It's like I'm not reborn

Chapter 144 Bewitched

Treating real life as a never-ending melodrama is a madman's idea.

Zhu Lingjie finally understood why Jian Sichun had no jealousy at all.

Because this kind of emotion can lead to disputes, and in more serious cases, it can even cause a group to split.

So in the harmonious big family she knows, there is no need for such superfluous emotions as 'jealousy'.

But as an ordinary person living in reality, there is bound to be jealousy, so...

She put this body into the 'fantasy'.

Simply put, this is 'escapism'.

When Zhu Lingjie went to see a psychiatrist before, she heard from the doctor that in fact, many patients have this tendency to "retire from the world", and they can't even come to see a doctor. consult.

In fact, Zhu Lingjie herself has this kind of tendency... She is afraid of men, but men are everywhere, so she also hates going out...

It's just because she has a crush on Shi Hai, and Shi Hai is a man who lives normally in the real world, so even if Zhu Lingjie has 1 reluctances in her heart, in order to chase Shi Hai, she must go out of society and face Reality.

But Jian Sichun's love journey was much smoother. He had already dated Shi Hai when he was in college, and then completely relied on him, without having to face reality at all.

And because she was protected and loved by Shi Hai, she hardly encountered any setbacks in her life.

This allows her to always have the dreams and innocence of a child.

Even if it is an unrealistic idea, she will not immediately deny it like an adult, but will think 'it would be nice if this could be done'.

Like things like reincarnation in another world.

Normal people know that this can't happen, but Jian Sichun feels that 'maybe it can happen'.

From Zhu Lingjie's point of view, it's like 'I was discharged from a mental hospital, but my best friend went in'.

If they were good friends who knew each other normally, she would definitely persuade Jian Sichun...

But now even the unimaginable things like rebirth have happened to me, who can say that more bizarre things won't happen in the future?

Jian Sichun just abandoned common sense faster than anyone else, and accepted this abnormal situation with open arms.

And she expects this anomaly to continue...

Looking at it this way, Jian Sichun has actually made a choice, but Zhu Lingjie is still vacillating.

What Jian Sichun said was actually throwing the question to Zhu Lingjie.

And you?What do you want?
So, Zhu Lingjie began to ask herself.

Like Jian Sichun, I really want to be with everyone?

Give up jealousy completely... Can I do it?

Can I really like Jian Sichun like I like Shi Hai?
The current Zhu Lingjie couldn't answer any of them.

"Lingling? Are you okay?"

"Ah, um... I'm fine..."

"Is it because I said something weird that made you embarrassed?"

"No... I can understand, Sisi, what you think, indeed, it would be great if this kind of life can continue..."

Jian Sichun was also very happy to be recognized by Zhu Lingjie.

Because if she's the only one who thinks this way, then her 'Paradise Project' is meaningless.

But now Zhu Lingjie seems to be slowly accepting it, and Shi Meng originally supported her brother to open a harem, so there are already three people who are her supporters.

In the future, we will continue to expand the staff, and we must persuade Tian Shui to give up his selfish desire to monopolize Shi Hai and join them. Of course, Bai Yue, who has never met before, is the same...

As long as they are reborn women who have had emotional experiences with Shi Hai, they will all be drawn together.

Form a small group like the 'Alliance of Reborn'.

And then there's...

Well……!
Jian Sichun started to vomit again.

This time I really couldn't help it, and ran to the toilet covering my mouth.

Zhu Lingjie came back to her senses, and seeing Jian Sichun's uncomfortable appearance, she also hurriedly followed.

Jian Sichun ran to the toilet, grabbed the toilet and vomited, Zhu Lingjie walked up to her and patted her on the back to induce vomiting.

At the end of the vomiting, only acid water came out, which proved that she had vomited out all the contents of her stomach.

Jian Sichun is both uncomfortable and comfortable now...

It was uncomfortable because the stomach was convulsing, and the esophagus also hurt a little. It was comfortable because the blockage near the chest was finally gone, and breathing became much smoother.

She took the wipe that Zhu Lingjie handed her, wiped her mouth, blew her nose, and said like a salted fish.

"It feels like my body has been hollowed out...uh... my mouth is sour and bitter..."

Zhu Lingjie said to Jian Sichun while pressing the button of the toilet to flush away the vomit.

"Rinse your mouth, and then go to rest on the sofa in the living room, the bathroom is cool... Then drink some porridge to nourish your stomach, take a good rest today, and go to Shihai to play tomorrow, after all, the golden week has just begun, Except for today, there are still six days off.”

Jian Sichun also felt that he couldn't meet Shi Hai in his current state.

