It's like I'm not reborn

Before the end of Chapter 175

Even the very enlightened Liu Zhenshan couldn't accept this matter with a smile.

She held her forehead and remained silent for a while, without making any sound...it didn't look like she was crying.

Shi Hai couldn't see her eyes, but he could imagine what her eyes looked like at the moment.

That was when her father died, and Shi Hai was by her side.

When he was a child, Shi Hai was not so tall, so even if Liu Zhenshan lowered his head, he could still see the eyes looking at her from the bottom up.

That was the first time Shi Hai discovered that the description of "the eyes and the heart died together" really happened in reality.

And now, even if it hasn't reached that level, it's probably about the same.

She was definitely the last person who didn't want Shi Hai to die, and wanted Shi Hai to live more than anyone else present.

Jian Sichun couldn't bear it, she thought that if her mother was allowed to participate in the voting, the result would definitely be reversed.

But in fact, Yoo Jin-sun would never agree with such a thing as 'vote to determine the future'.

For the first time in her life, she felt that it was not a good thing for her son to be independent, mature, and sensible too early.

If Shi Hai was more or less inclined towards Ma Baonan, even if he was a little indecisive in character, he would definitely not make a decision without authorization...

But no if.

Shi Hai had already run out of words.

"Whether you accept it or not, the result is like this."

Liu Zhenshan raised his head slowly, forced a smile and said.

"I see...then...so be it."

"Mother……"

Shi Meng came to Liu Zhenshan's side and hugged her waist gently, trying to appease her sadness.

Liu Zhenshan said while stroking her head.

"...Sorry, you guys are obviously thinking about me, so you don't want to tell me these things."

Shi Meng rubbed her forehead on her mother's neck and said.

"Mom, you don't have to apologize to us...it's us who should apologize to you and decide the future on our own...especially brother, he is too reliable, so he makes you very distressed, right?"

Shi Hai had a question mark on his head, he was too reliable, so he was troubled?
What nonsense are you talking about, sister, are you still sober?
And Liu Zhenshan was a little moved unexpectedly, because Shi Meng had completely guessed his own thoughts, and the mother and daughter were connected.

Thinking about it carefully, Shi Meng has lived with Shi Hai for nearly ten years, and she is already a real Shi family.

"Yeah... can you understand too?"

Liu Zhenshan asked other people, and they all understood.

"Indeed, although this is very reassuring, it can also be nerve-wracking." Jian Sichun folded his arms and nodded repeatedly.

"Well...sometimes it's a bit embarrassing..." Zhu Lingjie also showed a wry smile.

"Isn't he just such a man?" Tian Shui shrugged.

what happened?

It's an atmosphere that only I don't understand...

Looking at Kaname who was the only one who didn't make a comment, Kaname was also thoughtful.

She also thought at first, isn't it good to be such a reliable senior?What's the trouble?

But immediately she understood what they meant, showing a suddenly realized expression, hammering her palms and saying.

"I see!"

Shi Hai was even more puzzled.

Of course he doesn't understand.

Because incompetent and weak men will stimulate women's desire to protect.

And Shi Hai is the kind of man whose inner strength is too high, and when he is not broken down, he will not show his weak side.

He is not the kind of man who would bury his head in a woman's lap and cry secretly.

"Actually, I can understand that you are making this decision after careful consideration. After all, if Xiaochun and you are all reborn, you should already be mature adults psychologically. I believe you all have the ability to make independent judgments."

You know, they are all involved.

As Shi Hai's other half, he has experienced the loss of the person he loves the most.

No wonder... That's why they can accept this route.

Compared with losing Shi Hai, other things are really nothing to worry about.

Before, Liu Zhenshan thought that they were all her young self, but now she found that they had completely surpassed her.

Different from themselves back then, they have supported each other to move forward.

So Liu Zhenshan asked.

"Xiaochun, do you still remember the state of me after Shi Hai's accident before rebirth?"

Talking about this matter, Jian Sichun's expression also became lonely.

"Well... Mom, you are obviously very sad yourself, but you still come to comfort me..."

"Sure enough..."

Even though they have lost their sons, they can still give priority to caring about the mental state of others.

Has it really been accepted?
Not at all.

