It's like I'm not reborn

Chapter 174

Liu Zhenshan frowned tightly, struggling endlessly, Shi Meng enlightened her mother.

"Mom, you can't understand them if you think about it in a normal way. After all, they have some problems with their brains..."

Do you have a problem with your brain...

Although it is indeed an exaggeration, they should also have reasons that prompted them to make such a decision.

There is no doubt that the reason is Shi Hai.

Sure enough, when falling in love with a man, women often have thoughts that ordinary people cannot understand.

After a pause, Shi Meng turned away his eyes and added something self-deprecating.

"Well...me too."

"..."

Me too...?

Liu Zhenshan suddenly felt that maybe it wasn't that he couldn't understand them, but that he was just repelling them, or...jealous of them.

I see……

They are who they used to be.

Just like themselves at the beginning, they abandoned all worries and chose to be with the one they love without hesitation.

Obviously, I should be the person who can understand them best...

It should be clearer than anyone else...

But in the end, I became unable to understand them.

It turned out that it was me who lost the feeling of love unconsciously...

Liu Zhenshan realized that in fact, he had been forcing himself to forget the past.

Because only in this way can she completely forget her past self and make herself act like a normal mother.

Although she rejected all the remarriage blind dates arranged by her relatives, as expected, Liu Zhenshan lost the nourishment of love too early, which made her a little at a loss.

I hope they can stay with Shi Hai for a long time... Liu Zhenshan felt relieved when he thought about it.

Liu Zhenshan stretched his brows and nodded with a smile on his face.

"I see, since this is a decision you both made together, I will agree with you."

Seeing that the only parent nodded, everyone breathed a sigh of relief.

Jian Sichun immediately hugged her and started acting like a baby again.

"Mom is the best~"

"Well, even if everyone says you are wrong, I will stand by your side."

"I knew Mom, you would definitely accept it!"

"How should I put it... I thought it was outrageous at first, but I thought about it carefully. Who hasn't been impulsive when they were young? Impulsive love is the privilege of young people."

Liu Zhenshan gently stroked Jian Sichun's head and said.

"Besides, you didn't all make such decisions out of impulsiveness, did you?"

"After all, I still know my son very well. He may be the man farthest from the word impulsive."

"Come to think of it, it took a lot of effort for you to convince him to accept this path, right?"

Everyone felt the same about this sentence and nodded repeatedly.

Sure enough, knowing a child is better than a mother, and Liu Zhenshan knows Shi Hai best.

Jian Sichun really wanted to tell her mother all about the voting process just now, so that she could vomit her bitterness.

Because just now the final voting and decision-making power fell on Jian Sichun's head, she felt that it might be the most stressful and nervous time since she was born, and she might not have been so nervous when she went to check the results of university admissions .

It even feels like something is leaking from below... Well, it shouldn't be there, right?

If it leaks urine again, it would be really embarrassing... I always feel as if the gate has become looser and looser since the first time I had it, what's going on...

It must be Shi Hai's fault!
Jian Sichun blamed Shi Hai for the reason, and gave him a vicious (presumably) glaring look.

But Shi Hai noticed that she seemed to want to reveal something, so he squinted his eyes just in case, and gave her a warning look of 'don't talk too much'.

Under those majestic eyes, Jian Sichun was so frightened that he almost peed out.

no!I'm still hugging my mother, so I have to hold back!
"I, I'm going to the toilet..."

"Oh, did you drink too much water?"

"Well! Let's discuss after I come back and decide where to go today!"

After finishing speaking, he hurriedly slipped to the toilet.

Liu Zhenshan leaned on the back of the chair and said with emotion.

"So it's been so long..."

"Yeah, I'm already a sophomore, and I'll graduate in two years."

"Time flies so fast..."

Liu Zhenshan closed his eyes and began to look up the past memories locked deep in his heart.

Those passionate, happy, and sad pasts, now recalled, have become blurred like faded photos.

One day, maybe I will even forget what that person looks like...