She had no choice but to nod in agreement and was supported by Zhu Lingjie out of the bathroom.

After coming out, Jian Sichun remembered another thing and asked worriedly.

"That... Lingling..."

"what happened?"

"I...didn't spit it out in front of Shi Hai yesterday, did I?"

"Don't worry, no one vomited it out yesterday."

"That's good...Speaking of which, Lingling also changed my clothes for me, right? Thank you~"

However, Zhu Lingjie became embarrassed when she mentioned the clothes.

She really doesn't know how to lie, so she can't get past the test without changing her face.

"Uh……"

"Huh? Could it be... Isn't it Lingling that you changed my clothes for me?"

"Uh, uh... Well, Shi Hai actually changed it for you..."

"Ah? Why him! Would he actually help me change my clothes?!"

Jian Sichun's reaction is not because she hates when Shi Hai changed her clothes, but because she thinks about Shi Hai changing her clothes, she thinks it can be used as a material for self-generation...

It's just that what she couldn't figure out was that Shi Hai would be willing to help her change clothes?

He suddenly changed?He suddenly changed?How can this be!

With Shi Hai's character, he would definitely leave this kind of thing to Zhu Lingjie.

But he didn't do it... In other words, there must be some reason for this!
"Tell me quickly, Lingling, what's going on? Shi Hai changed my clothes for me. What happened?"

Zhu Lingjie said with dodge eyes.

"Wouldn't it be great for Shi Hai to help you change your clothes...Sisi, just take it as a good thing, there's no need to investigate the reason..."

"The more you say that, the more I want to know!"

"Well... I think it's better if you don't know about this..."

"What?! No, no, no! Tell me!", Jian Sichun directly pulled Zhu Lingjie into her arms, hugged her with both hands and feet, wrapped her around her like a koala, and continued: "If If you don't tell me, I won't let you go even today."

In desperation, Zhu Lingjie had no choice but to tell the truth.

"Well...he said, it's already dirty anyway, why don't he change your clothes for you..."

"Hey? It's dirty...? Wait, Lingling, you just said that no one vomited it out yesterday... Didn't you lie to me?"

"I didn't lie to you, no one really spit it out..."

No vomit, but still dirty, which means…

"Could it be... I, did I pee again...?"

No, Shi Hai wouldn't change her clothes if she just peed...

What did Zhu Lingjie say just now?
"Wait, Shi Hai said he was already dirty anyway...Should I...I peed on him?"

Now that the matter has come to this point, Zhu Lingjie has no way to hide it anymore, so she can only nod her head.

"……Um……"

This 'hmm' sounded like the judge's gavel, directly pronouncing Jian Sichun's shameful sentence.

"No ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!"

Leaking urine in front of him is shameful enough, but this time he actually peed on him... Did he use his boyfriend as a toilet?It's too much!

Jian Sichun hugged her head and curled up into a ball.

Zhu Lingjie suddenly felt a little emotional.

She also had such a moment yesterday.

Shame to want to die.

But in fact, this is also a memory with him...

Zhu Lingjie thought of a word of comfort, hugged her shoulder and said.

"Sisi, think about it better, at least Shi Hai didn't dislike you..."

"If he dares to despise me, I'll strangle him to death, and then commit suicide! Huh, huh... I shouldn't be drinking so much and holding back from going to the toilet..."

"But he is willing to change your clothes for you, which means that he really regards you as his girlfriend... If it's a girl who doesn't matter, he will never do such a bold thing as helping you change your clothes."

"But the image of my girlfriend has been destroyed... I really want to delete my memory..."

Seeing Jian Sichun's appearance of being hit hard, Zhu Lingjie had no choice but to let her be alone and calm down.

"Then Sisi, take a rest first, I'll go heat up the porridge."

"Um……"

As soon as Zhu Lingjie entered the kitchen, Tianshui came out of her room, scratching her head and complaining.

"It's so noisy...what are you screaming for? Are you afraid that your screaming is not vivid enough when you are on the bed?"

"Tian Shui..."

At this moment, Tian Shui didn't look like a lady at all, because her back was hunched, her black hair covered her face, like a female ghost.

Tian Shui pulled his hair up, glanced at Jian Sichun who was crying while hugging the pillow, and said.

"Hey...you won't call me senior sister when Shi Hai is not here?"

"..."

Seeing Tianshui, Jian Sichun stopped crying instead.

She didn't know why this happened, but she always felt that crying in front of Tian Shui counted herself as a loser.

And she didn't want Tianshui to know that she pissed on Shi Hai.

