It's like I'm not reborn

Chapter 178 Lost memory

Although she got into the car, Bai Yue did not sit in the passenger seat, but behind the driver.

It can be seen from this that she is still wary of Shi Hai.

And the first sentence after getting in the car directly stated it.

"I declare in advance that I haven't trusted you yet. It should be said that there are more elements of distrust. If I find that you have driven the car to another road, I will call the police immediately."

Shi Hai said while fastening his seat belt while shrugging.

"No problem, anyway, I had no intention of abducting you."

"..."

Bai Yue didn't reply to this sentence. Words are the most likely to be mixed with false things, so you can't look at what he said, but look at his actions afterwards.

"But I have a question, why are you so wary of me? Is it because you have always been like this, or is it because I don't look like a good person?"

Shi Hai believed that if he hadn't brought up the topic about her sister, she would never have stayed for a moment, and disappeared in a blink of an eye.

Bai Yue didn't mind answering this question.

It should be said that she liked to answer 'questions' very much.

"I don't make superficial judgments on a person's character based on appearance, and although I'm not very friendly, I'm not an extremely shy person, and I won't immediately avoid strangers."

"Indeed, you didn't avoid me at first, and asked my name politely, but you changed your attitude immediately, explaining what you found out, did you regard me as a bad college student who came to strike up a conversation?"

"Aren't you?"

"I think I shouldn't count."

"That's really sorry, but I don't have delusions of being persecuted, I just made a reasonable guess."

"I'm a little interested, can you explain your speculation?"

What's the situation with this man?
Do you really want to know why you are hated by others?

Are you the type who really cares about other people's opinions?

But Bai Yue didn't mind explaining the reason to him.

"First of all, I don't know your name, but you called out my name all of a sudden. This is the beginning of my doubts."

Bai Yue is very self-aware, she knows very well that she is a very unpopular person, not to mention friends, she doesn't even have many acquaintances, so it is basically impossible for a stranger to call her name of.

"After all, I am not a well-known scholar or professor. On the contrary, not many people in this university should know my name."

After Shi Hai started the car, he nodded and said.

"I see... and then what? If there is first, there should be second."

Still asking...

Bai Yue paused for a moment and continued.

"Although I don't know how you learned my name, I tried to figure out your intention to come from a good intention at first."

"So you asked me if I wanted to join your research...but because I hesitated, did you think I had other intentions for you?"

Shi Hai's insertion was just right, making Bai Yue's desire to explain even stronger.

"That's right, but in fact, your short hesitation is not the key point, but when you first saw me, you showed a surprised and surprised expression, which shows that you thought seeing me was an 'surprise' at the time. other things', this kind of emotional reaction is similar to meeting a favorite star on the street... and after that, you immediately called out my name, which also confirmed this point, indicating that you have a certain degree of love for me Then it is to answer why you have the emotion of surprise, the only attractive thing about me is the research I have done and...my face is quite in line with the public's aesthetics."

After finishing such a long list of analysis, Bai Yue secretly thought something was wrong, pursed his lips, and closed his mouth.

It's the same old problem again...

As soon as you open your mouth to explain, it will become sloppy.

She knows very well that not many people like to hear her tirade.

That's why people who knew Bai Yue commented on her in this way.

Bai Yue... she looks very good-looking, but it's a pity that she has a mouth.

However, Shi Hai is a natural listener.

He never ignores other people's words, and listens carefully to every word of the other party.

And Bai Yue's explanation was very detailed and logical, so Shi Hai didn't feel irritable when he heard it.

"Combined with my brief hesitation on top of this, it makes you feel that I have taken a fancy to your appearance, so I came to strike up a conversation with you, right?"

How could this person listen?And listen so carefully?
Could it be that he doesn't care about other people's evaluation, but is really curious about the reason?

Bai Yue felt that maybe he should re-examine this boy named Shi Hai.

He seems to be different from those superficial male humanoids who think entirely from the lower body...

Shi Hai looked at Bai Yue through the rearview mirror, nodded and said.

"I'm sorry, I just wanted to keep you, but I didn't expect it to have the opposite effect."

After thinking for a while, Bai Yue also told the real reason that she didn't intend to say.

"But there is actually another reason why I decided to stay away from you immediately."