In fact, Liu Zhenshan knew that it was just using the usual method to escape from reality.

In the end, there was still no progress at all...

It can't go on like this.

"call………………"

As if wanting to spit out her past self, including her soul, Liu Zhenshan let out a long breath.

It makes people a little worried whether she will be a little hypoxic because of this.

No one knows what kind of changes have taken place in her at this moment, even Shi Hai doesn't know, at this moment, Liu Zhenshan has been reborn mentally.

"But I still want to apologize to you. It's the last day of the holiday, but it still takes up so much of your time... You were originally planning to change your mood, right?"

Although in fact there is still one more day of vacation, but I have to fly home tomorrow, and I will be ready to start school after some adjustments.

And... don't know what will happen tonight.

After all, so far, everything is just inference, and it is still unknown whether Kaname's time loop can stop here.

Shi Meng continued to comfort him.

"It's okay, you must be more important, mom."

Knowing the truth suddenly, it must be difficult to accept for a while.

Even though she was still smiling on the surface, it must be a forced smile, so Shi Meng decided to stay with her mother today.

"Anyway, I'm also Shi Hai's mother, I'm not that fragile yet, don't worry, I'll sort myself out."

Then Liu Zhenshan looked at the time and said again.

"Let me see...it's not too late now, why don't we start now? Speaking of which, Shi Hai and I went to the aquarium with Kaname yesterday, and everyone else has been there, right? It's pretty beautiful Yes, let’s all go together this time, and then take a photo as a memory.”

So at Liu Zhenshan's suggestion, everyone decided to visit the aquarium.

On the way to visit the aquarium, Shi Hai found Xiao Yao sitting alone on the bench in the rest area in a daze, so he walked over and sat beside her and asked.

"What's the matter? Kaname? It feels like you're lacking in interest, because you came here yesterday?"

"After all, I'm a native islander, and I'm tired of these places..."

"That's right, and you've gone through hundreds of cycles, so you've been here countless times."

"Yeah, I even know how many fish there are in this aquarium."

"Not how many kinds, but how many?"

"Yeah, I counted them one by one, and there are 244 in total."

"Then you are so boring."

"After all, Senior, you are dating your girlfriends. I can't be a light bulb to hinder you, right? I can only pass the time by myself."

"So that's the case, that's really hard for you."

"It's okay, I'm used to it...Speaking of it, senior, if you don't go to accompany your girlfriends, is it okay to come to my place to fish?"

"They all went with my mother, and what I said to my mother just now was a bit too forceful... It's embarrassing for me to be by their side."

"Oh... I'm worried about Auntie. Speaking of which, it's the first time I've told Auntie about everything..."

"Is this also the first time?"

"Yeah, a lot of things that happened for the first time in this round..."

Speaking of this, Xiao Yao was silent for a few seconds, but still couldn't help revealing to Shi Hai.

"Honestly, senior, I'm really relieved that Sister Jane didn't give up..."

"Oh?"

"Because if Sister Jane also gives up, the result will be a tie. Then according to what you said, senior, you will choose the third way, which is to treat this round as an experiment and entrust everything to me. ..."

"Yes, because I believe in you."

Kaname was not moved at all, but rolled her eyes and said.

"That's the kind of place they were talking about just now... Hey, people don't want to talk about it..."

Shi Hai scratched his cheek and asked after a little thought.

"Could it be that you don't want to die in love with me? I didn't expect Xiao Yao that you were just talking casually. I suddenly feel like a clown when I think seriously..."

Looking at Shi Hai's expression of lovelessness, Xiao Yao was a little bit dumbfounded.

"No! Stop joking now!"

But the mood is indeed a little more relaxed... Xiao Kaname summoned up her courage again and said.

"That is to say, I don't have the confidence to reproduce the situation of this round..."

"Because a lot of things are happening for the first time?"

"Well, to be honest, it was still in my expectation until the proposal of dying for love...but it will be completely different after that. I didn't expect you, senior, to have a showdown with them directly. This is too crazy."

"I have always felt that as long as we can sit down and talk about it, there is nothing that cannot be resolved. In fact, it is rare not to negotiate, but to let the other party sit at the negotiating table."

"Then they have to accept what you said in your sharp language?"

