One-man puppet Xi

Chapter 45
When the transfer order came, everyone was assigned to different places. Fortunately, this time they did not go back, but went to another place close to home.

Looking at the big bags and small bags, it seems that I have returned to the time when I was just out of school.The sky is still so vast, and the blue sky and white clouds seem to be loaded with everyone's dreams.A group of young people who are not yet underage, they have no troubles in the sunshine, they are looking forward to a bright future over and over again in their hearts, and then they are defeated by reality time and time again.

The difference is that they now know the cruelty of reality, but they still look forward to a bright future.

Sitting on the bus back to the city, a sentence rang out: "In life, if there is a gap between heaven and earth, it will be all of a sudden."

Hehe, the years have passed by, the lonely shadow Mu Qinghui, leaning on the past and looking back at the past. .

Perhaps, in the end we are just passers-by in each other's lives.

Even passing by is an important journey in life, an indispensable experience.

Confused, I went to the new site, went down to the new dormitory under the leadership of the monitor, and met new colleagues.There was this friendly smile on everyone's face, and the feeling of tension was much less for a while.Greet them warmly, and only hope that the first meeting can leave a good impression on them.

After tidying up, I started to go to work again. When I was busy, I didn't have time to think about the things that I had or didn't have.

Sitting on the balcony, today's sunshine is very good. It is so quiet in the morning without the disturbance, and the air is so fresh without the car exhaust. My heart calms down suddenly, but there is an extra person inside.

Looking at the time, it was only six o'clock in the morning, looking at him in the distance through the rising sun.He probably hasn't woken up yet.

I haven't contacted for a long time. I don't know if he misses me. I miss him so much.

In this relationship, Lin Yuxi was always cowardly in front of him. She didn't dare to contact him, and he didn't dare to fight for himself. He was always afraid that he would leave but was helpless.Sometimes she wants to be noisy, she wants to be coquettish, she wants to be hypocritical, but in the end she has to show the most mature appearance, because she can't let the beloved him have the slightest trouble, even if it is against her own will.

But he didn't know how sad she was when she heard about him and his family.It was impossible for her not to care.

I kept telling myself that as long as I could meet occasionally, I would lose more if I asked too much.The few times Han Qingrui came to see her from work, each time it was four hours in a hurry, full of anxiety.And every time she could only suppress the bitterness in her heart and say goodbye with a smile.

But he never seemed to know how much pain Xiao Yu felt in his heart.

When he sent the message, Xiao Yu instantly forgot about it, and chatted with her male god with a heartless smile, as if she had seen love at its best.Even if it was four or five o'clock in Ling Chen, she would wait for him to get off work and then reply to his message.

Finally one day, the seemingly peaceful relationship also had a dispute.

"You come here and we will spend more time together."

"No, if I want you to come here, men should take the initiative." Xiaoyu argued hard.How dare people who have to navigate around their own homes go so far away.

"Why don't you take the initiative?" There was also a funny expression.There are more elements of joking.

Xiaoyubuyi replied: "Girls are at a disadvantage in this kind of thing. How can you take the initiative?"

"Do you think you are at a disadvantage?"

I heard his unhappy tone,

Xiaoyu felt wronged in an instant, and she didn't ask for anything.

I just hope that he can take the initiative to contact her in his spare time, and it will be enough to visit her occasionally.

He didn't seem to know Yu Xi's emotions, and continued: "I thought we should be mutual."

Xiao Yu was stunned, not knowing how to answer.

Tears gushed down, and my heart was so painful that I was about to suffocate.Wipe away tears and sniff, continue sending messages.

"Don't you think you are too much?"

"I like you, but I never wanted to say it. It was you who told me that you liked me, which aroused the nostalgia in my heart, but you also said that we can't be together. I have given up, why do you Will you appear in front of me again?"

On the other side of the phone, Han Qingrui frowned: "You think it's my problem? Should we continue now?"

Lin Yuxi was about to collapse when she saw this sentence, and she didn't expect such a dispute at all when she said those words in a hurry.

It's unbelievable.The eyeballs kept rolling in the eye sockets, the heart twitched fiercely, and even the fingers were so painful that they couldn't help it.

"You know, it's good that you are tolerant to everyone, but you are so cruel to me!"

"Don't you know that I feel bad too?"

After saying the last sentence, Lin Yuxi turned off the phone directly, never wanting to look at the chat records again.

The only dispute ended with Lin Yuxi's offline.

He sat on the bed and put down his cell phone, but he couldn't calm down.A sense of powerlessness wrapped around his heart, and the girl's smile seemed to be right in front of him.The collision of two hearts is very warm, but he cannot possess this warmth forever, as if the hottest sun will have a moment when it goes down.But he can't do anything, because he has a family, and love doesn't come first, but the family has to be responsible, if there is no balance between the two sides, one of them will always be hurt.

Xiaoyu has always known, and has always been so strong, I love you, Xiaoyu, but I am sorry that I cannot give you a complete home, the future is still long, let us let nature take its course.

In the early morning, he sent a text message: "Are you still angry?"

He continued: "Have you thought about it?"

Xiao Yu replied quickly: "I don't want to be separated from you, I'm sorry I shouldn't have said those words."

He quickly softened: "It's my fault, I didn't think carefully, I will accompany you if I have a chance in a few days." He didn't want to have a dispute with her either.My heart is also sour.

"Okay, then let's not be angry, I don't want to quarrel with you." This feeling really drove her crazy and uncomfortable, and she never wanted to experience it again.

"Okay, Little Feather is obedient."

"Well, I'm the best!"

The two reconciled as before, even if her heart was gouged out, Xiao Yu would not be able to voluntarily give up her male god,

It's just that Xiao Yu doesn't know whether the man she loves deeply still loves her or not!
It's always him who sends messages and then chats; he says he has time and then meets; it's always him.

Xiao Yu quietly waited for his news, guarding this relationship silently, no matter it was pain or joy, she could only share it with herself.

She never complained, because he really loved this man so much.

I don't ask for anything, I just hope that I can visit her occasionally, and think of her even if I don't contact her.

Just continue to feel the little warmth he brings!

(End of this chapter)