The girl is not good in this life

Chapter 159 Unraveling (Part [-])
Zhao Xing refused to stay in the palace for a moment longer.

He was worried about Zhao Yu, and he didn't want to stay in the palace anymore.

And now at this time, he doesn't want to face his brother.

He really didn't think it was a big deal for his father and mother to be partial, after all, the eldest brother loved him more than his father, queen and queen.

But for some things, once the fig leaf was lifted, the most unbearable side was exposed in front of others, and he fell into a deep self-loathing. Looking back, what kind of life did the eldest brother live in the past ten years?
He grew up carefree, how much did he share for his elder brother?

He felt so ashamed that he didn't even dare to set foot in the Chengyi Hall.

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Jiang's face turned cold after hearing Zhao Xing's reason for leaving the palace.

Jiang Wan had a bad heart, and just about to stop her, Jiang shi blurted out: "The Zheng family is so precious!"

This is disrespectful.

That's the mother's house in Zhonggong. Even if this level is not mentioned, the queen's surname is also Zheng. She is the mother of the world, how can she be not honored?

Jiang Wan went to see Zhao Xing, but Zhao Xing didn't say anything.

Pei Qingyuan pursed her lips and pulled at Jiang's cuff: "Auntie, calm down."

"What are you afraid of?!"

Jiang Shi didn't wave away Pei Qingyuan's hand after all, but her voice was clear: "Aren't you allowed to say it? I don't care about the rules and decency!
When the Zheng family came to Beijing, the sage was delighted to see them. The young ladies were her nieces and nieces, so it was human nature to want to get close.

But they stayed in the palace, and now Dalang and his brothers have not been entrusted with the palace, nor married..."

Forget it.

Jiang Shi himself suddenly stopped talking, and didn't say anything further, just glanced at Zhao Xing.

From the moment he entered the door, Mrs. Jiang saw that he was not in high spirits and was depressed.

This is not the case on weekdays.

Zhao Xing used to be a person who was very good at taking care of people's emotions.

Even if he himself encounters unhappy things, he rarely brings them out in front of others.

Such repressed emotions will make people around him depressed together. He has a temperament that will not drag others down. Most of the time he is always gentle, and he settles and digests everything by himself.

As soon as he came today, Jiang felt that something was wrong.

It had to be something that he couldn't suppress to accumulate such a big emotion.

She was dissatisfied with Empress Zheng, and she was extremely dissatisfied with the Zheng family's affairs, but now in front of Zhao Xing, she couldn't speak anymore after all.

Zhao Xing's depression is probably also related to the Zheng family, and Zhao Xing was even more annoying when she babbled about the queen's fault.

Mrs. Jiang waved her hand and told Jiang Wan: "You go with Erlang, his yard is always empty, you send him there, talk with him, you don't need to stay with me."

Jiang Wan responded with a huff, and pulled Zhao Xing by the cuff to pull him up.

There were a lot of words, which were on the verge of his mouth, and Zhao Xingsheng endured them back.

When he was in Funing Hall, he promised his father that he would never mention it to others.

That nonsense should end here.

These things are such a mess.

Once a hole is opened, it is almost impossible to close it.

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"Second brother, what happened to you in the palace?"

Jiang Wan accompanied Zhao Xing back to his yard, and followed the waiters far away. Yuan Fu and Chang'an Changning were guarding, keeping a distance so that the two of them could talk.

Zhao Xing heaved a long sigh when he heard the words, and told Jiang Wan what happened today.

His tone was calm, and his expression was calm, only the tiredness in his eyes revealed the most real emotion in his heart at this moment.

Jiang Wan's heart tightened.

No wonder he came here looking down.

She realized almost immediately that he was loathing herself.

Jiang Wan also experienced such emotions.

Just after waking up, recalling many things in the previous life, the moment when he suddenly realized, he wished he could kill himself.

Although Zhao Xing's situation is different from hers, they are not far from each other.

Jiang Wan gritted her teeth and went to shake Zhao Xing's hand: "You can't blame yourself, all these things have nothing to do with you."

In the past, Zhao Xing would have pulled out soon, and would have to "point out" her a few words, telling her that it was not good.

Not today.

He definitely looked down at Jiang Wan, the softness and warmth in his palm brought back a little warmth in his heart: "But Zhuzhu..."

"No but!"

Jiang Wan firmly stopped him: "Does Your Highness know about your self-blame? Why do you blame yourself?

I think for so many years, His Majesty has loved you a lot, not because of the way you blame yourself for this matter now.

Second brother, you are the smartest person, you used to be the one who whispered those truths in my ears, taught me, and guided me.

It can be seen that it is true that the authorities are obsessed with this person.

Now you can't think about it yourself? "

Zhao Xing smiled bitterly: "This is too difficult."

"It's the Zheng family that's wrong, as for the saint's attitude—that's not what you asked the saint to protect the Zheng family.

His Highness has the responsibility of His Highness, he is certainly wronged, I can understand why you call him wronged, but if you say that because the official sage wholeheartedly favors you, you have never had such intimacy and care for His Highness, you have to feel that I am also at fault, and I am ashamed of His Majesty, if you don't tell His Majesty these words, he will probably give you a good beating! "

Jiang Wan's words were a little serious: "He himself protects you like that, but you despise yourself. Ten years ago in Xingyang, he suddenly wanted to kill you because of you. You couldn't help when he was fighting with the brothers of the Zheng family. Busy, if you want to say that you feel guilty because of these, I think it's nothing.

But what you are thinking now, I don't think it will work.

Even my aunt will scold you after hearing this. "

Her voice fell, but she realized that these words were not of much use, she frowned, she could only find another way, thought for a while, and then said: "Besides, doesn't Your Highness still have a good brother like you?
Dare to talk like this in front of the officials, and challenge the officials, you are really No. 1 in the world.

His Majesty treats you well, and you know how to feel sorry for your brother, so the painstaking efforts he has spent on you over the past ten years will not be in vain.

If he knows, he must be very pleased.

And in the next few decades, the years will be long, and besides the future princess, you, the brother, will be the only one who will be able to accompany His Highness through the whole life?

You know that he loves him, isn't that better than anything else? "

This speech was enlightening.

There was something disrespectful in her words.

But it's true.

The father, the emperor and the mother are going to walk ahead of them, and when they let go, the only ones who support each other are their brothers.

The care and love of parents is really not as good as the mutual support between brothers.

"As you said, I am crazy."

Jiang Wan's hanging heart and tense tone immediately relaxed: "Isn't it? I'm not afraid of people laughing at you, and I'm not afraid of me talking about your shortcoming. The quick-witted Second Highness, You are actually an idiot in the world of mortals, so you can't see clearly, and you need me, a little lady who is ignorant of the world, to point you out, but let's see how you can hold your head up in front of me in the future!"

(End of this chapter)