It's like I'm not reborn

Chapter 26 Confession
Zhu Lingjie woke up slowly.

When I opened my eyes, I saw the same layout as my own, but it was flipped like a mirror image.

here is……

She straightened up suddenly, realizing where she was.

"Lingling, you're awake."

The familiar and gentle voice came into her ears, causing her spirit to fall into a trance for a short time, and she instinctively shouted out.

"mom……?"

Liu Zhenshan tilted his head and held his cheek to show a smile.

"Oh, I'm your Aunt Liu, not your mother?"

"what……!"

Zhu Lingjie also realized that her address was not right, so she quickly waved her hands to explain.

"I'm sorry...! Aunt Liu... I fell asleep..."

"It's okay, anyway, I watched you grow up, so it's okay if you call me mom."

"Thank you……"

After waking up, she saw Liu Zhenshan, which made Zhu Lingjie feel at ease.

She recalled what happened before she fainted... The mental illness that should have been healed broke out again.

And it's very violent.

Even if I had a similar feeling before, it was only the diaphragm should go to the diaphragm, and there was no direct fainting situation.

Could it be that the past self, although the mind has overcome, but the body has not yet adapted?
Zhu Lingjie recalled the process of getting closer to Shi Hai. At first, she couldn't even hold hands. Later, she gradually got used to it. In the end, she became unscrupulous, and even a little nostalgic for the feeling of intimacy.

Liu Zhenshan looked at Zhu Lingjie worriedly and asked.

"It's Lingling, are you healthy? When Shi Hai brought you back, I was shocked."

Hearing this, Zhu Lingjie was taken aback and hurriedly asked.

"Huh? Yes, it was Shi Hai who brought me here...!"

"Yes, you fainted at the door of your own house, and the door is still closed."

"Um, um... Then... Aunt Liu, where's Shi Hai?"

"He's cleaning at your house."

"Hey...? Cleaning?"

Why are you in your own home?
And cleaning?
Zhu Lingjie was full of question marks.

Liu Zhenshan answered for her.

"Well, he said that you were probably overwhelmed by the dust. After all, your house has been idle for too long and there is too much dust, so he will go over and clean it first."

Although for ordinary people, fainting due to too much dust is a ridiculous thing.

But Liu Zhenshan also knew that Zhu Lingjie loved cleanliness, even to the point of obsessive-compulsive disorder, so she also felt that there was probably nothing wrong with this reason.

Zhu Lingjie's heart warmed, thinking that Shi Hai at this time still remembered some things about her cleanliness, and she thought that Shi Hai in college didn't care about her at all.

After all, when he first met Shi Hai, Zhu Lingjie's heart was half-cooled by Shi Hai's stunned reaction.

Zhu Lingjie got up from the sofa and said.

"That... I'll go and have a look too..."

"It's okay, Lingling, you can just wait here, and you can go there when Shihai is almost cleaned up, otherwise what should you do if you faint again."

"It's okay, Aunt Liu...I'm not so obsessed with cleanliness now..."

At least it wasn't because of my cleanliness that I just fainted.

Her heart disease is a combination of many factors, but the root cause is her distrust and disgust towards men.

In other words, she feels 'dirty', not because the environment is dirty, but because she thinks that 'this thing may have been touched by a man', so she feels dirty psychologically.

So even if the house is full of dust, she will not react.

The reason why I really fainted was because I imagined the scene where Shi Hai and Jian Sichun were together.

Just like when I caught my father cheating on me...

but!

This is not cheating...it's not cheating!

At this time, Shi Hai is free to associate with anyone...!
If you want to blame, you can only blame yourself for not taking action earlier...

Yes, Shi Hai is innocent.

He even cleaned the room for himself, didn't he?
Zhu Lingjie shook her head desperately, trying to get this feeling of disgust out of her mind.

Seeing her frowning and shaking her head, Liu Zhenshan thought she was just fighting against her cleanliness, and felt relieved for a while.

Sure enough, children grow up unconsciously.

The last time I saw it, she looked like a good girl, but now she has learned how to dress herself up.

"Okay then...but I'll find you a mask."

"Well, thank you..."

Liu Zhenshan brought a mask, put it on Zhu Lingjie and praised with a smile.

"Lingling, you are really getting more and more beautiful."

"Where...thank you for your compliment..."

"If you feel uncomfortable, come back immediately, don't force it."

"OK……"

After nodding her head, Zhu Lingjie thought for a while and then opened her arms to hug Liu Zhenshan, and even rubbed her forehead intimately.

Even if Shi Hai is not her husband now, this woman is another mother who has been taking care of her since childhood.

Liu Zhenshan's reaction was exactly the same as that of Shi Hai when he saw Zhu Lingjie again just now, and he froze in place.

She likes Zhu Lingjie very much, but she also knows that this girl doesn't like to contact other people.

But now she actually took the initiative to hug him.

This is like a kitten that is particularly shy of strangers. It has been raised for a long time and has not been close to its owner, but one day it suddenly leans over and rubs its furry head against the owner's palm for petting.

This kind of contrast is really destructive, and Liu Zhenshan feels like his heart is about to melt.

"Then I'll go there first..."

After letting go of Liu Zhenshan, Zhu Lingjie nodded to her and went out towards her house.

Mother Liu was left alone to think in situ.

"What a strange thing... what happened today?"

In addition to the child she had wanted to adopt for a long time, three people called her mother today.

It's my maternity aura that shines even brighter...

Or……

Is it his son's peach blossom period?

……

When Zhu Lingjie returned to her home, she met Shi Hai who was cleaning the floor in the living room.

When Shi Hai saw that she didn't stop, he raised his head and said hello while mopping the floor.

"Oh, you're awake."

"That... I...!"

Like Jian Sichun, Zhu Lingjie had a lot to say at this time, but because she wanted to say too much, she didn't know where to start.

In the end, the words turned into a word of thanks.

"Thank you……!"

"You're welcome. After all, we've known each other for a long time. We still need to help with this."

"Um……"

Yes, we have known each other for a long time...

But it's just that we've known each other for a long time...

"By the way, are you in good health?"

"Um...well, I..."

"Don't worry, I found out about your cleanliness, but I didn't expect it to be so serious."

Then Shi Hai seemed to have remembered something, stopped what he was doing, and raised one hand to declare.

"Ah, let me declare in advance that I didn't touch your body. After I found you fainted, I just checked your breath. After I found that you were fine, I used this posture to carry you back to my home."

This pose refers to the princess hug.

"But I padded it with my clothes in advance, so it didn't touch your leg, and of course it didn't touch your shoulder."

Zhu Lingjie reached out and touched her bare shoulders... It was to let Shi Hai see her shoulders and collarbone that she deliberately wore this off-the-shoulder top that would make her feel ashamed.

Even if you touch me, you won't say anything, and it will make me very happy...

But the way it's explained...is exactly the same.

When he brought his drunk self home, he gave a similar explanation.

Sure enough, Shi Hai has not changed... He was like this before, and he will be like this in the future.

Thinking of this, Zhu Lingjie plucked up the courage to confess.

"That... actually...!"

"In addition to cleanliness... I also have male phobia...!"

"So... all this time... I'm sorry!"

The first thing she did was to apologize, in order to clear up the misunderstanding and eliminate Shi Hai's bad impression of herself.

Then, start all over again.

(End of this chapter)