One-man puppet Xi

Chapter 50 The Unspeakable Pain

The nurse came over and asked, "Have you seen any blood?"

Yu Xi still calmly replied: "It's bleeding." I thought I would break down and cry, they might think I didn't care, only I know that I have shed too many tears and now they have flowed into my heart.

It hurts, it really hurts, and no one knows how much her heart hurts.How much she wanted to keep this child, but she couldn't, neither for herself nor for him.Even if she is able to give birth again, she cannot let the child be without a father.

Lin Yuxi didn't dare to say that she didn't regret it, and frankly knocked out her favorite child, who was about to suffocate in pain, and was on an IV in her hand. The severe pain instantly woke her up, and tears finally flowed down.Constantly reassuring myself that it will soon be over.I really hope that time can stand still, so that the child can stay for a while longer, and I feel sad.

The doctor came: "Come with me."

Walking into the operating room, the whole person began to tremble again, holding back tears, pretending to be calm and chatting with the doctor.

"Don't worry, it will be over soon."

Lying on the cold operating table, she felt as if she was suffocated. The light hit her body, and she kept praying for the anesthetic to take effect quickly, even if she couldn't bear it for a second.Soon the operation was over, and when I opened my eyes, tears gushed down crazily.I couldn't help thinking that it would be great if she didn't wake up, then she wouldn't be so painful.

Several nurses kept trying to stop her from crying, and one nurse said speechlessly: "Since it's so uncomfortable, why don't you pay more attention to it?"

Lin Yuxi was still crying, she thought she could face everything calmly, but everything was a delusion, who could really accept the departure of his child calmly?

Lying on the bed alone, the tears couldn't stop flowing, I never dreamed that I had come to this step.After hesitating for a moment, he dialed the phone.

"Hey, what's wrong?"

"I'm in the hospital...can you come and stay with me for a while?"

"What's the matter? Come right now!"

The person on the other side quickly picked up the car keys and rushed out of the house, asked for the address and hung up the phone.

Lin Yuxi stared blankly at the ceiling. It seemed to be dark at this moment, and everything seemed to lose its light.The tears couldn't stop flowing, and I even hoped to walk with the children, what is the meaning of life.But in the end she still couldn't bear him, even if she could only guard a faint light that would disappear at any time, it could at least illuminate her illusory life. .

But, Han Qingrui, do you know that I am really in pain right now, I really want to hear your voice, I really want to throw myself into your arms, I really want to give birth to this child for you.But I can't do this, let it hurt as it hurts, even if it is death, I don't regret it, I just want to love you well without affecting you.

"I hope the person I like can be happy." I wrote down this sentence in a daze. I really thought I was drunk, but I was so sober.Han Qingrui, because of your words, I have entered into a catastrophe. The same words are also what I want to say to you. I hope that the person I like can be happy. Even if I am thinking about you, I will not add anything to you. Little trouble.

laugh, so crazy;
tears, so desolate;
heart, so hot;
love, so sad;
Recalling the precious bits and pieces, the smile is so beautiful, but it's a pity that the tears shed make it so bleak.The eyes are so crystal clear, containing all the love, grievance, and pain.The wind blew across my cheeks through the cracks in the window, and through a bit of chill, I tried to stay calm and force myself to stay awake. .

If Han Qingrui saw this scene, he would live up to Lin Yuxi for the rest of his life.It's a pity that he will never know how much pain Lin Yuxi has endured for him.

Han Qingrui sat on the sofa, his eyes were bloodshot and struggling, he was restless all day, he knew that her little feather should be in the hospital.But he didn't even dare to send her a WeChat message, he didn't know what to do.

Feather, I'm sorry.

Mu Nan ran wildly into the hospital, opened the door and entered.

"Xixi, what's the matter?"

At a glance, he saw Yu Xi lying on the bed with tear stains on his face as pale as a paper man, and rushed to Lin Yuxi's bed with unconcealable nervousness.

"You're here." Yu Xi wiped away her tears, and almost thought it was Han Qingrui for a moment, but how could he appear here.

"What happened? Why did it look like this?"

"..." Lin Yuxi looked at him, not knowing what to say and not wanting to hide it from him, he hesitated for a moment and said, "I just had an operation and had a miscarriage."

"What?" Mu Nan was stunned, he never thought it would be like this, a miscarriage. .how come?
"Hehe, you find it incredible that I am such an unbearable person." He raised his head slightly, wiped away his tears, said angry words, and gave up on himself before anyone could say anything.

Looking at her like this, Mu Nan's heart began to ache, so how could he think of her like this?He found it incredible, but he would never think of her that way.

"Xixi, don't say stupid things, I love you." It was true, his eyes showed distress, and his tone was so soft that he was afraid of scaring her again. "It's his!" It's not a question, but an affirmation.A few simple words contain great hatred.

"Hehe, yes." Her bottom has been cleared up a long time ago, and she doesn't care about anything now.

"Xixi, why are you so stupid, why do you hurt yourself because of him, who is he? He can make you pour your whole body?" Mu Nan was a little excited, and really wanted to know who was so bad, but he had no way of knowing.

She put away her tears, as if she was caught in a good memory, and said slowly: "A person I love very much. This is also the evidence of our love."

Mu Nan was speechless, and couldn't help but hit her: "You love him, so does he love you? Does he know you're pregnant? Did he come to accompany you when you had a miscarriage?"

"..." Tears burst out again, I was speechless, I didn't even dare to look at Mu Nan, I didn't want to hear him say these words to remind Mu Nan of what he didn't understand about her reaction, sneered He said: "Did he not even give you a phone call? Didn't he even greet you on WeChat?" Although it was doubtful, it was affirmative. to the point of no return.

"Xi Xi, what do you love about such a man? If he pays any responsibility, he will not let you get pregnant or miscarry. No matter how much you can't help yourself, you should send a WeChat greeting. You keep saying that you love him. Is it really worth it?"

Why are women so stupid? Fortunately, they called him. Otherwise, they would have to bear such pain alone. How could they bear such a big thing alone?Why didn't he come to accompany her earlier, although it can't relieve the pain, at least he can get a little comfort.

(End of this chapter)