One-man puppet Xi

Chapter 46 It Shouldn't Be Like This

Lin Yuxi never dared to guess Han Qingrui's psychology, she knew but she never dared to say it, because the answer was not what she wanted to know.

In fact, the image of their quarrel was still in her mind.

He really didn't think that a 19-year-old girl was at a disadvantage by following him with no name or distinction. She didn't even have a future, and all she had was a trivial love, but he never said love.

His attitude really hurt me, but I never thought of having a dispute with him.She really didn't like to go out alone, she couldn't find the way and couldn't remember the name of the road, and sometimes she couldn't even tell the left and right, but she was asked to run so far to find him.

It is true that they will have more chances to get along, but is she really wrong?
They are indeed mutual, and there should be no thought of being at a disadvantage, but why are they still sour?
But I never thought that you would argue with me because of a few words. .Can't you really accommodate me a little bit?Or am I asking too much.

She deleted the WeChat records a long time ago, and she didn't even dare to read a word, because she found that she was as light as a feather like her name!

Tears flowed down as usual, maybe she was too hypocritical, it was impossible for her not to feel uncomfortable.

Brother Rui. .Don't talk harshly to me in the future, okay?I will be miserable.

After resting at home for a day, I went to work again. My eyes were so red and swollen that I didn't rest well.Sitting in the sentry box, I can no longer raise that bright smile, and only have a forced smile.

"Hehe, little sister, isn't your smile too far-fetched?"

"Have it?"

"Too fake."

"Okay, please go slowly, goodbye!"

In fact, she really wanted to say, isn't it good to have a smile, and she has to be asked to keep the most sincere smile.

She is now like a puppet that can laugh, being winded up to handle the same job, keeping the same smile.Even getting off work couldn't make a ripple in her heart.

It wasn't until the green traffic came that it took some attention.

"Good master, please come down and open three places, I need to check!"

"no problem."

The driver quickly turned off the engine and got out of the car to open three places for her to check the goods.Fortunately, I met a talkative driver. Many drivers are not willing to open the cargo for inspection. Even if you want to open it, you have to do it yourself.

After the inspection, he was relieved to pass the inspection, and he was let go after the last step.

Time passed quickly, and it was time to eat in a blink of an eye, and she was able to get out of the pavilion when the replacement colleague came.

"I'm not in a good condition today. I look so haggard. It seems that I didn't have a good rest last night."

"Yeah, I just can't sleep at night."

"Hold on, it's almost time to get off work, and go to bed early after get off work."

"Ah."

"Let's go eat."

"it is good."

A meal was hard to swallow, as uncomfortable as chewing wax. Although I said I was not angry anymore, I still felt very uncomfortable.Even with a smile on his face and tears seeming to overflow at any time, Han Qingrui's influence on him has always been so great. .

The phone rang, and I quickly picked it up to take a look. I almost lost my grip because of nervousness, but it turned out that it wasn't him who was thinking about it.

It turned out to be Mu Nan, and it seemed that he was the only one who would send himself WeChat at any time.

"I'll pick you up for dinner after get off work, shall I?"

"Forget it, I just want to lie down after get off work and don't want to move at all." Tired, tired from the bones.

"We still have to eat."

"I haven't had any appetite these days."

"What's wrong, are you sick?" Mu Nan asked worriedly.

"I don't know, but I don't have an appetite." It's sick, but it's just a heart disease. .

"Then I'll pack it up and pick you up, and go to your house to eat."

"Will it be too troublesome?" She is really embarrassed to always trouble Mu Nan. .

Mu Nan didn't care, he didn't have many chances to see Lin Yuxi now that he had left his job, but he had to find a chance to get along.

"No trouble, I'm fine anyway."

"Ok."

After get off work, Mu Nan waited for Lin Yuxi in the parking lot. He who was originally impatient can calm down and calm down now, which is a bit strange to think about.

Lin Yuxi came out wearing work clothes, had seen Mu Nan's car a long time ago, and the two returned to Lin Yuxi's residence together.

Luckily the food was still hot.

"What's the matter? Absent-minded."

"It's okay, I'm just a little tired from work..."

"Is it tiring to work here? Are people easy to get along with?"

"It's busy here like Mu Orange, but you can go home the same day after work, and basically don't have much chance to get along with each other."

"Are you more accustomed to Mu Orange's work mode instead?"

"Yeah, after all, I've been on Mucheng for so long...do you know?"

"what?"

"Actually, I have social phobia. I am afraid to get along with people, and I am even afraid to meet acquaintances on the road, because I don't know how to deal with them. I had a lot of fun with them in Mu Orange. In fact, I worked hard to overcome my inner fear. I want to change myself. But now I feel that this disease seems to be serious again..." This is also a kind of depression.

Social phobia may be incomprehensible to many people. How can an adult be afraid of getting along with others, afraid of seeing people in the eye, and if it is serious, he may have left society long ago.

"They always say that I don't like to talk. But I really don't know what to say. I dare not say it and I am afraid that it will make people unhappy. Just don't say..."

Seeing her dejected look made me worry for a while, and I always felt that she seemed to have changed a lot suddenly, and Yuxi in my memory should not be like this.

"Xixi, you can't think like this. You just haven't met the person you want to talk to. You are unfamiliar with colleagues at the beginning. We can try to get in touch with you slowly, but there is no need to force yourself. The most important thing is how We'll do whatever we want."

"I know."

He tried hard to persuade: "You see that you have a good chat with me now, don't you? So there is nothing you can't overcome. Don't worry, it will get better slowly."

"Will it be?" It's been so many years, will it be okay?She always said that she wanted to change, but she never had the confidence.

"Yes, let's talk about it, I have me, I can help you if you have any questions."

"Thank you, Mu Nan..."

"Xixi, you really don't need to tell me anything, as long as I can help you, I will be very happy. We are best friends, aren't we?"

"Yeah, we're best friends."

Stop thinking about these unpleasant things, chew the food in your mouth hard, and chat with Mu Nan, and your heart feels a lot smoother.After dinner, Mu Nan helped clean up and left. Lin Yuxi went to bed early and lay down, unable to fall asleep because of something on his mind.

(End of this chapter)