One-man puppet Xi

Chapter 49 Happy or sad

Time flies so fast, and it's almost another month.Lin Yuxi sat on the balcony holding the computer and didn't know what he was thinking about, but his face was a little heavy, letting time go by bit by bit, and after a while, he raised his head suddenly, as if thinking of something terrible .

Hastily put down the computer and ran outside the house, and went straight to the pharmacy downstairs.

I didn't dare to think about anything along the way, just waiting to verify the conjecture in my heart.

In the toilet, she looked calmly at the two glaring bars on the contraceptive stick in her hand, and her heart completely lost its response. It can be said that her wish has come true.Her eyes were still unwilling to move half a step, even such shocking news could not arouse the slightest disturbance in her heart.

"Hehe, I'm a mother." But should I be happy or cry?Pregnancy is a major event in life and the happiest moment for a woman.

I have never felt so peaceful before, and I didn't feel disgusted or angry as I imagined. Instead, I felt a little bit of joy in my heart. I must be crazy. .

I am pregnant with the child I love the most, but this child was doomed from the very beginning.In the end, I think I should be happy that this child existed, because this is the evidence of our love!
There was no trace of surprise, no trace of fear, as if knowing that this child would come, he was more happy than afraid.I just don't know how he will react when he finds out, he must be scared.

Wish the baby could stay in the womb for a while longer, but she couldn't.Even if she wanted to give birth to the child to give him a chance to come to this world to have a look, she couldn't let him have a father. A child who was not recognized would not be recognized even if it was born.

"Son, it's mom who's sorry for you."

At this moment, I realized that many things are not because I really don't like or don't want to, but because I haven't met the person who is willing to let you give everything.

In just a few minutes, the child's future was already doomed. Lin Yuxi walked to the hospital for an examination alone, feeling suddenly very scared in his heart, and held back his tears not to let it fall.

The long inspection time has never felt so tormenting.

"You are pregnant for five weeks. The first three months are very important. Take care of it."

Hehe, five weeks.She looked at the B-ultrasound sheet in her hand, and managed to squeeze out a sentence: "I don't intend to have this child."

"..." The doctor looked at the girl with a heavy face, and probably broke up with her boyfriend, but everyone has something to hide.The doctor who was used to these things just sighed helplessly.

What the doctor said was playing in a loop in my mind.

She is really pregnant, but baby, sorry. .I can't make it difficult for him.

I went to the doctor alone for an examination, always with a smile, and even discussed the abortion time with the doctor in an unusually calm manner.Even pretending to be calm can't change the pain in my heart, my whole body is shaking, and my voice is mixed with crying. I don't think I want to experience this kind of pain again in my whole life.Every minute and every second is suffering.

Crying alone in bed at night, touching my flat belly, how could I really face it calmly, this is my own child.The child I have always hated, I used to think that I would not hesitate, but only now did I know that I was so reluctant.

Lin Yuxi didn't know how she got through these days at all, and the operation was scheduled for next week because she still had something to do.

After four days of rest, it was time to go to work, and she was finally able to send a WeChat message. God knows how long she held it back.Smiling and sent a dynamic picture of 'biubiu'.He can't help smiling only when facing him. It can be said that he is the driving force behind Lin Yuxi's life.

Han Qingrui looked at the dynamic pictures in WeChat and smiled: "Do you want to take a break?"

"Rest later." There are still important things to say now.Waiting for him to come to his dormitory,

It was such a torment to chat with him for the first time, and I couldn't get the words out of my mouth. Lin Yuxi hugged Han Qingrui tightly, as if he couldn't see him after turning around.No one knew how long she struggled, pondered, and suffered for a long time before she finally made up her mind to speak out.

"I am pregnant."

In an instant, Han Qingrui stayed there, looking down at her with disbelief on his face, he even couldn't believe his ears, and said without hesitation after half a second: "Impossible."

Lin Yuxi thought about many of his reactions, but he never thought that his real reaction would be like this.

She was stunned, holding back her tears and heartache, and said very humblely: "But I don't have any..."

Soon she was relieved, Han Qingrui, your questioning gave her strength instead, a child who doesn't even recognize his biological father should not live in this world.I don't care about everything anymore, from the first sentence of Han Qingrui's impossibility, it is doomed that Lin Yuxi's child has nothing to do with him.Even if the child doesn't have a father, even if the child is destined not to survive the busy days, it doesn't matter.

"It's impossible to be pregnant."

"Hehe, do you think I will lie to you?" This sentence was a little helpless.

What else did Han Qingrui not believe? Han Qingrui was silent, unable to digest the news, a little at a loss, frowning slightly and hugging Yuxi tightly, he dared not say whether he was superior or worried.

"sorry."

"Do you know that I was very happy when I found out I was pregnant, because it was the proof of our love!" I dare not say what will happen in the future, recalling that this is an indelible fact, it is the proof of our love.

His loving lips fell on her forehead. At this moment, he only hoped that he could give her warmth and let her feel his love.It's all he can do.

"So, don't worry!"

The cold lips were tightly pressed together, and the whole room was filled with deep love.He really hated that it would be nice to be alone, so that he could have this child, give his beloved a home, and hold her in his arms forever.Xiao Yu, after all, I am sorry for you, but there is nothing I can do now. It was a mistake at the beginning, and now I can only continue to make mistakes.

"I love you. Brother Rui."

"I'm not afraid, don't worry."

It's time, standing at the entrance of the hospital, today's wind is so strong that it seems to blow her away, the sun is still so dazzling.It took her a long time to muster up the courage to walk into the hospital.

Lin Yuxi sat quietly on the chair. The cold chair seemed to be bitingly cold. With the mobile phone in his hand, his eyes didn't waver, and he put his hand gently on his stomach, feeling the child's step by step away.The red blood was so dazzling, but her expression didn't change at all, she looked like a careless person, but no one knew that her tears had already flowed into her heart.

　Pregnancy should be the happiest moment for every girl.

　　But do you think she should be happy or sad?
　　
　
(End of this chapter)