Obviously, I thought this was absolutely unacceptable before, but now I always feel that it is not so painful.

People are really ruthless creatures... Liu Zhenshan laughed at himself wryly.

But as expected, I still feel regretful, if only he could live a little longer.

Thinking of this, Liu Zhenshan looked at his son who had been trained by him again, patted his shoulder with a smile and said.

"Shi Hai is still in good health. He probably won't suffer from any serious illness like his unlucky old man. If there are no accidents, he should be able to live for a long time!"

"..."

Step on, to, ground, thunder, up!
Even Shi Hai felt his stomach twitch violently.

The others also showed strange faces, but immediately put on a straight face.

And those who couldn't hold back just bowed their heads directly, so as not to let Liu Zhenshan see the expression of being unable to hold back.

I'm sorry, mom...!
But your son is very likely to die in nine years... After we accept this result, we will choose to cherish the present, and we will be together happily...

How could such a thing be said out loud!
From Liu Zhenshan's point of view, isn't it just that after sending off her husband, she also sent off her son?

Some people will definitely say that Liu Zhenshan is a dead star who is both restrained and restrained!

And Jian Sichun and the others have also become scumbag women who enjoy the love he gives without any scruples when they know that Shi Hai will die.

Of course, it can also be said that they are good women who know that Shi Hai will die, but still will never leave him... But in fact, they have a way to make Shi Hai live, so they feel more forward.

In order not to let Yoo Jin-sun notice the strangeness, they can only display 120% of their acting skills to pretend to be natural.

But as expected, I still can't do it!
No matter how much they pretended to be calm, they still couldn't keep their hearts from moving about this matter.

Fortunately, Jian Sichun went to the toilet, otherwise Liu Zhenshan would have noticed the clue with her expression that she couldn't hide anything.

"But remember to be moderate, don't be too... Make him work too hard? Otherwise, it will really be unbearable."

Shi Hai also knew that they had already been surrounded by the topic of landmines, so he quickly helped them set up a cover.

"Yes, yes, we will not mess around. We are a harmonious and loving family."

Then he got up and greeted everyone.

"Then I'll clean up the dishes, you guys first..."

Shi Hai couldn't think of what to ask them to do for a while, but Tian Shui, who was good at hiding his emotions, replied more naturally.

"Let's go change into our swimsuits first."

"Oh, that's fine. Speaking of which, you haven't taken any photos since you arrived on the island, right? You obviously brought your camera."

"Well, shall we have another photo session after that?"

"sure."

Although they are opponents, they have a tacit understanding when cooperating.

Successfully dispelled the aftermath of the landmines and dissolved the hardened atmosphere.

However, at this moment, Jian Sichun, who went to the toilet, came back. Seeing that everyone either lowered their heads or maintained a stiff smile, they also noticed something was wrong, scratching their heads in wonder and asking.

"Huh? What's wrong with you guys? Why do you all look constipated... Do you want to go to the bathroom too?"

All of a sudden, Liu Zhenshan's attention was drawn back.

"Yeah... what's wrong with you? Are you feeling unwell?"

Everyone cast a 'kind' look at Jian Sichun.

Zhu Lingjie waved her hands with an awkward smile and said haha.

"No, Mom, we're fine...the menstrual period is still early..."

The smart Liu Zhenshan soon realized that maybe he said something that was not right that caused them to become like this, so he asked back.

"Is it because I said something inappropriate just now?"

This is too sharp!

Should it be said that she is Shi Hai's mother... This overly precise insight... is terrible!
Although Tian Shui and Zhu Lingjie were able to hide their expressions, Shi Meng and Xiao Yao's surprise was evident on their faces.

In this way, Liu Zhenshan was sure that he said something that made them unacceptable, so he asked further.

"I know that you young people are more energetic, but there is only so much water in the pool. If you use several pumps at once, it will be drained soon, right?"

"You mean..."

