. Here, I seem to be dead, but my five senses are still sound, which proves that I seem to be alive again... This is the most tormenting place, the most tormenting place for me. I can't imagine what it will be like if I stay here for one year, two years, or even a hundred years, or a thousand years...
But if this is what happened to me, and it makes you forgive me, I... will.
But, can you visit me once in a while?
Because this place really... makes me feel that life is worse than death... it's me... please..."
After He Tianran finished these words in a begging tone, the world fell silent again...
……
He couldn't be sure whether Cao Aiqing was still there. Perhaps the conversation was all his imagination. This uncertainty made his thinking and consciousness cloudy and fuzzy. Time seemed to be lengthened. He wasn't even sure about these conversations. It happened in the last second, or the year before...
This is the picture of hell that he's done with.
When time and space become unclear, spiritual sobriety is the cruelest punishment.
However, the turning point was that he consciously heard this sentence again after several years——
"...He Tianran, it's not my long-cherished wish to let you stay here, so I still can't forgive you, even if you want to."
This sentence stimulated the hardest nerve of the man, it was so contradictory and reasonable, it became an opportunity for He Ranran to leave here...
And just in He Ranran's astonishment, a phantom of a hand suddenly appeared in front of him. The hand hung down slightly, and the translucent palm and fingertips seemed to have a holy gleam, hovering just like that. before his eyes.
"Ai Qing...I..."
"I don't like to come here with you, and I don't like to live in memories, so don't you want me to bring you to miss something, you still have something to do, stand up, and I will take you out."
I'll take you out.
These five words seem to pierce the dead silence and silence, and it is the sound of heaven from heaven to hell.
He Tianran stretched out his hand tremblingly like a drowning person, and at the moment when the fingertips of the two touched, a circular light began to spread upward from the fingertips of phantom, arms, limbs, The body, and that graceful and moving face...
Cao Aiqing came back to this world so vividly and vividly.
The decadent man was pulled by her to stand up.
The image reflected in He Ranran's eyes at this moment is an angel who loves the world and a bodhisattva who saves suffering.
The two held hands tightly, and he was pulled by her to walk slowly. On this street where the end point was close at hand, but always only one step away, because there was a lively girl, the steps they took Every step has a realistic scale.
He Tianran looked at Cao Aiqing's back in a daze. Once upon a time, the girl who said "As long as you turn your head, you can see me" is now leading him and striding forward...
The moment He walked out of the pedestrian street, the world in front of He Tianran was completely new, the hustle and bustle of the city, the footsteps of the crowd, the frolicking of men and women, the vulgarity of the market and the spotless girl beside him...
Everything poured fiercely into his vision and eardrums, He Tianran panted heavily, like a person who woke up from a nightmare, covered in sweat, as if he was so lucky in a lifetime...
He turned his head to look at the Bodhisattva. Although the Bodhisattva was sympathetic, he had no good temper and turned his head to one side.
He wanted to say, Bodhisattva, don't talk about sharing the wind and rain, even this world, you have brought me to see it again...
But when the words came to his lips, he felt inappropriate.
Because no matter how embarrassing you are, you can't just talk and talk until you burst into tears in front of the Bodhisattva...
So, he laughed.
Laughed very hard.
The Bodhisattva noticed the movement, gave him a reproachful look, and muttered:
"It's such an ugly smile."
(End of this chapter)
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