The girl is not good in this life

Chapter 288
Concubine Zhen never thought that one day Jin Hedi would sit in front of her and say such things to her.

She has low self-esteem in her bones.

From a young age to growing up in the palace, the more cautious you are, the more inferior you will be. Over time, it is indeed engraved in your bones and cannot be erased.

Even if she was sent to serve in the palace by the first queen mother, she never dared to forget her identity for a day.

It must be impossible to say in my heart that there is no grievance or resentment.

It's just that she can always explain herself.

Instead, Jin Hedi said that those grievances accumulated for decades seemed to burst the embankment at once.

Concubine Zhen's eyes were moist, and she was afraid that Jinhe Emperor would not like it, so she hurriedly lowered her head, not daring to lift her eyelids.

But her long eyelashes were also soaked.

Emperor Jinhe sighed inaudibly: "I have never told you this before, but I see your benefits, and there is nothing I don't understand in my heart.

You are responsible and cautious, so you have to swallow any grievances in the past few decades by yourself.

In the past year or so, many things have happened in the capital or in the palace.

Previously, Ah Yue went to visit relatives at her grandfather's house because of your bad health, but now you are getting older and sicker.

I also know that at that time, I should have given some rewards to your family, so as to ease the hearts of your grandparents and tell him to take good care of his illness.

If I didn't do it, you wouldn't speak up, and even Ah Yue never said a word to me.

Later, when you became a concubine, it is reasonable to say that you should also favor the Sun family, and I will not hide it from you—"

He dragged the ending: "This kind of grace can only be enjoyed by the queen, and I really never thought of giving it to you, to the Sun family.

You won't feel wronged, but Ah Yue is angry.

Naturally, it was you who persuaded her again, so she didn't make trouble in front of me.

Now that you have made a noble concubine, no matter what, you should show favor to the Sun family.

You are a first-rank noble concubine, and it is not a great grace for you Aye to get the title of Earl of Cheng En. If you really want to talk about it, your family got a reward in the early years, and now you should be promoted to a Marquis.

As for that nephew of yours—I know him, he has done a good job in writing, and he is indeed a man of real talent and learning. I summoned him to Beijing to find a suitable opportunity and a suitable position, and asked him to enter the court as an official. Or in Dalang and Erlang's palace, you can rest assured that a subordinate official will be arranged for him. "

"The official family..."

If the previous emotions should be called grievances, then at this moment, there is only emotion left.

Concubine Zhen raised her hand to wipe away her tears: "How can a concubine be so honored by the officials, and as a concubine, she is so considerate for the concubine's family."

Jin Hedi didn't say anything else: "I came here just to ease your heart.

Front court, rear palace, whatever to do.

You are now the only noble concubine in Daye, no matter how beautiful the Sun family is, it is not too much.

If anything happens, I will support you and Ah Yue, and the Sun family will do the same. "

The emperor Jinkou, with this promise, is more important than anything else.

What noble concubine, what Cheng Enbo, those were not in her eyes.

What she wanted was never wealth and glory.

It is best to be peaceful and clean, to be safe and secure.

Concubine Zhen faintly had a bold guess in her heart, but she would not ask it out of her mouth.

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After seeing off Emperor Jin He, Zhao Xiyue went to the main hall to find it.

Seeing Concubine Zhen's eyes were red, she knew that she had cried, and she frowned immediately: "What did Emperor Father say about you? Why are you still crying?"

Her posture looked like she was about to go out to the Palace of Funing for an explanation.

Concubine Zhen said twice, and hurriedly stopped the person: "Don't go, the official didn't say anything, and never said a word of seriousness. I just shed a few tears because I was moved.

You came so fast, the official's house walked in front of you, and you entered the door with your back foot, you just happened to see my red eyes. "

Zhao Xiyue was dubious, Concubine Zhen grabbed her and did not let go, pulled her to sit beside her, and then slowly told Zhao Xiyue what Jin and Emperor had said before.

After all, she is still young and has a childlike heart. After hearing these words, she wrote all the joy on her face: "Isn't this the best? The mother and concubine don't have to worry anymore, but I am afraid that the censor Yanguan What bastards did Shang Zhezi say.

Now it is the father's golden words, saying that the Sun family can afford it, even the Marquis can afford it!
Wouldn't it be okay to ask them to point fingers and say more? "

Concubine Zhen couldn't help shaking her head.

The smile on Zhao Xiyue's face faltered, obviously seeing her shaking her head clearly: "Mother Concubine thinks this is not okay?"

"That's not the case."

Concubine Zhen sighed: "The sage is sick, you go to pay his respects, but you have never served the sick in Hanzhang.

This time the sage relapsed from his old illness, and no one in the harem would have to come to guard and serve him. This was the sage's own intention.

I didn't think much about it at first, if the officials didn't say these things this time..."

Her voice paused for a while, and gradually weakened: "I thought, the government has tolerated the saint for decades, and it is everywhere, and now there are times when they refuse to be considerate."

Zhao Xiyue's pupils trembled: "What the concubine mother means is that the royal father treats the saint... the emperor's heart towards the saint is not the same as before?"

Concubine Zhen nodded: "You child, you just want to be happy, and you don't listen to what I said to you, do you?
The official said, in the past, he really didn't want to give these graces and decency to other people's families, but only to the sages and the Zheng family.

So what do you see now?

The Zheng family is getting worse day by day, and the officials are willing to lift up me and the Sun family.

I was also afraid that I would be overwhelmed, thinking wildly, and worried, thinking that the ministers in the court might not see the officials favoring the Sun family in this way, and wanted to submit a book to participate in the performance.

Or a big tree attracts the wind.Right now, the Sun family is too prosperous, and I don't know who will be in the way. It is a family with no foundation. It depends on the support and promotion of the officials to have the honor it is today, and it can also be a title. After reading a few books, there is really no room for retaliation, and there may not even be a chance to distinguish.

These always have to be considered carefully, and I have to worry about it.

Officials, he is only Austrian.

That's why I came here on purpose.

He just waited for me to figure it out, opened the gate of the palace, and accepted the congratulations from all the palaces before he came and said these words to me, telling me to relax and put it back in my stomach.

Ah Yue, if the official hadn't really thought so, he wouldn't have come to do such a ostentatious thing. "

Why did she ask the officials to make up for this scene?

So I can only sincerely think this way, thinking about it for her, and willing to give to the Sun family and to her what was previously refused to be given to others.

Concubine Zhen was not only flattered, but also had infinite worries.

"I'm afraid there is a rift between the official family and the saint."

(End of this chapter)