"Oh? Any more?"

Bai Yue propped her left cheek with her hand, looked out the window and said.

"...It's the smell of you"

"Huh? Taste?"

Shi Hai raised his hand and sniffed his sleeve.

There seems to be a scent...and it's not laundry detergent.

Could it be Jian Sichun's scent?After all, before Shi Hai went out, she offered a sweet kiss.

So Shi Hai asked.

"It smells like a woman, doesn't it?"

Hearing this rhetorical question, even Bai Yue couldn't help being surprised.

This man...is he actually self-aware?

And there is no intention of hiding it at all?
In other words, he is not interested in me?

After all, if you are here to pick up a woman, you will definitely not let the other party realize that you are a playboy.

Anyway, Bai Yue nodded first and said.

"That's right, you smell like a mixture of perfume... Maybe it's not perfume, maybe it's a woman's deodorant... But it's definitely at least four different smells mixed together."

This means that you have had affairs with at least four different women.

"Oh……"

Shi Hai thought of it all at once, the four flavors should be Jian Sichun, Zhu Lingjie, Tianshui and Shi Meng.

Because Shi Hai has been in contact with them too frequently during this period, and the distance is too close, almost can be said to be a negative distance, so it is difficult not to be contaminated by their smell.

But what Shi Hai didn't expect was that Bai Yue was not only aware of the changes in expressions and emotions, but also her nose was so sensitive?
Coupled with this strong argumentation and logical explanation ability...

It really feels like a detective. To match her indifferent and calm expression, perhaps a prefix of 'super high school level' should be added in front of it.

Detective Bai Yue gave his final reasoning.

"All in all, you should be a person with a very indecent private life."

This is the real reason why she decided to stay away from Shi Hai immediately.

A philandering man who has many boats on his feet really needs to stay far away.

"As you say, it is true."

"Is there no point in refuting it?"

"Because it's a fact, and you've already confirmed it, it would be pure sophistry for me to refute it."

"Then can I think you are a frank and playful scumbag?"

"Okay, but I still want to explain why I became like this."

Hey, come here...

Want to explain why to gain understanding?

How stupid.

No matter what the reason is, a scumbag is a scumbag.

There are no comprehensible elements.

"Does this have anything to do with what you want to talk to me about?"

What Bai Yue meant was that since I've explained to you the specific reason for 'I hate you', let's get to the point quickly.

But what Shi Hai wanted to say was really related to his opening a harem.

Because judging from the results, it can be said that Bai Yue single-handedly pushed him from pure love into the abyss of the harem.

"Yes, and it has a lot to do with you."

"...I'll listen to what you have to say first."

"Okay, originally I wanted to tell you the truth directly, but in order to make it easier for you to understand, let's start with my experience."

"up to you."

"Then it started on September 9 last month..."

So, Shi Hai began to talk about what happened in the past month.

During the process of telling the story, Shi Hai couldn't help feeling a little emotional... so it's only been more than a month?
In just one month, he felt that his life had turned sour.

Because Shi Hai had explained the recent events to Liu Zhenshan before, and he had experience explaining once, so this time he explained it more smoothly and faster.

In addition, Bai Yue herself is a woman with super understanding ability, so Shi Hai doesn't need to explain too much, just tell the process, she can understand the reason why things developed like that.

Of course, there are some parts of it, especially when it involves feelings, she will also ask questions, and only then will Shi Hai explain their mutual thoughts at that time.

After listening to it, Bai Yue still showed a puzzled expression, but she didn't get too entangled, and let Shi Hai continue talking.

So, after omitting all unimportant details, Shi Hai just finished talking about what happened during the Golden Week when he drove the car near the airport.

After parking the car in the parking lot, Shi Hai and Bai Yue walked to the terminal building.

"Then... that's how the whole thing went, and this week, I just finished the transfer procedures for Xiao Yao, so I will come to the airport to pick her up now."

After speaking, Shi Hai glanced at the time, the time is now 03:30, and there is still about half an hour before Kaname will arrive.

Unexpectedly, this time it only took an hour to finish the lecture. You must know that the last time I spoke to Liu Zhenshan was from the morning to the evening.

After listening, Bai Yue also expressed his thoughts.