Tian Shui directly bowed his head to admit his mistake, accepted the lesson, and wanted to stop the topic just like that.

But Jian Sichun, who didn't understand the status quo at all, asked more talkatively.

"What? Could it be that Shi Hai complained to you, mother?"

Shi Hai rolled his eyes directly.

Liu Zhenshan explained again.

"That's not true, but I think Shi Hai's physical fitness is good, so he should be able to live for a long time, but if you really don't give him time to breathe, he will definitely not be able to carry it..."

"Uh……!"

Jian Sichun is not stupid enough to say the words 'Shi Hai doesn't live long' directly.

But like everyone else, when I heard Yoo Jin Sun say 'Shi Hae can live for a long time', there was still a problem with expression management.

Especially her pupils with different colors on both sides, expressing emotions more vividly than others, Liu Zhenshan immediately saw that something was wrong.

Actually reacted to this sentence?

After further reducing the range, Liu Zhenshan asked tentatively while pinching his chin.

"Could it be... is there something wrong with Shi Hai's body?"

Jian Sichun was a little relieved when he heard this question,

"No, Mom, Shi Hai is so healthy, nothing will happen to him."

Liu Zhenshan patted his chest, pretending to be relieved and said.

"That's great, I thought Shi Hai had some incurable disease, and he didn't have much time to live... Ah ha ha, how could such a thing happen, after all Shi Hai's greatest advantage is his good health, You say yes?"

"Yeah! That's right... He is so healthy, how could he have... an incurable disease?"

While talking, Jian Sichun suddenly realized the problem.

Why is it impossible to have an incurable disease?
In fact, in Mengmeng's time and space, Shihai was lying on the hospital bed and turned into a vegetative state, wasn't he?

Although Shi Hai said that turning into a vegetative state may be related to Shi Meng... But if there is no problem with the body, how could it suddenly happen?

Thinking of this, Jian Sichun became anxious, grabbed Shi Hai's arm and said to him.

"Maybe there is such a possibility! I said, Shi Hai! Go back and check your body first!"

Shi Hai supported his forehead on the spot, heaved a long sigh, pinched Jian Sichun's small face with the other hand and cursed.

"...Idiot, you bit the hook."

"Hey?!"

At first, she was puzzled, and then Jian Sichun realized that her mother was still listening!

"what!"

Sure enough, looking back, Liu Zhenshan's face turned black.

"You guys... really have something to hide from me."

"No, no, mother..."

At this time, Jian Sichun was already panicking.

But facing Jian Sichun who was like a little rabbit, Liu Zhenshan showed no mercy.

"Give it to me! All! Make it clear!"

"Wow wow wow..."

The gentle attributes of the maternal halo have all been transformed into majesty.

Jian Sichun's mouth opened and closed aba aba, trembling and unable to speak, tearing up in fright.

Even though she just went to the toilet, she felt like going to the toilet again...

"Hey……"

Shi Hai sighed.

Sure enough, I still can't hide it...

He stretched out his hand to hold Jian Sichun into his arms, calmly said to his mother while soothing her emotions.

"I see, I will tell you everything, Mom, just let her go."

Liu Zhenshan directly grabbed Shi Hai's neckline, pressed his face to it, stared into Shi Hai's eyes and said.

"Shi Hai, if you dare to omit certain information on purpose, I will never forgive you."

It's scary...

Sure enough, my own mother is the scariest...

Shi Hai rarely saw this look, which proved that she was really angry.

If she deliberately missed some important information like before, she will notice it this time.

That being the case...then we can only put forward the conditions first.

"But mom, if you want to hear it, promise me one thing first."

"Say it first, I'll consider whether to agree or not after listening."

"No, you promise me first."

Shi Hai was also very tough, and this was the first time he had discussed such a condition with his mother.

Realizing that the matter was not simple, Liu Zhenshan frowned and remained silent for a long time before agreeing.

"...I see, I promise you, tell me what it is."

"It's very simple. After listening to it, don't decide to do anything on your own."

