It's like I'm not reborn

Chapter 68 Selfishness
Shi Meng was a little surprised, because she knew that her brother seldom put his emotions into actions or words.

Of course, this does not mean that Shi Hai never gets excited.

However, even if he was really excited, he would ask for the other party's consent first.

So as weird as it sounds, this is what Shi Hai would say when he was emotional.

He will bluntly tell the other party what he wants to do.

When Shi Meng heard this, of course she was full of joy, and she even wanted to throw herself into her brother's arms a long time ago.

I was just afraid that being too intimate would offend my brother who was meeting for the first time, so I endured it with all my strength.

So she took the initiative to open her hands, opened her arms and said.

"You don't need to ask about this kind of thing, brother...you can hug me anytime you want as long as you want."

"Okay, Mengmeng, here I come."

Shi Hai hugged Shi Meng's shoulder head-on, which is a common hug method when old friends meet.

This kind of hug without going through the armpit will not make the other party feel uncomfortable, and it will not be very ambiguous.

Afterwards, it was the warm time between siblings. Shi Hai stroked his younger sister's hair tenderly and said words of thanks.

"Thank you for taking care of me in a vegetative state in the future."

"Thank you for telling me these important things and giving me a chance to save our mother."

"Also, thanks mom... for making you my sister."

Shi Meng was moved when he heard it, and put his face on his brother's chest, feeling the warmth from him with his heart.

In fact, she really wanted to tell Shi Hai that she was the one who wanted to say thank you...

Being able to get the family love that was once lost... Shi Meng felt that this was the luckiest thing in her life.

It's just that damned fate took them away from her...

Shi Meng secretly swears in her heart that this time she will not allow herself to lose them again.

"I... will always be my brother's sister."

"I will definitely cherish you in the future."

When Shi Hai said that, he was absolutely serious.

Originally, the only person he cared about most was his own mother, because Liu Zhenshan was the only relative he had left in this world.

And that's the only reason he chose to stay in this city.

If his mother passed away one day in the future, Shi Hai would probably sell the house and leave the city to wander far away.

However, in the future, he stayed again for his sister...

It can be seen how important the younger sister is in Shi Hai's mind, and she is already comparable to Liu Zhenshan.

At this moment, there is one more person that Shi Hai cares most about.

The feeling of a little embarrassment when he first met his sister before has completely disappeared at this time, and Shi Hai has completely accepted Shi Meng.

After hugging for a while, Shi Hai let go of his sister and said to her with a smile.

"You have done enough, Mengmeng, so leave it to my brother, I already know what to do."

After Shi Meng nodded, he said with a little loss.

"I know, but if I leave it all to you...I will feel very useless..."

Shi Hai patted her head and said.

"How can it be useless? There are not many capable sisters like you, and you will be useful in the future."

"Well! Brother, just use me!"

Although these words sounded a bit strange, Shi Hai didn't want to be wrong.

He wouldn't have evil thoughts about a girl he already recognized as his younger sister.

"Then I have something else I want to ask you, that is, the person you were talking to, did she tell you anything else?"

"No...we didn't talk for a long time, and all she told me was 'Brother, you were killed by a woman', 'She warned those women not to approach you', 'But it still didn't stop you from being killed, brother', so she Will bring me back to the past'."

"The previous ones are for you to stop me from touching women too much after you go back to the past."

"Yes, that person may think that warnings are useless, so he hopes that my sister will take action."

"Well...then I am more concerned about rebirth. Has she told you how long you will be reborn?"

"No."

"Then you didn't ask?"

"I didn't have time to ask... Besides, I didn't take it seriously at that time."

"Is that so, do you regret it a little bit? If you can go back to an earlier point in time, maybe you have a chance to save your biological parents..."

"..."

Shi Meng suddenly fell silent, because even if she went back to the past, she never had the thought of 'If I could go back to an earlier time, I could save my parents'.

Now that Shi Hai said it, she realized that she was so selfish...

Seeing that his sister's mood seemed to be wrong, Shi Hai hurriedly expressed concern.

"What's wrong?"

"Brother... If I say that I don't want to save my original parents at all, will you...will you look down on me?"

Shi Meng looked at Shi Hai timidly and asked.

"No, I believe you have your reasons."

The elder brother always believed in her, which made Shi Meng summon up the courage to tell his past experience.

"Actually... on the day of the earthquake, my original parents were going to file for divorce..."

"Uh, are the husband and wife at odds?"

"I don't remember very clearly, but it seems that because of my father, he found out that I am not her biological daughter..."

"I see."

Just listening to this sentence, Shi Hai understood completely.

And I have figured out the whole process.

The scum girl found a successor to marry, and after giving birth to a daughter, as the daughter grew up, the successor found that her daughter didn't look like him, so he vaguely realized that he had taken over.

After the paternity test, she got the real hammer, and finally divorced... It's almost this kind of classic domestic plot.

"Actually, at that time, I didn't really understand why my parents insisted on separating, so I kept crying... and the more I cried, the annoyed they became. My mother scolded me and told me to shut up. My father, who used to love me very much, also looked disgusted at me. ..."

Shi Hai can probably guess the psychology of Shi Meng's parents.

Since he can do such a thing as finding a successor, Shi Meng's biological mother is probably not a good woman.

Maybe she never thought about having a baby at all, but she had to compromise under the persuasion of her family or sisters.

If she became a mother like this, she would not be able to talk about loving her daughter much, and probably would only treat her as a burden.

The man's idea is simpler.

The child is not mine, why should I love her?
I just feel extremely aggrieved, so many years of dedication have been fed to the dog.

But what does this have to do with Shimeng?

The poor child was the one who was hurt the most...

"Just then, something terrible happened..."

"An earthquake is coming?"

"Well... the floor was cracked, leaning towards the crack, and I fell to the ground and tried to climb up, shouting 'Dad! Mom! Help me!', but they didn't turn around..."

Shi Meng recalled that desperate scene, hugging his body.

"They just left me like that, and ran away first..."

"Tsk..."

Shi Hai clicked his tongue.

He had heard many similar stories.

The birds on the tree are in pairs, and when disaster strikes, they fly separately.

But it was the worst he'd ever heard.

Even if it is my own daughter, as long as there is a 'reason to hate', she will not hesitate to abandon it.

The selfishness of human beings is fully reflected.

"The irony is... I, who was buried in the ruins, survived curled up, but they who ran out were crushed to death by the collapsed houses..."

"Heh, great joy!"

No wonder Shimeng didn't want to save his original parents at all.

They don't deserve it at all.

(End of this chapter)