However, Tianshui had already heard the conversation between Jian Sichun and Zhu Lingjie, and heard it from the beginning to the end, but now he just pretended to be 'just came out of the room'.

Tian Shui sat on the sofa as if he had found an interesting new toy, poked Jian Sichun's face and said.

"Unexpectedly, Jian Xuemei, you are still a 'water lotus'?"

Chushui Furong, originally meant to refer to the newly opened lotus, is often used as a metaphor for a fresh and decent woman, but Tianshui now uses this idiom to refer to something else.

Jian Sichun jumped aside like a kitten with fried fur and shouted to Tianshui.

"You...! Did you hear everything!"

Tian Shui shrugged and said with a smile.

"You guys are talking so loudly, I don't think it's hard not to hear... Hehe... But, you are so cute, you still cry about this kind of thing... You must have peed on him more than once, right? So far, what is there to be ashamed of? Rebirth and return to the past, not only the membrane is repaired, but also the mental age has become younger?"

"It's, it's not the same thing! That kind of ugliness...how can I show him!"

Tian Shui disagreed.

"Why not? I cried in front of him yesterday, and I'm not ashamed as you are."

Tian Shui has always recognized a truth.

As long as you are not embarrassed, the one who is embarrassed is the other party.

Jian Sichun was very surprised, she never thought that Tianshui would be willing to tell her such a thing.

"Sister, did you actually cry yesterday!"

"Yeah, I wiped my tears and snot on his clothes on purpose, hehe~ He still had to coax me, wipe my face, tears and blow my nose, busy..."

While speaking, he still did not forget to mock Jian Sichun.

"But it's still not as good as Jian Xuemei. He worked hard yesterday to clean you up."

"you……!"

Jian Sichun, who was still a little angry, suddenly calmed down.

She felt that Tian Shui didn't come to quarrel with her, otherwise there was no need to tell all the embarrassing things about crying.

"Sister Tianshui... don't you feel shy?"

"What's there to be ashamed about? I already knew that I'd want to cry when I was drunk, and I just cried out for him on purpose."

"Are you kidding?"

"It's also to vent my emotions. After all, it's rare to be able to cry a lot. Of course, I want him to comfort me."

"Isn't this treating Shi Hai as an emotional trash can!"

"Yeah, so what?"

Seeing Tian Shui's upright look, Jian Sichun was even more speechless.

"Senior, aren't you afraid that Shi Hai will hate you for this?"

"Do you think he will?"

"He...! He won't..."

"Then it's over."

"But aren't you just using Time Sea for yourself! You're going too far!"

"Is this still called taking advantage? Heh! I laughed so hard... I already gave him a bunch of benefits, so what if I asked him to take my emotions into consideration?"

Tian Shui suddenly approached Jian Sichun and said.

"Love is never a unilateral effort."

"...!!!"

Jian Sichun was stunned by these words.

Tian Shui raised her chin with a smile and said again.

"So you just want to show him the best side of yourself?"

"Then, of course!"

"Hehe~ You really have a girly heart... On the contrary, I think that it is precisely because I regard him as a special person that I can show him a side that cannot be seen by outsiders."

"This is too...!"

"Dirty, embarrassing, shameful, uneasy, sick, empty... No matter good or bad, show him all of yourself... Is that right?"

"but……!"

"Jian Xuemei, we are all just good-looking women, not goddesses without flaws."

"really……"

"Do you think he will hate you because of this? For example, if you pee on him, would he really care? No, of course not."

"...!"

"You also know Shi Hai very well, not only will he not hate you, but he will also be happy because he saw the truest you..."

Tian Shui leaned close to Jian Sichun's ear and said in a soft voice.

"That man is a 'pervert' who likes to dig deep into people's hearts... Hehehehe..."

Jian Sichun couldn't say a word.

Because her heart has been convinced by Tian Shui's words.

Tian Shui held up the dumbfounded Jian Sichun's face, looked down at her from top to bottom, the black hair enveloped her like a curtain.

In the darkness, Jian Sichun clearly heard the whisper of the witch.

"How long are you going to use that crappy acting to play the 'perfect girlfriend', naive Jane Xuemei..."

"You should be a woman who knows how to 'act like a baby' and how to get Shi Hai's attention and love, right?"

"But now you have become too naive... If you are an opponent in love, you are simply vulnerable..."

"Don't say that you want to pull me in to be sweet with you. A dirty thing like me can't enter the pure Utopia you imagined, haha..."

"However... if you want to drag Shi Hai into a happy hell, I don't mind helping you..."

"Come on, Xuemei Jian, tell me..."

"Do you want Shi Hai to be dyed in your own color?"

(End of this chapter)