It's like I'm not reborn

Chapter 69 Jealousy
Seeing the truth in adversity, and seeing the heart in adversity.

Obviously what Shi Meng experienced was not the former, but the latter.

In the conflict between Shi Meng's parents, it is not known what is right and what is wrong.

But at the most critical time, the reality of being abandoned by his parents left a huge wound in Shi Meng's heart.

Even if they turned around to confirm their daughter's safety, tried to reach out to her, or even just showed a worried expression, Shimeng wouldn't feel so uncomfortable.

The moment he saw his parents fleeing the disaster without looking back, Shi Meng had already lost the 'family bond' with them.

Maybe that's why she didn't agree to Liu Zhenshan at first.

I was lost once, and was hurt heavily, so I am afraid of being abandoned again.

It's just that Liu Zhenshan used continuous actions to prove his intentions.

So four years later, she will come to this new home.

Proposing to change the surname is also to completely forget the past.

Shi Hai patted her on the shoulder and comforted her.

"Mengmeng, you don't have to feel guilty, I asked unnecessary questions, don't take it to heart."

"It's okay... I feel a little better to be able to tell you these things..."

Shi Meng didn't want to talk about her past before, as if her life before middle school didn't exist.

Because it was Shi Hai who asked her, she would answer truthfully, otherwise she would not want to recall these sad past events at all.

"I may have avoided the past too deliberately... Maybe it would be better to face the past calmly..."

"Yes, it's all in the past, just think about it."

"Well... I have thought about what you said just now, if I really have the opportunity to go back to the earlier past, I will try to save them. No matter what, they are my parents..."

But there is only one reason why Shi Meng would save them.

She doesn't feel guilty about it if she doesn't have a choice.

When Shi Hai heard this, he felt that his sister was kind enough.

Her parents had already abandoned her, and they still refused to save her, but she was still willing to lend a helping hand.

"It's enough for you to have this kind of thought, to live..."

Shi Meng said that word before Shi Hai.

"Frank, right? Hee hee."

Most of Shimeng's Three Views are inherited from Shihai. It can be said that the synchronization rate between siblings is as high as 90%.

She understands her brother's thinking very well, and can analyze the current situation calmly and rationally like her brother.

It's just that she can't look at the whole situation from the perspective of a "superior" like her brother and make decisive judgments.

That's why she thinks that her brother is the most amazing person in the world, and she keeps every word of her brother firmly in her heart as her motto.

Shi Hai once taught her that it is not necessary to become a benevolent "Holy Mother", as long as she does not have a conscience that is sorry for herself.

"Haha."

Shi Hai was stunned for a moment and then laughed out loud.

Sure enough, as a reborn younger sister, she knew him well enough.

"That's right, live frankly."

"Well, I understand. I have kept everything my brother said in my heart."

Seeing Shi Meng's adoring eyes, Shi Hai felt a little embarrassed instead.

Because this shows that the future self has nagged with her a lot.

When he was at home, Shi Hai often nagged at his mother, but after his mother was gone, he would probably switch to nagging at his younger sister.

Thinking about it this way, Shi Hai also felt that he was too mother-in-law, and it seemed that he had to say as little as possible in the future, otherwise his sister would definitely find it annoying.

Seeing his brother's expression, Shi Meng knew what he was thinking, and quickly clarified.

"I won't find it annoying! No matter how much my brother says, I'll love to hear it!"

"That's it, it's good that you don't get bored."

"Hmm! So brother, you should talk to me more in the future, okay?"

Being able to hear his brother's voice means a lot to Shimeng.

When Shi Hai turned into a vegetative state and lay motionless on the bed, she also said a lot of words, but she didn't even respond, and that was the scariest thing.

But now her brother can not only talk to him, but also hug him to comfort him, Shi Meng already feels extremely happy.

No matter what her brother said, she loved to listen, and wanted to keep listening.

Even if it is to scold her, Shi Meng may be willing to listen with a smile.

I even want to turn on the phone right now, use the recording function to record everything my brother said, and then put on the earphones to listen to it repeatedly, savoring it carefully...

Let my brother's voice always echo in my ears...

She suddenly felt that this was a wonderful idea, why didn't she think of it before?

This is long overdue!

Shi Meng decides to buy a voice recorder that can record his brother's voice without loss.

Shi Hai didn't know that his sister regarded his words as imperial edicts, even divine words, so he just agreed with a smile.

"Understood, there will be many opportunities to talk in the future, but it's already very late now, and it's almost time to go to bed."

"Um……"

Seeing that Shi Meng lowered his head in disappointment, with a look of unfinished thought, Shi Hai thought about it for a while and then said.

"Then let me ask one last question."

Shi Meng immediately became happy, raised her head and smiled happily.

"Well! Brother, just ask!"

"Mengmeng, do you know that Jian Sichun is also a reborn?"

"Huh? Is she also reborn?"

This reaction... It seems that Shimeng didn't know.

"Well, and she knows you."

"I see, no wonder she always got close to me just now..."

At that time, Shi Meng was quite disgusted with Jian Sichun's familiar behavior, and it would make people feel uncomfortable to show a look of "I know you very well" when they just met.

"But if she is also a reborn, she should come from another future, right?"

"Yes, I think so too, and she doesn't really remember the details of her rebirth, Mengmeng, do you think it's possible that she was also sent there by the person you were talking to?"

"If so, why did that person send Jian Sichun there?"

Jian Sichun didn't remember the details of the rebirth, but she approached Shi Hai as soon as she came back, and followed Shi Hai to the house.

Shi Hai felt that Jian Sichun's 'behavior pattern' was similar to the younger sister in front of him.

"Maybe, it's the same reason as sending you to the past..."

"Brother, what do you mean, Jian Sichun also came back to save you?"

"Well, after all, in the future where Jian Sichun is, she and I seem to be very close, so close that they live in our house."

"She actually lives in our house! How can we have a spare room for her... Wait! What's the relationship between her and you? It can't be your girlfriend!"

"Although she hasn't admitted it yet, I think it should be. After all, if you live at home, she can only share a room with 'someone in the family', and the most likely person is me."

"Cohabitation as a couple... Indeed, this is the most likely possibility..."

After Shi Meng said this possibility, he felt very uncomfortable in his chest.

Although she knew Shi Hai was talking about what happened in 'another future', she was still very upset to hear that her brother was sharing a room with another woman.

It's strange... It's obvious that I don't really resist my brother's finding a girlfriend. I just don't want my brother to be harmed by a messy woman, but this doesn't mean that I want my brother to be single for the rest of his life...

As a younger sister, she should support her brother in finding a woman who can make him happy for the rest of his life...

but……

why do i feel...

My brother can only be my own...?
Shi Meng had never felt this way before.

So she doesn't know, this feeling is called 'jealousy'.

The flames of jealousy were ignited in Shi Meng's heart.

(End of this chapter)