"...doesn't sound like a made-up story."

Sure enough, Bai Yue would first wonder if these things are nonsense...

"Because it's not a story, it's my personal experience."

"But it can indeed explain why you know my name and show such a surprised expression the moment you see it, and why you want to keep me no matter what."

"Do you believe it?"

"I only believe half of it, and the rest depends on whether my sister will really come."

"Half is fine."

As long as you don't believe it at all...

In this way, we can continue talking with Bai Yue.

After the two casually found a coffee shop at the airport and sat down, Bai Yue looked at Shi Hai and said.

"You said before, you also want to ask me something, now you can ask."

"Actually, it's not a question I want to ask you... After all, even if I ask you, you may not be able to answer it..."

"Then I know what you want to ask, and after listening to your story, I also had the same question. According to what you said, I should be the mastermind who knows everything..."

Bai Yue pointed at herself and said.

"But now I don't remember anything."

Shi Hai scratched his head and said.

"To be honest, when you asked me who I was, my eyes really went dark..."

After all, the answer I've been looking for has turned out to be blank. Anyone who finds out will be disappointed.

But Bai Yue began to explain another thing.

"Let me first talk about why I only believe half of it."

"Appreciate further details."

"First of all, I just met you. In such a short period of time, it is impossible to fully understand who you are. Although you don't seem to be eyeing my body, I don't know how to read Mind tricks, so I don’t know your real thoughts.”

"Being defensive is essential. I think it's normal. Women really need to protect themselves when they are outside, otherwise they will be easily deceived by men's sweet words."

"Although I don't know what is attractive about my appearance, but from other people's reactions to me, I can see that I should be considered pretty."

"You are already a top-notch beauty. We walked over just now, and there were many men staring back at you."

"Since you think so, it's also possible that you just took a fancy to my body, so you pulled this story... But what you said is very logical, and I am willing to believe that it is a real experience, but because of the existence of embellishment possibility, so I'm not going to accept it all."

"Well, I can understand that too..."

"However, I didn't choose to believe you just because what you said was logical."

"Is there another reason?"

"Yes, I do feel a sense of disobedience recently."

"How to say?"

"It just feels like I've forgotten something."

"Feeling... But you shouldn't believe in vague things like feeling."

"No, I care about that feeling a lot."

"Huh? Why?"

Bai Yue pointed to his head, and said near his temple.

"Because my brain is defective, there is no 'forgetting' function."

"What...?! Didn't forget the function... that is to say, remember everything!"

"That's right, I remember all the things I have experienced since the birth of my individual self until now."

Never forget?Hypermemory?

Is there really such a chosen child!

"And in addition to the feeling of forgetting something, there is also an unexplainable phenomenon, that is, my 'knowledge' has increased a lot."

"Knowledge? Wait, isn't it similar to... a skill that you have never learned before, but you suddenly mastered it?"

"Almost, especially it has a great impact on the research I am doing now. The difficulty that I could not overcome for a long time is like 'the research is over in advance', and the answer automatically appears in my head."

Shi Hai was shocked when he heard this.

Because this description is almost the same as...

Bai Yue stared at Shi Hai and said.

"It's the same as you."

"...!"

That's right, Bai Yue and Shi Hai are the same.

They all obviously don't remember the people and things that happened, but they have already learned it.

what on earth is it?

"First of all, you said that I am the main person who developed the rebirth device... However, what I am doing now is not research related to physics, but brain science."

"Brain science..."

"And memory is the focus of my research."

"Is it really a memory?"

"Sure enough? In other words, have you also noticed the truth of rebirth?"

"Well, in fact, I also have a vague guess. Maybe rebirth is not 'bringing the consciousness back to the past', but 'recalling the brain to recall future memories'."

Bai Yue nodded and said.

"Of course, judging from the results, it's almost like being reborn...Then the question is, why don't I remember? I think you should have thought of it..."

Shi Hai did not disappoint her and gave her the answer.

"...Since the reborn is actually 'addition of future memory', then the reverse is also feasible..."

Bai Yue slapped the table excitedly and told the truth.

"That's right! So it's very possible that I was indeed the mastermind who knew everything as you said before, but someone erased all those memories!"

Append memory, which in turn means...

delete memory.

(End of this chapter)