It's like I'm not reborn

Chapter 27 Misunderstanding
Shi Hai didn't understand why she suddenly apologized, and asked while pinching his chin.

"Uh... what are you apologizing for?"

"It's just... I don't hate you... it's because of... male phobia..."

"That is to say, if you hate all men, don't I also include you?"

"no……!"

Zhu Lingjie hurriedly took off her mask and said with all her might.

"I don't hate you!"

Only this sentence, Zhu Lingjie said it very smoothly.

In fact, her male phobia was not completely cured in her previous life.

The only man she can personally contact is Shi Hai, and there are no other two.

For Zhu Lingjie, Shi Hai is the last straw.

To this, Shi Hai's reaction was unusually flat.

"That's it, I know."

"Re-really? You get it?"

He understands?

But why is the response so small...

I remember when I said this in my previous life, Shi Hai at least opened his eyes wide, and replied with a wry smile, "So that's how it is, that's great, I thought you hated me all the time."

After being reborn, Shi Hai's reaction was different, which made Zhu Lingjie a little puzzled. She thought that maybe Shi Hai was just trying to explain herself, so she continued.

"Well, I'm just not used to meeting men...it's really not for you..."

"I said I know, you put on the mask first."

Zhu Lingjie only felt her body react like an electric shock as the command entered her ears.

Then in the next second, he obediently put on the mask obediently.

This is already a conditioned reflex speed.

After she put on the mask, she naturally lowered her head.

This is waiting for rewards.

But as soon as she lowered her head, she realized that Shi Hai wouldn't touch her head while praising her 'so good' after ordering.

This feeling of disappointing expectations made Zhu Lingjie sluggish.

She suddenly realized that something was wrong with her.

Maybe it was because Shi Hai was the only man she could get in touch with, and also her favorite person, so she didn't know when, she became unable to refuse any request from Shi Hai.

No...it's not 'I can't refuse', but 'I don't want to refuse'.

Not only will you not feel irritated by the tone of the order, but you will have a sense of happiness after being ordered, and you will have a sense of expectation for subsequent praise or punishment.

That's right, she was just looking forward to 'Shi Hai's reaction'.

But now Shi Hai is almost as if he didn't respond... Zhu Lingjie feels very scared.

Is it because he has a girlfriend that he doesn't care about other women...

Is 'no concern' such a terrible thing?
Zhu Lingjie remembered a sentence she heard from nowhere.

The antonym of like is not hate, but indifference.

Zhu Lingjie remembered what she had done before, and every time Shi Hai greeted her, she would remain silent.

It is precisely because of 'no dialogue' that they have been childhood sweethearts for more than ten years, and the relationship between the two has never been closer.

Although it was because of a mental illness, what did she do... Being shrouded in a great sense of guilt made her heart sink to the bottom.

Shi Hai didn't notice anything strange about her, he just pretended to be a normal chat and asked while cleaning.

"But male phobia... since when did it start?"

"..."

"Ok?"

Shi Hai looked in Zhu Lingjie's direction, and saw that she was standing at the door again, with her head down, unable to see her expression.

Fearing that something might happen to her again, Shi Hai put down the mop and walked over to her, waved his hand in front of her and asked.

"Hello? Are you all right?"

"Ah...! I, I'm fine..."

"Seeing that you are still not feeling well, go back to my house first."

Another command.

The speaker has no intention, the listener has the heart.

But this time, Zhu Lingjie refused to listen.

However, his body trembled disobediently.

She suppressed the uneasy fear that swept her body, and answered Shi Hai's question just now.

"It was very early... when I was in the first grade of elementary school..."

"You've been sitting at the same table with me for six years thanks to you, isn't it hard for you?"

"No...! Not at all...!"

"That's good."

Shi Hai continued to clean. Although Zhu Lingjie had no intention of leaving, this was her home anyway, and she could stay wherever she wanted, and she had no control over it.

At this time, Zhu Lingjie's heart was already in chaos.