"I see."

"So... where do we start? In short, sit down first, it should be very long."

As a result, it was still exposed.

The last day of the island vacation cannot be spent easily and happily.

At three o'clock in the afternoon, Shi Hai finally finished talking about what happened so far, what happened in the known future, and his own speculation.

During the listening process, Liu Zhenshan was surprised at the beginning, then suddenly realized after thinking about many things, and finally realized the seriousness of the problem...

After listening to it, his reaction was very flat, similar to when Shi Hai first learned about the rebirth.

"So that's the case, rebirth..."

Everyone bowed their heads to her and admitted their mistakes.

"I'm sorry, Mom..."

"No, it's understandable for you to hide it from me. After all, these things are really too unbelievable. It's hard for ordinary people to believe..."

Shi Hai spread his hands and said.

"But you will believe it, after all, it is more reasonable."

"Yeah, in this way, all the strange things can be explained clearly... So, Shi Hai, you are sure that you will die in nine years, right?"

"That's right, in fact, my ending has almost been deciphered now, and after that, I will see if there is room for a turnaround... The key lies in you, mother."

Shi Hai didn't want to get his mother's understanding so he told her all these things.

Liu Zhenshan also knew what Shi Hai was referring to, and said with a frown.

"You want to talk about the fact that I died early in Mengmeng's time and space."

"It's good if you know...Actually, I thought it might just be an accident before, but now after analyzing the preconditions, I think maybe your death, Mom, was not an accident, but an 'artificial' one. .”

"..."

Liu Zhenshan remained silent, while Shi Hai continued.

"You entrusted Mengmeng to me before you died, which proves that you are already ready to die, that is to say...Mom, you really have something to do, let me live, but The price is your own life."

"..."

In fact, Liu Zhenshan remembered the placenta and umbilical cord that were deliberately left behind...

And what made her keep these two things, her former friend, cause and effect...

Swapping lives sounds unscientific, but if it's that mysterious young girl who never grows up.

Maybe it can be done...

Of course, Shi Hai caught Liu Zhenshan's expression, knew what she was thinking, and said immediately.

"But no matter what the method is, I must tell you clearly now, don't use it."

"you……!"

This is not enough, and she has to say something even more inhumane to completely dispel her idea of ​​doing stupid things in order to save her son.

So Shi Hai simply said.

"Even if you use some method to exchange your own life for mine, Mom, I will eventually become a vegetable, no different from death, and even add burden to Mengmeng."

"Shi Hai! What you said is too much! Mom, she just wants to...!"

Shi Hai looked at Zhu Lingjie quietly and shook his head.

Zhu Lingjie choked up, she realized that Shi Hai said that on purpose.

And Liu Zhenshan couldn't say anything, because she knew that what Shi Hai said made sense.

"The sacrifice you thought was just adding uncertainty to my future, and even if I really survived by your life, I wouldn't be happy."

If Shi Hai didn't know about it, she would definitely give her life for Shi Hai, but now that Shi Hai knew about it, with Shi Hai's character, she would bear a heavy sense of guilt until she died.

Her original intention was to hope that Shi Hai could enjoy the rest of his life instead of repenting like a sinner!
"So, don't overdo it, mother."

"...!"

Liu Zhenshan grabbed a handful of hair in pain, his chest was extremely heavy, but he couldn't say a word, his thoughts were full of thoughts, and his heart felt like a knife was twisted.

Why……

God……

What did our family do wrong?
The child's father was taken away by heaven early, and now even her favorite child will be taken away from her?
I have done so many good deeds, but in the end, did you treat me like this?
I just want my kids to live a happy and healthy life...is that too much?

Can't……!
Absolutely not!

I will not allow this to happen!No one can take Shi Hai's life away!
At this moment, the selfless Virgin is transformed into a selfish ghost mother.

Her kindness will only be left to her own children from now on.

And for Shi Hai... she will do her best, and there is no taboo.

(End of this chapter)