"I'm just reasoning and presenting the facts."

"Senior, you are really a cunning villain..."

"I take it as a compliment."

"But in fact, seeing seniors and you reach a consensus with them, I can't help but feel that maybe this round is really the 'last time'. In fact, I haven't thought of this for a long time... probably in When the number of cycles reaches triple digits, it completely gives up."

"So you become a lazy girl?"

"Can't you? Lend me your thigh as a pillow."

"up to you."

After getting permission, Kaname returned to her original lazy look, lay down on her side on the bench, pillowed Shi Hai's thigh, and faced his stomach.

"To be honest, it's almost time to end... I'd rather go out and have a look than wandering around this island..."

Shi Hai patted Xiao Yao's head, didn't say any comforting words, but said directly to her.

"After the Golden Week is over, Xiao Yao, you can apply to transfer to the high school I used to attend. Lingjie and I both graduated from that high school, and Mengmeng is also in her first year of high school at that high school."

"I'm already in my third year of high school, I can't transfer to another school at this time..."

"If you ask my mother to use the relationship, it should still be possible. Even if the relationship can't be solved, you can let Senior Sister Tianshui use money to solve it."

"It's amazing...but there's no need to be so anxious, right? With my current grades, it's more than enough to go to the university you're attending now, senior."

"Just in case you fail the exam in case of an accident, if you have to repeat the exam, you can live in my house."

"Don't curse me! Scoundrel! Besides, senior, don't you have no room at home?"

"Didn't Mengmeng say it? My room is for you."

"Then senior, do you sleep in different rooms every day...Senior, you are so naughty..."

"Even if I want to sleep in the living room, they probably won't agree... Or, would you like to share a room with me?"

"It's not impossible... Wait! I haven't said that I must live there! No, before that, I haven't agreed to transfer!"

"Do you really have to wait until you are admitted to university? Then you have to wait until next summer, and you have to wait for more than half a year."

"I can understand that senior, you can't wait to bring me into the harem too?"

"Okay, after all, I can feel at ease with you by my side."

"That innocent senior has really turned into a scumbag..."

"Once born, second time familiar."

"Although I know you're joking, senior... I can't hold as much weight in your heart as they do."

"After all, I got to know them earlier and spent a longer time with them."

"At this time, you should come to comfort me, senior, your concentration of scumbags is not high enough!"

"In other words, as long as you stay with me long enough, you will become my most important person, so I can't wait to have you live in my house now."

"...I take back the previous sentence, senior, you are already a pure scumbag who is very good at playing with women's hearts."

"Are you excited?"

"Um……"

"Sorry, I lied to you."

"Tch, I'll just say it... It really is something to make me happy."

"Actually, you are my most important person now."

"..."

"My ears are turning red."

"Don't bully me..."

"It's almost time to let go of your inferiority complex. You are very cute, and you are no better than them. Don't you believe my appraisal?"

"Damn it, I don't want to feel inferior, but what can I do if I just feel like an ugly duckling!"

"Think about it from another angle, you and Bai Yue look exactly the same, and the person I liked in the first round was Bai Yue. In other words, your appearance is exactly what I like."

"This is really... uncomfortable but very convincing..."

"Next time, give me white silk and white dead pool water and take a bath with me."

"It's not swimming, but taking a bath?!"

"That outfit is not for swimming."

"Although that's what you say...senior, you are so shy..."

"I'm just being honest."

"Is this the senior who accepted the harem route... It's really scary... Their stomachs will soon be enlarged by you..."

"You too."

"I, I won't! Why do you say that I... tsk, you really are teasing me, senior!"

"Sorry sorry...because your reaction was really funny."

"Damn... I'm so annoying! I'm ignoring you!"

Kaname shrank back and buried her face in Shi Hai's jacket.

Shi Hai smiled and patted her head and asked.

"I will be with you until twelve o'clock in the evening. Is there anything else you want to do?"

"It feels like it's dying for me, I'm not happy at all ... I have so many things I want to do, but I don't have enough time right now."

"Well, let's do it later."

"Um……"

after.

This word sounds really far away...

Thinking of this, Kaname closed her eyes and fell asleep peacefully.

(End of this chapter)