She really wanted to follow Shi Hai's order to go back, but felt that if she just went back like this, there would be no further progress...

Why on earth did it become like this?

It's all because of being reborn and going back to the past.

I always seem to be like this...

In the end, hard work will be in vain...

Why...fate is always playing tricks on me?
Zhu Lingjie, who was prone to problems in her mental state, was extremely confused by her chaotic thoughts, which eventually caused her...

Emotionally broken.

With a plop, Zhu Lingjie sat slumped on the ground, tears welling up in her eyes.

"Hey……?"

Shi Hai's heart also thumped.

"Hey hey?!"

Then he was really surprised.

How did you do it?

Cried?

Why?

Incomprehensible!

What is wrong?

Just scared Jian Sichun to pee, this time scared Zhu Lingjie to tears.

What kind of trouble is this?

It can't be that my appearance is too scary, or my eyes are too scary!
And Zhu Lingjie already clasped her hands and fingers together, and said a series of words in repentance.

"Sorry...! Sorry! Sorry! Sorry!"

"I will never ignore you again..."

"So...please...please!"

"Don't ignore me either...!"

"Don't... ignore me..."

She knelt like that, crying, almost begging.

Shi Hai came to her side and squatted down, just wanted to stretch out his hand to comfort her, but thought it was not good to touch her, so he just said it verbally.

"I didn't ignore you either."

"I, I'm afraid you won't believe me..."

"What? Are you saying you have male phobia?"

"Also... I don't hate you..."

"Didn't I say I knew it?"

"But, but..."

Zhu Lingjie didn't know how to explain it.

Objectively speaking, it is really inexplicable for me to cry, and everyone will feel troubled.

But Shi Hai still asked after making a comprehensive judgment based on her expression.

"Hmm...Could it be that my reaction was too flat, making you feel that I was perfunctory?"

You are right!
Zhu Lingjie thought that it was from such a small reaction that she became uneasy and broke her mentality...

She also felt a little bit of that...

I'm afraid that even if Shi Hai just frowned and smacked his tongue, even a little bit of unpleasant expression would make her feel flustered.

This also shows that my whole body and mind are concerned about him.

"My reaction was flat because I could tell you were telling the truth."

"...Can you see it?"

"Yeah, the main thing is the expression. You used to look at me with cold eyes. It feels like you are killing people with your eyes..."

This is actually being polite, it's not looking at people's eyes at all, but looking at 'things' that have turned into corpses.

"That, that is..."

Zhu Lingjie knew that her face was cold.

The main reason is that she is too good at hiding her feelings and will never show them.

So most of the time it is expressionless.

"But your expression just now was very urgent, that's why I said I got it."

"what……"

"And this meeting, your expression is much more relaxed than before, so I believe everything you say. It seems that the psychological barrier has improved. Congratulations."

But the way she looked at herself and Jian Sichun at the beginning was still the same as before... Shi Hai added in his heart.

Only then did Zhu Lingjie realize.

In her previous life, Shi Hai had misunderstandings and felt that she was hated because she was expressionless most of the time.

At least Zhu Lingjie will not be so 'cold' after her rebirth.

It turned out that the misunderstanding was resolved as early as the moment they met again.

"Sorry, I'm not the type to react that way..."

"No, it's okay... I misunderstood without authorization..."

"Okay, don't cry, just wipe your tears."

As he spoke, Shi Hai took out a 'handkerchief' from his pocket to wipe Zhu Lingjie's tears.

But the moment he took it out and stretched it out, Shi Hai suddenly remembered that he was not in the habit of wearing a handkerchief at all.

Not to mention handkerchiefs, I usually don't even carry tissues.

What is this 'handkerchief'?
What else can it be!
When the sea flows out of waterfall sweat.

This time it was his turn to cry.

Zhu Lingjie naturally also saw what Shi Hai took out.

It's blue and white striped.

And the first reaction in my heart is...

He really liked it.

(End of this chapter)