One-man puppet Xi

Chapter 81
His eyes were sore, and his voice became hoarse unconsciously. .

As if yesterday was the toddler holding his uncle's hand, but today his uncle is already old.Time flies, and the years are not forgiving.

Uncle seemed to recall the past and suddenly said: "I still remember when you were young, you were the most obedient."

"Every time I go out, I take you with me to a banquet. You are not as noisy as other children. You run to play with other children obediently. When you are tired, come to me and let me take you home. Then It's a good time."

"In a blink of an eye, you are so old, and we are all old, and now I am almost 60 years old..."

His voice was deep and thick, revealing the vicissitudes of the years, and his eyes were full of doting.

"When you grow up, you can decide your own life, so don't think about those bad things anymore. We can't change the past, but you have the ability to create your own future! I want to tell you, don't hold on to the past Don't let it go, I know you are suffering, you see you are such a beautiful child, smart and capable, and fully capable of creating the life you want, seeing you happy, your aunt and I are relieved."

"You don't know, your aunt knows how worried you are when you're sick, you can't sleep all night, and you don't care about taking the baby with you, so let me take her to see you. Only when you are well can we be well."

Hearing these words, her heart was really sore, she didn't know what to say, and she didn't want to make her aunt and uncle worry about her.

"Don't worry, I'll be fine, don't worry about me, I'll be fine..."

"it is good."

In the afternoon, I left my aunt's house reluctantly, got on the car for the return journey, and was full of thoughts.The whole person was also very uncomfortable, and regardless of being on the high-speed rail, tears flowed down.

When she got home, she started to be afraid again. Whenever Han Qingrui quarreled with her family, she would be afraid. She couldn't imagine that he would divorce and marry her, but she was afraid that he would break up with her and abandon her.

The previous idea was completely overturned, and she seemed unable to do it.

She hid under the quilt, and the tears flowed down and soon wet the pillow. She was trembling all over, not knowing whether it was because of the cold air in the room or because she was too scared.

My mind was in such a mess as if it was about to explode, and I couldn't calm down even after taking medicine.

Brother Rui, don't say those words to me before I leave this unit, okay?I'm afraid I won't be able to accept it.

Brother Rui, you still love me, right?
Brother Rui, I miss you, will you miss me?
Brother Rui, don't break up with me, okay, just let nature take its course as you said before.

Brother Rui, don't leave me, okay, I'll be scared.

I really don't want to lose you, I'm afraid I won't be able to accept it.This will be a wound that time will not wear out, will form a wound that will not heal, maybe you never know how much you have affected me.Although many times I seem to be so indifferent, but I feel really sad in my heart, I just dare not let you know, because I am afraid that you will feel guilty and abandon me.

Brother Rui, I really love you, and I don't want to give up on you in this life. . .

Do you know, I have a seemingly ordinary wish that will never come true: I want to see flowers with you, I want to travel with you to see the endless sea, I want to find a hill with you to watch the sunrise and sunset together, and finally The important thing is to want to be with you forever.

Fortunately, when I go to work, I can look at the flowers, the sunrise and sunset, and you.

This is the longest love confession.

It's a pity that it can't be realized in this life, and I don't even dare to let you know.

It's late at night, but people seem to have their own worries and refuse to fall asleep.

Lin Yuxi's whole body was about to collapse, and she was so distressed that she was about to suffocate. She knew that the result was getting closer and closer, but she didn't have any chance to avoid it!
But I remember a sentence in a certain movie: There will be a day when you will let go of today's attachment and reluctance, with a little regret; it is to recognize, to let go, to let go, and to be powerless!

How should she accept it?

Han Qingrui was sitting on the sofa with a cigarette between his fingers, and the ashtray on the table was full of cigarette butts, and the smoke clouded him for a while.There was an irresistible sense of fatigue between his brows, and he still couldn't get used to it after so many years.Unreasonable suspicions, unreasonable quarrels, and checking his mobile phone all the time made him almost out of breath.

Han Qingrui used to be really indifferent, but now he feels guilty because he still has a little feather!
Recalling that summer, the girl's bright smile and her beautiful figure entered her eyelids.Originally it was just a conversation between friends, but the two hearts got closer and closer. It is undeniable that he fell in love with a girl 20 years younger than him.Originally, I wanted to end this love that hadn't started yet, but later I realized that there are some things that I really can't lie to myself.He couldn't see the girl's tears, couldn't stand the girl's alienation, and finally couldn't help taking that step, knowing that it was wrong, but the two of them still had no hesitation.

The occasional tenderness comforted two cold hearts. Although he didn't say it, he really loved her little girl.

After being together for nearly five years, he couldn't make any promises to the girl.His girl knows that this relationship has no hope at all, but his girl has always maintained a firm heart and has always loved him, never regretting, never embarrassing him, and never letting him make demands. I hope he can think of her occasionally, where can I find another girl like this!
It is extremely satisfying to hold her in my arms every time, I really hope that such a warm time can be longer.The time with her is vivid in his memory, and at the same time, he reminds him that this is a wrong love, which hurts his family and also hurts his lover.

Even with the daily quarrels, he didn't really think about divorce because he still had kids.It is impossible for a child to grow up in an environment that lacks love, nor is it possible to suddenly abandon a family member who has worked hard for many years.But when he thinks of the child that Xiaoyu lost for him, he can't help feeling distressed, how much his Xiaoyu must have suffered, bearing all this alone, forcing himself to smile at him, just to reassure him.

But he always has too much helplessness, too much powerlessness, maybe Han Qingrui never knew how much harm he caused Lin Yuxi, but Lin Yuxi would rather endure extreme pain than give up his love for him.

He stubbornly insisted on what he shouldn't have insisted on, but in the world of love, no one except the person concerned would understand that what Lin Yuxi wanted was to get his love.

In the past few days, Han Qingrui has been struggling non-stop, full of entanglements, only hoping to find a complete way to prevent anyone from being hurt, but he is not a saint.He also seemed to understand that Lin Yuxi was the one destined to be hurt from the very beginning, because Han Qingrui never thought of giving her a home, not even a promise to make people happy, and simple words to make people happy.

(End of this chapter)